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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Lauren Laverne
Director of Tate, one of the most powerful people in the art world, known for bringing contemporary art into the mainstream.
Eight records
I have a particularly visceral memory of standing on the edge of a Dodgem's ride in Abington Park in Northampton. … And my family, especially my extended family, very political. And I realised this song was about the Thatcher government and the state of English society. And it made the hairs stand on the back of my neck because it was both effortlessly cool and it was also about protest, and that's very important to me.
And for a while my auntie Self was married to Phil Higgs and he was a massive influence on me. He used to send me cassette tapes of music that he thought I needed to know about and one particularly brilliant tape had Bowie's station to station on one side and young Americans on the other. And I listened and listened and listened to that. So it's remembering Phil Higgs' music education and also because Bowie was for me one of the great non-conformists, somebody who's created himself over and over again.
I love their music and I especially loved their collaborations with Derek Jarman. And in my final year, I did a cultural studies course in Liverpool, which allowed me to write about any cultural phenomenon. And I wrote about television, their video. It got me a first. That meant I could go on and do my Masters and PhD. But the real reason it's on my list is because dancing to the Pet Shop Boys music in gay clubs was how I spent my teenage years. So absolutely epic disco.
Emmylou Harris and Gram Parsons
This is of the days when I did work in Birmingham alongside my dear friend Helen and we were in an American Studies department and we were obsessed with women's country music. I think all of them, from Dolly through to Patsy Klein, the whole lot of them are all feminists and so many of their songs are absolutely inspirational to us as women. But my very favourite of all is Emilou Harris. So I've picked Emily Lou Harris and Grand Parsons, Love Hurts.
And I chose this because the first year that I was in Manchester was a time of tumultuous change for me. I'd moved the children, moved the city, moved their schools, moved house, moved jobs, and I also separated from my first husband and then started a relationship with my now husband, Nick. And I listened to this album for the whole of the year. It kept me going through an incredibly difficult time in my life, and so it makes me think of my lovely husband, Nick, because he was the someone who took care of me, first as a friend and then later as a husband.
This one speaks to my time in Manchester and some adventurous journeys I was able to do. The Olympics obviously happened in the UK in 2012 and the cultural organisations were asked to be part of the national cultural celebration of the world coming to the UK. We set ourselves the task of making a group exhibition that would celebrate the contemporary art of West Africa. So I was able to go to Mali with my daughter Lily, who was 11 years old. And for a long time I'd listened to the music from that country. So this song is by Tumani Diabati and it's called Cantalaus. And it's the most incredible lifting of the riff from Ennio Morricani's music from Fistful of Dollars. And I love that there's this intercultural exchange going on there. A Malian musician taking Morricani's signature moment, but making it absolutely Malian.
Waiting for the Great Leap ForwardFavourite
Billy's been important to me since my aunt made me a now that's what I'd call protest music tape at the height of the miners' strike. I love all of his music. But also, it's now a song that reminds me so much of my son Jake and Godson Ryan and Lily and Lauren, my goddaughter. leaping forward in the kitchen to this they love his music now just as much as I do.
And this song is for the amazing group of teenagers who have been part of my life for the last five or six years. Lily's circle of friends, Stephen and Kerris, and Grace and Megan, Sonny and Clay, who listened to Stormzy and Dave and many other black musicians. And this song, I think more than any other, speaks to the challenges of making change happen. Stormzy himself has been extraordinary in terms of committing resources to allow young people to have scholarships to go to Cambridge and to supporting action around race equality. But this song also speaks of the challenges he faces in carrying that work forward. So it's a very serious and I think important song.
The keepsakes
The book
Roy Vickery
I'd like Vicary's Folk Flora, which tells you the stories and folklore as well as the uses of plants.
The luxury
Derek Jarman's garden at Prospect Cottage (seeds and plants)
I'd like to take with me the ability to create something I regard as an artwork, which is Derek Jarman's garden at Prospect Cottage ... So I'd like the flowers that are in that garden, but also some vegetable seeds.
