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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Michael Parkinson
British television dramatist known for works such as 'Pennies from Heaven' and 'The Singing Detective'.
Eight records
I'm Getting Sentimental Over You
I'm choosing it partly for a sentimental reason in that it was recorded nineteen thirty five, year of my birth. And it's something I've heard on and off, on and off, almost sometimes at the corner of your mind, sometimes when I'm ill I play it. I threaten people that I want to play it at my funeral.
I just thought I would choose one of the uh hymns that we used to bellow out as boys at uh Salem Chapel. I would have I have very mixed feelings about that too, but you know, up the hill on a Sunday twice or sometimes three times the day to the chapel.
My HappinessFavourite
Whenever I'm tempted to say I wish I was very much younger again, I think of being thirteen, sitting in a Sheltered bus stop in Cinderford in the Forest of Dean, watching this young man whistling my happiness. So lugubrious and I think, is that what it's all is that what sex and love? Is that what it's all about?
The title theme of the Singing Detective is Max Harris and his trio, which is actually Peg on my heart. just brings the tensions and difficulties of sitting down at the first episode and wondering what the hell people are going to make of it and then finding that they actually do follow you.
I just love the sound of it and it the gentleness of uh this blues number
Der Freischütz (The Wolf's Glen Scene)
I would like to to um choose a bit from Der Freischutz, the uh the Wolf's Glen, which is grand opera at its most crazy, you know, the uh blast oaks, thunderstorms. Cataracts, owl with red eyes, voices, spirit voices singing about moon milk on the grass, spiders' web with blood o'ercast
Duke Ellington & His Orchestra
I couldn't possibly go on my island without at least one Duke Ellington and I moved in Dico, which is Beautiful.
Has to be Smoke Gets In Your Eyes, which I arbitrarily decided some thirty years ago should be our song, i. e. Margaret, my wife and myself, and my first date with her.
The keepsakes
The book
Peter Wright
Because if my happiness doesn't drive me either crazy or into the sea, then a [satellite] helicopter will soon hover overhead and lift me off.
The luxury
I would like to have is a really good train set, winding all the way around the island with stations and signal boxes, everything.
In conversation
Presenter asks
Would you welcome this solitary life on the Desert Island?
In any self-respecting history of drama on British television, R. Castaway would emerge as the dominant figure… Dennis, w would you welcome this solitary life, do you think, on the Desert Island? Probably up to Point. I do have a very reclusive temperament which occasionally bursts out. You know, reclusiveness and shyness are not the same thing, fortunately, but I like I always have liked being on my own for long periods.
Presenter asks
How much of a solace or inspiration has music been in your life?
Solice sound an inspiration, but particular kinds of music. Um It can be a chariot, you know, it can take you You can fly with music, and particularly in in dr in if you're writing a a play or something, you can use music on the edge of words, on the edge of the character's mind. And you know that other people are sharing, if not exactly the same emotion, a roughly similar one. It can be no matter how sugary, syncopated, banal, or cheap, it can be extraordinarily powerful.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. For rights reasons we've had to shorten the music. The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen eighty eight, and the presenter was Michael Parkinson.
Presenter
In any self-respecting history of drama on British television, R. Castaway would emerge as the dominant figure. From the very beginning in the sixties when he wrote Vote, Vote, Vote for Nigel Barton, through the seventies with Blue Remembered Hills and Pennies from Heaven, to the present and the singing detective, he showed himself to be a writer of unique imagination and originality. He is Dennis Potter. Dennis, w would you welcome this solitary life, do you think, on the Desert Island? Probably up to
Dennis Potter
Point. I do have a very reclusive temperament which occasionally bursts out. You know, reclusiveness and shyness are not the same thing, fortunately, but
Dennis Potter
I like I always have liked being
Dennis Potter
on my own for long periods. It's sometimes difficult to arrange in marriage and and things but the concept of being on my own is is attractive to me.
Speaker 1
I heard
Presenter
Ready?
Presenter
No, you're a practical man. I mean so
Dennis Potter
So
Dennis Potter
Afraid not. But then there wouldn't be a file of facts there, would there? And there wouldn't be a sort of ring circuit. I wouldn't have to change plugs and things. I'd just sit under a tree and contemplate my forthcoming
Presenter
Yeah.
