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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Roy Plomley
A ballerina who joined the Royal Ballet Company.
Eight records
London Symphony Orchestra, conducted by Claudio Abbado
I love the score, I think it's a marvellous piece of music, but specifically I think because I found it rather funny that when I was training to be a dancer, of course we would do repertoire classes where you would learn all the things that you would be expected to do when you first joined a ballet company, hopefully. And so we learnt endless kind of swans and sylphieds and all those things. And when I did join the Royal Ballet Company, the very first thing I was expected to do was Travinsky's Riot of Spring, which was a rather far cry from all those three, four rhythms I'd been dancing to for the past year.
Isolde's Liebestod (from Tristan und Isolde, transcr. Liszt)
Really only because I wanted some Wagner and I wanted some Liszt and I couldn't have them both, so I decided to combine the two.
New Philharmonia Orchestra, conducted by Jascha Horenstein
Years and years ago I had a very bad back injury and was at home with my parents. Resting for weeks what seemed interminable ... and my brother was doing his A levels at that tier O levels, I beg your pardon, at that time. ... we used to sit on the lawn and I would test him on his Second World War history and all this kind of thing. And at that particular week, the BBC were doing their composers of the week, and Nielsen was the one, and I'd never heard any of his music before. We both fell in love with this music, and that's really all. I mean, it's it's a kind of recollection of my brother when he was a youngster.
Che gelida manina (from La Bohème)
I'd like to hear Pavarotti. In La Boheme, simply because I think it's quite the most wonderful voice and I love the opera.
Piano Concerto No. 3 in D major
Vladimir Feltsman, Moscow Philharmonic Orchestra
Again, for no particular reason except that I love piano music. It's really my favorite solo instrument, which just as well as I have spent my life listening to it and dancing to it. I hadn't ever heard Kavelowski. and discovered it quite late and did a ballet to his music and uh I found it a joy to listen to.
Symphony No. 3 in C minor (Organ Symphony)
Chicago Symphony Orchestra, conducted by Daniel Barenboim
Simply'cause I I think organ music is so wonderful and so stirring and uh I have no associations with it at all. Just that I'd love to sit on desert island and listen to that.
Romeo and JulietFavourite
London Symphony Orchestra, conducted by André Previn
Fairly obvious reasons, yes. I think it's the most complete ballast score that there is.
The keepsakes
The book
J. R. R. Tolkien
it has all the things in in books that I like. It has the fantasy and adventure and Lots of escapism. And it's a nice long read.
The luxury
a pair of sunglasses on a chain
Well, um it's not a luxury in the real sense of the word, but it would be a luxury to me, because I can't see anything if the sun shines. I'm absolutely blind. and if somebody came to rescue me I'd never see them coming. So I'd have to have a pair of sunglasses on a chain that I could wear round my neck the whole time.
In conversation
Presenter asks
Was there any special feeling in the family for music and the arts?
Not specifically. I d my mother was uh adored the theatre. I mean, we had small opportunity to go, I think, but when she was a young girl, I think she would have loved to have been in on the stage, but wasn't allowed to be involved in it in any sense. Her her father was very opposed to it. Um, I had cousins who danced, and I think that's probably how I was sent along, because they clearly enjoyed it, and my mother thought it might be fun for me, and I was an only child. I think she also felt it would get me to meet lots of other children.
Presenter asks
What was your first impression on arriving at that lovely school [the Royal Ballet School] in Richmond Park?
Just that, that it was the most beautiful place I'd ever seen. ... Not at all. I had absolutely adored it from the minute I set foot in the door to the day I left.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 2
Hello, I'm Kirstie Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen eighty one, and the presenter was Roy Plumley.
Presenter
On our desert island this week is a ballerina. It's Patricia Rouan.
Presenter
You play discs a lot.
Patricia Ruanne
Quite a lot. Yes. I mean, I've got an awful lot of records. It's th the time element. I mean, it really is only on Sunday that one listens to music. By the time I come in at night, it's not the hour of night to put music on in case the neighbours can hear,'cause they've all been in bed for two hours or more.
Speaker 2
Yeah.
Patricia Ruanne
So I don't listen to music as much as I'd like to.
Presenter
Did you find it difficult to choose just eight records?
Patricia Ruanne
Absolutely impossible.
