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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Michael Parkinson
Three-time Formula One world champion who retired in 1973 holding the record for most Grand Prix wins, now a successful businessman and celebrity.
Eight records
Pipes and Drums of the Royal Scots Dragoon Guards
I've always liked pipe music, being a Scot. When Amazing Grace is played, it reminds me of my country, and I'm a proud Scot. And it has a secondary element to it because... the Canadian Grand Prix I won the race in a race shortened by fog... I suddenly heard Amazing Grace being played on a single set of bagpipes... So it has a special meaning apart from taking me home.
Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band (opening track)Favourite
The Beatles played a great part in the period that I was also developing as a racing driver and coming into the success that was to arrive later. And they were creators of a new sound, of a new lifestyle almost. Sgt. Pepper is such a wonderful LP, maybe the greatest that I think has ever been produced... So Sgt. Pepper, the opening of that I would choose to be synonymous with that part of my life.
I Just Called to Say I Love You
This is for Helen... There's a group of people in my life who think I'm locked to a telephone in my ear. And I do phone home a lot because the people I love, I like to phone. Paul and Mark also, as well as Helen at home.
At the end of my racing career and after my racing career, Queen came in. And they, like the Beatles to me in many ways, were creators of sound. And I just liked their sound and it was representative again of my time of life. And on this island I want to be able to relate back to eras of my life. And Queen represents that because I I love their music, I still do today. But when they had Killer Queen and Bohemian Rhapsody, I just thought they were so creative.
My Catholic tastes bring me from one end of the scale quite often to the other, and this one is We Are the World, because it was a unity of so many different people for some good that was being done, clearly. And it's the United States edition of USA for Africa. And it just seemingly symbolizes the goodwill that does exist. And it was a very catchy number. And in that one record, you see I'm cheating because I get all of those stars that performed in it all on my island to play one number.
Piano Sonata No. 8 in C minor, Op. 13 'Pathétique'
This is a tribute to Francois [Cevert]. Because he was a pianist, and he played the piano very well, and the thing that he played best and that I will always remember him by, this is it.
I remember seeing that great programme that was boomed by satellite around the world, and they were a part of that, and they sat in the middle of a studio or a great big room somewhere. And it's All You Need Is Love, and and the words that they speak are so true, and it's true, all you need is love.
Piano Sonata in C major, K. 330
I saw him on television the other day playing in Moscow. And what a wonderfully relaxed man he was because he had that knowledge that he was great. He knew he was great, but he didn't have an ego anymore. And he didn't have to prove it to anyone. All he had to do was interpret his music and the creator of that music the way he, through experience, could do. That's great.
The keepsakes
The book
since I'm such a poor reader, I would probably choose something that I'll have to constantly be able to refer back to and learn from… Just as fun, I would probably take the Guinness Book of Records.
The luxury
A beautifully bound blank book and an everlasting pen
I would like for once in my life to have the time to write down everything that I had ever thought about, learned, or would want to pass on.
In conversation
Presenter asks
You mentioned school was a disaster; what does [having dyslexia] mean, that you can't do?
I can't absorb information quite often. It it's strange because it's not across the board. If you start talking motor racing with me or something that I'm directly concerned with, I can understand quite quickly. But there are other areas, the written word, for example, to consume it. Or if somebody tells me, please repeat after me this, I will probably not be able to do it. But if I write it down longhand and then I say it a few times, I will always be able to do it. I can do today, for example, T V commercials very well, and I seldom take more than one take. But it really was a problem in my learning process, and still to this day I'm very much affected by it. So my early days at school were just the saddest, most difficult, and most unhappy times of my life.
Presenter asks
What were the influences upon you as a young man, apart from your parents and school?
Well, I was the grandson of a gamekeeper. My father had been brought up as a gamekeeper's son, and I was brought up with a gun and a fishing rod in my hand, in a very rural way. And fairly early on in my life I got involved with other gamekeepers, deer stalkers, and ghillies who look after salmon rivers, for example. And there was a lovely deer stalker on the side of Loch Lomond who keepered for Survivor Coque called Duncan Macbeth. And from about the age of fifteen I shot with Duncan stags, deer, on the upper slopes of Bendoo above Lus. And he would talk, and he was a wonderful philosopher, and he would teach me such a lot from my later life, because when you're stalking stags, they're sensitive to wind and smell, scent, and their hearing is very clear, and you've got to have patience. And Duncan Macbeth was a man of patience, and he had all day and all season. I think he taught me a lot about how to wait for the right moment to do things. Timing in life is everything.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs archive. For rights reasons we've had to shorten the music.
