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Eight records
the first one is um music by Shono Rieta, who was one of our greatest Irish composers who died in the last few years. And it's from Mishaira, which is film music that he wrote for Mishaira. and this particular piece from it. is called Kohrem, which means it's Gaelic and it means victory. And the reason I've chosen it is because it's based on one of our greatest, what you might call, classic folk songs.
I have enormous admiration for her work. I discovered her uh in the early sixties. And I was quite stunned by hearing her for the first time on an album, her first album, which was twenty nineteen, then. And this particular song was on that first album that I heard.
Alfred Deller and John Whitworth
Alfred Deller. I have loved his work since I first heard it in the late fifties. I'm a very keen admirer, and the thing about him is the timbre of his voice. And he's involved in his singing, and yet. There's that marvellously detached impersonal in the nicest sense, sound that he emits, and I love the dynamic, especially of the the the first sound, he starts quietly and then he swells out. The control is absolutely magnificent. And and another reason why I would like it is because it says in that particular bit You make the listening shores resound. And I won't be the only one listening to the music. The shores would be listening and enjoying and and all nature around me, on my desert island.
one that I heard for the first time. In the monastery, it's from Karlorf's Carmena Burana, that very beautiful, very poignant and haunting, I think, soprano solo.
Concerto for Two Violins in D minor, BWV 1043: II. Largo ma non tantoFavourite
Igor Oistrakh and David Oistrakh
Because I think it is one of the. Greatest pieces of May I call it love music ever written, whether it's human love or divine love. I think, in fact, it's divine music.
I was doing quite a lot of work in Canada a couple of years ago. And everywhere I turned this record was being played, and at first I didn't take much notice of it, and then it grew on me. And uh every time I listen to it now I enjoy it anew.
Concerto for Lute and Harp in B-flat major, Op. 4, No. 6
The very first A record in my collection was given to Richard and me by my heart teacher in New York. It was called The Art of Marcel Grandie, the great French harpist. And We played it and played it till it was worn out, and this was one of the movements from this concerto was on it. And about two or three years ago I came across this version. The music has been edited by Thurston Dart and he has come to the conclusion that it was written for harp and lewd and not just harp. And it's a an unfailing delight to listen to the Joyous dialogue that's going on between the harp and the lute. Again, it's another kind of love music.
Das Lied von der Erde: VI. Der Abschied
That marvellous bit at the end which is Resurrectional And So full of hope. Enjoy. and confidence.
The keepsakes
The luxury
do you think it might be possible for me to have what I can only describe as a tennis practice wall, with obviously the extras, you know well, not extras'cause they're essentials the tennis racket, the ball, and the ground bit.
In conversation
Presenter asks
Apart from the loneliness, what would be the most frightening thing about being on a desert island?
Well, may I say first story that I wouldn't be frightened of the loneliness. I would probably be very happy because I have within me the resources that make it easy for me. To be Alone by myself. Yes. for any length of time. So that wouldn't be a thing that would put me off at all.
Presenter asks
Was there a lot of music in your home [growing up]?
No, there wasn't. Um My mother played the piano. Well I was just thinking about it the other day, and I realized that we didn't have any records in the house other than. some of the very early ones that my parents must have had when they were first married and the machine they had they hadn't got round to getting a … electric. thing. And they had one of the ones you wind up.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirstie Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen eighty one, and the presenter was Roy Plumley.
Presenter
On our desert island this week is the Irish singer Mary O'Harda.
Presenter
Mary, to you, apart from the loneliness, what would be the most frightening thing about being on a desert island?
Mary O'Hara
Well, may I say first story that I wouldn't be frightened of the loneliness.
Mary O'Hara
I would probably be very happy because I have
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within me the resources that make it easy for me.
Mary O'Hara
To be
Mary O'Hara
Alone by myself.
Presenter
Yes.
Mary O'Hara
for any length of time.