Dennis Potter
See?
Dennis Potter
Uh
Presenter
And how much of a solace would music be in this situation? Indeed, I I mean has music been a solace in your life or an inspiration in your life? Solice
Dennis Potter
sound an inspiration, but particular kinds of music. Um
Dennis Potter
It can be a chariot, you know, it can take you
Dennis Potter
You can fly with music, and particularly in in dr in if you're writing a a play or something, you can use music on the edge of words, on the edge of the character's mind.
Dennis Potter
And you know that other people are sharing, if not exactly the same emotion, a roughly similar one.
Dennis Potter
It can be no matter how sugary, syncopated, banal, or cheap, it can be extraordinarily powerful.
Presenter
Then what's about the first choice of record, then? What does that remind you of? Or what emotion does that provoke? Basically, I suppose half
Dennis Potter
Malicious one. I I'm choosing um Tommy Dorsey Band's version of I'm Getting Sentimental Over You and I'm choosing it partly for a sentimental reason in that it was recorded nineteen thirty five, year of my birth. And it's something I've heard on and off, on and off, almost sometimes at the corner of your mind, sometimes when I'm ill I play it.
Dennis Potter
I threaten people that I want to play it at my funeral.
Dennis Potter
Because the the one thing about dying is if the only if if only you could observe their reactions and I want them to think, oh, you know, and start crying, you know, they won't, they'll probably start laughing. But it's that mixture of of uh s force emotion and real emotion that this very popular piece conveys.
Presenter
I'm getting sentimental over you, Tommy Dorsey and his orchestra.
Presenter
Dennis Podo, let let's talk about your background for a bit. You were in fact the son of a miner, weren't you? Yes.
Dennis Potter
And uh dad worked at the at the coal face. Of course this was also during the war when they were also drafted in Bevin boys and all that, but the
Dennis Potter
That the
Dennis Potter
The combined atmosphere and pressure of uh war and the coal mines and the uh
Dennis Potter
The whole culture seemed so strongly sure of itself in an odd protective sort of way, almost suffocatingly close, too close for me at times.
Dennis Potter
And then that's all changed since. But then it was very much a culture of the the mines, rugby football, brass bands and the chapels. And every village had one or two or three chapels.
Presenter
Uh Was there any suggestion that I mean the tradition always in the pit community was that the son followed father down the the pit, as they'd done for generations?
Dennis Potter
I think it was an assumption that you made, certainly you made as a child, you made that assumption that and every father would s say, I think to every son.
Dennis Potter
whatever else I do, you're not going down there. And of course this but that was kind of bravado against the implacable economic facts of the time, that you just simply assumed that that's where your path lay. So why didn't you?
Dennis Potter
Because of examinations accident being clever.
Dennis Potter
Thinking that life was about passing exams, passing eleven plus, grammar school.
Dennis Potter
And gradually you're pulled away, and weaned away, and taught far too soon.
Dennis Potter
In a sense, no teacher ever says to you, scorn your background, of course not. But gradually you start juggling in your mind very conflicting feelings and guilts can very quickly creep in into the gap between. And because you're so young and because you think that passing exams is is is lifeblood of everything, and that in turn means that other values are being, as it were, held up like a flag for you to follow.
Dennis Potter
Inevitably there comes the time, particularly in when you're really conscious of yourself at say twelve, thirteen.
Dennis Potter
when you start willy-nilly, falsely, stupidly, arrogantly judging your background, and then it takes you a long time to come fully
Dennis Potter
back to it and see not only what you gained by this process of education and so on, but what you lost as well.
Dennis Potter
Another choice of record, please, Dennis.
Dennis Potter
Well, I just thought I would choose one of the uh hymns that we used to bellow out as boys at uh Salem Chapel. I would have
Dennis Potter
I have very mixed feelings about that too, but you know, up the hill on a Sunday twice or sometimes three times the day to the chapel.
Dennis Potter
And some of the more evangelical, this is so-called free church, where the uh the preacher would also be a working man.
Dennis Potter
And there's something which I would hate ever
Dennis Potter
to totally trample on about the
Dennis Potter
the vividness of the the stories and the images and the concepts of behaviour that you learnt there in that very simple stone box, as it were.