Speaker 1
The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen eighty six, and the presenter was Michael Parkinson.
Presenter
In the colourful history of Formula One motor racing, our Castaway has his own very special place. When he retired from the sport in 1973, he'd been the world champion on three occasions, and he crossed the line first a record twenty-seven times in ninety-nine races, and that record still stands. Nowadays, the racing driver is a successful businessman, forever on the move, traveling 360,000 miles a year, nowadays reported more in the Glossier gossip columns than on the sports pages. He is Jackie Stewart.
Presenter
Jackie, welcome. I would imagine that you make a fairly restless castaway, wouldn't that be true?
Jackie Stewart
No. In fact, after about four days, maximum five days, I truly become a vegetable. Uh and I really don't think very much, I don't want to think, I get right inside myself, I relax totally. So I think this this island life is gonna probably suit me quite well, really. Few people might agree knowing me as I am today, but if they were really to know me, I think they would see that side too.
Presenter
Of course it it is a hectic lifestyle that you've devised for yourself nowadays, but in fact life began in fairly tranquil surroundings, didn't they, in Scotland?
Jackie Stewart
I suppose so. Thinking back, it was Dumbarton, a wee village called Dumbuck in those days, which has been lately renamed. But growing up, a very normal life to be the son of a garage owner in Scotland. But, nevertheless, quite an exciting life from the very beginning because of cars and working in a garage and being next door to the garage. There was always a buzz going on. What about school?
Jackie Stewart
School was pretty much a disaster really.
Jackie Stewart
I was really very poor at school, but it turns out that I had a learning disability that I was not aware of, and neither was the school aware of at that time, because those were early days for diagnosing this trouble. I have dyslexia.
Jackie Stewart
And I had it quite badly. I've overcome it now in the sense that I get around it, but I've actually still got it.
Jackie Stewart
Yeah.
Presenter
What does that mean that you can't do?
Jackie Stewart
I can't absorb information quite often. It it's strange because it's not across the board. If you start talking motor racing with me or something that I'm directly concerned with, I can understand quite quickly. But there are other areas, the written word, for example, to consume it. Or if somebody tells me, please repeat after me this, I will probably not be able to do it. But if I write it down longhand and then I say it a few times, I will always be able to do it. I can do today, for example, T V commercials very well, and I seldom take more than one take. But it really was a problem in my learning process, and still to this day I'm very much affected by it. So my early days at school were just the saddest, most difficult, and most unhappy times of my life. I I played football quite well and played for my school and accounty at one time and did all of those things that I could do. And that was my only hold in life, so to speak, at school, because
Jackie Stewart
Amongst your own peers you become suffocated by your inabilities.
Presenter
Let's have a first choice of record.
Jackie Stewart
I've always liked pipe music, being a scod.
Jackie Stewart
And
Jackie Stewart
When Amazing Grace is played, it reminds me of my country, and I'm a proud Scot.
Jackie Stewart
And it has a secondary element to it because
Jackie Stewart
And I think it was nineteen seventy one or seventy two, probably seventy two, that the Canadian Grand Prix I won the race in a race shortened by fog.
Jackie Stewart
and I had to wait amongst the crowd until they had dispersed, afterwards in a mobile home type place, and when I finally left the track the whole place was shrouded in fog.
Jackie Stewart
and I suddenly heard Amazing Grace being played on a single set of bagpipes, and I had to stop the car and see what a man would be doing in what was a wee wooden hut. And here he was on his own in the kilt, playing Amazing Grace. I went in and
Jackie Stewart
Apparently he had wanted to come up to the winners' rostrum.
Jackie Stewart
play the bagpipe for a Scotsman winning a race abroad. Was never allowed to do so, and here he was playing his heart out. So I invited him to the next race, which was at Watkins Glen. He piped me onto the starting grid with amazing grace, and he piped me up to the winner's rostrum because I won that also. So it has a special meaning apart from taking me home.
