Tuning in…
Tuning in…
Desert Island Discs
Presented by Roy Plomley
A writer, born in Trinidad to an Indian family, who won a scholarship to Oxford and later worked at the BBC.
Eight records
I spent some time in Indonesia last year and this. And on the way back, I rested in a neutral place. I rested in Madras and Bombay, largely because of the hotels there. And on the hotel tape system, the recording thing they have beside your bed, I heard this particular piece by Bismillah Khan.
Berlin Philharmonic Orchestra, conducted by Herbert von Karajan
Well, it's going to be something I suppose I have heard more of than any other piece of music in my life. It's Tchaikovsky's Serenade for Strings. And this record was the record I heard every morning as I was going to school on the local rediffusion service. And it meant that one was a little late. It was the signature tune of a morning programme called Morning Melody, if I remember rightly. And I'd like to use it on the island. To mark the passing of time, to keep the calendar, very important.
They fed me. That was easier. The American accent was easier. Infinitely easier. And of course, Hollywood, the films of the Fortes, were prodigious. ... You know, I look at them again and again, the ones that really affected me. and uh moved me. And in addition to that, there were They were the musicals, and I'm choosing something To sum up that that side.
Well, I first came in touch with this song. with a British film made about the war, the El Alamein Victory. It's called Desert Victory. And I heard Lala Anderson there, I think, singing Lily Marlane. She was the sweetheart of the German forces, of course. Absolutely, and all that's very moving to me.
Brandenburg Concerto No. 5 in D major, BWV 1050
Bath Festival Chamber Orchestra, conducted by Yehudi Menuhin
Well This is where my music education began a few years ago. I had just finished a novel and was vegetating. And uh my wife both were cut price Brandenburg concertos. And in my vacancy I I just listened. I I think I listened for days to the to the Brandenburg concertos until I actually could distinguish the line or the tune, you know, if that doesn't offend too many people. ... I thought, well, really, this is good writing. It's immediately acceptable on the surface, and then you can listen to lots of things below, at different times, different things. And good writing should be like that.
Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra, conducted by Claudio Abbado
I must say why I am not having any nice things like Mozart and Haydn on the desert island. I am not having them, because they will stimulate my wish to listen to more. And I think I'll be tormented by that, since it would not be possible to listen to more, and I you know, I'm very ignorant of these matters. Whereas the the Mala is something which is complete in itself and it satisfies. The expectation it arouses, and it doesn't stimulate the wish for more. And it I like it because it also it's very, very long. I like its development.
Piano Sonata No. 32 in C minor, Op. 111Favourite
This again is part of one's education. And I'm choosing it. Because it's long, this is very important. I like to be aware of development. I like to work at the music. And uh I worked a lot at this one and listened to it a lot and was able to pick the line out.
After listening to this [Gamelan] for all the time I was in Indonesia, I passed through India, and Indian classical music was suddenly extraordinarily easy. And I found it beautiful, just as Menuen says it is, that it's it's really wonderful. It's as it's as good to me as Beethoven.
The keepsakes
The book
I'd like to keep my mind going, and so I'd like to live as far as possible, the other side of the life which I have not lived, I would like to live the mathematical side. I would like you to get me a book which would take me from A as high as possible as you would allow me in mathematics, so that day by day I can have this intellectual excitement.
The luxury
I would like to take that with a smile and meditate on it from time to time. I find it very comforting.
In conversation
Presenter asks
How important to you is music?
Well, it isn't really important. Largely because of my My background. I was born in Trinidad, very musical place, but I was born in an Indian family, and to me music was something outside my family. I've I've come to to it. in the way that I have come to it. Only very, very recently. And although it is true that at times I want to play the odd record, I really can do without it.
Presenter asks
Are there many Indians in Trinidad, and when and why did they go there?
When I was born, I suppose we were a community of about a hundred thousand. ... They went there to work on the on the sugar estates after the abolition of slavery. So they've been there for a long time. I think the first migrants went over in eighteen forty five. We're a very old community. I think that my own ancestors went over there about a hundred years ago. So I can really claim a grandfather who's come from India on one side, but for the rest I am very much a man of the New World.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive.