Dennis Potter
that I still kind of half cherish and half frightened by. And so the perhaps the most stirring and evangelical of all those hymns I would choose to remind, I'm plunged straight back, looking at the tap at the woven banner behind the pulpit of Onward Christian Soldiers.
Speaker 2
For impeach and sword
Speaker 2
More team.
Presenter
Did you um ever manage uh to to communicate properly with your father?
Presenter
Uh
Dennis Potter
He died in ni in nineteen seventy five and I s can still feel you know, I still feel the relationship is going on.
Dennis Potter
you know, I still grieve about it, uh, and him.
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Dennis Potter
I am
Dennis Potter
He was an incredibly gentleman. He would start I would be writing, saying.
Dennis Potter
He would come and he would stand in the jamb of the door and lean against say in his forest teena and say, Is that all right, Obat?
Dennis Potter
That used to both please and sometimes if I would try I say, Yes, Dad, I'm just trying to get on with that No, but you're sure you're all right, Obad. Yes, Dad, thanks, thanks very much, you know.
Dennis Potter
And of course if I could only say
Dennis Potter
Well, everyone everyone who grieves says that, if I could only say.
Dennis Potter
Another choice of record, please.
Dennis Potter
I'd like to choose
Dennis Potter
My happiness, which was uh I d I think I don't know whether they ever said the phrase top of the charts in nineteen forty eight, but it was very lugubrious.
Dennis Potter
The Pied Pipers. And whenever I'm tempted to say I wish I was very much younger again, I think of being thirteen, sitting in a
Dennis Potter
Sheltered bus stop in Cinderford in the Forest of Dean, watching this young man whistling my happiness. So lugubrious and I think, is that what it's all is that what sex and love? Is that what it's all about? And if you listen to it, oh God, it still tugs at you and it still makes you feel, Oh, isn't it? Have I combed my hair, have I got a pimple? You know, all that.
Speaker 2
Evening shadows make me
Speaker 2
When each weary day is through
Speaker 2
How I long to be with you.
Speaker 2
Yeah.
Speaker 2
Why happy nests?
Speaker 2
Every day I rare.
Presenter
My happiness, the Pied Pipers. Nothing much to get excited about there was the dinner.
Dennis Potter
No, except in your own head if you were thirteen. I see I suppose it's premasturbation music.
Presenter
Let's go back to the to the point where you you joined the BBC and journalism was in fact uh your your first love, quite obviously. And then into politics, you stood as a Labour candidate, didn't you? Was that a a really serious effort to to change the world?
Speaker 2
Uh
Dennis Potter
Yeah.
Dennis Potter
And see.
Dennis Potter
Uh I think I'd written my first book in my last year at Oxford and it was one of those a young man looks at England sort of things and it was called The Glittering Coffin, the glittering coffin being England, as it were.
Dennis Potter
And on the first page of which I said my ambition was to be a Labour Member of Parliament. I didn't actually say my ambition was to be a Labour Cabinet Minister or even Labour Prime Minister, but of course it was. But, you know, so already being political and discreetly modifying the public statement of ambition, like they all do.
Dennis Potter
And yes, I w I do and I still feel that. I still feel that the world needs a change and that England or Britain I should say
Dennis Potter
Needs.
Dennis Potter
a different way of looking at itself.
Dennis Potter
But I found it temperamentally that I'm
Dennis Potter
First of all, by the time I f uh stood in the election, I was already ill. I lost my job because as a result of canvassing, I was then on the the Daily Herald was transmuting into the fairly decent pre Murdoch son.
Dennis Potter
And uh the eff the physical effort of the election meant that I couldn't go back to the office, so they gave me three months' money and I decided, well, you know, I got two young kids, what the hell am I going to do?
Dennis Potter
I couldn't write another political book because you sell about seventy-four copies or something.
Dennis Potter
And I was sort of midway through a a novel or I'd been playing with the idea. I mean, I've always wanted to write, I suppose. And I turned it into a television play.
Dennis Potter
uh as the quickest means of uh ensuring that
Dennis Potter
Do you know that I could survive? Yes. And then. My political agent at the time said, My God He said, You're the first candidate I've had who's used his old speeches and turned them into a play which
Presenter
Which is about natural parts. But so having done that, man, that was a matter of expediency that you wrote your first play for television, you know these must.
Dennis Potter
It's something nice about it.