Presenter
What's the first one?
Patricia Ruanne
The first one is Stravinsky's Rite of Spring.
Presenter
Why'd you choose that?
Patricia Ruanne
Well, I chose I mean, I love the score, I think it's a marvellous piece of music, but specifically I think because I found it rather funny that when I was training to be a dancer, of course we would do repertoire classes where you would learn all the things that you would be expected to do when you first joined a ballet company, hopefully.
Patricia Ruanne
And so we learnt endless kind of swans and sylphieds and all those things. And when I did join the Royal Ballet Company, the very first thing I was expected to do was Travinsky's Riot of Spring, which was a rather far cry from all those three, four rhythms I'd been dancing to for the past year.
Presenter
Uh
Presenter
Not a swan in sight.
Patricia Ruanne
Not a swarm inside, no.
Presenter
An excerpt from Stravinsky's The Rite of Spring
Presenter
The London Symphony Orchestra conducted by Claudio Abado.
Presenter
Now, you were born in Yorkshire, Patricia. Whereabout?
Patricia Ruanne
It leads.
Presenter
Rouen, a French name.
Patricia Ruanne
Irish.
Presenter
That's it.
Patricia Ruanne
It's Irish, yes. My family came from Mayo, my father's family.
Presenter
Mm-hmm.
Patricia Ruanne
And that's it. I mean, I I don't know if it's derived from the French originally.
Patricia Ruanne
I think they had a lot of visitors on the west coast of Ireland in the past.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
Was there any special feeling in the family for music and the art?
Patricia Ruanne
Not specifically. I d my mother was uh adored the theatre. I mean, we had small opportunity to go, I think, but when she was a young girl, I think she would have loved to have been in on the stage, but wasn't allowed to be involved in it in any sense. Her her father was very opposed to it. Um, I had cousins who danced, and I think that's probably how I was sent along, because they clearly enjoyed it, and my mother thought it might be fun for me, and I was an only child. I think she also felt it would get me to meet lots of other children.
Presenter
How old were you when you were first sent along?
Patricia Ruanne
Fool.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
To Miss Pinckney's class.
Patricia Ruanne
That's right. Yes, absolutely.
Presenter
And you got on very well. At nine you won a scholarship.
Presenter
And at eleven you won a trophy. By that time I believe people had started talking about the possibility of a professional career for you.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, the teacher that I was taking additional classes with then, uh Louise Brown, who's still teaching in York, an RAD teacher.
Patricia Ruanne
said to my parents that she felt that it was worth trying to take me down to White Lodge, to the Royal Ballet School, to audition, because clearly that was the very best training I could have, because it was a specialised school for ballet training. I don't think they considered it very seriously initially because of course going down south to a boarding school was way beyond our means or imagination, but in point of fact somehow it they managed to get off the ground. I mean it's quite amazing that they did.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
Even with a grant it must have been an expensive business.
Patricia Ruanne
I think it was an enormous struggle for them, I really do.
Presenter
What was your first impression on arriving at that lovely school in Richmond Park?
Patricia Ruanne
Just that, that it was the most beautiful place I'd ever seen.
Patricia Ruanne
The surroundings and everything. Glorious.
Presenter
Were you getting nervous? Uh
Patricia Ruanne
Yep.
Presenter
Yeah.
Patricia Ruanne
Much true.
Patricia Ruanne
Not at all. I had absolutely adored it from the minute I set foot in the door to the day I left.
Presenter
Good.
Presenter
Record number two.
Patricia Ruanne
is Liss Wagner transcriptions.
Patricia Ruanne
Really only because I wanted some Wagner and I wanted some Liszt and I couldn't have them both, so I decided to combine the two.
Presenter
And which transcription shall we hear?
Patricia Ruanne
Tristan is old.
Presenter
Michel Campanella playing.
Presenter
The List transcription of Isolde's Lieberstode from Wagner's Tristan and Isolde.
Presenter
So you're at the Royal Ballet School. How does it work? Lessons in the morning, dancing in the afternoon? Roughly?
Patricia Ruanne
No, usually dancing in the morning. All the time I was there, I had class straight after breakfast and then lessons after that. And just one class a day. And also.
Speaker 2
Two.