Speaker 1
For rights reasons we've had to shorten the music. The programme was originally broadcast in 1980, and the presenter was Roy Plumley.
Presenter
On our desert island this week is the writer V. S. Naipol. Mr. Naipol, how important to you is music?
Presenter
Well, it isn't really important. Largely because of my
Presenter
My background. I was born in Trinidad, very musical place, but I was born in an Indian family, and to me music was something outside my family.
Presenter
I've I've come to to it.
Presenter
in the way that I have come to it.
Presenter
Only very, very recently.
Presenter
And although it is true that at times I want to play the odd record, I really can do without it. Did you find it very difficult to choose this eight?
Presenter
I found it difficult to choose eight because I would have been happier choosing six
V S Naipaul
What's the usual answer?
Presenter
Well, I'm afraid you're contracted to choose eight. So let's get on with it. What's the first? I spent some time in Indonesia last year and this. And on the way back, I rested in a neutral place. I rested in Madras and Bombay, largely because of the hotels there. And on the hotel tape system, the recording thing they have beside your bed, I heard this particular piece by Bismillah Khan.
V S Naipaul
Okay.
Presenter
A section from A Late Night Rager called
Presenter
Poorbi played by Bismillah Khan.
Presenter
Are there many Indians in Trinidad, and and when and why did they go there?
Presenter
When I was born, I suppose we were a community of about a hundred thousand.
Presenter
Now it's grown considerably in in fifty years.
Presenter
They went there to work on the on the sugar estates after the abolition of slavery. So they've been there for a long time. I think the first migrants went over in eighteen forty five. We're a very old community. I think that my own ancestors went over there about a hundred years ago.
Presenter
So I can really claim a grandfather who's come from India on one side, but for the rest I am very much a man of the New World.
Presenter
Your father was a journalist? Yes. On a daily paper? Yes, the the local paper. I believe he had ambitions to write. Yes, I don't know where my father
Presenter
would have got the the literary urge from, or how a man who would have heard only Hindi when he was a child would have wished to learn to
Presenter
learn English and then try to write in English. But he did and having become a journalist he also began to write and
Presenter
From the sight of him trying to write and writing and
Presenter
The memory of him reading to me I myself developed.
Presenter
It said that you swore an oath at the age of twelve that you would leave Trinidad within five years. That is true.
Presenter
That is true. And you wrote that oath in a school book. Yes.
Presenter
Because I was aware that I was born in
Presenter
a place that was very far from civilization. By civilization I meant a way of life where the mind and the activities of the mind would be given due regard, because I myself thought that unless I got to a place where the mind was regarded, I would be crushed and extinguished. And this fear of extinction
Presenter
Was
Presenter
The great driving force in my early my early life. In fact, you won a scholarship to Oxford to read English. What was the first impact of Oxford? Was it as wonderful as you thought it was going to be, or was it a disappointment? I had come from this curious background. I was among strange people with strange social manners. I was in no position to appreciate their manners. I was in no position to appreciate the complexity of English society. It is bizarre because I so much wanted to go to Oxford and then having got there, one really felt let down. I suppose not by the place, but I suppose one had expected something that didn't really exist. What happened to you when you graduated? What was your first move? I had to make a living, and I also had to be a writer. It was very hard to be a writer because of the age of 21 or 22.
Presenter
One wasn't very good.
Presenter
I had no talent I had no money I literally had just a few pounds.
Presenter
And a
Presenter
I couldn't get a job anywhere in the world.
Presenter
And I just spent about six months with the cousin in in London.
Presenter
who was studying law and at the end of that time I got a little job at the BBC.
Presenter
At which point will break for second record? What's that to be?