Mary O'Hara
So that wouldn't be a thing that would put me off at all.
Presenter
Is there anything that would worry you particularly in the situation?
Mary O'Hara
Well, I'd probably spend a great deal of my time making massive acts of self-abandonment to define Providence.
Presenter
Yeah.
Mary O'Hara
To either
Mary O'Hara
You know, to get me out of it or to arrange things that would be livable.
Presenter
Alright.
Presenter
What would you want music to do for you, cheer you up, remind you of the past, inspire you?
Mary O'Hara
Inspire me, I I think would be
Mary O'Hara
its main function to recreate me too, to be a means of recreation.
Presenter
Where do we start? What's the first one you've chosen?
Mary O'Hara
Well, the first one is um music by Shono Rieta, who was one of our
Mary O'Hara
greatest Irish composers who died in the last few years. And it's from Mishaira, which is film music that he wrote for Mishaira.
Mary O'Hara
and this particular piece from it.
Mary O'Hara
is called Kohrem, which means it's Gaelic and it means victory. And the reason I've chosen it is because it's based on one of our greatest, what you might call, classic folk songs.
Mary O'Hara
Rochin thu.
Mary O'Hara
It dates from about the seventeenth century.
Mary O'Hara
It's very beautiful, the words and the music.
Presenter
An excerpt from Sean O'Rearder's film music to the film Misha Era.
Presenter
Played by the Radio Aron Symphony Orchestra.
Presenter
What part of Ireland do you come from, Erie?
Mary O'Hara
Well, I originated in the West. I was born in a place called Sligo, mm, on the west coast.
Mary O'Hara
But I hasten to say that uh I did most of my growing up in Dublin, because I was sent away to boarding school when I was twelve.
Presenter
Yeah.
Mary O'Hara
Boarding School being in Dublin.
Presenter
You come from a a large family?
Mary O'Hara
A medium-sized four children.
Mary O'Hara
Nowadays I expect it might be considered large, but in those days it was a
Presenter
But in those days it
Presenter
Your father was abroad a lot, wasn't he?
Mary O'Hara
Your f
Mary O'Hara
He was before I was born when the other children were little, I'm the youngest, and again during the war he was in India for five years.
Presenter
Was there a lot of music in your home?
Mary O'Hara
No, there wasn't. Um
Mary O'Hara
My mother played the piano.
Mary O'Hara
Well
Mary O'Hara
I was just thinking about it the other day, and I realized that we didn't have any records in the house other than.
Mary O'Hara
some of the very early ones that my parents must have had when they were first married and the machine they had they hadn't got round to getting a
Speaker 1
Uh
Mary O'Hara
Um an electric.
Mary O'Hara
thing. And they had one of the ones you wind up. Um they had popular songs of their early day, which would be um On the Isle of Capri is one of them. The other the one that I best remember is there was a verse Now Good Queen Bess was most sedate, with men she would not tarry.
Speaker 1
Uh
Speaker 4
That's a
Speaker 1
How defend the other
Mary O'Hara
They say she never stayed out late, but asks Sir Walter Raleigh.
Presenter
Ha ha ha ha ha.
Presenter
Did you take to the piano?
Mary O'Hara
I was taken to the piano at the age of eight and had lessons like my other two sisters did as well.
Presenter
Thank you.
Presenter
It was at the age of eight that you won your first singing competition, wasn't it?
Mary O'Hara
Yes.
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I was again sent in. These were things I never took upon myself. I was sent in for the competition.
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And won it.
Mary O'Hara
Which meant I was sent in again the next year and so it continued.
Presenter
You began by singing Gaelic songs as a schoolgirl. Did you understand Gaelic? Was it spoken at all in in your part of Ireland?
Mary O'Hara
That's a school.
Mary O'Hara
Yes, it was compulsory in schools, it was our second language.
Presenter
Now, you continued to sing in festivals and competitions, and then the family moved to Dublin. When did you start learning the harp?