Presenter
Amazing Grace, to remind you of your background. When we look into that background again as a young man, what were the influences upon you, apart from obviously your you you mentioned your parents and school and that sort of thing? Were there other things that affected you?
Jackie Stewart
Well, I was the grandson of a gamekeeper.
Jackie Stewart
My father had been brought up as a gamekeeper's son, and I was brought up with a gun and a fishing rod in my hand, in a very rural way.
Jackie Stewart
And fairly early on in my life I got involved with other gamekeepers, deer stalkers, and ghillies who look after salmon rivers, for example. And there was a lovely deer stalker on the side of Loch Lomond who keepered for Survivor Coque called Duncan Macbeth. And from about the age of fifteen I shot with Duncan stags, deer, on the upper slopes of Bendoo above Lus.
Jackie Stewart
And he would talk, and he was a wonderful philosopher, and he would teach me such a lot from my later life, because when you're stalking stags, they're sensitive to wind and smell, scent, and their hearing is very clear, and you've got to have patience. And Duncan Macbeth was a man of patience, and he had all day and all season.
Jackie Stewart
And this was his only task in life, so
Jackie Stewart
I think he taught me a lot about how to
Jackie Stewart
wait for the right moment to do things. Timing in life is everything. And in his life it was timing to get the right stag in the right stance with the right head. He never wanted me to shoot a good stag.
Jackie Stewart
Because he was a wonderful environmentalist. They had to be killed because they did a lot of damage. But
Speaker 1
Because
Jackie Stewart
Why kill a good stag with a good head and a good body? Because that was to morrow's young stag or young hind?
Jackie Stewart
So you should kill the poor stags, the ones that were clearly not as healthy or as well endowed. I think he taught me a lot, and and I fished a lot on the salmon of the River Spey with my father, and Gillies again.
Jackie Stewart
You sit with a ghillie for hours upon hours, and some of the great success stories of the world have enjoyed salmon fishing. And these ghillies have a privilege
Jackie Stewart
that no one else can. If one thinks of a a baron of industry or a member of the royal family, their ghillie will sit and be with them longer than anyone would ever be any politician, any leader or statesman. That gilly has more insight into that person's
Jackie Stewart
Beliefs in Lives and Opinions.
Jackie Stewart
And they're wonderful people. I I think they're just about the wisest people I meet. Of all the barons that I meet in a year are people of importance or power or money.
Jackie Stewart
I would pick a gilly, a keeper, or a stalker.
Presenter
When was the last time that you shot uh a stag or a hind?
Jackie Stewart
Many years ago I went off shooting animals very badly. I was brought up, as I say, to think positively about the need to keep under control these herds because of the damage they did to forestry and so forth. But I had a hind, what they call go sick on me, and I shot it, but I shot it badly, a little low, and it punctured the lung. And instead of falling over, it splayed its legs and would not fall, although it was by now dead. And I had to go up to the hind and literally push it over.
Jackie Stewart
And it was a touching moment for me when I was still quite young, and I've never forgotten it. And I never really wanted to do it again. I don't mind other people doing it, they have to do it. But for me it w I had had enough.
Presenter
Let's have a second choice of record, Jackie.
Jackie Stewart
Well, it's a change of pace because
Jackie Stewart
By this time I I saw my life developing into motor racing, away from the early days and
Jackie Stewart
The Beatles played a great part in the period that I was also developing as a racing driver and coming into the success that was to arrive later. And they were creators of a new sound, of a new lifestyle almost.
Jackie Stewart
Sargent Pepper is such a wonderful LP, maybe the greatest that I think has ever been produced, in the production of that, and the sounds and the numbers that are on it. So Sargent Pepper, the opening of that I would choose to be synonymous with that part of my life.
Speaker 4
Sergeant Bubble told the man
Speaker 4
We're going in the nature style.
Speaker 4
Guaranteed to raise a smile!
Speaker 4
So may I introduce to you?
Speaker 4
Actually, number one, Sergeant B.
Presenter
Was there a sense in which you always knew that you you were a racing driver?
