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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Kirsty Young
Legendary Irish folk musician and protest singer, known for unparalleled influence and controversial, politically charged lyrics.
Eight records
Well, the first singer who caught my attention was my mother. My mother sang all the time. She sang at the sink, she sang in the kitchen, and she also sang in the Dominican church in Newbridge and County Kildare. And that was always a very strange sensation to be at Mass on Sunday morning and to hear my mother in the organ loft singing sometimes Ave Maria.
Well I befriended Mike Watterson in the late 60s when I played in his folk club, or the family folk club in Hull. And this song I heard his brother-in-law Martin Carthy sing it and I just thought it was very very powerful and it's one of those songs that people don't quite know how to react to it. I think it's a really good piece of writing.
In my earlier days I used to play piano, but what I loved to do then was to try and play early rock'n'roll. And this is one of the songs I used to play on the piano and I used to sing.
Well the Clancy brothers changed my life. I heard the Clancy Brothers and I averted my gaze from Elvis and Buddy Holly and all those American rock'n'roll singers and I heard this sound that was in my own dialect. I heard these songs that I seemed to know and it was every bit as exciting and I wanted some of it.
Táimse im' ChodladhFavourite
I first heard the Ilen pipes when I was 17 or 18 and it so happened that the first player I heard was also the player I perceived to be the best, Liam O'Flynn from Kildare and he was a member of Planksty along with myself, Andy Irvine and Donald Lunny. And this piece of music is very special to me for many different reasons, but probably mostly because of the way it sounds.
When I first heard Luke Kelly sing I was very, very struck, not only by the power of his voice, but by the emotion he he put into his singing. I worshipped Luke Kelly because of the way he sang. And I would love to hear Luke Kelly sing the Ballad of Johil.
Well, as I said, I first encountered Ewan in his club in King's Cross about nineteen sixty eight, and right through I would keep hearing new McCall songs, and then when I heard this song, The Joy of Living, which I believe may have been his last song. I thought what a beautiful way to mark. The end.
I heard John Riley first. I was seventeen or eighteen. And John was a a man of the road, a knight of the road. He was a tinker man, but he had a store of the most beautiful songs. I never forget John Reilly he's with me all the way along the way, and I still sing some of his songs, but not so often these days. But when I do I'm imbued with the spirit of his singing, and uh it's it's a beautiful thing.
The keepsakes
The luxury
A SET OF ILIN PIPES. They say it takes twenty one years to master the Illin Pipes, and I would have the time to dedicate it, and my playing would not be infringing on anybody else.
In conversation
Presenter asks
Would you regard yourself as a romantic?
Now that you've asked the question, perhaps I would regard myself in that way. But I think a carrier of news. The old ballad singers used to um carry the news. They would sing the songs on the streets and sell their broadsheets. And I think perhaps some of the s these songs carry my version of the news.
Presenter asks
What do you remember about the impact of your father's death when you were eleven?
Well, it it was the biggest thing in all our lives, and to this day we we still uh w were affected greatly by it. He went in to have a toenail removed. And uh something went wrong and uh he didn't survive the toenail being removed. ... My next memory of it was I was in fifth class in national school, and the priest, Father McNally, came in, and Father McNally told me in nineteen fifty six that I think you should go home. I think your mammy wants to see you. And when I got home I knew there was something awry. The house was in darkness, and all the neighbours were there. I remember a man called Joe McGown, a neighbour, saying to me, You're the man of the house now.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Presenter
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs archive. For rights reasons, we've had to shorten the music.
Presenter
Elements of this programme may offend or upset some listeners. The programme was originally broadcast in 2007.
Presenter
My castaway this week is the legendary musician Christy Moore.
Presenter
His stature and influence in Irish folk music is unparalleled. The heart of his music pulses with the folk tradition, but the lyrics roam into areas of deep cultural and political controversy. A passionate performer, he's the archetypal Irish poet and protest singer. In the late seventies Special Branch raided the launch of his album H Block. His songs have been banned by both London and Dublin courts, and as recently as two thousand four he was held by police and questioned about his lyrics and lifestyle.
