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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Lauren Laverne
Actor and writer, star of Mission Impossible and Star Trek, creator of cult films Shaun of the Dead, Hot Fuzz, and The World's End.
Eight records
A Day in the LifeFavourite
I think if you put Lennon and McCartney in like a centrifuge and span it, you'd get this song.
It really reminds me of those days just driving to and from my grandma's with my dad.
I would imagine myself in Star Wars. ... wish fulfillment doesn't even cover it.
It's got that weird sort of Motown beat, but then there's all that sort of jangly ma brilliance in it and Morrissey complaining.
I put this song on, Marianne, which is a brilliantly Baroque, hilarious dirge.
He used to sit in the kitchen with the guitar. ... And he'd play me this song. ... It's just this little acoustic song.
It's a spine tingler, this one. ... It's the song on that EP I tend to put on repeat.
The keepsakes
The book
Iain Banks
It's just a brilliant dark sick metaphor about Thatcher's Britain, and I've read it so many times.
The luxury
I do look forward to a coffee in the morning to the point where I feel a little excitement before I go to bed.
In conversation
Presenter asks
So where do you find that wonder, the wonder in the work that you do today?
I just try and always approach it with my prior self in mind. So whether it's stepping onto the bridge of the Enterprise or being part of some crazy stunt on Mission Impossible, I always try and imagine myself as a kid and try and sort of plug into what my reaction would be, which would be utter amazement.
Presenter asks
So who or what have you chased [to work with]?
Oh, I can't say 'cause none of them have got back to me. ... I had a moment in my career when I was casting In Glorious Bastards for Tarantino and then I couldn't do it because I'd already committed to Tintin. ... But I'm always trying to sort of remind Quentin that I'm around just in case.
Presenter asks
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Presenter
BBC Sounds, Music, Radio Podcasts. Hello, I'm Lauren Laverne, and this is the Desert Island Discs Podcast. Every week, I ask my guests to choose the eight tracks, book, and luxury they'd want to take with them if they were cast away to a desert island. And, for rights reasons, the music is shorter than the original broadcast. I hope you enjoy listening.
Presenter
My castaway this week is the actor and writer Simon Pegg. He's described himself as a nerd-do-well, but that's only part of the story. Today he's up there in the credits for two of Hollywood's most successful film franchises, Mission Impossible and Star Trek. Sure, he's an 80s kid from Gloucester who turned his childhood obsessions, zombies, cop shows and sci-fi, into the cult classics Sean of the Dead, Hot Fuzz and The World's End, but his talent has taken him much further. Steven Spielberg cast him in Tintin and Ready Player One, and he co-wrote Star Trek Beyond when the team needed a new script just weeks before shooting began. He started out as a stand-up comedian and broke through with the much-loved slacker sitcom Spaced, which he co-created with Jessica Hines and director Edgar Wright. He says, I'd like to never get cynical about my job, to always maintain a certain degree of wonder about it and an appreciation of where I am. Simon Pegg, welcome to Desert Island Discs.
Simon Pegg
Thanks, Lauren. Lovely to be here.
Presenter
So where do you find that wonder, the wonder in the work that you do today?
Simon Pegg
I just try and always approach it with my prior self in mind. So whether it's stepping onto the bridge of the Enterprise or being part of some crazy stunt on Mission Impossible, I always try and imagine myself as a kid and try and sort of plug into what my reaction would be, which would be utter amazement.
Presenter
A delight.
Simon Pegg
Yeah.
Presenter
And is it a question of auditioning at all these days, or do things happen in the world? No, no, darling, no.
Simon Pegg
No, no, dotting now.
Presenter
You wouldn't have to go through that process, would you?
Simon Pegg
Go through the process.
Simon Pegg
You have a living showreel that's kind of out there and I think anyone who wants to cast you would kind of know what you do. I think it it's worth also being pretty proactive and chasing people you like. Yeah, I I think sitting around and waiting for it to come to you is probably a mistake.
Presenter
So who or what have you chased?
Simon Pegg
Oh, I can't say'cause none of them have got back to me.
Simon Pegg
No, I have a list of people that I really like and I'd like to work with. I had a moment in my career when I was casting In Glorious Bastards for Tarantino and then I couldn't do it because I'd already committed to Tintin. But then eventually the role went to Michael Fassbender who was brilliant. But I'm always trying to sort of remind Quentin that I'm around just in case.
Presenter
So you talked about that little kid that you like to keep in touch with and almost go, hey, guess what we're doing tomorrow? When when it comes to music, that's always been a passion of yours as well. Does that go as far back to your childhood?