In conversation
Presenter asks
How does this moment feel, with all four Tates about to reopen for the first time since lockdown?
It feels very exciting, but also with that sense of trepidation. And I have to say, in many ways, these past few months have been more active than ever as we've been reaching people digitally, sharing works from the collection online, supporting children's learning. But I think the biggest feeling is a sense of excitement that the public are going to come back into our spaces. The artworks have been waiting for them.
Presenter asks
Why does it matter to us as individuals and as wider society that everyone should have access to art?
For centuries, art was part of the life of the elites and not so much part of the life of ordinary people. And for me, seeing the world through the eyes of an artist has opened my mind to different possibilities different from where I was growing up. And artists' perspectives on our world challenge us to think about new ideas and they take us to different places. So whether they see it in a gallery or a museum or whether they see it on their phone or on the street as they move around, I don't really care where people see it. But I think the human practice of making art belongs to all of us.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
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BBC Sounds, Music, Radio Podcasts. Hello, I'm Lauren Laverne, and this is the Desert Island Discs Podcast. Every week, I ask my guests to choose the eight tracks, book, and luxury they'd want to take with them if they were cast away to a desert island. For rights reasons, the music is shorter than the original broadcast. I hope you enjoy listening.
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My castaway this week is the director of Tate, Maria Balshaw. Her position at the helm of the four galleries makes her one of the most powerful people in the art world and by extension, British culture. She's likened Tate's success in bringing contemporary art into the mainstream to sport, saying contemporary art used to be like fencing, now it's like athletics. She'd better get her running shoes on then. At the time of recording, her galleries are set for their own Super Saturday, with all four Tate's about to reopen for the first time since the coronavirus lockdown. There are big challenges facing the cultural sector. Luckily, challenging has always been part of her brief. She's championed radical creativity ever since the explosive sculpture of artist Cornelia Parker opened her mind one Saturday afternoon in 1991 and put her on the track that led to her current career. She turned around the fortunes of Manchester Art Gallery and the city's Whitworth Gallery, bringing in 1,000 new works and doubling visitor numbers. Though for her, it's not just about how many people visit, it's about who they are. She says, I am committed to making the widest range of people feel that Tate has something to offer them. I want to challenge the social and economic disadvantage that makes people think that they can't come into an institution even though it's free. Maria Balshaw, welcome to Desert Island Discs. It's lovely to be with you, Lauren. Thank you for inviting me. Such a pleasure. So Tate Modern, Britain, St Ives and Liverpool all about to open their doors for the first time since lockdown. How does this moment feel? It feels very exciting, but also with that sense of trepidation. And I have to say, in many ways, these past few months have been more active than ever as we've been reaching people digitally, sharing works from the collection online, supporting children's learning. But I think the biggest feeling is a sense of excitement that the public are going to come back into our spaces. The artworks have been waiting for them.
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And the idea of bringing those artworks, bringing art into everybody's lives is hugely important to you. Why does it matter to us as individuals and as wider society that everyone should have access to art? For centuries, art was part of the life of the elites and not so much part of the life of ordinary people. And for me, seeing the world through the eyes of an artist has opened my mind to different possibilities different from where I was growing up. And artists' perspectives on our world challenge us to think about new ideas and they take us to different places. So whether they see it in a gallery or a museum or whether they see it on their phone or on the street as they move around, I don't really care where people see it. But I think the human practice of making art belongs to all of us. Maria, it's time to get stuck into something that you've been curating very carefully for us. Of course, your music list. What's your first disc and why have you chosen it today?
Presenter
My first is The Specials and it's Ghost Town. And I chose it because I have a particularly visceral memory of standing on the edge of a Dodgem's ride in Abington Park in Northampton.
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And the music was Ghost Town. And I was there because my dad was the head of the Park Service in Northampton, and he had to license the fair.