Presenter
But not all the struggles he's dealt with have been political. By his own admission he wasted years, maybe even decades, boozing and binging on drugs. One drink, he has said, is too many. A thousand would not be enough. Having cleaned up his act, he was then forced to confront the devastating legacy of his father's early death, and how profoundly it had affected his life. Christie Moore, the notion of the troubadour is a a romantic one, you know, driven by music and idealism and openness to new experiences. Would you regard yourself as a romantic?
Christy Moore
Now that you've asked the question, perhaps I would regard myself in that way. But I think a carrier of news. The old ballad singers used to um carry the news. They would sing the songs on the streets and sell their broadsheets. And I think perhaps some of the s these songs carry my version of the news.
Presenter
So it's not so much romantic, it's actually about doing a service, doing a it's a job for the community to record things and let people see them and hear them.
Christy Moore
It's probably a mixture of both those things. You know, I I couldn't say it's either or both descriptions appealed to me this morning.
Presenter
Uh now you too, Elvis Costello, Billy Bragg, the Pogues, all these people in contemporary pop music and rock music who've credited you with influencing them in very important ways. I I wonder what it is in your music you think has spoken to them, these these people in these groups that I've just mentioned?'Cause it's not an it's not an obvious link.
Christy Moore
Um
Christy Moore
I suppose my my love, my almost obsession with with singing songs and I I get very involved passionately with the songs wh while performing. And I t I think that is perhaps what
Christy Moore
makes people or helps people to listen. I simply get lost in performance. Uh I feel like I'm in a place that I cannot be reached. And I believe in performance it's the three elements of the song, the singer and the listener that make for the magic that sometimes happens at concerts.
Presenter
There was a a period of time when you couldn't perform. You found you couldn't perform. Maybe we'll talk about that in more detail later. But recently you've come back to performing. You've been reunited with those things you've just described. How does that feel?
Christy Moore
Wonderful. After 1999 I I really thought I would never be able to go on stage again, and it just has grown back from that point.
Christy Moore
And it's been wonderful.
Presenter
Tell me about your first choice this morning.
Christy Moore
Well, the first singer who caught my attention was my mother. My mother sang all the time. She sang at the sink, she sang in the kitchen, and she also sang in the Dominican church in Newbridge and County Kildare. And that was always a very strange sensation to be at Mass on Sunday morning and to hear my mother in the organ loft singing sometimes Ave Maria.
Speaker 2
What's your pain?
Speaker 2
Oh me no store.
Presenter
Felicity Lott singing Ave Maria and very strong memories, Christy Moore, there of your mother. So music was in the house. Your mother was a great singer.
Christy Moore
Very much so. She gave me an appreciation of a good song.
Christy Moore
Diction was very important to her, and right up until the time she died I would play my new songs to her.
Presenter
You were born in nineteen forty five in County Kildare. I mean it must be a very different place. Now, what was it like i in those early days when you were uh being brought up there?
Christy Moore
Well, Newbridge is a garrison town. It's also where all the race race tracks are, a lot of racing trainers around. So when I was growing up it was nuns, brothers, priests, jockey boys and soldiers.
Presenter
I it's very easy for that to sound like a very kind of cliche, you know, for for anybody else to interpret Irish culture in that way apart from an Irishman might sound a bit offensive, but essentially that was the reality of it.
Christy Moore
But it's my reality, you know, it's my experience.
Presenter
So music was there. You were one of six children. But but it I mean, it's important to understand you weren't brought up in any sort of poverty. I mean, this was a a family that that had resources and things were decently done and properly done.
Christy Moore
You know, we weren't well to do, but we certainly had everything we needed. We were blessed in that way. There were six of us there was myself, Eilish, Anne, Terry, Andy, and Barry and we were a very happy family until nineteen fifty six, I suppose, when when Daddy left.
Presenter
We we'll talk about that a little later on, if if you don't mind. Just now I I want to get a sense of I mean you said your to your mother diction was very important. I mean you actually had elocution lessons.
Christy Moore
Yes, but Mrs. Mary O'Sullivan, who
Christy Moore
Taught me elocution, also gave me piano lessons and, again singing techniques.