Simon Pegg
You know
Simon Pegg
Oh, a hundred percent, because I grew up in a music shop, you know, when I was very small, to the age of five. I I lived in a music shop and my dad was a musician and and so it was always playing around the house.
Presenter
All right, well let's dive in. Disc number one. What is it and why have you chosen it?
Simon Pegg
Yeah.
Simon Pegg
It's A Day in the Life by The Beatles. Sergeant Pepper was an album which I remember being around when I was very small and I still have my dad's copy of it which I scrawled my name onto, onto the gatefold across the four of them is Simon Beckingham, which was the name I was born with, in Hard Byrow.
Simon Pegg
Completely defaced this piece of art. It's kind of several songs in one, which I feel like it's a bit of a twofer taking it onto the island. It's like an extra one. And I think if you put Lennon and McCartney in like a centrifuge and span it, you'd get this song because you have like Lennon's contemplative, slightly obnoxiously surreal kind of lyrics and tune. And then you get McCartney's kind of, you know, wry positivity. And it's such a beautiful representation of those two.
Speaker 1
Face
Speaker 3
I saw a fulfillment today, oh boy.
Speaker 3
The English Army had just won the war.
Speaker 3
A crowd of people turned away
Speaker 3
But I just had to look
Speaker 3
Adding red the ball
Speaker 3
I'd love to look at
Presenter
A Day in the Life The Beatles. Simon Pegg, you were born in Gloucester in nineteen seventy, as you mentioned, into a creative family. Your father, John, ran a music shop and he was in a band, too. Were they any good?
Simon Pegg
They were good. They were called Pendulum, not to be confused with the Aussie post-punk rockers. And they were an opportunity knocks. Ooh, big time.
Presenter
Ooh, big time.
Simon Pegg
They won on the clapometer, but lost the public vote to the great Palmez.
Presenter
Ugh.
Simon Pegg
Which has always been
Presenter
So near and yet so far.
Simon Pegg
Yeah, but I'm glad it was Pam because she went on to great things and it it wasn't just some cheesy ventriloquist who disappeared into obscurity. And that was a huge deal that night when dad was on Opportunity Notice that oh yeah. I was five. I remember falling over and a cocktail stick stuck in my hand.
Presenter
Because she
Presenter
Do you remember it?
Presenter
So I'm picturing the living room like there must have been snacks because cocktail sticks so they've been food.
Simon Pegg
It's exactly what you could see.
Simon Pegg
'Cause it was it meant something then, more, I think, to be on T V.
Presenter
And what was the music like?
Simon Pegg
They were a show band, so they played That's the Way. Aha, aha, I like it.
Presenter
R
Simon Pegg
They're a tight outfit, you know, all sort of like amateur musicians. But my dad's still in bands today. He's sort of a jazz blues guy now.
Presenter
Oh, fantastic. So he ran a music shop as well as being in Pendulum.
Simon Pegg
But well it
Simon Pegg
Yeah, yeah.
Presenter
So did you spend a lot of time there right through the the racks?
Simon Pegg
I did.
Simon Pegg
Yeah, and it was literally beneath our our flat, so I would sneak down, I would dance either side of the kitchen door. Like my mum would be in the kitchen and I'd be sort of like doing this little dance, and then I would just disappear down the stairs, and my dad would be Jill, he's down here again
Simon Pegg
But um yeah, I taught myself to play the drums in the basement.
Presenter
But so
Presenter
So what was your relationship with your dad like?
Simon Pegg
It was good. It was you know, he and my mother divorced when I was six and then I started to sort of see him every week or every couple of weeks after that. And so we we spent a lot of our time just driving around together. We'd drive around to my grandma's and a lot of that time we'd spend uh listening to music. He'd introduce me to stuff. I I so remember him saying, Listen to this song, it's like a story and he played me Hotel California. But yeah, we we got on really well and we still do.
Presenter
Tell me a bit about your mum then. Jill, she worked in personnel, but she was creative, very talented too, and her outlet for that was amateur dramatics.
Simon Pegg
Yeah, my mum is entirely the reason I've wound up doing what I do. She was interested in drama before I was born. I think she was kind of working on the stage production of Oliver in Gloucester the year I was born, I think.
Presenter
And do you do you remember seeing your mom perform? Do you remember seeing your mom perform?
Simon Pegg
Oh god, yeah. She played Bonnie Jean in Brigadoon. She's a really good actress, my mum. She won loads of awards. But I remember standing up in the upper seats, just shouting, That's my mom, that's my mum.
Simon Pegg
Like hitting people next to me and them being really, really pleased for me that I was so proud. And I was, you know, she was amazing.