Dennis Potter
Because I honestly I th I thought a novel was slower and less difficult than than uh but the the television was more immediate in terms of um the financial need that I then had. But I television to me was the the peak place. Maybe this the possibilities of a common culture can be laughed out, you know, scornfully laughed out of court. But I still had I less so now because experience and multiplicity of
Dennis Potter
technological developments, the way our whole culture is going makes it even more untenable to hold to the idea of a common culture. But still the the television, the way it is reaching people, the way it's it's not millions of people, but series of two people, two, three, four
Speaker 1
Uh
Dennis Potter
multiplied enormously. And that that all the different kinds of age, education, class can be responding to the same order of thing, whereas in a print culture
Dennis Potter
Clearly, you you either read the Times or the Independent or the Financial Times or the Sun, the Star, the Mirror. That seems it's one of those terrible divides, gaps, because
Dennis Potter
Of our appalling educational system, our appalling the way our press has fallen into the hands of these merchants.
Dennis Potter
means that we're continually attempting to create a kind of underclass in in taste, education, values. And then we say, you know, the British abroad, you know, the you see on a ferry some guy with a union jack round his shoulders vomiting into the sea, sounding like a Yobs, absolutely behaving like a Cretan. I say, well there, you know, you cast your bread on the waters, it's coming back to you.
Dennis Potter
Another choice of record, please.
Dennis Potter
I'd like to choose while I'm on this island, I'd I'd like to think of something that did show that you can be complex and you can involve the entire range of your emotions in in a television drama, which I which I I s I tried to do.
Dennis Potter
with the singing detective and the
Dennis Potter
The title theme of the Singing Detective is Max Harris and his trio, which is actually Peg on my heart.
Dennis Potter
just brings the tensions and difficulties of sitting down at the first episode and wondering what the hell people are going to make of it and then finding that they actually
Dennis Potter
do follow you. They they can, and they're not to be underestimated.
Presenter
Peg of my heart, Max Harris and his trio, reminded there of the singing detective.
Presenter
I that of course was I suppose the most uh direct depiction uh Dennis that people would have seen of of your illness because uh Michael Gambon who played Marlowe in that of course is suffering from the same
Speaker 1
The majority of the
Presenter
Illness at human, which is called psoriasis in the head.
Dennis Potter
Good.
Dennis Potter
Yeah.
Dennis Potter
Radicarthropathy, which involves both arthritis and psoriasis, is two functions of the same ailment, as it were.
Presenter
I I suppose most people who do saw that uh would would remember the the the sort of physical condition of Gambon in that. I mean, how much was that a depiction of of the reality?
Dennis Potter
An understatement of the
Dennis Potter
extremity of when it's at its full peak.
Dennis Potter
It reached its full peak with me finally in nineteen seventy two, and that's when my hands collapsed and and everything sort of went wrong, and it was months at a pitch.
Dennis Potter
Like in episode one of The Singing Detective, because you're one hundred percent psoriatic and you can't move your joints either.
Dennis Potter
And you lose the skin being an important monitoring or an important function of temperature and it just you just lose control of all that and you start to mildly and sometimes not so mildly hallucinate and uh you can't put a pin anywhere on your body that isn't covered with these h like sort of roof tiles of of skin because it's dividing so fast and
Dennis Potter
the the joints are I mean, I couldn't sit up, I could just about move my left arm. It was like that. Then, of course, the new generations of drugs and the
Dennis Potter
Then I was put onto mesotrexate, the cytotoxic drugs, and now it's controlled six months on, three months off as it were. And I hope that uh this summer I had another gambon like attack of it through
Dennis Potter
May, June, July.
Dennis Potter
And then I'm released into because it's so cyclical, I'm released again under uh uh the daily drug I'm take.
Dennis Potter
into virtually normal apart from the damage has been done to the joints.
Dennis Potter
So it is a con it's not curable, therefore it is a continuing. It is a fact of my life since the age of twenty six. So it's it's it's half my entire life, literally.
Dennis Potter
and it's most of my working life, and therefore it's something
Dennis Potter
Obviously I'd be a fool if I did not attend to it, and which I do, and since there is a relationship between
Dennis Potter
illness and
Dennis Potter
personality and between the way you think about yourself and the way you react to stress and crisis. It has taken things away from me clearly, but it's also given me that concentration upon
Dennis Potter
what it was that is actually going on, what what it is to sort of drop out of life, which it seemed to be that I was doing, you know, all political ambitions and public ambitions had to go obviously by the board, but that was a good thing.