Mary O'Hara
When I was sixteen, in my last year at boarding school.
Presenter
In in Dublin.
Mary O'Hara
In Dublin, yes.
Presenter
The knee hop
Mary O'Hara
That's right, yes.
Presenter
So what what is a knee hook?
Mary O'Hara
Well, it's the same as a Celtic harp or an Irish harp, except that it's it's a smaller version.
Presenter
Yeah.
Mary O'Hara
The Celtic harp is a standing harp, about three and a half feet high.
Presenter
Not like the the high orchestra.
Mary O'Hara
Not like the orchestral harp has pedals. The little one doesn't. It has hand blades.
Mary O'Hara
And my first lessons were on the knee harp.
Presenter
And you did your first broadcast while you were still at school?
Mary O'Hara
Yes, when I was sixteen, children at the mic.
Presenter
Let's have your second record. What's that to be?
Mary O'Hara
Well, I would like it to be John Baez singing.
Mary O'Hara
All my trials.
Mary O'Hara
Well, I have enormous admiration for her work. I discovered her uh in the early sixties.
Mary O'Hara
And I was quite stunned by
Mary O'Hara
Hearing her for the first time on an album, her first album, which was twenty nineteen, then.
Mary O'Hara
And this particular song was on that first album that I heard.
Speaker 4
Got a little book with pages three
Speaker 4
And every page spells liberty
Speaker 4
Oh my triumphs, Lord.
Speaker 4
The EO.
Presenter
All My Trials sung by Joan Baez.
Presenter
Now, you left school at sixteen. You were in Dublin.
Mary O'Hara
Oh, seventeen actually, I just didn't
Presenter
At seven
Mary O'Hara
Yes, I was just sort of seventeen in the beginning of that summer.
Presenter
Had you any clear idea what you wanted to do?
Mary O'Hara
None at all. I tried a few different things, but from the time I left school I was starting to uh do occasional broadcasts.
Presenter
Did you think you could have a future as a singer?
Mary O'Hara
I I didn't plan to become a singer. It's something that that sort of evolved and and took over almost of its own accord. And I tried not very enthusiastically, I tried various things. I went to the College of Art for a while. I did a course in beauty culture.
Mary O'Hara
I did some modelling, and all this time they were in a way peripheral interests, because I was doing radio broadcasts, and this had started from the time I left school.
Presenter
What was your fee for singing songs on Irish Commercial Radio?
Mary O'Hara
Five pounds, I think, in those days. Which was a very rich reward. Well, five pounds a song. Five pounds a song. Yes, for the for the commercial stations. And you would you would also get five to eight pounds for
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
Yes, for the for the
Mary O'Hara
A fifteen minutes, which would be about five songs. on the legitimate radio, if that's the right word.
Presenter
I'm sure it must be. It sounds absolutely right. Now, among the various odd jobs you were doing, you acted in a university play.
Mary O'Hara
Yes, it was uh a a production, a one-act play, The Undergraduates of University College Dublin.
Mary O'Hara
I were putting on during a summer school.
Presenter
And with another group of undergraduates, you went to the Edinburgh Festival and and that appearance had a considerable effect on your life.
Mary O'Hara
Yes, that time I went as as a singer. I sang and played the harp in between three
Mary O'Hara
one actiates plays being put on by
Mary O'Hara
A group of amateur actors from Trinity College.
Presenter
and Sir Compton Mackenzie was a great help to you.
Mary O'Hara
Yes, he was enormously encouraging, and
Mary O'Hara
Did everything he could to see that the BBC knew about it and.
Mary O'Hara
The reviews, thank God, were very favourable anyway, and a certain amount of excitement and interest was generated by that appearance in the fringe production.
Mary O'Hara
which resulted in my being asked back the following year as a as a guest at the official festival.
Presenter
The official
Presenter
Let's have your third record. What shall that be?