Simon Pegg
And then as I grew up, I would go to the local theatre with her, the Olympus Theatre in Gloucester, and hang out. And I would sometimes be in the big sort of production they do every year. They do a big musical at the Gloucester Leisure Centre every year. And I was in Carousel and Music Man. And the whole thing was like a social club. They were all friends. They all did it for fun. And just to be around that was really exciting.
Presenter
Let's hear your second disc, Simon. What have you chosen?
Simon Pegg
This is Rosalinda's Eyes by Billy Joel, which is off the album Fifty Second Street. And that is an album that my dad and I would listen to a lot in the car. It's a really great album. But this song, I just love it. It's just a beautiful, beautiful song and it really reminds me of those days just driving to and from my grandma's with my dad.
Speaker 3
Raised a Latin dancing solo down in Haroldsware
Speaker 3
Oh Havana, I've been searching for you everywhere.
Speaker 3
Though I'll never be there.
Speaker 3
I know what I would see there. I could always find my Cuban skies and Roseland design.
Presenter
Rosalinda's Eyes, Billy Joel.
Presenter
Simon, as you've said your parents separated when you were about six. What do you remember about your mum breaking the news to you?
Simon Pegg
We were at my nan's. We were living with my nan and I woke up one morning and I went in and I said, Hey, where's Dad? And she sort of explained it as best she could. And then normal service kind of resumed when he started to come to pick me up and then, you know, they both remarried and life went on, you know.
Presenter
Do you remember how you felt about it?
Simon Pegg
I remember making the decision to take my stepfather's name. This is the absolute rationale I took. I don't want to go to school and for my headmaster to say, hello, Mrs. Beckingham, and for her to have to say, no, it's Mrs. Pegg. And so I decided, because she said, do you want to be Pegg or do you want to be Beckingham? And I just wanted to be the same as my mom. And that's how I became Simon Pegg. People, I think, sometimes think it's like a stage name. No, I wouldn't choose that name.
Speaker 1
And when I just
Speaker 1
That
Simon Pegg
Uh, but it's something that I I made a decision about when I was young, you know. And then uh yeah, and I went through the invariable sort of tensions of s step parents, you know, it's a delicate path to tread for both the adult and the child.
Speaker 3
No.
Presenter
You and your stepdad, it it took a while for that relationship to cohere and there were tensions. What w what was going on?
Simon Pegg
Uh
Simon Pegg
I think he was a young guy. You know, mum was only 30, I think, and he was a little younger than her. He wasn't particularly mature, you know, and suddenly you have a.
Simon Pegg
I'm being nice here. You know, you have a relationship where there is a physical representation of a previous relationship. I'm also vying for her attention. He was jealous, you know. I just remember feeling insecure, you know. And that probably led to me wanting attention and validation from external sources. When I was 10, I went to see him. He was working in Debenhams at that time. The fair was in town, and Raiders of the Lost Ark had just come out of the cinema. And I went up and he said to me, We can do two things tonight. You can either go to the fair or you can go and see Raiders of the Lost Ark. Now, I really wanted to please him. And so I said, I thought he really wants to go to the cinema. He doesn't want to go to the fair. Now, I could have done either. I wanted to see Raiders because I heard it was from the producers of Jaws and Star Wars. But as much, I wanted to go to the fair and ride on the big wheel. So I said, let's go to the cinema. Of course, life-changing movie moment. And then years and years later, you know, he left when I was about 14. His relationship with my mum dissolved and then he moved on. I went to visit Spielberg on the set of Tintin to, you know, sort of talk about playing the Thompson Twins and stuff. And it was the first time I ever met Stephen, and it was incredibly nerve-wracking. I drove down to Santa Monica and I went in and there he was in his baseball cap and smoking a cigar, looking like Steven Spielberg. And we talked a little bit. And then he said, okay, I've got to go off and edit Indiana Jones 4 now. And I was like, okay, bye. Bye, Stephen. And I went out and I sat on the hood of my car and I rang Richard. The first person I rang was Richard to say, guess who I just met? And guess who wants to work with me? You know, we're friends now. And he's my sister's dad.
Speaker 3
Bye, Stephen.
Simon Pegg
All that tumultuous time, you know, is in the past, but however many years later I was still.
Simon Pegg
Looking for his kind of approval.
Presenter
Simon, let's take a minute for some music. This is your third choice today.