Presenter
Now explain this to me. This wasn't to get rid of the Irishness, because of course a lot of peo I mean, I know coming from Scotland, there can be a sense that that to speak with a strong accent, you know, means that you're culturally somewhat inferior. I mean, what was what was behind your mother wanting the elocution lessons and all those other proper things?
Christy Moore
Would you believe it? I've never even wondered why. I've never thought of that. I don't know what she was at.
Presenter
Emma Ho Yash.
Christy Moore
Hey, ma'am, ho way Ash, what were you doing there, mummy?
Presenter
And you were performing too?
Christy Moore
I began to perform quite early on. As a boy soprano I sang in the choir, and I also sang in what in those days were called variety concerts.
Christy Moore
And I would be wheeled out and I would sing Kevin Barry in The Meeting of the Waters. And so I I went on stage early on.
Presenter
Now, your second choice this morning is rather unique for us in that you very kindly recorded it for us this morning in the studio. Tell me what it is.
Christy Moore
Well I befriended Mike Watterson in the late 60s when I played in his folk club, or the family folk club in Hull. And this song I heard his brother-in-law Martin Carthy sing it and I just thought it was very very powerful and it's one of those songs that people don't quite know how to react to it.
Christy Moore
I think it's a really good piece of writing.
Christy Moore
Oh, there was a woman, and she lived on her own, Slaved on her own, Skivvied on her own She'd two little boys and two little girls She lived all alone Wid her husband He was a hunk of a man, A chunk of a man and a punk of a man A hunk o' the runk and spunk of a man Such a boozy browsing bully of a husband
Presenter
My castaway Christy Moore singing A Stitch in Time. And as I mentioned, Christy, you very kindly recorded that for us this morning. You you said after the recording you weren't entirely happy with it. What what in your eyes was wrong with that? Sounded perfect to me.
Christy Moore
Well, it's the way the voice sounds in the early morning. Particularly I've I've been singing for the last four nights, so there's a huskiness in my voice that takes quite a while to to um
Christy Moore
Disappear.
Presenter
Wh when you were singing as a little boy, were you conscious that uh you were making a connection with an activity that was almost stitched into your soul? Did it seem right?
Christy Moore
Yes, I I took to it from early on. As a boy soprano I took to it. What really I think was a turning point for me was when I was sixteen I I sang Tit Willow in the Mikado, and the effect that had on the audience
Christy Moore
But something dawned on me.
Christy Moore
There's something there's something going on here.
Christy Moore
And it really turned me on.
Presenter
They were in your spell, were they, watching?
Christy Moore
Something happened, yeah. And I also was under the under a spell.
Presenter
I want to rewind back to when you were um eleven, I think it was, your father died. Uh he was in his very early forties. That must have had a profound effect on you and your brothers and sisters and your mother.
Christy Moore
Well, it it was the biggest thing in all our lives, and to this day we we still uh w were affected greatly by it. He went in to have a toenail removed.
Christy Moore
And uh something went wrong and uh he didn't survive the toenail being removed.
Presenter
It was to do with the anaesthetic, was it?
Christy Moore
It was to do with the anaesthetic.
Presenter
Yeah.
Christy Moore
My next memory of it was I was in fifth class in national school, and the priest, Father McNally, came in, and Father McNally told me in nineteen fifty six that I think you should go home. I think your mammy wants to see you. And when I got home I knew there was something awry.
Christy Moore
The house was in darkness, and all the neighbours were there.
Christy Moore
I remember a man called Joe McGown, a neighbour, saying to me, You're the man of the house now.
Presenter
'Cause you were the eldest boy.
Christy Moore
Yeah, and you'll have to take care of your mother and brothers and sisters.
Presenter
And there you are aged eleven.
Christy Moore
Yeah.
Presenter
It's very difficult to imagine the impact that that has on an eleven-year-old. At the time, did you feel the weight of it, or were you simply dealing with the the sadness of losing your father?
Christy Moore
That's a
Christy Moore
I don't know. I really don't know wh what I was do. I remember asking mammy the following the day after the funeral.