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And the great benefit of this for me as an 11-year-old was that it meant I got a free pass to all the rides. So I spent a lot of time in the fair. And my family, especially my extended family, very political. And I realized this song was about the Thatcher government and the state of English society. And it made the hairs stand on the back of my neck because it was both effortlessly cool and it was also about protest, and that's very important to me.
Maria Balshaw
Piss card
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It's coming like that ghost
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All the clubs are being closed
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This place
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It's got me like a ghost
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I teen on the dance floor
Presenter
The Specials and Ghost Town. Maria Balshaw, you were brought up in Northampton. Your mum, Colette, was a teacher and as you said, your dad, Walter, was a park keeper. So tell me a little bit about your mum first. How did she influence you growing up?
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My mum's the middle child of six, Irish Catholic family, very noisy, but she's the quiet middle one. She worked as a teacher her whole career. She also started to coach gymnastics when we moved to Northampton for my dad's job. And she took me to a gymnastic class, I am sure, to help me burn off some of my considerable energy. She was a steady, calm, really warm presence throughout my upbringing and interfered surprisingly little in my education, given that she was a teacher. She just thought I would get on and do the work because, you know, that's what you do. We're very close, and she was a great role model as a working woman.
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You say that your dad was the opposite of your mum, so not quiet, and also a very good swearer. Tell me a little bit more about him. Well,
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It's hard to talk about him at the moment because part of my lockdown has been very sad because dad died in his care home.
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Which was a very strange experience.
Speaker 1
Death.
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Because I realised we mourn collectively. I hadn't thought about that. And Dad was a man who liked to go to the pub, went most evenings and had a wide network of pub friends.
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And we were only eight of us at his funeral.
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And he as he said, he was an excellent swearer. So I would sometimes have to go with dad and sit in his office. And I honestly thought, aged, I don't know, eight or nine, that my dad went to the office to get on the phone and shout at people, often swearing.
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because that was the main thing he seemed to do. And his swearing was never rude, but it was just very colourful. And he was much loved by his co workers because he would always say it as it was. And I hope that, you know, at least in my best moments, I
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Embody some of dad's energy, and sometimes you do have to be bloody-minded to get things done, but that there's my mum's sense of gentleness, and I think she gave me a great gift of calmness. I have to ask you about another member of your family, your auntie Sylve and her Christmas presents, because I know that they were a big deal for you.
Presenter
Well I remember in 1983 she bought me two novels, The Colour Purple and Meridian by Alice Walker. The Colour Purple especially, I started to read it on Christmas morning. I'd never come across anything like it. And I just curled up in the corner of the living room with all the noise of family around me and just read it from start to finish. And given that I ended up doing my PhD on African American literature and then visual culture, it started there with a gift of those books. And she worked in the arts. She was a community arts worker and then director. And she was a trailblazer for me.
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It's time to go to the music. Second disc today.
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This is David Bowie, Wild is the Wind. And for a while my auntie Self was married to Phil Higgs and he was a massive influence on me. He used to send me cassette tapes of music that he thought I needed to know about and one particularly brilliant tape had Bowie's station to station on one side and young Americans on the other. And I listened and listened and listened to that. So it's remembering Phil Higgs' music education and also because Bowie was for me one of the great non-conformists, somebody who's created himself over and over again.
Maria Balshaw
Love me, love me, love me, love me, save you too.
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But we fly
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Away with you.
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For my love is like the wind.
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Presenter
David Bowie and Wild is the Wind. Maria Balshaw, the town that you grew up in, Northampton, didn't have an art gallery, but of course, everyone has a cultural hinterland. How would you describe yours? Much of mine came through Channel 4. And I remember vividly seeing Derek Jarman's films on Channel 4, staying up late. I think I'd had to get special permission from mum, and dad had grumpily gone to bed, not wanting to watch art films. And some things like Jarman's films spoke of another universe.