Simon Pegg
Well, this is... I had to put a piece of John Williams' music in here. His scores were the kind of fuel for my imagination when I was a kid. I'd put my headphones on in my grandma's front living room and I would imagine myself in the universes that he was scoring in Star Wars and Raiders and close encounters. But this piece, particularly, The Asteroid Field, which scores the moment when the Millennium Falcon flies, is trying to evade all those TIE Fighters, it's just the most brilliant piece of cinema and music. When I was a kid, I would imagine myself in Star Wars. And so when I eventually got to be in Star Wars in The Force Awakens and was at the premiere and saw my name and then saw John Williams' name, wish fulfillment doesn't even cover it.
Presenter
The Asteroid Field, from the soundtrack to The Empire Strikes Back, composed and conducted by John Williams and performed by the London Symphony Orchestra. So I'm picturing you as a kid then, Simon. I want to know a bit more about that little boy. These big stories that you became obsessed with. They were an escape for you, were they?
Simon Pegg
Yeah, I really, really lost myself in all that stuff when I was a kid and music and film were just my kind of little roots out of normality and I really, really I just loved it. And I also felt like Gloucester was a bit like Tatooine, you know, like Luke Skywalker says in Star Wars, if there's a bright center to the universe, then Gloucester's the place that it's furthest from. Or it felt like that when I was a kid.
Speaker 1
I really
Presenter
And what about that performer, Gene? I wonder when that kicked in in you? Were you the kind of kid who would mess about and try and make people laugh?
Simon Pegg
Oh, yeah, absolutely. And I wrote my first comedy piece as a newsreader about this gas that had been released from somewhere and was making people pass out. And it was a news story. My newsreader was called Dickie Bird, which I thought was hilarious. I didn't know there was a cricket commentator by the same name. And the morning I performed it for the school, I'd fallen over really badly in the playground and smashed my face, like really just grazed all my face. And I remember saying, Hello, this is Dickie Bird, who's recently been in a fight with a cat. And that was, I think, my first improvised joke.
Presenter
Do you remember getting a laugh then when it did you? Yeah.
Simon Pegg
And it was like some sort of massive endorphin rush. Funnily enough, when I was seven, I had a day trip to London and we came and we went to see a play and we went to Madame Two Swords and the Natural History Museum. And the other thing we did was we drove to Wood Lane and we parked and just looked at the old TV Center. And I remember phoning my mum when I was on the stand-up show, which is one of the very first TV, my first TV appearances in 95, from my dressing room at TV Centre and saying, I'm in.
Presenter
So tell me about taking your first steps into acting, your first serious steps. You were sixteen, you went to South Warwickshire College of Further Education in Stratford, and it was there that you were able to take A levels in English literature and theatre. What did you get out of studying there? I know it was a time of great change for you.
Simon Pegg
It was. I was away from home. I met this whole bunch of kids that were the same as me. They all kind of had the same interests and I just had the most incredible time. It was a really, really fertile, inspiring time. And these people that I met were the most significant friends I ever made.
Presenter
And what kind of parts did you get to play?
Simon Pegg
I was just a woodcutter in Bloodwedding. You know, I just had one scene. And I wasn't allowed to play Hamlet when we did Hamlet because I'd gone a little bit off the rails because I'd got very much I'd become a bit of a goth. I discovered various things you discover at the age of 16. And my teacher at the time, Gordon Vallins, who was the head of the course, said, You're not going to play Hamlet, you're going to play the ghost of Hamlet. And so my friend Dale played Hamlet very well. But I did get singled out in the Stratford Herald as the best performance of
Simon Pegg
Even though I only came on and said, kill your uncle. And Gordon was a
Simon Pegg
Is a beautiful man. He was so caring and he did the right thing. You know, he noticed that I was just drifting away into.
Simon Pegg
Potentially not getting into university, and so he put me back on track, and it worked.
Presenter
Time for disc number four, Simon. What have you got?
Simon Pegg
The Smiths and accept yourself. And I used to listen to it walking up and down the Ulster Road, heading up to my then-girlfriend Mandy's house on my Walkman. It's got that weird sort of Motown beat, but then there's all that sort of jangly ma brilliance in it and Morrissey complaining. I mean, who could ask for more?
Speaker 3
Every day you must say, So how do I feel about my life?
Speaker 3
Anything is hard to find When you will not open your eyes When will you accept yourself?
Speaker 3
I am sick and I am dull and I am playing
Speaker 3
Oh dearly, I'd love to get carried away.
Presenter
The Smiths and Accept Yourself.
Presenter
So Simon Pegg, college was a really happy time for you, but let's talk about what happened after you finished your A levels because you went back home and had to adjust to life back in Gloucestershire, very much as you put it, not the centre of the universe. How did it go?
