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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
Explorer who became the first person to walk unaided to both poles, later an environmental campaigner.
Eight records
Scott of the Antarctic (film excerpt)
This is the bit that got me as a kid.
This song just really encapsulates for me that feeling of longing for home, emptiness, and the overpowering... beauty of the Antarctic.
Chorus of the Hebrew Slaves (from Nabucco)
Chorus and Orchestra of the German Opera of Berlin
In many ways our team of eight from seven nations were slaves to the place we were in, the Arctic Ocean.
This was my introduction really to to young people today. It opened a a door for me.
This record sums up for me the moment where I arrived back and I had no idea who I was at all. This was the beginning of a mad period in my life.
I just feel that one must celebrate friendship because friends are what it's all about really.
The keepsakes
The book
The Times Comprehensive Atlas of the World
The Times
No question I would take [a] giant special version please of the Times World Atlas so I could see where I'd been in my life … and just for once know where I was on my desert island
The luxury
I think definitely it has to be a course and a very good course on accountancy. … So it'll be a great luxury for me to sit there on the desert island and think, right, at last I understand what all these people have been telling me for the last 40 years
In conversation
Presenter asks
Are you saying that [physical courage] is the easy bit?
It really is actually the easy bit, when you're saying you're going to go to the South or North Pole. If you have the right mindset, you start your journey and you either get there or die. It's actually really quite simple.
Presenter asks
How old were you when you saw that film [Scott of the Antarctic]?
Well, I was roughly about eleven years old when I saw that film and it just g it just grabbed me. I mean, it really grabbed me. Out of the screen, wham, I was hooked.
Presenter asks
Can you describe to me what that [flawless gaze of young men in the South] is?
It's far distant. It's rather cold, actually. But if you look look at it long enough, there is a... There's an inner warmth there... I think it's... It's burnt hearts. Because it is all a bit too much. It's a kind of long distance view. It's almost like they're looking through you out... And on to the horizon.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 3
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs archive. For rights reasons, we've had to shorten the music.
Speaker 3
The programme was originally broadcast in the year two thousand, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My castaway this week is an explorer. His appetite for adventure meant that by the age of twenty-eight he'd raised three and a half million pounds to retrace Scott's trek to the South Pole. Three years later, he'd recruited a multinational team for another gruelling journey to the North Pole. Thus, he was assured his place in history as the first man to walk unaided to both poles. These huge expeditions made him realize how threatened our planet was and encouraged him to become an environmental campaigner, a role in which his natural gift for communication has allowed him to excel.
Presenter
His energy and commitment, however, have been partnered by something less fulfilling, depression. The route down from the peaks of achievement, it seems, is something he's found hard to make. The qualities of real survival, he says, are the ability to cry, to ask for help. He is Robert
Presenter
What we admire, of course, in heroes like you, Robert, is your sheer physical courage, pitting yourself against those ferocious elements, you know, temperatures of minus fifty and so on. Are you saying that's the easy bit?
Robert Swan
It really is actually the easy bit, when you're saying you're going to go to the South or North Pole.
Robert Swan
If you have the right mindset, you start your journey and you either get there or die. It's actually really quite simple.
Presenter
Is it that simple? I mean, if I don't do this job, I die.
Robert Swan
I in my mind, yes, I made a commitment to myself.
Robert Swan
That I'd rather reach the poles than come back without reaching the poles.
Presenter
But you imply that you you therefore, en route, contemplate death.
Robert Swan
You don't contemplate death on a sort of minute by minute basis. It's not like that. You can make a mistake on a seventy day journey on the third day that could kill you on day sixty five. It's a war of attrition.
Presenter
But you've also known sheer terror out there, haven't you?
Robert Swan
I think at that stage, you know, I did this when I was quite young. I I really don't think that I'd created a shell round me that not much could get through. Even sheer terror couldn't get through. I think a fear of failure
Robert Swan
was more of a horror and a terror to me. Delivering back to all the people that made it possible was a a constant fear, a constant terror that I'd let somebody down.
Presenter
So when you look back on what you did in walking to those two poles, do you look back with a sense of pride and achievement or amazement that you even made it?
Robert Swan
A sense of pride which is only really now happening ten, twelve years after it. During it it was just really a question of put your head down and get on with it.
Presenter
Interesting though. I mean, I said, you know, you're an explorer. That's not what you like to be called at all, is it?
Robert Swan
No, uh the entire world has been photographed from outer space. So really we're not exploring anything. We're merely travellers in the footsteps of the real people like Scott, Shackleton and Amundsen.
Presenter
Tell me about your first record in that case.
Robert Swan
Well, I mean, this is this is the man. Um, it's all John Mills' fault. Uh this is a a section from Scott of the Antarctic, the film, and starring John Mills, and this is the bit that got me as a kid.
Presenter
This is the ma
Speaker 2
Had we lived?
Speaker 2
I should have had a tale to tell.
Speaker 2
of the hardihood
Speaker 2
Endurance.
Speaker 2
and courage of my companions.
Speaker 2
Which would have stirred the heart of every Englishman.
Speaker 2
Seems a pity.
Speaker 2
But I don't think.
Speaker 2
I can write more.
Speaker 2
These rough notes.
Speaker 2
and our dead bodies.
Speaker 2
Must tell a tale.
Speaker 2
For God's sake.