Mary O'Hara
Alfred Deller singing the counter tenor duet from
Mary O'Hara
Prestell's Commune Sons of Art, the particular piece, Sound the Trumpet. It's Alfred Deller and John Whitworth.
Presenter
Uh
Mary O'Hara
Alfred Deller. I have loved his work since I first heard it in the late fifties.
Mary O'Hara
I'm a very keen admirer, and the thing about him is the timbre of his voice.
Mary O'Hara
And he's involved in his singing, and yet.
Mary O'Hara
There's that marvellously detached
Mary O'Hara
impersonal in the nicest sense, sound that he emits, and I love the dynamic, especially of the
Mary O'Hara
the the first sound, he starts quietly and then he swells out. The control is absolutely magnificent. And and another reason why I would like it is because it says in that particular bit
Mary O'Hara
You make the listening shores resound.
Mary O'Hara
And I won't be the only one listening to the music.
Mary O'Hara
The shores would be listening and enjoying and and all nature around me, on my desert island.
Speaker 4
Snow.
Speaker 4
I'm a trumpet.
Presenter
Sound the trumpet from Purcell's Come Ye Sons of Art.
Presenter
Alfred Duller and John Whitworth. How slowly, Mary, your your career was beginning to take shape.
Presenter
It was about that time that you met a young American poet, Richard Selig, who was a Rhodes Scholar in Oxford.
Presenter
He was getting quite a lot of recognition, although still a student.
Mary O'Hara
Yes, he was published quite a lot in Encounter and Now and Then in The Listener and um The London Magazine.
Presenter
Now you encouraged each other in your respective careers, became engaged. Now Rhodes Cola isn't allowed to marry while he's still in residence, is that right?
Mary O'Hara
Wasn't. The the ruling has changed now. They were very strict in those days.
Mary O'Hara
Um we would have liked to have got married as soon as we became engaged, but obviously that wasn't possible. We did toy with the idea of doing it
Mary O'Hara
Uh subrowser.
Mary O'Hara
But um then we decided that no, we we we might as well do it in a more legal way.
Presenter
A friend of his in Oxford was giving you some harmony lessons.
Presenter
Who was that?
Mary O'Hara
Good old Dudley.
Mary O'Hara
Dudley Moore. He was a a friend of Richards, he was reading music.
Presenter
Yeah.
Speaker 4
Uh
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at the same college.
Mary O'Hara
And uh I wanted to I had done harmony as a subject at school.
Mary O'Hara
And I wanted to
Mary O'Hara
Well, sort of do a refresher course in a way.
Mary O'Hara
And I said to Richard, Can you find some one who would fit the bill? So he said, Yes, Dudley will come along, which he did do. He used to come at ten o'clock of a morning, and we'd have some lessons and some coffee and a great deal of fun.
Presenter
How was Dartley as a teacher?
Mary O'Hara
Dudley was very good, because I I was working and uh it was a very sort of sp sporadic business of of lessons.
Presenter
Yeah.
Mary O'Hara
But I did have a certain amount from him and
Mary O'Hara
gained by it.
Presenter
You and Richard married did you already know at that time that he was ill?
Mary O'Hara
We knew um just a couple. We knew knew in December, and we became engaged in February. But I would like very much to point out that, as I say in my book, that it was not a shadow hanging over us, because Richard didn't look in the slightest bit I mean, he looked no more ill than an an Olympic champion does.
Speaker 4
There.
Mary O'Hara
And uh he was e exceptionally healthy and vigorous and vibrant and
Mary O'Hara
and energetic. And that was one of the ironies of the illness, that it didn't show. It was a good thing in one way, and we also went on living, as we had done, in top gear. That's the sort of temperaments we both had. So it didn't halt us in any way until just towards the very end.
Presenter
You went to living in in the United States, which meant that you had to start your career, which had been going very well, all over again, Virginia.