Simon Pegg
That was a tough summer for me. And I look back now and I realize that I was suffering from a form of abandonment just because my friends at Stratford meant so much to me that I kind of suffered a weird bereavement, I think. And that manifested itself as a bat of teenage depression, which I couldn't understand.
Presenter
So you didn't know what was happening.
Simon Pegg
No, I just knew that I didn't feel right, you know, and my heart was racing and
Simon Pegg
I felt really gloomy when I woke up, you know, all that kind of stuff. And it eventually it it dissipated when I got to Bristol University and I met a whole new bunch of great friends. But I didn't have the intellectual capacity to understand what was happening to me emotionally, you know, so it was just very frightening, which is always the case with depression because it just feels like normality.
Presenter
So it was just very frightening.
Presenter
Mm-hmm.
Simon Pegg
When you're in it.
Presenter
So you got a place at Bristol University to study theatre, film and television, and that was when you started performing stand-up. Tell me about that. Were you a natural? What was your act? How did it happen?
Simon Pegg
I take my goldfish on stage with me, whose name was Rover, and he was a Marxist poet. And I would read my goldfish's poems out, and so they were all.
Presenter
So they were at a distance, at a remove. He was responsible for the material. That was the concern.
Simon Pegg
Yes
Simon Pegg
Yeah, so I was his muse. I was reading out fish-related political poetry in the vein of, you know, in the Marxist vein. And being at Bristol University and learning about the business and becoming a bit politicized and not wanting to just be an actor for hire, I kind of wanted to do my own thing. And Stand Up is a perfect way to generate your own work and maintain your own sort of integrity, albeit fish-related. It's just very lonely.
Simon Pegg
You know, I I went on tour with like Sean Locke and Boothby Graffo and and Simon Munnery around all the universities in the UK. And you'd do these gigs and then you'd wind up just sitting on a in a, you know, bed and breakfast eating a Snickers by yourself.
Presenter
Simon, it's time to go with the music. Your fifth choice today then. What's it gonna be?
Simon Pegg
The Sisters of Mercy, who became a major band for me as a young goth. I loved them. And I remember when I met my second girlfriend, Caroline, we watched a live video of the Sisters of Mercy at the Albert Hall called Wake. She used to wear patchouli oil. That was her kind of aroma. She was incredible. She had this hair extensions, black hair extensions. She was so glamorous. She was like a gothic princess. And I courted her for like a year. I just went for it, like made her laugh all the time. Eventually, we had this evening. We sort of cuddled up on the sofa together, watched that video. Nothing happened. I went back to Gloucester the next day and I just smelt of her. And I put this song on, Marianne, which is a brilliantly Baroque, hilarious dirge.
Simon Pegg
And just bathed in her cloud of aroma and just felt so heart sick. It was a great feeling, though, I loved it. Such a drama queen.
Speaker 3
Uh
Simon Pegg
Uh
Speaker 3
See you in town.
Speaker 3
In this cruel place your voice above the mayor's throne In the wake of the ship with cruise and falling pillow down
Speaker 3
If you can see me, Larry I reach out and take me for you.
Presenter
Maria and the Sisters of Mercy.
Presenter
So Simon Pegg, you started getting television roles and then in nineteen ninety nine you co wrote the Channel Four series Spaced with Jessica Hines. It was about the lives of two twenty something flatmates and their oddball associates and became cult viewing. Did you have any idea that it was going to take off the way that it did?
Simon Pegg
No, we didn't. We just knew that nobody was making television for us. It felt like all the shows about Twenty Somethings, friends included, had no relation to our life. Our life was far more sedentary and childish and just dossing around, you know, playing video games and stuff.
Presenter
So you, Edgar Wright, and your friend the actor Nick Frost went on to make what would become known, to give it its full title, as The Three Flavors Cornetto Trilogy. That's a series of comedy films, Shawn of the Dead, Hot Fuzz, and The World's End. And they were very popular. Did you ever consider making a fourth instalment?
Simon Pegg
The difficult thing is that people just want more of the same. I get asked all the time, oh, we need a shawled too, oh, we need a hot fuzz too, oh, we need more. No, you don't need it at all. You just want comfort, you want familiarity. What you really need is to be challenged, you need something new, because that's where interesting things start happening. So, we have that dilemma of do we give people what they want or do we give them something they don't know they want. And I think it has to be the latter. We can't just do the same thing again. We have to be surprising at the risk of being disappointing.
Presenter
After the success of the Cornetto trilogy, you came to the attention of director JJ Abrams, who had you in mind for a role in Mission Impossible Three. It's quite a jump from Crouch End, that.
Speaker 3
Bye.
Presenter
Were you ready for the Blockbuster franchise?