Patricia Ruanne
A folk dancing kind of class on Saturday mornings, which was a bit of a rump.
Patricia Ruanne
We were meant to take it seriously but I didn't think we did.
Patricia Ruanne
Nothing on Sunday, of course.
Presenter
All the children used in Royal Ballet productions.
Patricia Ruanne
Not frequently, no. I mean, some of the junior school may be used in.
Patricia Ruanne
the graduation performance each year, which is mainly done by the bulk of of the upper school students. But I mean, for example, if you're doing Capelia, you would use children from White Lodge as the dolls and that kind of thing.
Patricia Ruanne
It may have changed a little now, but then you were kept fairly separate from
Patricia Ruanne
Being overexposed to the stage or any sense of competition or professional aspect to your training until you're older. I mean, it's very much a school atmosphere.
Presenter
I mean it's fine.
Presenter
What percentage o of the pupils graduate into the company, into the Royal Valley?
Patricia Ruanne
It's variable. My year, there are only two of us.
Patricia Ruanne
who became professional dancers.
Presenter
Is that all?
Patricia Ruanne
That may have been a particularly bad year. I think some years there are more.
Patricia Ruanne
But even if you take six girls in.
Patricia Ruanne
By the time you've gone through ten years, possibly three of those might have left for various reasons, or gone to another company, or given up and had children, or whatever.
Presenter
Your first professional appearance, as you told us, in the Rite of Spring. What was your first solo role?
Patricia Ruanne
My first solo rule
Patricia Ruanne
was probably something like Fairies in Sleeping Beauty.
Patricia Ruanne
My first big solo role, I mean the sense of doing a principal role with a company, was The Girl in the Invitation, Kenneth McMillan's Ballet, which was created by Seymour.
Patricia Ruanne
Which was the single most exciting moment that I recall taking that step was.
Patricia Ruanne
An extraordinary thrill.
Patricia Ruanne
terrifying, but equally when you're very young
Patricia Ruanne
You're usually only excited rather than scared. You learn to get scared when you get older.
Presenter
Huh.
Presenter
Let's have your third record.
Patricia Ruanne
Uh Nielsen simply number five.
Presenter
Why?
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Patricia Ruanne
Well
Patricia Ruanne
It's a strange reason really. Years and years ago I had a very bad back injury and was at home with my parents.
Patricia Ruanne
Resting for weeks what seemed interminable
Patricia Ruanne
And I'd just reached the point when I was beginning to quite enjoy doing nothing. I'd stopped resenting every minute that I was lying in bed.
Patricia Ruanne
And my brother was doing his A levels at that tier O levels, I beg your pardon, at that time.
Presenter
Yes, he's younger than you because you were an only child when you went.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, so he was born when I was nine, and he was at a school where they let them work at home and they just went in for their exams. And of course, being a captive sister who had nothing better to do but sunbathe all day, we used to sit on the lawn and I would test him on his Second World War history and all this kind of thing. And at that particular week, the BBC were doing their composers of the week, and Nielsen was the one, and I'd never heard any of his music before. We both fell in love with this music, and that's really all. I mean, it's it's a kind of recollection of my brother when he was a youngster.
Presenter
The opening of Carl Nielsen's Fifth Symphony, The New Philharmonia Orchestra conducted by Jascha Horenstein.
Presenter
So you were a fully-fledged member of the Royal Ballet Company. You did a lot of touring, didn't you?
Patricia Ruanne
Enormous amount, yes.
Presenter
Was there or is there a separate touring company?
Patricia Ruanne
Well, it's it's part of the main company. It's just a kind of offshoot that takes performances to the provinces as opposed to j I mean they also perform in London.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Patricia Ruanne
Each year, but the bulk of the work is done in the provinces. But it still belongs to the parent company, which is the Royal Ballet, the big company.
Presenter
The section that tours is presumably smaller than the London Company, so you would probably have better opportunities for playing principal parts in the middle.
Patricia Ruanne
Absolutely. And also, not least, because there are more performances. Of course, there are eight performances a week as opposed to three or four at the Opera House, which means naturally there's much more
Patricia Ruanne
opportunity to develop much faster.
Presenter
What sort of parts did you enjoy most to start with? W were you happiest in classical or character?