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Which I didn't see in Northampton around me, but I could imagine. And curiosity around foreign language films that's never left me. Closer to home, though, of course, you were a schoolgirl in Northampton, and while you were there, you said you were rebellious but didn't want to break the rules. So, presumably, you had to get round them. How did you do that? Well, I liked learning, but I didn't like being told what to do or think. So, there was a school uniform policy, obviously, and I wouldn't absolutely break it, but I would marginally defy it every day. So, I would put bright yellow socks on, or I would wear a scarf tucked into my shirt instead of a tie and wait until I was called out. Of course, you were expressing yourself through what you wore at school, and your style is still much commented on. What job, I wonder, do the clothes that you wear do for you now? Obviously, there's an element of enjoyment and play there, but there's also a way of articulating who you are to the world. Yeah, I think for most women, our clothes are our armour. It makes a statement about who I am, and it makes a statement about not conforming. And the thing that I, you know, I do most often is wear very, very clashing clothes. The endless commentary on my gold shoes when I was appointed, just the remark always about the colourful dress. It ought to be applied to men as well as women. And I kind of sometimes feel exasperated. Oh, really? You know, I'm running a museum. I'm not a clothes horse. And I don't like it in that it takes some of the pleasure that I find in playing with identity.
Presenter
I think for me, it's interesting that you use the word armour because I wonder about those of us who have changed our cultural metier. Actually, for people like me, and perhaps like you, tell me if I'm wrong, you know, your clothes articulate your qualifications to be where you are to some extent. You know, and actually, people whose belonging is never questioned, they don't really have to think about it, perhaps.
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Presenter
I think that's an absolutely apposite observation. And I know that when I was younger and perhaps had even greater degree of anxiety about my sense of am I even allowed to be in here, I used to dress more formally because I felt I was too young and didn't have the right kind of class background and didn't have the right educational background and so I had to dress up to prove that I had a right to be there. And certainly since I've been at Tate, I've fully embraced my sense of trainers with the dress. And that reflects in some ways my increased confidence that after all the years that I've worked in museums, I am qualified for the job, even though I still have a sense of imposter anxiety.
Presenter
Time for some more music, Maria.
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This is the Pet Shop Boys. It's a sin. I love their music and I especially loved their collaborations with Derek Jarman. And in my final year, I did a cultural studies course in Liverpool, which allowed me to write about any cultural phenomenon. And I wrote about television, their video.
Presenter
It got me a first. That meant I could go on and do my Masters and PhD. But the real reason it's on my list is because dancing to the Pet Shop Boys music in gay clubs was how I spent my teenage years. So absolutely epic disco.
Maria Balshaw
When I look back upon my life, It's always with a sense of shame.
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I've always been the one
Maria Balshaw
Right.
Maria Balshaw
For every thing I like
Maria Balshaw
No matter when or when
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Has one thing in common too?
Maria Balshaw
SAR!
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Uh
Presenter
The Pet Shop Boys and It's a Sin. Taking you back to your days at university in Liverpool, Maria Balshaw. Is it true that you went to the Tate the first day you arrived? I did. My parents took me up and said, we'll take you out for lunch. So off we headed to the Albert Dock and Tate had just opened. It was the first time I'd been into a gallery with my parents and there was an amazing display from the collection and I still remembered Darlie's lobster telephone at the centre of it and it became my local. You know I nursed student hangovers in the gallery. It was a very welcoming place and you know when friends visited me we would go there. When my parents came up we would go there.
Presenter
So I'm very, very fond of Tate Liverpool. So following your MA and PhD at Sussex University after Liverpool, you then became research fellow and lecturer in visual culture at the University of Birmingham in 1997. You married your first husband, historian Liam Kennedy, and by 2000 you were a mum of two, Jake and Lily. How did being a parent change you?
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I had a
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An incredible struggle to have Jake. I had three miscarriages before I had him. And I feel in that I went from being a young woman to an adult.
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Because I experienced something that I couldn't control, that nobody could explain to me. None of my female friends had ever talked about miscarriage.
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And yet I now know that so many women experience it.