Presenter
Yeah.
Dennis Potter
Yeah.
Presenter
Yes, you once said actually somewhere I read that you said perhaps we ought to have hospitals for people who are well.
Presenter
Is this something about you that you're talking about?
Dennis Potter
It's that that sent you because you could see them your fellow patients when they were visiting ours and people come in with the real world and smell of the real world on their feet and so on. Often, although they're looking forward to it, there's always a kind of tension about visiting because the preoccupations of the patient sometimes don't gel with the outside world. And many of those people never had a chance, never been had a chance to be
Dennis Potter
To concentrate upon the shape of their own lives. You know, they've been at work and they've got mortgages, kids, marriages.
Dennis Potter
Toil
Dennis Potter
activity, habit, or
Dennis Potter
making you think that what you are is what is defined by other people, whereas we're all sovereign, separate human beings and most of the time most of life is telling us we're not.
Dennis Potter
It's the same with war or um any personal crisis. People
Dennis Potter
Find in the first case, fortunately, that they're far more heroic than they ever give themselves credit for, but secondly.
Dennis Potter
they can begin to assemble something like
Dennis Potter
a perception of the shape of their their own lives. And that really was the model for the singing detective, why detective stories are interesting, because they are all clues about assembling. And the point Marlowe began
Dennis Potter
totally sort of out of it and full of hate and scorn and lacerating himself and before he could even start to get better or
Dennis Potter
even contemplate walking away from the bed, he had to readdress himself, and that's what happens in illness.
Dennis Potter
Another choice of record, please.
Dennis Potter
I'd like to uh choose something, you know, just a very because I just love the sound of it and it the gentleness of uh this blues number, uh strolling or walking the blues by uh Jack Dupret, Champion Jack Dupret.
Speaker 2
Man, slow down, don't walk so fast.
Speaker 2
All you got to do is take your time. We'll get that.
Speaker 2
Stay in the road.
Speaker 2
I don't blame the people from saying walk in the blue.
Speaker 2
Walking the blues.
Speaker 2
Cause this is it, boy.
Speaker 2
Now I think I'm gonna relax myself.
Speaker 2
Where you relax
Speaker 2
Now watch this.
Speaker 2
Boy, it's a hot day today.
Presenter
Walk in the blues champion Jack Dupre
Presenter
Dennis Poda, what are you what are you working on at present? I mean, I want you to look forward to something again as exciting as uh
Dennis Potter
Well, I'm just about to plunge into a a Hollywood movie, so I don't know whether it'll ever get actually made. So, I better not talk too much about it, but it does involve the the uh
Dennis Potter
Opera and uh
Dennis Potter
I would like to to um
Dennis Potter
choose a bit from Der Freischutz, the uh the Wolf's Glen, which is grand opera at its most crazy, you know, the uh blast oaks, thunderstorms.
Dennis Potter
Cataracts, owl with red eyes, voices, spirit voices singing about moon milk on the grass, spiders' web with blood o'ercast
Dennis Potter
Translations of which can the the audience even now is frequently reduced to rather embarrassed giggles about the sort of excess of Durfry Schultz, which is about huntsmen.
Dennis Potter
First Victorian translation, The Hero says to the villain.
Dennis Potter
Whence gottest thou such stupendous balls?
Dennis Potter
And of course even a Victorian audience could not maintain its propriety under such provocation.
Dennis Potter
Is that the section we're going to hear now? Uh no, not quite, but this is the Worf's Glen, which is real opera at its most excessive.
Speaker 2
We are tasked to hear.
Speaker 2
SOME BLEAN!
Speaker 2
Here, big each
Presenter
That was part of the Wolfs learn from Weber's Der Freischutz, a performance conducted by Raphael Kubelik.
Presenter
Dennis Boda, you mentioned uh the uh working in America in in Hollywood. You you went over there and you did uh the Screenplay Pennies from Devon uh and also you did uh
Speaker 1
Yeah, but
Presenter
Gocky Park as well. Was it a a pleasant experience? I asked this because I can't imagine you getting on with some of those Hollywood moguls.