Christy Moore
I remember going into mummy and saying, Are we going to be poorer now?
Christy Moore
So obviously that was a concern of mine. Were we going to be poor?
Presenter
For your mother at the time, in a practical sense, what did it mean? I mean, she presumably.
Christy Moore
Uh
Presenter
I had to start work.
Christy Moore
But she basically went out and and
Christy Moore
became the earner. She had a small shop in New Buddery, small grocery shop.
Christy Moore
She took took over the shop and and ran it.
Presenter
At the same time as having six kids. I mean, how how young would her youngest have been when she was working?
Christy Moore
Well, Barry was only four or five months old when Daddy died. I'd left my mother uh
Christy Moore
without without her or her beloved for all of her life, and and she missed him every day.
Presenter
She was thirty seven.
Christy Moore
She was thirty seven, yeah, and she spoke about him every day.
Christy Moore
You know, I didn't realise the consequence until my youngest son was eleven.
Christy Moore
and it dawned on me the effect it would have on him. And that was the first time I began to realize what effect it might have had on us. And uh I've developed a a relationship with my father over the years, and uh in the last twelve or fifteen years I have a really good relationship with him now.
Christy Moore
I talked to both of them and um
Christy Moore
It seems to help.
Presenter
Tell me about your third track.
Christy Moore
In my earlier days I used to play piano, but what I loved to do then was to try and play early rock'n'roll.
Christy Moore
And this is one of the songs I used to play on the piano and I used to sing.
Christy Moore
I'm just a lonely boy.
Speaker 3
I'm just a lonely boy
Speaker 3
Lolly in blue.
Speaker 3
I'm all alone.
Speaker 3
Good nothing to do
Speaker 2
Uh
Speaker 3
Uh
Speaker 2
I've got everything.
Speaker 3
Uh
Speaker 2
You could say
Speaker 3
But all I want is
Speaker 3
Is someone to love?
Presenter
Paul Anchor and Lonely Boy. It it seems incredible, Christine Robert, that when it came to um getting the gigs, you had to come to Britain. I mean, given Ireland's very long and distinguished folk tradition, it it was in in England, in Britain, that we wanted to hear what you had to say.
Christy Moore
Well, the way the way it evolved, I used to play in the Irish pubs around London. And then I went to a folk club. I went to my first folk club, which was in the Scotts House, and Annie Briggs was the guest. And Annie Briggs stood up in the corner of the room and sang, and the whole room listened. And this was hey, this is interesting. I learnt the the craft of what I do here. I befriended so many wonderful singers, travelled to hundreds and hundreds of folk clubs. It had a huge effect upon me.
Presenter
Music critics have said there was a great quote that I read somewhere, it said, Your stage presence is that of a truculent bricky. Which is a great phrase. And you you know, you've sung songs like I mean you're well known for songs like Paddy on the Road and Don't Forget Your Shovel. You know, it suggests you recognise that there's something to be got out of playing up to a certain stereotype, not not just humour.
Christy Moore
Well I did quite a bit of that in the early days, but I met a man called Bruce May, who was then managing Ralph MacTell, and he was very critical of my performance. And he said you've got to stop playing stage paddy. He said you've got a good voice. He said you've got to be more serious about your repertoire.
Christy Moore
And uh I also uh went to Ewan McCall's club and that was uh an eye-opener.
Presenter
I want to ask you about that, because you and McCall obviously this huge figure within folk, and and Dominic Behan you were fortunate enough to rub up against them and and see them and and presumably chat to them. Did they become friends and influences?
Christy Moore
MacCall I only met him a few times. He became a huge influence, but I certainly did not know him well. But I did meet himself and Peggy Seeger occasionally.
Christy Moore
And McCall was singing old songs, but also new songs, and he was writing as he went along.
Christy Moore
And he sowed the seed that perhaps one day I might write a song.
Presenter
In those early days then of performing, what about the lifestyle that surrounded it? I'm thinking now of downing pints before or after a gig. Tell me about that.
Christy Moore
Well, the lifestyle was chaotic, but it was wonderful.
Christy Moore
I mean I loved it, travelling around England and Scotland with all these pretty wild guys.