Patricia Ruanne
No, not classical. I'm I've never considered myself to be
Patricia Ruanne
A natural classical dancer, it's something that you have to do and you have to learn to do well, clearly, if you want to progress.
Patricia Ruanne
I was always more comfortable in the dramatic roles.
Patricia Ruanne
When I felt that I had uh this sounds terrible.
Patricia Ruanne
something to disguise my defects with, which was playing a real character on the stage, rather than something classical where you are really only displaying your technique in lots of cases. If your technique falls down. Then of course so does your entire performance.
Patricia Ruanne
And I found it very useful when I was young.
Patricia Ruanne
to have a character to hide behind, and I could concentrate
Patricia Ruanne
on that in the performance and not get quite so paranoid about a particularly difficult step or whatever by keeping the sense of the story alive.
Presenter
You've now danced pretty well all over the world. What was the very first overseas tour you did?
Patricia Ruanne
The first time I ever went to ball we just went to Paris for a week.
Presenter
Well, that sounds pretty exciting.
Patricia Ruanne
From Bournemouth. Yes, we went to Paris and Bournemouth and then we went back to somewhere like, I don't know, Hull probably.
Patricia Ruanne
After that, about a year later, we did a a quite an extensive tour of Europe to Scandinavia and Germany and all those kind of places.
Presenter
You spent four years with the new group. Tell me about that.
Patricia Ruanne
Well, that was uh a kind of new development. They reduced the size of the touring company considerably, down to about thirty five dancers, I suppose.
Patricia Ruanne
And the whole structure of it, I think, was to inject a complete repertoire for a company of that size, which meant of course you did all short ballads, all triple bills, no full length worts.
Patricia Ruanne
Which meant, of course, we did get an enormous amount of very exciting work in lots and lots of different choreographers.
Patricia Ruanne
And a very good opportunity for extending your range, clearly, because we started to get some modern choreographers in which at that point none of us had attempted very much.
Patricia Ruanne
Lots of dramatic works, lots of Ashton's earlier works, lots of Macmillan's earlier works, and clearly enormous scope.
Patricia Ruanne
for adventure in a sense that we weren't doing six consecutive weeks of Swan Lake, which is can be limiting after a while.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
Including your years at the school, you spent altogether sixteen years with the Royal Ballet Company, so presumably you were still dancing with people you had started with at the age of eleven.
Patricia Ruanne
Absolutely. I mean that's that's fun in one sense, that it's like you've never left home, but in another sense of course it can also be very insular naturally.
Patricia Ruanne
But of course those friendships formed when you're very small.
Presenter
As
Patricia Ruanne
It just becomes a a fact of life that those people are part of your life and your everyday existence.
Presenter
Is that one of the considerations that led you to resign from the Royal Ballet?
Presenter
And go to the festival.
Patricia Ruanne
Partially, yes. Partly it was because I was in the new group, and of course there were no classical ballets, and I knew if I was ever going to attempt
Patricia Ruanne
To
Patricia Ruanne
Cross this bridge of trying to be an accepted classical dancer and learn to understand that part of my life as a dancer.
Patricia Ruanne
I had to start soon, otherwise it would be too late, and my nerve would go.
Patricia Ruanne
which meant I would have to go elsewhere, because we didn't carry that in the repertoire.
Patricia Ruanne
And also it really was a bit like taking the final step to stop living with mum and dad and set up in the wide world. You are very surrounded. Those people, of course, the staff have known you since you were a child.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Patricia Ruanne
And sometimes it's it's easy to think that you haven't really grown up or made any progress, which of course is nonsense, but none the less you sometimes feel like that. And it was a question of really going out into a slightly
Patricia Ruanne
more what would seem to be an alien existence. You wouldn't be surrounded.
Patricia Ruanne
by that uh familiar background that I had known since I was very small.
Presenter
Quite a big step.
Patricia Ruanne
Seemed to be at the time, yeah.
Presenter
Let's have another record.
Patricia Ruanne
I'd like to hear Pavarotti.
Patricia Ruanne
In La Boheme, simply because I think it's quite the most wonderful voice and I love the opera.
Speaker 4
The needs are you.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Presenter
Luciano Pavarotti as Rudolfo in Puccini's La Bue.
Presenter
So, Patricia, to the Festival Company. Tell me about the company. How long has it been in existence?