Mary O'Hara
Well, in a sense, no, because I had made my first long playing album for the Deco Record Company that summer, the summer we were married.
Mary O'Hara
And so that was released in America around the time I arrived, or a few months later.
Mary O'Hara
And I had other contacts through a very dear friend of mine, Joyce Grenfell. She notified
Mary O'Hara
Ed Sullivan that I was coming across.
Mary O'Hara
A result of which was I appeared on his programme.
Mary O'Hara
So that in a sense I didn't have to.
Mary O'Hara
Break that much new ground.
Presenter
Tragically at that time in America, your time as a wife was very short.
Mary O'Hara
Uh yes. Well, Richard died fifteen months after our marriage.
Mary O'Hara
And I came back to this part of the world, to Ireland.
Mary O'Hara
And my father was at that time with the United Nations out in Arabia.
Mary O'Hara
and so I went to visit him, and stayed there for about four months.
Presenter
You did a lot of travelling, in fact, at that time.
Mary O'Hara
Yeah.
Presenter
Did you find that travelling helpful?
Mary O'Hara
Well, I didn't need the help of travelling.
Mary O'Hara
I knew from the time my husband died that I wanted to go into a monastery.
Speaker 4
Mm-hmm.
Mary O'Hara
I knew that this was what I must do.
Mary O'Hara
It was a a vocation, a call to the monastic life.
Mary O'Hara
And I spent that sort of interim period
Mary O'Hara
I didn't want to sort of sit around.
Mary O'Hara
not doing anything, and the obvious thing to do was to go on working and giving concerts and making records until such time as I would know By inquiry, etcetera., and by prayer, where it was I was to go, into what community.
Mary O'Hara
And what order?
Presenter
Well let's talk about that more fully in a moment. Let's have one more record.
Mary O'Hara
Oh, my next one is in fact one that I heard for the first time.
Mary O'Hara
In the monastery, it's from Karlorf's Carmena Burana, that very beautiful, very poignant and haunting, I think, soprano solo.
Mary O'Hara
Intrutina.
Speaker 4
It to heat the battle beyond
Presenter
Gunda Lajanovitz in a song from Karloff's Kamina Buran.
Presenter
So, Mary, you had this feeling that you wanted to retreat and go into a uh a monastery. How did you go about such a thing?
Mary O'Hara
Can I make small correction, right? Could we not say an advance rather than retreat?
Presenter
By all means, yes, that's the thought.
Mary O'Hara
Because that's really it's really what it is. You know, you're not taking a step back, you're taking a very, in a way, precarious step forward.
Presenter
Hmm.
Mary O'Hara
It's a great act of faith.
Presenter
An act of faith, did you feel that by devoting yourself to the religious life you would feel more closely in touch with your husband?
Mary O'Hara
Yes, that was undoubtedly uh a big element in it. We haven't got the time really to go into this, but it it's it's a complex thing.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Mary O'Hara
Um the love of God and the love of my husband were not they were separate things, and yet there's an interpenetration.
Presenter
Yes.
Mary O'Hara
And yet there there's no confusion.
Presenter
Did you visit a number of monasteries?
Mary O'Hara
I did, yes. I I think I visited five or six.
Presenter
A number of different orders.
Mary O'Hara
Yes, three different orders, I think. The Carmelites, the Benedictines, the
Mary O'Hara
Cistercians.
Mary O'Hara
and finally opted for a Benedictine monastery in the Midlands in England.
Presenter
Y you say monastery and not convent. That is a Benedictine thing, isn't it?
Mary O'Hara
It is, yes, because Benedict wrote for monks, whether male or female.
Mary O'Hara
and the building where they live, their home, is called monastery.
Presenter
Now the Benedictine is is a a closed order. It's almost a silent order, isn't it?
Mary O'Hara
Well, there's a rule of silence, but you have a period each day, a period of recreation.