Jackie Stewart
I don't think so. There was a time when I very much envied the sport, because when I was very young I got intoxicated by reading all the magazines, and my brother was a racing driver. He's eight years older than I, so when he started to race, even on a club level, I was allowed to go along, and that was when he was seventeen. So
Jackie Stewart
There was I at the age of nine.
Jackie Stewart
wanting to see him do well. And I still have an autograph book to this day when I was ten years of age with some terrific names in it.
Jackie Stewart
So I always looked up to it, but
Jackie Stewart
I was surprised when I started to do it that I was
Jackie Stewart
let's say reasonably successful, even in the early days
Jackie Stewart
And when I got to a little higher level than that,
Jackie Stewart
And I found out that I could do it maybe better.
Jackie Stewart
Than some of the folks that I thought were my heroes. That was an enormous shock. I mean, I don't say that for the effect. I mean, it was an enormous shock. I suddenly thought.
Jackie Stewart
My God, he's so and so, and I'm quicker than him. It was almost a disappointment.
Jackie Stewart
Because it was a surprise. And I think Scotsmen, mind you, I think have a thing about that. I think we're basically pessimists as people.
Jackie Stewart
And we don't want to think ourselves to be better. There's a belief in sport particularly that you've got to believe in yourself and you've got to think that you're the best, and therefore you will become the best. I was quite the reverse of that, both in shooting, which I did a lot of competitively before my racing,
Jackie Stewart
And my racing.
Jackie Stewart
I was always convinced that the other person had a better car, better tyres, or better talent, or better something.
Jackie Stewart
And then when I won oh, I'd be awfully pleased.
Jackie Stewart
But I never went in thinking that I was going to do well. And I think that's a very Scottish trait. And I think it's part of the determination of the Scots who.
Jackie Stewart
In motor racing we've won so many things. Jim Clark, Innes Ireland and myself, I think have won about fifty three Grand Prix victories with only three people and a wee land with only five million people in it. So
Jackie Stewart
I think it has something to do with the mentality of the Scotch.
Presenter
Let's go to record number three. What's that to me?
Jackie Stewart
Well, I s I just called to say I love you, and I there's
Presenter
This is for Helen, isn't it?
Jackie Stewart
Yeah.
Jackie Stewart
Well, there's a group of people in my life who think I'm locked to a telephone in my ear. And I do phone home a lot because the people I love, I like to phone. Paul and Mark also, as well as Helen at home.
Jackie Stewart
I've used the telephone a great deal and when Stevie Wonder, who I adore as an artist, when he wrote that, it was such a nice number and it seemed to be synonymous with my life also. Here I am on the phone, but I just called to say I love you.
Speaker 4
I just go
Speaker 4
To say
Speaker 4
I love you.
Speaker 4
I just go.
Speaker 4
To say how much I care
Speaker 4
I just got
Speaker 4
To say
Speaker 4
I love you.
Speaker 4
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart.
Presenter
So that's your musical tribute, in fact, Jackie, to wife Helen and your two children who are at home. Let me ask you about your children, because you've got two sons. I read that one of your boys, in fact, wanted to be a racing driver. What was your attitude toward that?
Jackie Stewart
I sort of discouraged it. It w it was a period of an unhealthy interest as I saw it. Uh it's selfish of me to say that from what the sport has given me. But on the other hand, I've seen the other side of the coin.
Jackie Stewart
And never mind the accidents, the sport has left a lot of carnage around of people's lives because it takes them on a magic carpet, as many sports does, and then deposits these people
Jackie Stewart
When they don't have anything else to do.
Jackie Stewart
And they have been intoxicated by the lifestyle, by the jet planes and the sunshines and the beaches of the places that we go as sports people go to participate. And then they're left for the rest of their life as wrecks because they don't want to fit into society. They've already seen that light that they're stars a little bit and they get the fulfilment of driving cars to the ultimate limit of their ability, which is a unique experience.
Jackie Stewart
and living on the very edge of life and death almost on a daily and weekly basis, certainly.
Jackie Stewart
And it's a very unsettling experience. And for those few that make it to the so called big time, there's so many more who gets discouraged by life and thereafter never gets a full satisfaction from life.
Jackie Stewart
So I was reluctant for Paul to go in, and it was he, my elder son, who was now twenty.