Patricia Ruanne
R since nineteen fifty.
Presenter
Of course the festival.
Patricia Ruanne
Festival Britain, yes, which is how it took the title, I think.
Patricia Ruanne
It's not really kind of associated with that, but that's how it all seemed to come together. And of course it's had many ups and downs in in the interim.
Patricia Ruanne
But it now seems to be.
Patricia Ruanne
Very established and very accepted.
Presenter
But you have no permanent base.
Patricia Ruanne
No, we do have a opponent base in the sense of our rehearsal studios. We have a home in that sense.
Presenter
Mm-hmm.
Patricia Ruanne
Which we haven't had very long, we're still cherishing. But in terms of a theatre in London, we don't.
Presenter
Did you find a big difference in atmosphere from the Royal Palais, to start with?
Patricia Ruanne
Not a great deal because it was going back to a touring company, which has a very distinct atmosphere of its own because it is uh
Presenter
Which has a
Patricia Ruanne
you know, suitcase company basically.
Patricia Ruanne
And you all live in each other's pockets. So it had a very very similar feeling and atmosphere to the old touring company that I'd always known.
Presenter
Mhm. And more overseas engagement than the Royal
Patricia Ruanne
Not necessarily. We did do quite a few when I first came into the company, but of course it becomes increasingly difficult because it's so expensive to carry a company.
Patricia Ruanne
abroad and the sets and the costumes and of course as we've got
Patricia Ruanne
bigger productions now, it's an enormous expense to take them all abroad.
Patricia Ruanne
But quite a bit. I mean, we have done some marvelous tours, Australia twice, and America.
Patricia Ruanne
We seem to have gone further afield, but not quite so often.
Presenter
China, I believe.
Patricia Ruanne
China. Yes, we won't.
Presenter
That must have been exciting. That was trailblazing, wasn't it?
Patricia Ruanne
It was rather, yes. I mean, it was the first company to have gone there. I mean, of course, nobody went at all for many years. So that was that was very interesting. We were there for a very short time. I mean, it really was now you see it, now you don't kind of feeling. We were only there for two weeks.
Speaker 2
In reunion
Patricia Ruanne
Which wasn't enough time to assimilate anything much in terms of the country or how it works.
Patricia Ruanne
But it was a fascinating experience.
Presenter
Was it really a revelation to the Chinese?
Patricia Ruanne
Well, certainly there was a great deal of interest, but I think more in the sense of what really seemed to fascinate the most was how the costumes were made, how our shoes were made.
Patricia Ruanne
Tights, headdresses, all the things that we take very much for granted, they are now relearning how to do all those things for stage.
Speaker 2
Yeah.
Patricia Ruanne
And you would have droves of of young dancers in the dress room watching you put makeup on and how you did your hair.
Patricia Ruanne
and even things like a hair slide.
Patricia Ruanne
would fascinate them how the mechanics of it worked.
Patricia Ruanne
We have certain hair slides that have a quick release that you use for certain ballets.
Patricia Ruanne
Everything was taken apart and examined and put back together again. It was really extraordinary.
Presenter
An examining professional.
Presenter
You hadn't been long with with the festival when Rudolph Nereeff chose you as his partner in in his version of the Sleeping Beauty.
Patricia Ruanne
I wasn't in fact the first part. I mean the the the ballet was first done with Ivre Dakinova who spent a great deal of time with us then.
Presenter
Yes.
Patricia Ruanne
Later on when we took the ballet to Australia and we were doing a month of performances of it, clearly it was a bit much to expect her to do every single performance in that time, and so
Patricia Ruanne
I was kind of dressed up for the part and had to begin.
Patricia Ruanne
And uh
Patricia Ruanne
We seem to manage to hit it off quite well.
Presenter
Yes, he is, I gather, a tireless man.
Patricia Ruanne
Absolutely tireless. I mean, he's barely human.
Patricia Ruanne
It's amazing for us as dancers because you discover how much more you can do.
Presenter
Is he explosive or calm?
Patricia Ruanne
Yeah.
Patricia Ruanne
Occasionally explosive, but n uh rarely without good reason. Something that really, really makes him very angry is stupidity.
Patricia Ruanne
If you don't get the point of what he's saying.