Mary O'Hara
When the community converses freely and
Mary O'Hara
in a relaxed manner at at just sort of
Mary O'Hara
Well, what recreation is. I think everybody understands that term. And if there was need of your work to speak, then you did so.
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or if charity dictated that you have.
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words with someone then you
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You knew when to speak and when not to speak.
Presenter
What sort of work did you do?
Mary O'Hara
A wide variety of work.
Mary O'Hara
I worked um for some time in the kitchen, second cook. I worked in the department where they make and mend habits and the general clothing that the community wears. I worked as portress. I worked in the orchard.
Presenter
You begin uh as a postulant that's not, as it were, a full member.
Mary O'Hara
No, it's a sort of trial period. Then you become a novice still a trial period. Then you are in simple vows for three years. You are a member of the community, but you are not vowed for life.
Presenter
Hmm.
Mary O'Hara
And then you become solemnly professed.
Presenter
What time did your day begin?
Mary O'Hara
Generally about five and end at about nine, between nine and ten. So it is a a long
Mary O'Hara
hard but fulfilling day. People have the erroneous impression that members of com of religious communities spend a lot of their time sort of mooning about and
Mary O'Hara
sitting down or kneeling down and
Mary O'Hara
not doing anything very positive, which is
Mary O'Hara
A very mistaken idea. Because contemptitive communities such as ours
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Mary O'Hara
Try to be self-supporting, and that requires a lot of physical hard work.
Presenter
During our period when you used to talk, when you were able to talk among yourself,
Presenter
Could you talk of the outside world? Was the outside world coming in at all? Did you listen to radio or something?
Mary O'Hara
Okay, well
Mary O'Hara
Oh no, we didn't have radio nor television, and that was a great blessing not to have. But we did take the Times and those who wished to could read it, the Daily Paper. We also had obviously the tablet, which is the International Catholic.
Speaker 1
Call me.
Mary O'Hara
paper and and the herald so that one was aware of what was going on outside.
Mary O'Hara
If one chose to be. And then, of course, a certain number of times a year you were allowed visitors, your family or your close friends.
Presenter
Did you ever leave the grounds of the community?
Mary O'Hara
Yes, I I had occasion to go to the dentist every now and then.
Mary O'Hara
And uh so you also saw what was happening outside in the sense you saw fashions were changing.
Presenter
Yes.
Presenter
Let's have another echo, Mary.
Mary O'Hara
Oh, this is a most marvellous one. It's Bach's double violin concerto. And I would love the um slow movement, second movement.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Presenter
The opening of the slow movement of the Bach double violin concerto in D minor, the soloists Igor and David Oistrach.
Presenter
Why did you choose that?
Mary O'Hara
Because I think it is one of the.
Mary O'Hara
Greatest pieces of
Mary O'Hara
May I call it love music ever written, whether it's human love or divine love.
Mary O'Hara
I think, in fact, it's divine music.
Presenter
Well, let's go back to your
Presenter
Life story, Mary. You spent twelve years in that Benedictine community. Was your decision to come out into the world again a sudden one, or something that had been growing for a long time?
Mary O'Hara
Well, my health broke down two years before I left.
Mary O'Hara
And at the time I hadn't abs I had no notion whatsoever of coming out. In fact, I was determined to go on.
Mary O'Hara
and very contentedly, I must say.
Mary O'Hara
And then two years later, exactly the same thing happened. The um diagnosis by the two doctors was physical and nervous exhaustion.
Mary O'Hara
And again a complete rest was recommended, in fact, more strongly.
Mary O'Hara
than recommended, and then I began to realize that this was a sign.
Mary O'Hara
that I must now end this phase and carry on from there outside.
Speaker 4
Yes.
Mary O'Hara
So had it happened the first time I mean, uh as I say, I had no intention whatsoever of leaving. It was the fact that exactly the same thing happened the second time.
Speaker 4
So yeah
Mary O'Hara
That's when it became clear to me I must go.
Presenter
So you came out and and began to take up your singing again.