Simon Pegg
It was such a weird thing. Edgar and I were, I think, we were writing Hot Fuzz and we were at Big Talk in Great Titchfield Street in London and
Presenter
It's a production company.
Simon Pegg
Yeah, and the call came down from the office. Oh, the J.J. Abrams is on the phone for Simon, and he told me about the film and
Presenter
Uh
Simon Pegg
And I was kind of like, yeah, I guess. I didn't know what else to say. So it was, yeah, an incredible moment.
Presenter
How did you get on with your co star Tom Cruise?
Simon Pegg
Great, you know. I mean, it it's always been a very easy relationship. You you I think you realize when you meet the person rather than the thicket of mythology that's built up around them, you know, it's a di it's a different experience.
Presenter
There is so much speculation, you know, about his private lives and his beliefs. Did that ever make things tricky in developing a friendship?
Simon Pegg
No, I mean, I don't ask him about stuff like that because I feel that would be that would be me abusing my privileged access that I get to him. You know what I mean? My relationship with him is very, very
Simon Pegg
It's just very simple and amiable with friends.
Presenter
That level of fame, stardom, celebrity, that's an incredibly intense thing to witness up close. I wonder about your view on that because that's interesting.
Simon Pegg
Celebrity that
Simon Pegg
Yeah, and I think it's
Simon Pegg
I mean, he loves it and he really relishes it. It's all he knows. It energizes him and it spurs him on. I don't think I would.
Simon Pegg
appreciate that particularly. You know, I'd find that very stressful and overwhelming and it would make me want to sort of retreat. I'm happy with where I am. We joke about it all. I mean, I always make fun of him for it, you know, about the things that he can access. And like we were filming in South Africa recently. We were filming on this mountain in the morning and then he decided he wanted to go and swim with sharks. And so he took us in, he flew us in a helicopter to this seaside part of South Africa. And we had this kind of bespoke trip out and dived with sharks and stuff like that. And at the end of the day, we're driving back and going, that was a real Tom Cruise kind of day, wasn't it?
Simon Pegg
You know, it was just a bit of a Tom Cruise day. And, you know, he kind of appreciates the ridiculousness of it sometimes.
Presenter
Time for some more music. Your sixth choice today. What is it?
Simon Pegg
Well, this goes back to 1984 when I was a young break dancer. Rap and hip-hop and dance were kind of merging into the mainstream a little bit, and little village kids like me were body popping. And this song hit the charts, Chuck Akhans I Feel For You, or rather Prince's I Feel For You, which she covered. It was everything that I loved. It has that fantastic rap at the start. The dancers from Breakdance, the movie, were in the video. It's a banger. If I'm DJing at a party, I never knocked up this song.
Speaker 3
With your baby
Speaker 3
Yeah.
Presenter
I feel for you. Chucker Khan. Simon Pegg, you started working on Mission Impossible Three in two thousand six, and everything was going very well for you professionally. But around this time the depression that you'd experienced as a young man came back. What happened?
Simon Pegg
On the set of mission, you know, I was there in the heart of where I'd always dreamed of being. You know, I was on the Paramount lot. I was working with Tom and Ving Reims, and I was in this huge blockbuster film, and yet I was kind of in this terrible, panicky, distressed state. I couldn't figure out why. I was like, what is this? And of course, it was because I was depressed, and I needed to address that and stop trying to take care of it myself inadvisable ways. That was drinking, which is drinking, yeah, which obviously when you're depressed, you just want to change how you feel.
Presenter
That was drinking.
Presenter
Boom.
Simon Pegg
And that lasted for up until about 2010.
Presenter
Were people close to you worried about you?
Simon Pegg
Yeah, everybody was, you know.
Simon Pegg
The thing is that you become very sneaky when you have something like that in your life. You learn how to kind of do it without anyone noticing because it takes over and it wants to sustain itself and it will do everything it can to not be stopped, you know. But eventually it just gets to a point when it can't be hidden. And that's when, you know, thankfully, I was able to pull out of the dive. A lot of people don't have that moment, you know, and if it's.
Presenter
What was it for you? What was your moment?
Simon Pegg
I was in Comic Con publicising Paul.
Simon Pegg
And
Presenter
That was your film with Nick Frost about the in brilliant alien film.
Simon Pegg
With Nick Frost, yeah.
Simon Pegg
Yeah, it was a fun film. And I'd had to. I had Tilly had been born, you know, like the most incredible thing in my life had happened. And I still was like, what's wrong with me? Why?
Simon Pegg
Why aren't I jumping for joy every day, you know? And
Simon Pegg
And I think it was all those things of like, this needs some serious evaluation. And so I managed to get help and stop drinking and address why I was drinking and
Simon Pegg
And that was the turning point.