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So it was a
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real pain to overcome and then Jake's arrival and then quite soon afterwards Lily's. And you know, I'd taken four years to write half my thesis and then wrote the last chunk of it in less than four months because I had a limited amount of time.
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To do the work because I wanted to be with the children, and it also gave me such joy and pleasure.
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And I realize now it was very unusual to be an academic.
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of the age I was and choose to have children. And I did so alongside a great friend, Helen Laville, who is now a Pro-Vice-Chancellor for Education up in Manchester. And she and I were young academic women and we kept each other going and we kind of jumped into it because we had no idea how hard it was going to be. But out of that came a much greater clarity of focus about the rest of my life.
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Let's have some more music. What's next? This is of the days when I did work in Birmingham alongside my dear friend Helen and we were in an American Studies department and we were obsessed with women's country music. I think all of them, from Dolly through to Patsy Klein, the whole lot of them are all feminists and so many of their songs are absolutely inspirational to us as women. But my very favourite of all is Emilou Harris. So I've picked Emily Lou Harris and Grand Parsons, Love Hurts.
Maria Balshaw
And those three.
Speaker 1
Uh
Maria Balshaw
Four tea.
Maria Balshaw
I am learning.
Maria Balshaw
From you, I've really learned a lot.
Maria Balshaw
Really learned a lot.
Maria Balshaw
Love is my best stone.
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Earn you when it's far.
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Love you.
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You love you.
Presenter
Emmy Lou Harris and Graham Parsons with Love Hurts. Maria Balshaw, you've said that you can pinpoint the moment when you realized that your future lay in the visual arts. So it's nineteen ninety one, and you saw Cornelia Parker's landmark installation called Dark Matter. Why did it have such a profound impact on you?
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Well, it was because it was completely unlike anything I'd ever seen before. And I'm not sure that it confirmed for me a career in the arts, but it utterly transformed my thinking about what art even was, because it's not in a frame.
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It is a garden shed filled with all of the paraphernalia of the typical shed. Exploded. So Connie set it up in a field, got the help of the Territorial Army to blow up this shed, scattering the fragments all over the field. And then with a team of volunteers, she collects up all the bits and reassembles them, hung from wires from the ceiling around the light of a single bulb. So it's an explosion suspended in the air. It casts shadows all the way round that room. And the night before in the pub, somebody said, there's this really strange thing at Chishenhale Gallery. You ought to go and see it.
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And so off we went, and I had no idea what I would find when I got there, but it took my breath away.
Presenter
Years later, you would go on to work with Cornelia on a major retrospective of her work at the Whitworth Art Gallery. You were headhunted to work there, and you were there for a decade, and during that time, undertook a massive renovation and expansion of the gallery. What did you want the architectural changes that you were making to the gallery to achieve?
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The galleries on the edge of the city centre, inner park, and had this amazing founding mission that it should be for the perpetual gratification of the people of Manchester. And the parks and gardens were part of the offer in the late nineteenth century.
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But that had got lost down the years. So when I arrived, there was a really high fence separating the gallery from its own park. And it faces Fallafield and Mossside. And it should, and now does, speak to those communities in all their diversity. But with the fence around it, it was looking inward. So the architectural changes were all about opening it up to its park surrounding so that you could see art inside and outside. And we worked with wonderful architects, Mooma, who did a beautiful job, and in particular, created a new wing that extends out into the trees. It feels like you're floating in the treetops when you sit in the cafe. And I sat there one day and saw a little boy on a scooter.
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Push himself really fast down the path that led towards the gallery's entrance. You come in through an art garden now. And his dad was running as fast as he could to keep up with him. And as he scooted towards the entrance, the doors gently opened and he scooted all the way in. And I saw even greater alarm on the face of his father. But then one of the visitor assistants just waved and kind of welcomed the dad in as well. And I thought, we have done the right thing here. If a child can scoot into the gallery, it's genuinely open to its public.
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Perfect time to take a moment for some music. This is your fifth track today. It's Anthony and the Johnsons. Hope there's someone.