Jackie Stewart
that wanted to do it.
Jackie Stewart
If he had really wanted that badly to do it, Michael, he would have done it.
Speaker 4
Titan.
Jackie Stewart
I didn't see that. I refused him the opportunity of doing it. But I wasn't going to help him at that stage. I wanted him to complete his education, to find an anchor in life, even find a job, and then decide if he wanted to do it, because I never drove a racing car until I was twenty three. So it doesn't have to be done when you're seventeen or eighteen.
Jackie Stewart
So I I was reluctant to allow it. And for Helen it would have been very cruel, I think, because she's been through that trip before and we have lost a lot of friends. So therefore it would have been an awful thing to be the mother of a a racing driver after having gone through the pains of being the wife of a racing driver. So really I discouraged it because I love them so much, both of my sons.
Presenter
Let's have another choice of records, I think.
Jackie Stewart
Well, at the end of my racing career and after my racing career, Queen came in.
Jackie Stewart
And they, like the Beatles to me in many ways, were creators of sound.
Jackie Stewart
And I just liked their sound and it was representative again of my time of life. And on this island I want to be able to relate back to eras of my life. And Queen represents that because I I love their music, I still do today. But when they had Killer Queen and Bohemian Rhapsody, I just thought they were so creative.
Speaker 4
Just killed a man.
Speaker 4
Put a gun against his head
Speaker 4
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead.
Speaker 4
Bye-bye.
Speaker 4
Life had just begun.
Speaker 4
Put it all in way.
Presenter
Our castaway this week is Jackie Stewart. Jackie, what was the most frightening moment that you had? Because, I mean, you were a safe driver and you believed in safety, didn't you?
Jackie Stewart
Well, I I worked very hard to hopefully make the sport safer and it is today than it was, so I hope I contributed to that. Fear is a peculiar thing.
Jackie Stewart
While driving or while racing you don't often have it.
Jackie Stewart
But I I was frightened from time to time. But I remember once it was the French Grand Prix at Rouen and I was driving in the rain and my car was unsuitable on that particular day. The tars didn't marry to the road very well and I finished third in the race, but there were so many times in that race that I truly was frightened. I couldn't see for spray and the tars the car weren't going where I wanted them to go and I nearly hit a couple of people in the middle of the spray in the mist that comes out from behind those cars in great plumes. And that I remember is the only occasion where I can remember being frightened for a prolonged period. And that's one of the only times that I would have said I had any courage, because bravery is different than courage in my book. And I I I completed the race and I finished third, controlling my fear, which I think amounts to courage. So that's as I can remember it the only time where I think that came into play, where I was truly frightened.
Jackie Stewart
Apart from that, there were moments of oops, but but nothing drastic.
Presenter
Let's have another record.
Jackie Stewart
My Catholic tastes bring me from one end of the scale quite often to the other, and and this one is we are the world, because it was a unity of so many different people for some good that was being done, clearly.
Jackie Stewart
And it's the United States edition of USA for Africa. And it just seemingly symbolizes the goodwill that does exist. And it was a very catchy number. And in that one record, you see I'm cheating because I get all of those stars that performed in it all on my island to play one number.
Speaker 4
We are the ones to make
Speaker 4
Okay, so let's start dealing with
Presenter
Jackie, you retired from Formula One Racing.
Presenter
Many people thought too early. I mean, you were at the height of your career. You could have continued.
Presenter
Why did you stop then?
Jackie Stewart
I was burned out. I had put into what I think was tunnel vision an enormous part of my life, burned out such a lot of energy trying to succeed. And when you get to a certain level of success, to win the World Championship isn't very difficult. To win it once. To win it twice is more difficult. To win it a third time is even more difficult, particularly in a very competitive time.
Jackie Stewart
And I think I had just lived with blinkers on for too long. I was now at the end of my career.
Jackie Stewart
getting more aggravation from the activity than I was satisfaction. And that was the one thing that had stimulated me all my time, was this great feeling of high and this marriage between man and machine and doing to the limit what I could best do.
Jackie Stewart
And at the end I was travelling too much, I was doing too many appearances, I was doing too much testing. Whatever I did I was expected to be the best at, not so much by everybody else but myself.