Presenter
Well, it's going to be something I suppose I have heard more of than any other piece of music in my life. It's Tchaikovsky's Serenade for Strings. And this record was the record I heard every morning as I was going to school on the local rediffusion service. And it meant that one was a little late. It was the signature tune of a morning programme called Morning Melody, if I remember rightly. And I'd like to use it on the island.
Presenter
To mark the passing of time, to keep the calendar, very important.
Presenter
Tchaikovsky setonade for strings played by the Berlin Philharmonic Orchestra conducted by Herbert von Carrier.
Presenter
So you joined the B B C doing what?
Presenter
Well, joining is a very grand word. I had a contract to edit a little programme for the the Caribbean Service. It was a literary programme.
Presenter
And uh it was singular that while I was editing a programme and rejecting people's manuscripts and making really rather grim comments on people's work in public on the radio,
Presenter
I was writing absolute rubbish in my in my cousin's basement flat in in Paddington. This went on for a little while, and then I asked Arthur Calder Marshall, who had appeared on the programme once or twice, to look at what I had written, which was now a great pile of manuscript.
Presenter
And he very kindly
Presenter
read what I I had written and wrote me a two-page letter. uh beginning you should
Presenter
abandon this, it's very bad, and went on to give me a little advice. I was very distressed for a couple of months.
Presenter
But then one day in the B B C in the freelancers' room which they gave us
Presenter
Out of a
Presenter
I wish to turn my back on this profound rubbish I had been writing and which mister Caldermarshall had told me to give up.
Presenter
I began writing quite differently, simply, directly.
Presenter
and very nice people in the room with me.
Presenter
Looked over my shoulder as I wrote this because they knew I wanted to be a writer. People are very kind.
Presenter
And uh they say that's good.
Presenter
And then I wrote another the next day and the next day and it went on and so I wrote my first book with people looking over my shoulder.
Presenter
In fact, you wrote three novels, which you said were your apprentice novels. Yes. In fact, two of them won very distinguished literary prizes. They were picked up. They were picked up.
Presenter
You were playing safe at the start by writing about a background you knew about Trinidad.
Presenter
When you are young you can't write.
Presenter
You have the material that you will write about, but you haven't been able to put sufficient distance between it, the experience, and yourself you're too much part of it.
Presenter
So all this early experience, which was meaningless to me at the age of eighteen or nineteen, when I had tried to write, well, at the age of twenty two, twenty-three, had a lot more meaning.
Presenter
Uh so I wasn't playing safe. I was using what I had.
Presenter
You went on to write A House for mister Biswas, another Caribbean book. From now on I don't think any two of your novels have the same background.
Presenter
You spent a year here, a year there? Yes.
Presenter
nineteen sixty I was um I was then twenty eight.
Presenter
And I was asked by the Trinidad Government to
Presenter
to go back to Trinidad. And when I got there
Presenter
I was asked by the Prime Minister, Doctor Williams, whether I'd like to travel.
Presenter
and write a book about Caribbean and colonies.
Presenter
I with a lot of diffidence, really. It was so outside my experience writing this kind of work, because I never had any views. If you come from
Presenter
My kind of background. You don't have views as a young man.
Presenter
You accept and you just experience when you when you meet people of your own age and they don't like eggs for breakfast, or they don't like that newspaper, or they don't like to be disturbed when they're working. I never had any of these emotions. I was very neutral, very easy. So this business about writing as though I had views was new to me.
Presenter
And it was a great strain, but I was very glad I did it in the end because it.
Presenter
It uh released uh another side of
Presenter
of one's talent.
Presenter
Record number three. What will that be?
Presenter
Well, I've talked about the BBC and uh rescuing me in 1954.
Presenter
But it's so hard for me to remember now that during the war when I tried to listen to the BBC news on the radio.
Presenter
The British accent or the English accent was to me almost impossible. I I I couldn't get on with it at all. I could scarcely follow English films, and for a long time even after coming to England I had trouble with the stage accents.
Presenter
And a lot of my background then was American cinema.
Presenter
They fed me. That was easier. The American accent was easier. Infinitely easier. And of course, Hollywood, the films of the Fortes, were prodigious.