Christy Moore
A lot of partying, a lot of travelling.
Christy Moore
Good time.
Presenter
Tell me about your fourth record.
Christy Moore
Well the Clancy brothers changed my life. I heard the Clancy Brothers and I averted my gaze from Elvis and Buddy Holly and all those American rock'n'roll singers and I heard this sound that was in my own dialect. I heard these songs that I seemed to know and it was every bit as exciting and I wanted some of it.
Speaker 3
Brennan on the moor, ball, brave and undaunted, was young Brennan non the moor. Though Brennan's wife had gone to town, provisions for to buy.
Christy Moore
More for reba
Speaker 3
And when she saw Willie, she commenced to weep and cry, Said hand to me that in pity, as soon as Willie spoke. She handed him a ball on the bus from underneath her throat, For young Brennan on the boat.
Speaker 3
Brennan on the ball of all, brave and undaunted was young Brennan.
Presenter
The Clancy Brothers and Brennan on the Moor. You brought out your first record when was it? End of the 60s? 1969.
Christy Moore
Yeah, I think it's a little bit of a majority.
Presenter
Right. What was that and how did it sell?
Christy Moore
I met Dominic Behan at a there was a concert for Irish Civil Rights in Shepherd's Bush late nineteen sixty eight, and I befriended Dominic Behan, and he said to me late that night, Would you like to make a record? He said, I will make a record with you. And he did. He was true to his word.
Presenter
Did you play it to your mum?
Christy Moore
Of course I did, yeah. The first copy I got I posted it home to to mother and she was well pleased. She was very, very proud of of what I was doing because she loved singing so much herself, and perhaps I was living out her dream.
Presenter
That's what I wanted to ask you. Do you think I mean, you said she had a quite a beautiful and distinct voice. Do you think she would have loved to have pursued that herself?
Christy Moore
I think she would like to have been a serious singer.
Christy Moore
You know, she loved to sing. She got lost in her singing.
Presenter
Life as a travelling musician, as you've described it, Christy, this unstable, demanding, carousing life that you were having in the seventies. You were doing that in Britain, but you returned to Ireland and found in the early seventies the woman who was to become your love, Val Isaacson. How did you meet?
Christy Moore
Valerie and I met in MacDaid's pub in Harry Street on a lovely summer's evening.
Christy Moore
And we've been together ever since.
Presenter
Did you chatter up?
Christy Moore
Well, I was instantly smitten, of course I did, I'm still chatting her up.
Presenter
Because of the life you've led I mean, the life of a musician on the road is a very demanding one, not just for him or her, but for the people who are left at home. I mean, in a sense, she has been at home minding what has been going on there. That that's a lot to ask of someone.
Christy Moore
Indeed it is. I mean, she created the the home and she reared our three beautiful children our chaddults as I call them now. I'm blessed that she put up with me.
Presenter
A strong woman?
Christy Moore
Fury.
Presenter
Tell me then about the the group that you formed around about this time.
Christy Moore
After the first album with Dominic Behan, I wanted to work with Irish musicians who would have more feeling for the songs. And Bill Leader came to Ireland with me in 1971 or 72 and we recorded an album which went so well that we decided to form a band and that band was called Planksty and that was a wonderful time.
Presenter
Tell me about your next track, number five.
Christy Moore
I first heard the Ilen pipes when I was 17 or 18 and it so happened that the first player I heard was also the player I perceived to be the best, Liam O'Flynn from Kildare and he was a member of Planksty along with myself, Andy Irvine and Donald Lunny. And this piece of music is very special to me for many different reasons, but probably mostly because of the way it sounds.
Presenter
Planksty and Tomsha Imcoller. Is that all right?
Christy Moore
That was beautiful.
Presenter
Very nerve-wracking to say in front of you. It was during the seventies, Christine Bohr, that your political voice started to be heard in your songwriting. Was that I mean, you've described your career as this very organic thing that just g just grew. I mean, there wasn't a deliberate decision, was there, to to be the voice of uh a certain political contingent in Ireland?