Jackie Stewart
And that, I think, was more demanding than anything. I had lost the competitive instincts quite a long time before I retired. I was no longer interested in competing with people, because I think that's hopelessly immature. I had started very much competing against myself to eliminate those errors that we spoke of earlier and to try and clean my act up to be, if you like, the perfect race driver. And that wasn't going to happen, I didn't think. But I was just so tired I had to get out. And there was accidents blamed for my demise, there was all sorts of things blamed. But
Speaker 1
Do that.
Jackie Stewart
In the end I made my decision.
Jackie Stewart
I remember on the 5th of April of 1973 to retire at what would have been my hundredth Grand Prix, which was at Watkins Glen for the American Grand Prix in October the seventh. And that would have been a wonderful round of. I won the World Championship that year. I had already clinched the title by Monza in September, and it would have been the round one hundred. It would have been very nice to leave.
Presenter
Did you make this decision and tell about yourself, or did you seek counsel from other than family, perhaps?
Jackie Stewart
No, I decided entirely on my own. I told three people in April that I was going to retire. Ken Tyrrell, who I drove for. Uh we had no written contract, but I said I would obviously drive throughout the remainder of the year. I told a man called Walter Hayes, who's with Ford Motor Company, and and a man who still is with Ford, a man called John Waddell, because I thought I deserved to tell them.
Jackie Stewart
I didn't tell Helen, I didn't tell anybody else because I didn't want ten green bottles standing on the wall and the fear that with two more to go I might have made a mistake and why do two more? At the end of that season after that race I was going to hand over the number one position in the team to my own teammate Francois Severt who was a very glamorous, colourful, exciting and very nice man to be number one and this would have been his life because he was being offered all sorts of jobs elsewhere to drive because he was so good and I had talked him into staying as number two to me but I knew he was going to be number one and it would have been nice to finish on that basis of handing, if you like, the crown over because I think he could have been world champion the following year. But that was not to be. Sadly, the day before I was going to retire he got killed while trying to qualify for the US Grand Prix.
Jackie Stewart
It was one of the biggest shocks of my life. People thought that that was the reason for my retirement, but it wasn't. Uh he died and I had I was on the track, so I stopped and I went to him, and it was a horrific accident, the worst kind of accident you could ever see.
Jackie Stewart
He was an important part of my life, my team's life, my family's life, and Helen's life. And it was a big wrench, but that certainly wasn't the ris I mean, it was a way to leave, but it wasn't a good way to leave. But uh that's how it turned out to be.
Presenter
And this next piece of music in fact is a tribute to that drive, isn't it?
Jackie Stewart
Yes, because he was a pianist, and he played the piano very well, and the thing that he played best and that I will always remember him by, this is it.
Presenter
Part of Beethoven's Snot number eight in C minor the Pata T played by Danal Barnboim.
Presenter
You were of course asked to come back into Grand Prix Racing, weren't you? A couple of years ago. You offered it was reported three million pounds to come back. First of all, was that offer correct? Was it that that amount of money?
Jackie Stewart
Yes. The number in fact came up to six million dollars for the year. But it wasn't anything that I truly considered for any length of time. I felt so comfortable with the decision that I made when I did retire that it didn't make any sense at all for me to change that. If it were the right decision then, why was it no longer the right decision?
Jackie Stewart
And the money, of course, I mean, it's not much to you, Michael, being English, but to a Scotchman it was a lot of money. I don't know who dared say that. So I I had to look at it in the face. But for me,
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Speaker 4
Uh
Speaker 1
And I'd just say that.
Jackie Stewart
I can make money doing other things. That's not a problem. So it wasn't really considered.
Presenter
I mean, I n don't know anybody who's got a more active retirement than you, Jackie Stewart. I mean, you complain earlier on about the amount of traveling you had to do as a Grand Prix racing driver. I mean, now you travel three hundred and sixty thousand miles a year as a retired man. I mean, how many jobs have you got as well?
Jackie Stewart
Well, I represent a lot of multinational companies and that I enjoy. I love the kaleidoscope of my life because if I'm testing cars, new prototypes that will be tomorrow's cars tomorrow, and I'll be testing a car that won't come out for five or six or seven years. If I test tyres three days later, it's a new prototype tyre that I'm creating and helping to conceive before the creation of this prototype sometimes.