Speaker 1
That was
Presenter
You know, I look at them again and again, the ones that really affected me.
Presenter
and uh moved me.
Presenter
And in addition to that, there were
Presenter
They were the musicals, and I'm choosing something
Presenter
To sum up that that side.
V S Naipaul
They asked me how I knew.
V S Naipaul
My true love was
V S Naipaul
Of course we're find something here inside.
Speaker 1
Yeah.
V S Naipaul
I know it in love
V S Naipaul
They said Someday you're fine. All who love our blood.
V S Naipaul
When your heart's on fire
V S Naipaul
You must realize Smoke it in your eyes.
Presenter
Dinosaur smoke gets in your eyes. Now let's stay with your novels, mister Nightpole. Um mister Stone and the Night's Companion was about an Englishman. That was set in England, was it not? Yes. Yes. Did you write it in England?
Presenter
No, I I wrote it when I was in India, largely because I had to write another book.
Presenter
I went to India to spend a year.
Presenter
But I had to write another book.
Presenter
To
Presenter
prove to myself that I could write, that
Presenter
It wasn't all over.
Presenter
That one had a talent. It wasn't written out of anything else but that, and the subject.
Presenter
did present itself to me. Is it generally your rule that you write against your surroundings? If you wanted to write a book about France, would you write it in France or go elsewhere?
Presenter
Until recently I always moved out, so that memory would do the selection.
Presenter
But on my recent travels I've I've actually done the writing on the spot.
Presenter
I don't take notes. I think memory heightens and selects. So I've always preferred to that distance.
Presenter
Three of your recent novels, although the settings are are very different, seem to have something in common in theme. The three I'm talking about are
Presenter
In a Free State, which won the Booker Prize, Guerrillas and Abendon the River, about rather ruthless people who are caught up with violence or political turmoil.
Presenter
Yes. You see, one is writing in all these books about people who inhabit entirely separate cultural worlds.
Presenter
And they then come together and they misunderstand one another and they lie to one another.
Presenter
And that
Presenter
some kind of
Presenter
Unhappiness ensues.
Presenter
Are they always different? So the books might seem to be alike, but actually the material and the people are
Presenter
are different, and to me they're all entirely different books.
Presenter
That's why I needed four years between between each to get um to get the energy.
Presenter
Your younger brother is also a professional writer, of course, and it would have delighted your father that his ambitions had been fulfilled by both his sons.
Presenter
I hope so. I've oft thought, you know, that perhaps if my father had lived it might have damaged me.
Presenter
I would have felt
Presenter
Here was another person.
Presenter
As it was, when he died I I was I was free. So probably all family relations have an element of oddity. Malice, reverence, all these things come together. You were still at Oxford when he died?
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Presenter
Yes, yes, yes. It was part of the um the blackness of uh those years at Oxford.
Presenter
We've got an audio fourth record.
Presenter
Well, I first came in touch with this song.
Presenter
with a British film made about the war, the El Alamein Victory. It's called Desert Victory. And I heard Lala Anderson there, I think, singing Lily Marlane. She was the sweetheart of the German forces, of course. Absolutely, and all that's very moving to me.
Speaker 2
Marley
Presenter
Lala Anderson singing Lilly Marlene.
Presenter
Now you talked about the gap that you leave between your
Presenter
novels. This, of course, is the time when you write your travel books. Now one was about India, an area of darkness, and you sought out the village from which your grandfather set out for Trinidad.
Presenter
Did you find relations there?
Presenter
Yes, the whole village is really the man. The whole village. Yes, the village has the name of the caste and the group and uh it's that kind of village. Could you relate to the way of life?
Presenter
I was very touched and found it very attractive, but um I I you know, I I couldn't be there. They're physically very attractive. The women were pretty.
Presenter
But my life is much more consciously the life of uh the individual, the intellect.
Presenter
Learning history. Yes.