Patricia Ruanne
instantly. He can get quite uh I think it's frustration really.
Patricia Ruanne
But equally sometimes he's not as explicit as you'd like him to be. And so you feel there's a little bit of telepathy needed for you to get there. But of course, like anything else, you get to know the man and the way he thinks and understand a bit better. And then you start to be able to meet him halfway, which naturally cuts the time li limit and uh
Patricia Ruanne
Things start to work much more smoothly. You start to comprehend the way he likes to work and what's required of you.
Patricia Ruanne
which is to keep standing for as long as he keeps standing, which is quite a lesson to learn, because he seems to keep going for an incredible length of time.
Presenter
As a partner is he easy to dance with.
Patricia Ruanne
He's wonderful to dance with, because he gives such an extraordinary amount, I mean, his stage craft and his knowledge of theatre.
Patricia Ruanne
How to make the best effect from something is quite amazing. And of course, he's a great teacher.
Patricia Ruanne
And he's teaching you every performance you do. You come off and you've acquired something that you didn't know before.
Patricia Ruanne
Absolute generosity.
Patricia Ruanne
See you on stage.
Presenter
Record number five.
Patricia Ruanne
Record number five is Kabaleski's third piano concerto.
Patricia Ruanne
Again, for no particular reason except that I love piano music. It's really my favorite solo instrument, which just as well as I have spent my life listening to it and dancing to it.
Patricia Ruanne
I hadn't ever heard Kavelowski.
Patricia Ruanne
and discovered it quite late and did a ballet to his music and uh I found it a joy to listen to.
Presenter
The closing passage of the Kawalewski Piano Concerto No. three in D major.
Presenter
the Moscow Philharmonic Orchestra and the soloist Vladiya Mirfertzma.
Presenter
Norayev invited you to be his partner again in in his version of Romeo and Juliet to Prokofiev's music.
Presenter
Ostensibly you went to the Shakespeare play to study your characterization.
Patricia Ruanne
Well, I sort of had to.
Patricia Ruanne
Because Rudy was following a very literal approach to the play, he did a most incredible amount of study on it.
Patricia Ruanne
And of course the score is written very close to the play also. I mean it's uh Prokofiev did the whole thing based on that.
Patricia Ruanne
And there was no point in thinking that you could just waffle over bits.
Patricia Ruanne
Because the narrative is there in the choreography, the text is there.
Patricia Ruanne
So it meant clearly one had to go back and read the text again if you were going to make any kind of sense.
Speaker 2
If you are
Patricia Ruanne
out of uh the kind of movement and the the effect that he wanted. Because you can always use a lot of poetic license, of course, in Bali. You can skip bits that you don't think are going to really work theatrically.
Patricia Ruanne
And he didn't want to skip anything.
Patricia Ruanne
at all. So it seemed much more important to to go and do some study on it than just to hope it would all come into place later, because it rarely does.
Speaker 2
Cause it will
Patricia Ruanne
You had to understand the way he was thinking. And of course, if you gave him a sort of strange look when he gave you a particularly strange movement or
Patricia Ruanne
said something that seemed a bit obscure, he would say, Is in the text.
Patricia Ruanne
And you're left, of course, feeling very foolish if you can't immediately refer to what he means.
Patricia Ruanne
And I did find it helped enormously.
Presenter
What's the next major role?
Presenter
What's coming up?
Patricia Ruanne
Nothing that I can think of.
Patricia Ruanne
I have a sneaking suspicion that we may have to put Swanneth back into the repertoire soon.
Patricia Ruanne
Which one big?
Presenter
Swam Lakewell, that goes down very well, doesn't it?
Patricia Ruanne
And I was absolutely overjoyed when we lost it for a few years. And now it means I've got to come back and face it all again. I'm not saying.
Patricia Ruanne
Not so sure that it's such a good idea, except of course that's basically what the whole proceeding is about.
Presenter
Well, it's the discipline of dancing everything.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, and and forcing yourself into a role that you're not necessarily as comfortable with as some others.
Patricia Ruanne
it'd be easy just to get up and say, I don't like doing that very much. I find it much too hard. Can I just stick to this? Because then you'd only be a part time dancer. It's trying to meet that challenge, which of course makes the development continue.
Patricia Ruanne
As long as your nerves hold out long enough, that's the thing.