Christy Moore
No, no. I moved back to Ireland and um
Christy Moore
Things were changing in Ireland, the atmosphere was changing, and uh when I left Planksty in 1974, I suppose again it was like
Christy Moore
The message of Ewan McCall I felt perhaps I needed some relevance in my work.
Christy Moore
I then was invited into the H blocks.
Christy Moore
And I was asked would I consider writing a song about the situation that was emerging in the H blocks.
Presenter
And what did you want to say in those songs? I mean, you were not simply painting pictures.
Christy Moore
Well, I suppose I wanted to carry the news. I wanted to tell the story as I saw it.
Presenter
And you also put Bobby Sand's lyrics to to to music as well.
Christy Moore
I certainly began to sing them.
Christy Moore
At this time Bobby Sand's name didn't mean anything to me. He was just a young man, and he had a pen name he always signed his writings as Marcella.
Christy Moore
and I came across these two songs and began to sing them.
Christy Moore
One I wish I was back home in derry.
Christy Moore
And the other is McLhatton.
Christy Moore
and two very, very fine songs.
Presenter
And I mentioned in the introduction this album H block. Tell me, that the albums themselves were seized. I mean, what what actually happened when you released that album?
Christy Moore
Well, there was a launch in the Brazenhead in Dublin, and the launch was raided by the Special Branch, and they took everybody's name and address, and they confiscated all the albums. And of course you couldn't have better publicity for an album. Everybody in the country wanted it after that, so the Special Branch did a right bit of PR for us.
Presenter
And what did they I mean, particularly what did they object to? They were objecting to words within the songs, they were objecting to the intent to radicalise people.
Christy Moore
The very fact that an album has been released called Hedgeblock.
Christy Moore
They objected to that.
Presenter
And were you charged with anything?
Christy Moore
No.
Christy Moore
No.
Presenter
Did you ever get the albums back?
Christy Moore
No.
Christy Moore
No. Many years later I met some of the detectives who were on the raid and they admitted that they were amongst their most cherished belongings with those albums, you know. So it was all a lot of ambivalence, a l a lot of contradiction, a lot of confusion.
Christy Moore
You know, that's the way it was.
Presenter
Taking up the republican cause, did you see it in very black and white terms, or did you have a degree of self doubt about what was being perpetrated in the name of republicanism?
Christy Moore
At the time I saw it in black and white. But certain things happened along the way. I mean I mean obviously in the lead up to the hunger strike and during the hunger strike, it was very black and white.
Presenter
And you've said that much of your musical life you were driven by anger, both justifiable and unjustifiable. Wh where did the anger come from?
Christy Moore
I suppose it partly came from perceived injustice towards others. I suppose some of it was buried deep inside. I still suffer to this day from anger. It surges up into me sometimes, and it's horrible.
Presenter
Was that what all the drinking was about, quelling the anger?
Christy Moore
I've no idea. Um it's it's very hard to define alcoholism. It's very hard to define where it comes from or what causes it. I think no two alcoholics have the same uh story.
Christy Moore
But certainly oblivion was what I sought for a long time.
Presenter
Tell me about your next record. It's uh record number six.
Christy Moore
When I first heard Luke Kelly sing I was very, very struck, not only by the power of his voice, but by the emotion he he put into his singing. I worshipped Luke Kelly because of the way he sang.
Christy Moore
And I would love to hear Luke Kelly sing the Ballad of Johil.
Speaker 3
I dreamed I saw Joe Hill last night, Alive as you and me. Says I, But Joe, you're ten years dead, I never died, says he, I never died, says he.
Speaker 3
In Salt Lake City Joseph, him standing.
Presenter
Luke Kelly and Joe Hill. Your sympathy for the IRA stopped abruptly in 1987. Why was that?
Christy Moore
I suppose Enniskillen Enniskillen and then Warrington and
Christy Moore
Proxy bombs.
Presenter
What was it about those things? Because I mean civilians hadn't been immune from attack before.
Christy Moore
It was just the end of um the line for me. I I could no longer
Christy Moore
Support the armed struggle.
Presenter
I wonder when you see Martin McGuinness sitting side by side with Ian Paisley, as we've seen in recent weeks, w what goes through your head?