Presenter
It was it was awesome.
Dennis Potter
sorts of experiences all rolled up into into one and
Dennis Potter
You do learn a lot and it because it's alien and you feel alien, I or at least I do, and you know, walking along.
Dennis Potter
Those streets where no one walks, as it were and
Dennis Potter
It's easy to be
Dennis Potter
condescending about that place. But it does have tremendous energy and it does make you because there it is ultra capitalism, as it were, it does make you focus on what it is, which little corner of the supermarket they're dealing with. And they deal with it in those terms. And of course you feel sometimes entirely humiliated or indignant or angry or amused or whatever, a whole mix of emotions. But it it did me good and it affected my subsequent work.
Dennis Potter
Um
Presenter
Wait.
Dennis Potter
It just made me more alert about the whole process of what the whole process of what they would say with you know communicating with an audience. They they go too far and deal in manipulation of feelings uh and drain meaning out of it far too often. But that discipline of the grammar of you know making the point effectively, swiftly, moving on, gathering up your forces for the next scene and so on. Like if you're in any doubt about uh the hero, they say, uh well go where the money is. I say pardon, I say, Well, you know, you go with the man who paid the money, i.e. the star, you know. You can easily parody it and yet there is effectiveness there, which um I'm gonna just be tangling with again and we'll see how wounded I get.
Presenter
Yeah.
Dennis Potter
Uh
Presenter
Because one of the things about it is I believe that I'm right in saying that that when you do something like the scene detective for the BBC, that I mean you you have more or less the control over what appears on the screen.
Presenter
I can't imagine MGM say giving you that kind of
Dennis Potter
Or then
Dennis Potter
to a a director, you know, they they there's no question that he who pays the piper, you know, does call a very uh ruthless tune.
Presenter
Hello.
Dennis Potter
But d d dealing with all of that is a what they would say a learning curve, you know. And you're on that curve and you're either sliding down so fast you don't know what the hell has hit you or you're sort of crawling up it by your fingernails.
Dennis Potter
Um I couldn't possibly go on my island without at least one Duke Ellington and I moved in Dico, which is
Dennis Potter
Beautiful.
Speaker 2
Mm-hmm.
Speaker 2
Yeah.
Speaker 2
Beep beef beef.
Speaker 2
Do we do
Presenter
You cannot turn her mood indigo. Your latest novel is called Black Eyes. And again, it's the detective genre, isn't it?
Dennis Potter
Black guys, yeah.
Dennis Potter
It's just sort of playing with that. It's Black Eyes is the name of a fashion model.
Dennis Potter
And uh she appears in a a novel written by a a seventy seven year old fraud, literary fraud, with a booming voice and uh uh rather unsavoury, eccentric habits. But he's actually based that story upon his niece, who is absolutely furious and is trying to d to destructure, as it were, his his novel, which uh in uh the the detective has to be the reader. There is a sort of a solution, but
Presenter
But you have to deliver it up to yourself. But a novel again, that's the third novel you've written in your career. Uh two you've written in in in sequence. Does it mean that you're enough f favoring this kind of uh
Dennis Potter
No, actually the real rea I did that was I started it I wrote it between Boxing Day and Saint Valentine's Day last year, obviously, uh because the singing detective had just finished and I felt genuinely threatened by the singing detective. I went closer than I intended to to some of my own
Dennis Potter
if not actual experiences, feelings and emotions, and that's very dangerous. And I thought I can't write
Dennis Potter
I can't put one exterior, Kensington Gardens day, I will start describing.
Dennis Potter
That that's the the opening of the of the novel with a a body in the round pond. I'll start putting it into prose. Really
Dennis Potter
to make sure I can still write, you know. And it then it came like a dream and uh I just kept at it and there it was. But it w it was really to escape the singing detective more than anything else. Final choice of record, please. Has to be Smoke Gets In Your Eyes, which I arbitrarily decided some thirty years ago should be our song, i. e. Margaret, my wife and myself, and my first date with her.