Presenter
Where have we got to? Record number six next.
Patricia Ruanne
Uh sansong.
Patricia Ruanne
Symphony number three, the organ symphony.
Presenter
Once again why?
Patricia Ruanne
Simply'cause I
Patricia Ruanne
I think organ music is so wonderful and so stirring and uh
Patricia Ruanne
I have no associations with it at all. Just that I'd love to sit on desert island and listen to that.
Presenter
Closing passage of the Saints Third Symphony, the Chicago Symphony Orchestra conducted by Daniel Barrenboy.
Presenter
Now, Patricia, in a dancer's life there are those wonderful moments when the theatre is exploding with applause and flowers are being thrown at your feet but ninety nine per cent of it must be hard on glamorous slog.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, of course, because that's really only, you know, ten minutes.
Patricia Ruanne
Of a day or and weeks and weeks and weeks of preparation for that specific performance.
Presenter
Expand.
Presenter
Class every morning without fail.
Patricia Ruanne
Well, it's not exactly without fail. Um
Patricia Ruanne
We do fail sometimes, but of course you start to feel it very clearly.
Patricia Ruanne
Uh sometimes if you're not working till the afternoon, you may not do class in the morning and then hang around for two hours. You may come in an hour before your rehearsal and warm up yourself.
Presenter
Class is ordinary an hour and a half, isn't it?
Patricia Ruanne
An hour and a quarter. It would be better if it was an hour and a half, of course, but the pressure of work is such that we're just trying to cram everything into the day.
Patricia Ruanne
The the advantage to class, of course, is that it's
Speaker 2
The middle of the
Patricia Ruanne
An external discipline rather than internal. So, in that sense, sometimes it's easier.
Patricia Ruanne
Forcing yourself to do an exercise that's uncomfortable today is clearly much easier if there's a teacher standing there.
Patricia Ruanne
who will want to know why you're not doing it or whatever. You can't turn around and say, I don't feel like it very much. It's the most painful part of the day I find. And at least you get it over with, but it's a ghastly way to start off.
Presenter
Minita is part almost of an automatic routine.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, if you can make it that way then it helps.
Presenter
And then rehearsals in the afternoon.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, well in the morning and then afternoon. I mean we we get about an hour and a half, two hours rehearsal after class. We don't usually break till two.
Patricia Ruanne
for lunch or whatever, and then we work again in the afternoon.
Presenter
and performances on all sorts of stages in all sorts of towns at night.
Patricia Ruanne
Mm-hmm.
Presenter
Up early to catch trains or planes.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, it it sounds rotten, doesn't it?
Presenter
Uh
Presenter
And then, of course, there's the physical pain of stretched tendons, aching feet.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, that's not such a problem when you're rehearsing in a controlled situation, of course, when we're in London and you're on the same studio floor.
Speaker 4
Uh
Patricia Ruanne
The same kind of environment. It's when you get on tour and you're on a rake stage and it's freezing cold and
Patricia Ruanne
Everything seems to be batting against you.
Patricia Ruanne
There's always more injuries when we're on tour. Yes. Just by the nature of things. I mean, if even if it's just slipping on the ice outside the stage door.
Patricia Ruanne
and also more sickness naturally.
Presenter
You have many years still to dance, we hope. Would you go through it all again, the splendours and the miseries?
Patricia Ruanne
Oh, absolutely, absolutely, yes. I can think of nothing else that I would rather have been.
Patricia Ruanne
Still, even on the bad days.
Presenter
Record number seven.
Patricia Ruanne
Is Brooks Violin Concerto No. One?
Presenter
Why?
Patricia Ruanne
Just because I like it.
Presenter
The beginning of the third movement of Brooks's first violin concerto, the London Symphony Orchestra conducted by Sir Adrian Bolt and Yehudi Manuin as soloist.
Presenter
Now, Patricia, your capacity for being a good castaway, could you fancy yourself?
Patricia Ruanne
I think I would probably manage reasonably well, reasonably practical, yes, I think so.
Presenter
Build reasonable.
Presenter
Do you know anything useful like fishing?
Patricia Ruanne
No.
Presenter
Yeah.
Patricia Ruanne
No, I don't know.
Presenter
Are you good cook? Are are you a domesticated person?