Christy Moore
That I never thought I'd see the day, and hopefully the killing is over.
Presenter
For yourself, as I say, you stopped supporting the IRA in 1987. It was the same year that you yourself had a heart attack. What happened?
Christy Moore
I was at home and I began to feel very, very strange.
Christy Moore
I knew there was something going on, so I just went to the doctor.
Christy Moore
who told me I was I'd had a heart attack.
Presenter
I'm conscious also in asking you about this that you don't necessarily want to dwell in on in your alcoholism and dwell on taking drugs because you're clean and happy now. But it's important to try to understand a little bit more of who you are and what you've been through, that we talk about it a little bit at least. So at that point you did what? You you stopped taking drugs.
Christy Moore
Certainly when I was in the intensive care it was my intention to stop everything.
Christy Moore
But I recovered and I came back out and my intention wasn't sufficient. I went back to drink again. And that's when I realized that uh I I can't handle this. I really am I'm beaten here. And that's when my journey began, when I reached out uh for help.
Presenter
And tell me before that then, what had you what had you been taking? I mean, what were your drugs of choice and how much would you drink?
Christy Moore
Oh dear.
Christy Moore
I just dr I I drank too much and um I got I got into substances and um
Christy Moore
It it is quite uncomfortable, isn't it, to talk about it?
Christy Moore
Um
Christy Moore
I I I ju I just s sought uh the company of others who had ha ha had the same illness and disease that I I suffered and uh
Christy Moore
That's where it began.
Presenter
Tell me about your next track.
Christy Moore
Well, as I said, I first encountered Ewan in his club in King's Cross about nineteen sixty eight, and right through I would keep hearing new McCall songs, and then when I heard this song, The Joy of Living, which I believe may have been his last song.
Christy Moore
I thought what a beautiful way to mark.
Christy Moore
The end.
Speaker 3
Sun warmed rock and the cold of Bleaklow's frozen sea The snow and the wind and the rain of hills and mountains
Speaker 3
Days in the sun and the tempered wind and the airlike wine
Speaker 3
And you drink and you drink till you're drunk Come the joy of living.
Presenter
Ewan McCall with Peggy Seeger and the joy of living. By the late nineties, Christy, you were working flat out. I mean, were you something of a workaholic?
Christy Moore
I think that's what happened really. I think I became a workaholic.
Christy Moore
I became totally obsessed with.
Christy Moore
Work.
Presenter
So then when you were going flat out, you you suffered from what, a s panic attack, so you had a
Christy Moore
Well, certainly what happened to me initially was much more than a panic attack. Everything was taken from me.
Christy Moore
And I could not communicate with anybody, I could not go out the door, answer the phone, pick up the guitar.
Christy Moore
And uh I really believed I would never walk again.
Presenter
So you had a complete breakdown.
Christy Moore
Yeah, yeah. And Val really nursed me back.
Presenter
Could you literally not talk?
Christy Moore
Literally.
Presenter
Not not even to your wife.
Christy Moore
Um well, when I say I I could not have a conversation uh
Christy Moore
F in the early days of it I I could communicate with Val, but
Christy Moore
N not very well.
Presenter
But that must have been terrifying.
Christy Moore
It was it was terrifying, you know.
Presenter
Yeah.
Christy Moore
Yeah.
Christy Moore
My father really came into play on that one.
Christy Moore
I had a particularly good friend, a man called Patrick Nugent.
Christy Moore
who not only was my GP, but he was a very, very spiritual and compassionate man, Patrick Newj Nugent suggested that I talk to my father.
Christy Moore
And he created this image for me.
Christy Moore
He said, What I want you to do is I want you to
Christy Moore
Imagine that you're on a surfboard, heading towards the shore, and you're holding your father's hand.
Presenter
And to somebody who'd lost their father at eleven that's a very powerful image indeed.
Christy Moore
It was, yeah, yeah.
Christy Moore
It was the start of a new relationship.
Presenter
And this anger that you've spoken about, did you did the anger start to ebb away, the anger that was somewhere deep inside?
Christy Moore
Partly, yeah. It it it still is ebbing away.