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And I chose this because the first year that I was in Manchester was a time of tumultuous change for me. I'd moved the children, moved the city, moved their schools, moved house, moved jobs, and I also separated from my first husband and then started a relationship with my now husband, Nick.
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And I listened to this album for the whole of the year. It kept me going through an incredibly difficult time in my life, and so it makes me think of my lovely husband, Nick, because he was the someone who took care of me, first as a friend and then later as a husband.
Maria Balshaw
Hope there's someone who'll take care of me when I die.
Maria Balshaw
Will I go?
Maria Balshaw
Hope there's someone who'll set my heart free Nice to hold when I'm tired
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There's a ghost on my farm when I
Presenter
Anoni and the Johnsons. Hope there's someone. Maria Balshaw, the Whitworth was named the Art Fund's Museum of the Year in 2015 and you staged many notable exhibitions and events there. What are people looking for, do you think? Because there's obviously the relationship with the artist and their desire to have a kind of creative perspective, but you're also asking the public to engage with it. How do you know if they will? I think you have to trust. And welcome and trust, I think, go together. If they're wearing comfortable shoes, they'll go on a long journey. So you have to trust that an artist's work will speak to people's hearts as well as their head. So I think for a long time, we imagined that you had to explain the artwork to people. And you do need, I think, some sort of guiding points to get your head into what's going on. Nobody likes to feel sort of baffled in front of something, but you don't need to tell everybody everything because actually the artwork is about how it makes you feel. And a good response to an artwork or an exhibition is hating it just as much as liking it. Because I really don't like this is an incredibly powerful emotional response. And then having to think about why you don't like something. You know, you would be a very peculiar human being if you liked all art. It's all so different. And I think that's where we're at in terms of what goes on in galleries and museums now.
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I think we're more adventurous and we trust more in people's own interests, intelligence and curiosity.
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Time for some more music, Maria. What's next and why have you chosen this today? This one speaks to my time in Manchester and some adventurous journeys I was able to do. The Olympics obviously happened in the UK in 2012 and the cultural organisations were asked to be part of the national cultural celebration of the world coming to the UK.
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We set ourselves the task of making a group exhibition that would celebrate the contemporary art of West Africa. So I was able to go to Mali with my daughter Lily, who was 11 years old. And for a long time I'd listened to the music from that country. So this song is by Tumani Diabati and it's called Cantalaus.
Presenter
And it's the most incredible lifting of the riff from Ennio Morricani's music from Fistful of Dollars. And I love that there's this intercultural exchange going on there. A Malian musician taking Morricani's signature moment, but making it absolutely Malian.
Presenter
To Marni Diabarte and Cantaloos. Maria Balshaw, in twenty seventeen you left Manchester to come south and take on your role as director of all four Tate galleries. You followed Sir Nicolas Sirota and you're the first woman director. How significant is that fact to you? Well, it was a huge honour to be selected as the director of Tate. Nick had done a remarkable twenty-eight years at the Tate and had led a transformation of how all of us understand.
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art and what we think museums are for. So, you know, personally, I was really, really honored to be working at the institution I consider to be the leading one in the world.
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And it was also fantastic to be the first woman in the sense that many other women that I know and many that I didn't know got in touch to say how important they felt it was as a milestone. Because there are still very, very few women leading museums anywhere in the world. And of the many museums in the UK, I'm the only one leading a national art museum. And so there's another part of me that wants to say that shouldn't be so. And I look forward to the time when no one remarks on the gender of a director. If a man is appointed, it's just his name. And we need to get to that point. And we do in terms of people of colour leading our national organisations, because there are none at the moment. And that doesn't reflect the UK as it is now.
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Let's have some more music. It's your seventh disc today. What have you chosen? It's Billy Bragg.
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and waiting for the great leap forward. Billy's been important to me since my aunt made me a now that's what I'd call protest music tape at the height of the miners' strike. I love all of his music.
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But also, it's now a song that reminds me so much of my son Jake and Godson Ryan and Lily and Lauren, my goddaughter.