Jackie Stewart
And then I'm involved with marketing and sales and still public affairs to some extent. And occasionally I'm still called Jackie Stewart. And I still have to go and do things that are strictly public appearances. But I meet a lot of very enjoyable people in my life. And I do so many different things all of the time, whether it be through television or film or whatever else I'm doing.
Jackie Stewart
And that's very invigorating. And I funny enough don't think that the pace of life is one that's easily monitored. I I believe there's only two speeds, and that's forward and back. And I'm I'm still young and I still have ambitions and I still want to do other things and I don't quite know what yet, but they all fit into place and I get immense satisfaction from what I do.
Presenter
Let's have another choice of record jacket, please.
Jackie Stewart
It's the Beatles again.
Jackie Stewart
Because I remember seeing that great programme that was boomed by satellite around the world, and they were a part of that, and they sat in the middle of a studio or a great big room somewhere.
Jackie Stewart
And it's all you need is love, and and the words that they speak are so true, and it's true, all you need is love.
Speaker 4
No one you can save but don't you say
Speaker 4
Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time
Speaker 4
See
Speaker 4
All you need is love.
Speaker 4
All you need is love.
Speaker 4
I need this love.
Speaker 4
Love is all
Presenter
Jackie, you seem to give every indication to me, anyway, through this interview of being unstoppable in your retirement. I mean, I don't think you're ever going to really retire ever, are you?
Jackie Stewart
I hope not. I think people decline in retirement. I think they their minds stop. And in most cases, as people mature in years,
Jackie Stewart
They become more expansive mentally because they've accumulated all this enormous experience and those lessons that they've learned, those mistakes that they've made.
Jackie Stewart
This must surely be one of the the most important times of someone's life if they continue to forge ahead. And I think that's the important thing. That's what I want to do. I want to die standing up.
Jackie Stewart
doing something that that that I'm planning for tomorrow. When I meet
Jackie Stewart
Elderly people who are still young.
Jackie Stewart
I think I get so excited by them as long as they can communicate. I think that's maybe why I chose Horowitz to to play some piano music. He's your last choice. Because he's that. He's a symbol of that. I saw him on television the other day playing in Moscow.
Presenter
Your last choice, yeah.
Jackie Stewart
And what a wonderfully relaxed man he was because he had that knowledge that he was great. He knew he was great, but he didn't have an ego anymore. And he didn't have to prove it to anyone. All he had to do was interpret his music and the creator of that music the way he, through experience, could do. That's great.
Presenter
Vladimir Horowitz playing the piano sonata in C major by Mozart.
Presenter
Jackie Stewart, we've now got you finally on this desert island. Now, are you a practical man? I mean, could you survive?
Presenter
You could build a hut and you could make fires and you could, well I suppose catch fish and things like that.
Jackie Stewart
I do all sorts of things.
Presenter
Try to escape?
Jackie Stewart
I probably would after a while. I'd get bored with myself maybe, but with all these nice records to keep me company, I could probably stay there quite a long time.
Presenter
Now, you have to imagine that seven records are wiped away in some awful disaster. You're left with one of the eight you've chosen. Which would that be?
Jackie Stewart
I would choose Sergeant Pepper.
Presenter
And what about the book?
Presenter
Which would take?
Jackie Stewart
since I'm such a poor reader, I would probably choose something that I'll have to constantly be able to refer back to and learn from and I would become the the eventual expert in trivia maybe, but
Jackie Stewart
Just as fun, I would probably take the Guinness Book of Records. Now all the scholastics of the world have already switched off anyway, so it doesn't matter to them. But really, as I sit here, it's the only book I can think of that would give me interest because it's not just of sport, it's of everything in life.
Presenter
Besides, you're in it.
Jackie Stewart
Well, I am, yes.
Presenter
And what about uh luxury objects?
Jackie Stewart
I'm a modest man when it comes to luxury, and I think what I would choose is a very beautifully bound with wonderful paper book of nothing with an excellent pen, everlasting pen. And I would like for once in my life to have the time to write down everything that I had ever thought about, learned, or would want to pass on. And I'm being very pompous saying that, but I think there are some things that I would like to put down on paper.