Mary O'Hara
Yes. Um again I would like to say that there's a misunderstanding around that I came out to sing, and that couldn't be further from the truth.
Mary O'Hara
My coming out had nothing to do with my singing.
Mary O'Hara
But when I came out I obviously had to earn my living again.
Mary O'Hara
The sensible thing was to
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do what I had been successfully doing before, and see if it worked this time round, and thank God it did.
Presenter
See you there.
Presenter
And since then, of course, it's been the Festival Hall in London, Royal Variety Show, Carnegie Hall, New York.
Mary O'Hara
Yes.
Presenter
It's all been happening, really.
Mary O'Hara
Yes, very happily so.
Presenter
And you've recently written a book, you did mention it briefly early on, The Scent of Roses.
Mary O'Hara
The scent of the roses
Presenter
I'm sorry, the scent of the roses, it shows I haven't read it carefully enough.
Mary O'Hara
Well, no, you you're not to be blamed because the publicity people got it wrong at the beginning and they dropped the second the.
Presenter
It's a quote, of course.
Mary O'Hara
It's a quote from a song by Thomas Moore, the Anglo-Irish poet of the nineteenth century.
Mary O'Hara
Long, long be my heart with such memories filled As that vase in which roses have once been distilled.
Mary O'Hara
You may break, you may shatter the vase, if you will.
Mary O'Hara
But the scent of the roses will hang round it still.
Presenter
And The Scent of the Rose is your book is doing very well. Yes. Another record, what not.
Mary O'Hara
Um let's have Dan Hill singing Sometimes When We Touch.
Mary O'Hara
I was doing quite a lot of work in Canada a couple of years ago.
Mary O'Hara
And everywhere I turned this record was being played, and at first I didn't take much notice of it, and then it grew on me.
Mary O'Hara
And uh every time I listen to it now I enjoy it anew.
Mary O'Hara
Sometimes when
Speaker 4
Sometime
Mary O'Hara
Uh
Speaker 4
Uh
Speaker 4
The honour stays to the measure
Mary O'Hara
The a
Speaker 4
And I have to close my eyes and hide.
Speaker 4
I wanna hold you till I die.
Speaker 4
Till we both break down and cry.
Speaker 4
I wanna hold you till the fear in me
Speaker 4
Subside
Presenter
Down a hill singing Sometimes When We Touch. Let's go straight into your next record, Mary.
Mary O'Hara
Well it's going to be Handel's concerto for lute and harp in B flat.
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And I've chosen it because
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The very first
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A record in my collection was given to Richard and me by my heart teacher in New York.
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It was called The Art of Marcel Grandie, the great French harpist.
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And
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We played it and played it till it was worn out, and this was one of the movements from this concerto was on it. And about two or three years ago I came across this version.
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The music has been edited by Thurston Dart and he has come to the conclusion that it was written for harp and lewd and not just harp.
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And it's a an unfailing delight to listen to the
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Joyous
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Dialogue that's going on between the harp and the lute. Again, it's another kind of love music.
Presenter
Part of the first movement of Handel's Concerto in B flat, opus four, number six, arranged by Thurston Dart for lute and harp,
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and the soloist Desmond Dupre and Ocean Ellis.
Presenter
Now, Mary, a short examination of your qualifications as a castaway. Do you think you could look after yourself?
Mary O'Hara
Um well, you know the old cliche, necessity is the mother of invention, so I would rely heavily on that, and, as I say, the acts of self abandonment.
Presenter
Have you ever done any camping up?
Mary O'Hara
Never by myself. I have camped with um my husband, Schutzelig.
Presenter
Yes. So you know know the rules you
Mary O'Hara
Well, I mean, I I was just there. The things were done for me.
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But I'd have to obviously have to fend for myself, and and perhaps I I'm more inventive than I.
Mary O'Hara
Give myself credit, I don't know.