Dennis Potter
when I was con you know, left arm as it were creeping round her shoulder and seeing how far down the other arm it could go, cigarette as usual in the other hand, and she had this these luminous green eyes and they swiveled uh at me at my cigarette smoke and
Dennis Potter
She was obviously irritated by it and I decided there and then uh I didn't have my glasses on at the synagogue because I did I was scared of not looking my best, so I couldn't actually see much of the film and I was concentrating upon her and I thought like a young fool in a way, and yet I'm glad I did think it but we've got to have a song and it's smoke gets in your eyes.
Presenter
Smoke gets in your eyes, Paul Whiteman and his orchestra. Dennis Porter, you know, on your desert island, you've got to imagine that uh you have these eight records for company, tidal wave comes along, seven are wiped away, you're left with one, which should it be.
Dennis Potter
Well, I think I probably need uh an incentive to really try to get off. And I think if I were left with um my happiness.
Dennis Potter
lugubriously churning out day after day, I think I would get I would probably get off. What about the book? Assume you've got the works of Shakespeare and the Bible there. What would be the book? I'll choose Spycatcher.
Presenter
Yeah.
Dennis Potter
Because if if I do, if my happiness doesn't drive me either crazy or into the sea, then a satirite helicopter will soon hover overhead and lift me off.
Dennis Potter
I'd like a read uh to something I never had.
Dennis Potter
I would like to have is a a really good train set, you know, winding all the way around the island with stations and signal boxes, everything. That would that would be very pleasing. Dennis Porter, thank you very much indeed. Thank you.
Speaker 1
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Presenter asks
Did you ever manage to communicate properly with your father?
He died in ni in nineteen seventy five and I s can still feel you know, I still feel the relationship is going on. you know, I still grieve about it, uh, and him. I am He was an incredibly gentleman. He would start I would be writing, saying. He would come and he would stand in the jamb of the door and lean against say in his forest teena and say, Is that all right, Obat? That used to both please and sometimes if I would try I say, Yes, Dad, I'm just trying to get on with that No, but you're sure you're all right, Obad. Yes, Dad, thanks, thanks very much, you know. And of course if I could only say Well, everyone everyone who grieves says that, if I could only say.
Presenter asks
Was standing as a Labour candidate a serious effort to change the world?
I think I'd written my first book in my last year at Oxford and it was one of those a young man looks at England sort of things and it was called The Glittering Coffin, the glittering coffin being England, as it were. And on the first page of which I said my ambition was to be a Labour Member of Parliament. I didn't actually say my ambition was to be a Labour Cabinet Minister or even Labour Prime Minister, but of course it was. But, you know, so already being political and discreetly modifying the public statement of ambition, like they all do. And yes, I w I do and I still feel that. I still feel that the world needs a change and that England or Britain I should say Needs. a different way of looking at itself.
Presenter asks
How much was the physical condition of Michael Gambon in The Singing Detective a depiction of the reality of your illness?
An understatement of the extremity of when it's at its full peak. It reached its full peak with me finally in nineteen seventy two, and that's when my hands collapsed and and everything sort of went wrong, and it was months at a pitch. Like in episode one of The Singing Detective, because you're one hundred percent psoriatic and you can't move your joints either. And you lose the skin being an important monitoring or an important function of temperature and it just you just lose control of all that and you start to mildly and sometimes not so mildly hallucinate
Presenter asks
Was your experience working in Hollywood a pleasant one?
It was it was awesome. sorts of experiences all rolled up into into one and You do learn a lot and it because it's alien and you feel alien, I or at least I do, and you know, walking along. Those streets where no one walks, as it were and It's easy to be condescending about that place. But it does have tremendous energy and it does make you because there it is ultra capitalism, as it were, it does make you focus on what it is, which little corner of the supermarket they're dealing with.
“It can be no matter how sugary, syncopated, banal, or cheap, it can be extraordinarily powerful.”
“In a sense, no teacher ever says to you, scorn your background, of course not. But gradually you start juggling in your mind very conflicting feelings and guilts can very quickly creep in into the gap between. And because you're so young and because you think that passing exams is is is lifeblood of everything, and that in turn means that other values are being, as it were, held up like a flag for you to follow.”
“we're all sovereign, separate human beings and most of the time most of life is telling us we're not.”
“why detective stories are interesting, because they are all clues about assembling. And the point Marlowe began totally sort of out of it and full of hate and scorn and lacerating himself and before he could even start to get better or even contemplate walking away from the bed, he had to readdress himself, and that's what happens in illness.”