Presenter
I think we'd better make some room for the music. Your seventh choice to do.
Simon Pegg
Yeah
Presenter
Tell us about this one.
Simon Pegg
1999 or 2000, I met Chris Martin for the first time when Coldplay were just a sort of shoegazing indie band. I think Parachutes was, they were touring parachutes at the time. And my wife was a music publicist, and we were at this gig at the Millennium Dome, as it was named then. And we met afterwards and we started this friendship. And so Chris would come to the pub, and we'd always go back to the house every night. And he used to sit in the kitchen with the guitar. He'd always get the guitar. And he'd play me this song. It's called Iblumblaum, which is Icelandic for the blue people. And it's just this little acoustic song. And it was something he was noodling with at the time. And
Simon Pegg
I'd always asked him to play it'cause I really, really loved it. And I I said, L you have to put this on something, you know, y this is such a beautiful song. You have to put it on a record and it ended up being a B side to clocks. But this song, it just reminds me of the early days of our friendship.
Speaker 3
All in old time
Speaker 3
Go with me all the time.
Speaker 3
Uh
Presenter
And in the A date of love.
Presenter
Coldplay and E Bloom Blaum.
Presenter
Simon Pegg, you recently said I'm 52 and I want to keep working until I drop. So you still have that drive. It's still present within you.
Simon Pegg
No.
Simon Pegg
Yeah.
Presenter
Where does that come from, do you think? It's it's always been there by the sound of it.
Simon Pegg
Why is that?
Simon Pegg
I'm really happy when I'm working. Sometimes it's difficult because it takes you away from home.
Simon Pegg
And I do miss my family when I'm away, and that's something I've had to kind of learn how to cope with.
Presenter
How do you cope with them?
Simon Pegg
FaceTime
Simon Pegg
And also the knowledge that I'm going to go home at some point. I used to have a sort of weird kind of gloomy, oh, I'm never going to see them again feeling when I was younger and less in control of my emotions.
Presenter
Boop.
Simon Pegg
But now
Presenter
So there was a bit of abandonment there maybe.
Simon Pegg
Yeah, I think so. It all goes back to it's quite simple, kind of like I'm like Psychology 101.
Presenter
When are you happiest?
Simon Pegg
I think when I'm at home, sat in the the snug with the family, we're all on different devices.
Simon Pegg
The dogs are asleep. That's what I'm happiest.
Presenter
The dogs are as
Presenter
Well, of course it's all about to change'cause I'm going to cast you away to your desert islands. Do you think you'll be able to make a new life for yourself out there?
Simon Pegg
Yeah.
Simon Pegg
I mean, I'm I love the film Castaway and uh I definitely try and go through the Tom Hanks playbook, try and get a volleyball with a a bloody face on it, and uh I'll do my best. If I can have the things that you you say I can have, then maybe I'll make it.
Presenter
Well, we've got one more tractor here before we find out your final disc to do, Simon Pegg. What's it going to be?
Simon Pegg
Boy Genius are a band which I really love. It's a three piece a supergroup, if you will, of female singer songwriters, Julian Baker, Lucy Dacas and Phoebe Bridges. It's a spine tingler, this one. It's heavy, the guitar's heavy and their vocals are just so on point. It's the song on that EP I tend to put on repeat.
Speaker 3
You put salt in the wood
Speaker 3
And a kiss on my cheek
Speaker 3
You bother me up.
Speaker 3
And you sit down to eat.
Speaker 3
A din injury.
Presenter
Boy genius and salt in the wound. So, Simon Pegg, I'm going to send you away to the island. I will give you some items to take with you. You can have the Bible, the complete works of Shakespeare, and another book of your choice. What would you like?
Simon Pegg
I will take The Wasp Factory by Ian Banks. It's just.
Simon Pegg
A brilliant dark
Simon Pegg
Sick metaphor about Thatcher's Britain, and I've read it so many times. It's just a really, really I love Ian Banks anyway, he's a great writer, but this one is special to me.
Presenter
You can also have a luxury item. What are you going to go for?
Simon Pegg
That will be my bean to cup coffee maker, which I'll solar power.
Simon Pegg
Or use some kind of wind energy. I do look forward to a coffee in the morning to the point where I feel a little excitement before I go to bed.
Presenter
Almost time.
Simon Pegg
Yeah, I really do. I like
Presenter
Like a child on Christmas Eve. Yeah.