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leaping forward in the kitchen to this they love his music now just as much as I do.
Maria Balshaw
Jungle sales are organised and pamphlets have been posted Even after closing time there's still parties to be hosted You can be active with the activists or sleep in with the sleepers While you're waiting for the great leap forward
Maria Balshaw
I want lean forward to lean back Well politics get me the sack Whiting right lean forward
Maria Balshaw
Where'd he come?
Presenter
Billy Bragg, and waiting for the great leap forward. Maria Balshaw, it's almost time to cast you away, but before we do, let's have a look at the future for Tate. Massive challenges ahead of you. No redundancies have been announced at the galleries, but there is a question mark: over two hundred jobs at Tate Enterprises Limited. That's a commercial subsidiary owned by Tate that operates retail, publishing and catering within your galleries. And the union representing workers who are affected wants Tate to intervene. Will you?
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We have intervened, and we're almost unique in that we run all our own shops and cafes. And that means that everything that people experience at Tate reflects our values. But that means when we are facing 50% fewer visitors coming to our galleries for probably quite a long time, that sadly at the moment the trading business is too big because we won't be able to open all the cafes and the shops in the same way. So we are consulting with staff about redundancies, but we have used as much of our own reserves as we can to preserve the jobs throughout this period. So staff were kept on 100% pay all the way through lockdown and we've delayed this period of consultation for as long as we can.
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And we don't want to lose any staff, but we know we have to, otherwise the business won't be able to trade. And we will make sure that as visitors do return and as we get properly post-COVID, they will be given the first option to come back and work for us because we recognise the hard work that they do and how valuable they are to us.
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Time for one more choice, Maria. What are we going to hear for your final disc today? We're going to hear Stormzy Crown. And this song is for the amazing group of teenagers who have been part of my life for the last five or six years. Lily's circle of friends, Stephen and Kerris, and Grace and Megan, Sonny and Clay, who listened to Stormzy and Dave and many other black musicians. And this song, I think more than any other, speaks to the challenges of making change happen. Stormzy himself has been extraordinary in terms of committing resources to allow young people to have scholarships to go to Cambridge and to supporting action around race equality.
Presenter
But this song also speaks of the challenges he faces in carrying that work forward. So it's a very serious and I think important song.
Speaker 3
Searching every corner of my mind
Speaker 3
Looking for the answers I can't find
Speaker 3
I have my reasons and life has its lessons I try to be grateful and count all my blessings But heavy is the head that wears the crown
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Stormzy and Crown. Maria Balshaw, it's time to cast you away to your island. We'll give you the Bible, the complete works of Shakespeare, and a book of your own. What will you take with you? Well, I'd like the Upanishads rather than the Bible because my dad was a confirmed agnostic and he was very opposed to the Bible in particular. So he would look down, having recently passed, and not approve if I took that. But it's another spiritual text and it would help me with my yoga. So I hope that's okay. Of course. The book I would like is not a novel. I'd like Vicary's Folk Flora, which tells you the stories and folklore as well as the uses of plants. Certainly, you can have that. It's yours.
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You can also have a luxury item. Of course, we've sent away lots of art galleries and even artworks in the past. What will you be taking with you? Well, I'd like to take with me the ability to create something I regard as an artwork, which is Derek Jarman's garden at Prospect Cottage in Dungeness. And I'm hoping that my desert island will be like the shingle beaches of Dungeness because I like that sense of desolation rather than a kind of luxurious golden sandy beach. So I'd like the flowers that are in that garden, but also some vegetable seeds.
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And finally, if you had to just save one of your eight disks, which would you go for?
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It would have to be Billy Bragg's Waiting for the Great Leap Forward, because it reminds me of my children and my stepsons, Robert and Lucas, and all of them loving that music because it reminds me of my whole family, disputatious socialists, every one, and because it's a record about optimism.
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Maria Balchore, thank you very much for sharing your Desert Island discs with us.