Patricia Ruanne
Um, I love cooking if I've got time. And I'm sure I'd have lots of time on a Desert Island. You know, simple as that. If I've got to rush around in five minutes, then I don't enjoy it. But I love preparing meals and all of that. And I'd have not much else to do, I don't suppose. But
Presenter
Would you try to escape? Would you try to build a craft of some sort?
Patricia Ruanne
I'm sure I would try to build a boat, yes. I might not go on it when I'd built it, but I think the actual thing of building it would be very useful therapy whilst one was there.
Presenter
Try it out first before you go out of the lagoon.
Patricia Ruanne
Yes, absolutely.
Presenter
Your last record.
Patricia Ruanne
is uh Procophius, Romeo and Juliet.
Presenter
Or rather, predictably.
Patricia Ruanne
Fairly obvious reasons, yes. I think it's the most complete ballast score that there is.
Presenter
That wouldn't get
Presenter
Which part of it are we going to hear?
Patricia Ruanne
I think the part where Juliet finds herself alone trying to face some kind of decision after Romeo's been banished from the city.
Presenter
An excerpt from the Procophy of Ballet Music, Romeo and Juliet.
Presenter
The London Symphony Orchestra conducted by Andrei Preven. If you could take only one disc out of the eight, which would it be?
Patricia Ruanne
Well, not because it's associated with the ballet in my mind, but I think I would take Romeo and Juliet.
Patricia Ruanne
because it has piano sections and violin sections and an organ section, so I would get a little bit of all those records out of the one score perhaps.
Presenter
and one luxury to take to the island.
Patricia Ruanne
Well, um it's not a luxury in the real sense of the word, but it would be a luxury to me, because I can't see anything if the sun shines. I'm absolutely blind.
Patricia Ruanne
and if somebody came to rescue me I'd never see them coming.
Patricia Ruanne
So I'd have to have a pair of sunglasses on a chain that I could wear round my neck the whole time.
Presenter
All right, yes, splendid. And one book apart from the Bible and Shakespeare.
Patricia Ruanne
Oh well that's quite easy. I would take Tolkien's Lord of the Rings.
Presenter
Dalgin's Lord of the Rings.
Patricia Ruanne
Right. Also, it has all the things in in books that I like. It has the fantasy and adventure and
Patricia Ruanne
Lots of escapism.
Presenter
And it's a nice long read.
Patricia Ruanne
It is, yes, it would last a while.
Presenter
Good.
Presenter
And thank you, Patricia Rouan, for letting us hear your Desert Island Discs.
Patricia Ruanne
Thank you.
Presenter
Goodbye, everyone.
Speaker 2
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Presenter asks
What sort of parts did you enjoy most to start with? Were you happiest in classical or character?
No, not classical. I'm I've never considered myself to be a natural classical dancer ... I was always more comfortable in the dramatic roles. When I felt that I had ... something to disguise my defects with, which was playing a real character on the stage, rather than something classical where you are really only displaying your technique in lots of cases. If your technique falls down. Then of course so does your entire performance.
Presenter asks
Is [the insularity of the Royal Ballet] one of the considerations that led you to resign from the Royal Ballet?
Partially, yes. Partly it was because I was in the new group, and of course there were no classical ballets, and I knew if I was ever going to attempt To Cross this bridge of trying to be an accepted classical dancer and learn to understand that part of my life as a dancer. I had to start soon, otherwise it would be too late, and my nerve would go. ... And also it really was a bit like taking the final step to stop living with mum and dad and set up in the wide world.
Presenter asks
As a partner is [Rudolf Nureyev] easy to dance with?
He's wonderful to dance with, because he gives such an extraordinary amount, I mean, his stage craft and his knowledge of theatre. How to make the best effect from something is quite amazing. And of course, he's a great teacher. And he's teaching you every performance you do. You come off and you've acquired something that you didn't know before.
“You're usually only excited rather than scared. You learn to get scared when you get older.”
“I found it very useful when I was young to have a character to hide behind, and I could concentrate on that in the performance and not get quite so paranoid about a particularly difficult step or whatever by keeping the sense of the story alive.”
“It's trying to meet that challenge, which of course makes the development continue. As long as your nerves hold out long enough, that's the thing.”