Christy Moore
I I realize now that uh when it starts to come up I can't deal with it alone, and I ask my mother and father to give me a dig out.
Presenter
You didn't think you would ever perform again. You thought that that was it. You would never go out live and pick up your instrument in front of an audience and express yourself. What happened to change that?
Christy Moore
Well, in in my head I have it down to meeting up with Declan Sinnott again.
Christy Moore
one of my old colleagues from Movin' Hearts, and we just started to play together.
Christy Moore
For fun. Oh yeah. Th then Declan's fiftieth party and we got up and played together and Donald Lunny was there and the three of us played.
Christy Moore
And it was okay.
Christy Moore
It all just drifted back again.
Presenter
Tell me about your final piece of music.
Christy Moore
I heard John Riley first. I was seventeen or eighteen.
Christy Moore
And John was a a man of the road, a knight of the road. He was a tinker man, but he had a store of the most beautiful songs. I never forget John Reilly he's with me all the way along the way, and I still sing some of his songs, but not so often these days.
Christy Moore
But when I do
Christy Moore
I'm imbued with the spirit of his singing, and uh
Christy Moore
It's it's a beautiful thing.
Speaker 3
There was three of the gypsies camped of our hall door, Deek and breath and bodily o But is one sung high and the other sang low, And the lady sang draggle taggle gypsy
Presenter
John Riley and Raggle Taggle Gypsy, you were transported whilst listening to that. What is it is there something of the essence of Ireland or something of the essence of folk in what you hear there?
Christy Moore
I cannot describe it really. As I listen there I realise I'd love to pay homage to Tom Munley, to Seamus Ennis and to Frank Hart, who dedicated their lives to going out, meeting the likes of John Reilly and recording, because without their efforts all this would have been lost.
Presenter
I'm going to ask you now, of course, to transport yourself mentally to this desert island, and you get I will give you the Bible and the complete works of Shakespeare. What other book would you like to take with you?
Christy Moore
I'd like to have um the Francis Child collection of popular songs of England and Scotland, uh, full volumes.
Presenter
You may have that, and the luxury.
Christy Moore
A SET OF ILIN PIPES. They say it takes twenty one years to master the Illin Pipes, and I would have the time to dedicate it, and my playing would not be infringing on anybody else.
Presenter
Right, you may have those. And which record would you save if you could had to pick just one?
Christy Moore
I would opt for Tom Shah Imkullah, I am in my sleep. I would gladly listen to that every night as I seek slumber.
Presenter
Christy Moore, thank you very much for letting us hear your desert island discs.
Christy Moore
It's been a great pleasure, thank you.
Presenter
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Presenter asks
What actually happened when you released the H-Block album?
Well, there was a launch in the Brazenhead in Dublin, and the launch was raided by the Special Branch, and they took everybody's name and address, and they confiscated all the albums. And of course you couldn't have better publicity for an album. Everybody in the country wanted it after that, so the Special Branch did a right bit of PR for us.
Presenter asks
Why did your sympathy for the IRA stop abruptly in 1987?
I suppose Enniskillen Enniskillen and then Warrington and Proxy bombs. ... It was just the end of um the line for me. I I could no longer Support the armed struggle.
Presenter asks
What happened when you suffered a complete breakdown in the late nineties?
Well, certainly what happened to me initially was much more than a panic attack. Everything was taken from me. And I could not communicate with anybody, I could not go out the door, answer the phone, pick up the guitar. And uh I really believed I would never walk again.
“I simply get lost in performance. Uh I feel like I'm in a place that I cannot be reached. And I believe in performance it's the three elements of the song, the singer and the listener that make for the magic that sometimes happens at concerts.”
“I've developed a a relationship with my father over the years, and uh in the last twelve or fifteen years I have a really good relationship with him now. I talked to both of them and um It seems to help.”
“I still suffer to this day from anger. It surges up into me sometimes, and it's horrible.”
“I recovered and I came back out and my intention wasn't sufficient. I went back to drink again. And that's when I realized that uh I I can't handle this. I really am I'm beaten here. And that's when my journey began, when I reached out uh for help.”