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Thank you, Lauren.
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I very much hope you enjoyed my conversation with Maria. You'll find lots of artists in our Desert Island Discs back catalogue, including Damien Hurst, Lubaina Hamid, Jeremy Della, and Tracy Emmin. And you can listen to all of those editions on BBC Sounds. This is the last Desert Island Discs in our current run, and we're taking our usual five-week summer break. But in the meantime, we'll be dropping a classic episode into your podcast feed until we're back on air in September. We hope you enjoy them.
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Hello, it's me, Greg Jenner, the bloke from that funny history podcast, You're Dead to Me. Big news, we are back, once again combining the talents of comedians and expert historians as we explore stuff like ancient Egyptian pyramids, Genghis Khan, and 19th-century vampire literature. Search for You're Dead to Me on the BBC Sounds app.
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Tell me a little bit about your mum. How did she influence you growing up?
My mum's the middle child of six, Irish Catholic family, very noisy, but she's the quiet middle one. She worked as a teacher her whole career. She also started to coach gymnastics when we moved to Northampton for my dad's job. And she took me to a gymnastic class, I am sure, to help me burn off some of my considerable energy. She was a steady, calm, really warm presence throughout my upbringing and interfered surprisingly little in my education, given that she was a teacher. She just thought I would get on and do the work because, you know, that's what you do. We're very close, and she was a great role model as a working woman.
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Tell me a little bit more about your dad.
It's hard to talk about him at the moment because part of my lockdown has been very sad because dad died in his care home. … And he as he said, he was an excellent swearer. … And I hope that, you know, at least in my best moments, I embody some of dad's energy, and sometimes you do have to be bloody-minded to get things done, but that there's my mum's sense of gentleness, and I think she gave me a great gift of calmness.
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How did being a parent change you?
I had an incredible struggle to have Jake. I had three miscarriages before I had him. And I feel in that I went from being a young woman to an adult. Because I experienced something that I couldn't control, that nobody could explain to me. None of my female friends had ever talked about miscarriage. And yet I now know that so many women experience it. So it was a real pain to overcome and then Jake's arrival and then quite soon afterwards Lily's. … And I realize now it was very unusual to be an academic of the age I was and choose to have children. … But out of that came a much greater clarity of focus about the rest of my life.
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How significant is the fact that you're the first woman director of Tate to you?
Well, it was a huge honour to be selected as the director of Tate. … And it was also fantastic to be the first woman in the sense that many other women that I know and many that I didn't know got in touch to say how important they felt it was as a milestone. Because there are still very, very few women leading museums anywhere in the world. … And I look forward to the time when no one remarks on the gender of a director. If a man is appointed, it's just his name. And we need to get to that point. And we do in terms of people of colour leading our national organisations, because there are none at the moment. And that doesn't reflect the UK as it is now.
“It feels very exciting, but also with that sense of trepidation. And I have to say, in many ways, these past few months have been more active than ever as we've been reaching people digitally, sharing works from the collection online, supporting children's learning. But I think the biggest feeling is a sense of excitement that the public are going to come back into our spaces. The artworks have been waiting for them.”
“I had an incredible struggle to have Jake. I had three miscarriages before I had him. And I feel in that I went from being a young woman to an adult. Because I experienced something that I couldn't control, that nobody could explain to me. None of my female friends had ever talked about miscarriage. And yet I now know that so many women experience it. So it was a real pain to overcome and then Jake's arrival and then quite soon afterwards Lily's. … But out of that came a much greater clarity of focus about the rest of my life.”
“And I sat there one day and saw a little boy on a scooter. Push himself really fast down the path that led towards the gallery's entrance. … And I thought, we have done the right thing here. If a child can scoot into the gallery, it's genuinely open to its public.”
“And I look forward to the time when no one remarks on the gender of a director. If a man is appointed, it's just his name. And we need to get to that point. And we do in terms of people of colour leading our national organisations, because there are none at the moment. And that doesn't reflect the UK as it is now.”