Simon Pegg
Yeah, I know I'm gonna the first thing I do is I'm gonna
Simon Pegg
Measure out the beans into the dosing cup and put them in the hopper and then fill the the port thingy and then stick it. I love it. I love making my coffee. I open up the house, feed the dogs, and I sit on the sofa. I have 15 minutes before Tilly wakes up and I have to start making breakfast and Mo comes down. I sit with the dogs, I drink my coffee. Obviously, they won't be there on the island.
Presenter
You can't have the dog, but I couldn't deprive you of that moment.
Simon Pegg
They'll swing to me. They'll swim to me.
Presenter
There might be dolphins.
Simon Pegg
Yeah.
Presenter
Who knows the dogs of the sea?
Presenter
And finally, which one track of the eight that you've shared with us today will you save from the waves if you need to?
Simon Pegg
That's such a tough one, and I've kind of agonized over this. And I real I didn't even have I hadn't even made a decision when we started today. I think it will probably have to be a day in the life, just because it's the Beatles, and the Beatles are the source. But like I say, that's with a gun to my head.
Presenter
Sorry, Penna.
Simon Pegg
You can put it away now.
Presenter
Simon Pegg, thank you very much for letting us hear your Desert Island discs.
Simon Pegg
Thanks, Laura.
Presenter
Hello, I hope you enjoyed my conversation with Simon, and I can really picture him looking out to sea, enjoying his morning coffee ritual. We've cast away many actors, including Kathleen Turner, Stephen Graham, and Tom Hanks. Simon's childhood hero, director Steven Spielberg, is in our back catalogue too. You can find these episodes in our Desert Island Discs programme archive and through BBC Sounds. The studio manager for today's programme was Jackie Marjoram, the assistant producer was Christine Pavlovsky, and the producer was Paula McGinley. Next time, my guest will be the microbiologist, Professor Sharon Peacock. I do hope you'll join us.
Speaker 1
Hi, I'm Rylan, and I'm here to talk about men. Because in recent years, we have all seen the man in Britain undergo radical change as the rule book has been well and truly ripped apart. So, I'm going to talk to a range of prominent figures and celebs who have each got their own diverse and contrasting takes on what it means to be a man today. I want to prize open the fault lines of modern masculinity and get to grips with the changing landscape and try to get some answers so that we can pass them on to the next generation. This is Rylan, How to Be a Man from BBC Radio 4.
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Listen on BPC Sounds.
So what was your relationship with your dad like?
It was good. It was you know, he and my mother divorced when I was six and then I started to sort of see him every week or every couple of weeks after that. ... He'd introduce me to stuff. I I so remember him saying, Listen to this song, it's like a story and he played me Hotel California. But yeah, we we got on really well and we still do.
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What do you remember about your mum breaking the news to you about the divorce?
We were at my nan's. We were living with my nan and I woke up one morning and I went in and I said, Hey, where's Dad? And she sort of explained it as best she could. And then normal service kind of resumed when he started to come to pick me up and then, you know, they both remarried and life went on.
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You and your stepdad, it took a while for that relationship to cohere and there were tensions. What was going on?
I think he was a young guy. ... He wasn't particularly mature, you know, and suddenly you have a relationship where there is a physical representation of a previous relationship. ... I just remember feeling insecure, you know. And that probably led to me wanting attention and validation from external sources. ... he left when I was about 14. ... I went to visit Spielberg on the set of Tintin ... And I went out and I sat on the hood of my car and I rang Richard. The first person I rang was Richard to say, guess who I just met? ... And he's my sister's dad. ... All that tumultuous time, you know, is in the past, but however many years later I was still looking for his kind of approval.
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But around this time the depression that you'd experienced as a young man came back. What happened?
On the set of mission, you know, I was there in the heart of where I'd always dreamed of being. ... and yet I was kind of in this terrible, panicky, distressed state. I couldn't figure out why. ... I was depressed, and I needed to address that and stop trying to take care of it myself inadvisable ways. That was drinking, which is drinking, yeah, which obviously when you're depressed, you just want to change how you feel.
“I always try and imagine myself as a kid and try and sort of plug into what my reaction would be, which would be utter amazement.”
“I just remember feeling insecure, you know. And that probably led to me wanting attention and validation from external sources.”
“All that tumultuous time, you know, is in the past, but however many years later I was still looking for his kind of approval.”
“I think it has to be the latter. We can't just do the same thing again. We have to be surprising at the risk of being disappointing.”
“I think when I'm at home, sat in the snug with the family, we're all on different devices. The dogs are asleep. That's what I'm happiest.”
“I will take The Wasp Factory by Ian Banks. It's just a brilliant dark sick metaphor about Thatcher's Britain, and I've read it so many times.”