Presenter
Will you try to escape? Are you a good swimmer?
Mary O'Hara
I'm I don't think I'd bother, actually. I'm sort of okay as a swimmer. I'm not I I I wouldn't like to go very far.
Presenter
No. You wouldn't trust yourself to a home made raft.
Mary O'Hara
I quite honestly wouldn't, no.
Presenter
I think you're so wise.
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Record number eight.
Mary O'Hara
Record number would be Mahler's
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And your last.
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Song of the Earth
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It's the AB sheet.
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That marvellous bit at the end which is
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Resurrectional
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And
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So full of hope.
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Enjoy.
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and confidence.
Presenter
And who sings it?
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Janet Baker.
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And it's this bit at the end.
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I journeyed to my homeland, to my haven.
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I shall no longer seek the far horizon.
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My heart is still and waits for its deliverance.
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The lovely earth, all everywhere, revives in spring and blossoms anew.
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Shines the blue horizon.
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Ever.
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Ever.
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Mahler's The Song of the Earth: Janet Baker with the Konzertgebau Orchestra conducted by Bernard Heitink.
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If you could take only one disc of the H you played us, which would it be?
Mary O'Hara
Oh, I wouldn't hesitate. I would have Bach's concerto for two violins and D minor the Largo.
Presenter
Right.
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And one luxury to take to the island with you, one thing of no practical use, but something that you'd like to have.
Mary O'Hara
Well, do you think it might be possible for me to have what I can only describe as a tennis practice wall, with obviously the extras, you know well, not extras'cause they're essentials the tennis racket, the ball, and the ground bit.
Presenter
Yes, indeed. You you're an enthusiastic tennis player.
Mary O'Hara
Oh yes. Yes.
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Great.
Presenter
And this practice wall, but you'll have to promise not to use the practice wall as the main bearing wall of the hut you're going to build.
Mary O'Hara
It couldn't possibly. I mean, I wouldn't know what to do with it as a building.
Presenter
That's right.
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And one book, apart from the Bible and Shakespeare, which are already there.
Mary O'Hara
It would be Tolkien's Lord of the Rings.
Presenter
Tolkien's Lord of the Rings. Right, and thank you, Mary O'Hara, for letting us hear your Desert Island discs.
Mary O'Hara
Thank you very much, Roy.
Presenter
Goodbye, everyone.
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Presenter asks
Did you think you could have a future as a singer?
I I didn't plan to become a singer. It's something that that sort of evolved and and took over almost of its own accord. And I tried not very enthusiastically, I tried various things. I went to the College of Art for a while. I did a course in beauty culture. I did some modelling, and all this time they were in a way peripheral interests, because I was doing radio broadcasts, and this had started from the time I left school.
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Did you feel that by devoting yourself to the religious life you would feel more closely in touch with your husband?
Yes, that was undoubtedly uh a big element in it. We haven't got the time really to go into this, but it it's it's a complex thing. Um the love of God and the love of my husband were not they were separate things, and yet there's an interpenetration. And yet there there's no confusion.
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Was your decision to come out into the world again a sudden one, or something that had been growing for a long time?
Well, my health broke down two years before I left. And at the time I hadn't abs I had no notion whatsoever of coming out. In fact, I was determined to go on. and very contentedly, I must say. And then two years later, exactly the same thing happened. The um diagnosis by the two doctors was physical and nervous exhaustion. And again a complete rest was recommended, in fact, more strongly. than recommended, and then I began to realize that this was a sign. that I must now end this phase and carry on from there outside.
“I would probably be very happy because I have within me the resources that make it easy for me. To be Alone by myself.”
“I knew from the time my husband died that I wanted to go into a monastery. I knew that this was what I must do. It was a a vocation, a call to the monastic life.”
“Could we not say an advance rather than retreat? Because that's really it's really what it is. You know, you're not taking a step back, you're taking a very, in a way, precarious step forward. It's a great act of faith.”