Jackie Stewart
And it would consume me to do that. And I may have to write them over a few times, but since this is an everlasting book of paper that I'm having brought in in first class, it doesn't matter. And that's what my luxury item would be.
Presenter
Jackie Stewart, thank you very much indeed.
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Presenter asks
Your son Paul wanted to be a racing driver. What was your attitude toward that?
I sort of discouraged it. It w it was a period of an unhealthy interest as I saw it. Uh it's selfish of me to say that from what the sport has given me. But on the other hand, I've seen the other side of the coin. And never mind the accidents, the sport has left a lot of carnage around of people's lives because it takes them on a magic carpet, as many sports does, and then deposits these people when they don't have anything else to do. And they have been intoxicated by the lifestyle, by the jet planes and the sunshines and the beaches of the places that we go as sports people go to participate. And then they're left for the rest of their life as wrecks because they don't want to fit into society. … So I was reluctant for Paul to go in, and it was he, my elder son, who was now twenty that wanted to do it. If he had really wanted that badly to do it, Michael, he would have done it. I didn't see that. I refused him the opportunity of doing it. But I wasn't going to help him at that stage. … So really I discouraged it because I love them so much, both of my sons.
Presenter asks
What was the most frightening moment you had [as a racing driver]?
Fear is a peculiar thing. While driving or while racing you don't often have it. But I I was frightened from time to time. But I remember once it was the French Grand Prix at Rouen and I was driving in the rain and my car was unsuitable on that particular day. The tars didn't marry to the road very well and I finished third in the race, but there were so many times in that race that I truly was frightened. I couldn't see for spray and the tars the car weren't going where I wanted them to go and I nearly hit a couple of people in the middle of the spray in the mist that comes out from behind those cars in great plumes. And that I remember is the only occasion where I can remember being frightened for a prolonged period. And that's one of the only times that I would have said I had any courage, because bravery is different than courage in my book. And I I I completed the race and I finished third, controlling my fear, which I think amounts to courage.
Presenter asks
Why did you stop [racing] when you did, at the height of your career?
I was burned out. I had put into what I think was tunnel vision an enormous part of my life, burned out such a lot of energy trying to succeed. … I think I had just lived with blinkers on for too long. I was now at the end of my career getting more aggravation from the activity than I was satisfaction. And that was the one thing that had stimulated me all my time, was this great feeling of high and this marriage between man and machine and doing to the limit what I could best do. And at the end I was travelling too much, I was doing too many appearances, I was doing too much testing. Whatever I did I was expected to be the best at, not so much by everybody else but myself. And that, I think, was more demanding than anything. I had lost the competitive instincts quite a long time before I retired. I was no longer interested in competing with people, because I think that's hopelessly immature. I had started very much competing against myself to eliminate those errors that we spoke of earlier and to try and clean my act up to be, if you like, the perfect race driver. And that wasn't going to happen, I didn't think. But I was just so tired I had to get out.
Presenter asks
You seem unstoppable in your retirement. I don't think you're ever going to really retire ever, are you?
I hope not. I think people decline in retirement. I think they their minds stop. And in most cases, as people mature in years, they become more expansive mentally because they've accumulated all this enormous experience and those lessons that they've learned, those mistakes that they've made. This must surely be one of the the most important times of someone's life if they continue to forge ahead. And I think that's the important thing. That's what I want to do. I want to die standing up.
“I was really very poor at school, but it turns out that I had a learning disability that I was not aware of, and neither was the school aware of at that time, because those were early days for diagnosing this trouble. I have dyslexia.”
“I think he taught me a lot about how to wait for the right moment to do things. Timing in life is everything.”
“I think that's a very Scottish trait. And I think it's part of the determination of the Scots who. In motor racing we've won so many things. Jim Clark, Innes Ireland and myself, I think have won about fifty three Grand Prix victories with only three people and a wee land with only five million people in it. So I think it has something to do with the mentality of the Scotch.”
“So really I discouraged it because I love them so much, both of my sons.”
“I had lost the competitive instincts quite a long time before I retired. I was no longer interested in competing with people, because I think that's hopelessly immature.”
“I want to die standing up, doing something that that that I'm planning for tomorrow.”