Presenter
Appreciation. You wrote a history of the early days of Trinidad, the loss of El Dorado.
Presenter
And you have a new book out, The Return of Eva Peron, another factual book, which also includes the hideous story of the Michael X. murders and two or three other short pieces. These are uh a sort of by products. No, they were very serious. In fact,
Presenter
When I thought I wanted to be a writer,
Presenter
I saw a newsreel about Eva Peron nineteen fifty one, I think when I was in Oxford.
Presenter
and I saw a picture of this lady.
Presenter
And I saw shots of Argentina and I read about her then, nineteen. I can read Spanish. They were the subjects I won Spanish and French subjects I won my scholarship to to go to Oxford.
Presenter
and I decided to write about her. So twenty years later
Presenter
The New York paper, the New York Review of Books, did did send me there.
Presenter
So they're not byproducts because one goes, one travels, it's a difficult situation. It was a an ill-advised expression. I meant the short pieces.
Presenter
Yes, but I went many times.
Presenter
And it takes a lot of energy, a lot of looking, and I looked at it over many years.
Presenter
A b
Presenter
So
Presenter
One probably wouldn't do these little pieces now.
Presenter
Because the little piece takes
Presenter
Far too much out of one.
Presenter
Because I'm not the easy writer.
Presenter
And out of the effort that makes one little ten thousand word article.
Presenter
I probably can easily have created half a book, so that that period is gone.
Presenter
I will now not do these things anymore. They are my last little flings.
Presenter
Well, we've got now to record number five.
Presenter
Well
Presenter
This is where my music education began a few years ago. I had just finished a novel and was vegetating. And uh my wife both were cut price Brandenburg concertos.
Presenter
And in my vacancy I I just listened. I I think I listened for days to the to the Brandenburg concertos until I actually could distinguish the line or the tune, you know, if that doesn't offend too many people.
Speaker 1
This is the fan to
Presenter
I thought, well, really, this is good writing.
Presenter
It's immediately acceptable on the surface, and then you can listen to lots of things below, at different times, different things. And good writing should be like that.
Presenter
And so Brandenburg 5.
Presenter
The opening of Bach's fifth Brandenburg Concerto, Jehovah Emanduin, with the Bath Festival Chamber Orchestra, a record that was a present to you from your wife. And of course you married a fellow graduate at Oxford, an English girl. Yes, nineteen fifty five, yes. What is your writing discipline? Do you set yourself so many hours a day, so many words a day?
Presenter
How do you operate? It's become a very messy process of late, with age and with insomnia. When I was young I had the gift of uh of sleeping. I would go to sleep at about eleven and sleep for nine hours and get up at eight and work right through and and the morning and then work in the afternoon. And if I was really pushed I could also work in the evening. I divided my day into three parts. Usually worked for two.
Presenter
But most effectively in the morning. You write in long hand or on a typewriter.
Presenter
Long hand now, but I began on the typewriter.
Presenter
Uh now
Presenter
I really, after thinking about what I have to do, and getting up very late and drugged, I can start writing at about four thirty, and write till about seven thirty, perhaps on some occasions, eight.
Presenter
And then I if I've written well, if I've written about
Presenter
seven hundred words or a thousand words, my mind becomes very, very active and I just stay awake.
Presenter
And so this good day of writing is followed by a period of stupefaction.
Presenter
But I am entirely involved and uh consumed.
Presenter
By whatever I'm doing, however small and however short, I live with the whole thing, I carry the whole thing in my head, and I am restless until it's all on paper. What is your next project? Is it is it a travel book, another novel? What are you what are you starting to do? No, well um
Speaker 1
No, I
Presenter
I have nothing in mind, but my rhythm dictates that at some time
Presenter
in the summer next year.
Presenter
I would become very restless.
Presenter
and I will start scribbling in the mornings.
Presenter
and I'll probably scribble for two or three months.
Presenter
And uh something will probably happen.
Presenter
And then I'll have to give up a year of my life to to a new a new work of the imagination.
Presenter
That is the pattern. That is the pattern. I'd like it to happen. I'd consider myself very blessed if I could do two more novels.
Presenter
Not more. I I think it's unlikely that I'll do more. mister Naipaul, you are a young man. You are in your forties. Now, why are you speaking of two more novels? Well, forty eight this year.
Presenter
And uh probably if one finishes a book by fifty, then one'll finish another by about fifty four, fifty five. Here you're getting into experience and wisdom and and the advantages a a writer acquires with age.
Presenter
Yes, but then you have this wish not to have experience any longer. You need to be at peace. You don't look adventures no longer happen to you.
Presenter
Let's have another record.
Presenter
Well, out of this musical education.
Presenter
Period.
Presenter
Mahler's fourth symphony.
Presenter
I must say why I am not having any nice things like Mozart and Haydn on the desert island. I am not having them, because they will stimulate my wish to listen to more.
Presenter
And I think I'll be tormented by that, since it would not be possible to listen to more, and I you know, I'm very ignorant of these matters. Whereas the the Mala is something which is complete in itself and it satisfies.
Presenter
The expectation it arouses, and it doesn't stimulate the wish for more.
Presenter
And it I like it because it also it's very, very long.
Presenter
I like its development. Which part of Marlowe's fourth symphony shall we hear? The beginning.
Presenter
The opening of Mahler's fourth symphony, Claudio Arbado conducting the Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra. Let's go straight on to your next record. What shall that be?
Presenter
It will be Beethoven's thirty second piano piece.
Presenter
By Alfred Brendel. This again is part of one's education. And I'm choosing it.
Presenter
Because it's long, this is very important.
Presenter
I like to be aware of development. I like to work at the music.
Presenter
And uh I worked a lot at this one and listened to it a lot and was able to pick the line out.
Presenter
Part of the second movement of Beethoven's Sonata No. Thirty two in C minor, played by Alfred Brendel.
Presenter
Having spent your childhood, your school days, on a tropical island, you should be able to look after yourself in a practical sense. You could rig up some sort of shelter. I think that to survive, it's important to do all these things. It will not be a holiday. I'll have to learn how to make fire, and I will learn, because I'm intelligent. I will learn how to cook.
Presenter
I will learn how to fish, I will learn about the fruits, and I will learn how to plant. I think that probably one will spend a great deal of one's time looking after oneself. I'm sure. I think that'll be that'll be very, very important. Would you try to escape?
Presenter
No.
Presenter
I'll tell you why.
Presenter
Growing up on a tropical island I have always been terrified of the sea.
Presenter
I'm frightened of drowning and choking.
Presenter
The other reasons I think that after a little time in solitude
Presenter
existing in conditions like those of a mental illness, one probably will not be fit for human converse again.
Presenter
I'll stay. And because not because I dislike the world. I love the world. I love everything in it.
Presenter
It is just that I feel I'll become very strange away from the world.
Presenter
Now we come to your last record. What's that?
Presenter
I've always had a lot of trouble with Indian classical music and I couldn't follow it. But coming back from Indonesia, where they have an orchestra called the Gamelan, do you know the Gamelan? You've heard about the Gamelan. A series of xylophones, gongs and brass jars of varying thicknesses and sizes, and an orchestra of sixteen. Close to, you can't distinguish it, you need a lot of distance almost physically to hear what is happening.
Speaker 1
You heard about the gambler.
Presenter
After listening to this for all the time I was in Indonesia, I passed through India, and Indian classical music was suddenly extraordinarily easy.
Presenter
And I found it beautiful, just as Menuen says it is, that it's it's really wonderful. It's as it's as good to me as Beethoven.
Presenter
And I would like to hear a bit of um this uh Ragh by Ali Akbar Khan.
Presenter
The rainy season rug, the dismal hat.
V S Naipaul
My father and the king.
V S Naipaul
Uh
Presenter
Part of a rainy season raga.
Presenter
Das Malha played by Ali Akbar Khan.
Presenter
If you could take only one record out of the eight you've chosen, which one would you hang on to? Well, it would be a bit of a fight, really, between the rag we've just been listening to and the Beethoven piano piece. But probably I'd take the Beethoven.
Presenter
We allow you one luxury to take to the island, something of no practical use, inanimate.
Presenter
I had no trouble choosing. There is an icon which I think is marvellous.
Presenter
The Enlightened Buddha. I would like to take that with a smile.
Presenter
and meditate on it from time to time. It needn't be a grand piece. Um the one I have I I bought in a Jaipur uh sculptor's shop for fifty rupees, three pounds.
Presenter
I find it very comforting. Have you a religious faith?
Presenter
Ah, no, no, no, no.
Presenter
You're allowed one book, apart from the Bible and Shakespeare, which are both there already on the island. Yes.
Presenter
I'd like to keep my mind going, and so I'd like to live
Presenter
As far as possible, the other side of the life which I have not lived, I would like to live the the mathematical side. I would like you to get me a book which would take me from A as high as possible as you would allow me in mathematics, so that day by day I can have this intellectual excitement.
Presenter
Right, the best
Presenter
Teach yourself mathematics book with. As far as we can go. Yes. And thank you, Fierce Naipaul, for letting us hear your desert island dissipation. Well, thank you, and I hope that music lovers will forgive the illiteracy. I'm sure they will. Goodbye, everyone.
Speaker 1
So we have
Speaker 1
You've been listening to a podcast from the Desert Islandists Archive. For more podcasts, please visit bbc.co.uk slash radio four.
Presenter asks
It is said that you swore an oath at the age of twelve that you would leave Trinidad within five years. [Is that true?]
That is true. ... Because I was aware that I was born in a place that was very far from civilization. By civilization I meant a way of life where the mind and the activities of the mind would be given due regard, because I myself thought that unless I got to a place where the mind was regarded, I would be crushed and extinguished. And this fear of extinction Was The great driving force in my early my early life.
Presenter asks
What was the first impact of Oxford? Was it as wonderful as you thought it was going to be, or was it a disappointment?
I had come from this curious background. I was among strange people with strange social manners. I was in no position to appreciate their manners. I was in no position to appreciate the complexity of English society. It is bizarre because I so much wanted to go to Oxford and then having got there, one really felt let down. I suppose not by the place, but I suppose one had expected something that didn't really exist.
Presenter asks
What is your writing discipline? Do you set yourself so many hours a day, so many words a day? How do you operate?
It's become a very messy process of late, with age and with insomnia. ... I really, after thinking about what I have to do, and getting up very late and drugged, I can start writing at about four thirty, and write till about seven thirty, perhaps on some occasions, eight. And then I if I've written well, if I've written about seven hundred words or a thousand words, my mind becomes very, very active and I just stay awake. And so this good day of writing is followed by a period of stupefaction. But I am entirely involved and uh consumed. By whatever I'm doing, however small and however short, I live with the whole thing, I carry the whole thing in my head, and I am restless until it's all on paper.
Presenter asks
Would you try to escape [from the desert island]?
No. I'll tell you why. Growing up on a tropical island I have always been terrified of the sea. I'm frightened of drowning and choking. The other reasons I think that after a little time in solitude existing in conditions like those of a mental illness, one probably will not be fit for human converse again. I'll stay. And because not because I dislike the world. I love the world. I love everything in it. It is just that I feel I'll become very strange away from the world.
“unless I got to a place where the mind was regarded, I would be crushed and extinguished. And this fear of extinction Was The great driving force in my early my early life.”
“I've oft thought, you know, that perhaps if my father had lived it might have damaged me. I would have felt Here was another person. As it was, when he died I I was I was free.”
“I thought, well, really, this is good writing. It's immediately acceptable on the surface, and then you can listen to lots of things below, at different times, different things. And good writing should be like that.”
“I think that after a little time in solitude existing in conditions like those of a mental illness, one probably will not be fit for human converse again.”