Presenter
Sir John Mills as Captain Scott delivering the last page of his diary. That was from the film Scott of the Antarctic. It is it's incredibly moving still, isn't it?
Robert Swan
It's just the most unbelievable story of courage, commitment, and the fact he was sitting there in the tent, Scott, writing that diary with frozen fingers, and that we could read it, and it was in perfect English, with proper punctuation.
Presenter
How old were you when you saw that film?
Robert Swan
Well, I was roughly about eleven years old when I saw that film and it just g it just grabbed me. I mean, it really grabbed me. Out of the screen, wham, I was hooked.
Presenter
But why, I wonder, why you, and why at that moment?
Robert Swan
Well, I think that people underestimate radically the power of teachers at school. And at my first school, Laysgarth School, had this history teacher, Mr. Tate, Stuart Tate, who just had passion. And he could bring history alive from a book. He could actually make it live. You could smell it. You could hear it.
Robert Swan
It just made me want to go into history somehow in a very small way. And I remember thinking, looking at the map at school on the wall, those school maps, and there were these sort of white fingers sticking up from the bottom of the world, the Antarctic. And I thought, what is this place, this massive continent? And even when I was eleven, this idea of the fact that nobody owns the Antarctic fascinated me.
Presenter
But of course that happens to a lot of young boys and they have heroes or they want to make their mark in history, as you say. But with you it stayed. You know, it became it became an obsession, effectively, didn't it?
Robert Swan
It became an obsession.
Robert Swan
Simply because
Robert Swan
I'm like that.
Robert Swan
I am an obsessive person, I'm trying not to be.
Speaker 2
I am
Robert Swan
It's got me to both poles. It's also got me into a few problems in my life. But in order to pull off something.
Robert Swan
As big as that, you have to have a single focus, a single aim that you cannot move away from. You can't do it half-heartedly. And I think also I was in a good position because I was number seven in the family, the youngest. And also, you can see when you're the youngest in a family, how short life is, and the fact that if you don't execute a dream early on, it will remain a dream.
Presenter
Tell me about your sick.
Robert Swan
In record.
Presenter
Yeah.
Robert Swan
Uh
Robert Swan
Well, a bit of nessen dormer I think is crucially important. I I I can't sing.
Robert Swan
But if I could sing.
Robert Swan
And I was walking to the South Pole. I think this is how I would feel. So this song just really encapsulates for me that feeling of longing for home, emptiness, and the overpowering. It is overpowering. It's almost too much. The beauty of the Antarctic.
Speaker 3
Maybe slightly rules were in men.
Robert Swan
One goes.
Presenter
Oh, splash
Speaker 3
Uh
Speaker 3
Predior batosolier with me.
Presenter
Andrea Bocelli as Calaf singing Nesundorma None Shall Sleep from Act three of Puccini's Turundot with the Moscow Radio Symphony Orchestra conducted by Vladimir Fedusayev.
Presenter
You've talked about seeing pictures again early on while this obsession was developing of Scott and his team and recognizing what's what's described as the flawless gaze of young men in the South. Can you describe to me what that gaze is?
Robert Swan
It's far distant. It's rather cold, actually.
Robert Swan
But if you look look at it long enough, there is a
Robert Swan
There's an inner warmth there and you
Presenter
But do you get it from having been there, or is it I mean, is it simply burnt eyes?
Robert Swan
No, I think it's
Robert Swan
It's burnt hearts.
Robert Swan
Because it is all a bit too much. It's a kind of long distance view. It's almost like they're looking through you out.
Presenter
And on to the horizon.
Robert Swan
Yeah.
Presenter
Of course it wasn't just your your eyes that got burned, was it? Um walking to the South Pole, or was it the North Pole? Your flesh got burned too.
Robert Swan
Well, both poles, we walked underneath this these things called holes in the ozone layer and I'd never heard about those things. But we did have bad skin damage, especially on the North Pole, and that was a huge shock to feel that one was walking underneath something that no one knew much about, and you were actually physically hit by it.
Presenter
But you actually smelled burning flesh, didn't you?
Robert Swan
Yeah, and and the skin peeled off and we hadn't read about this. We'd read about all other disasters in Captain Scott's diary, but we hadn't read about their faces being burnt off. It was a big shock.
Presenter
Again, we come back to who is this person who does these things. And I was reading the psychological report that you actually published about yourself, about all of the team, when you returned from the South Pole, the the reports on you beforehand. And what it said, one of the things it said about you, was that you were very self-assured and independent-minded, but that the reverse of that coin was that you can be insensitive to others, be a bit thick-skinned.
Presenter
Is that again what makes you a good person, as it were, to go into the jungle with?
Presenter
Yeah.
Robert Swan
Or not.
Robert Swan
I think actually deep down it's it's that I have been and remember that report was in you know nineteen eighty six I think that I created a box round myself I was very isolated as a person but I suppose to stay alive under hostile circumstances it probably helps that you're a bit thick skinned uh and you are rather insensitive.
Presenter
Because we should explain that that when we say you walked unaided, what that means, it means what? No dogs, no depots, no air supports, no radios?
Robert Swan
Well, on the South Pole we made a uh we wanted to respect
Robert Swan
the Scots and the Shackletons and the Amundsons.
Presenter
Do it just like that.
Robert Swan
And we felt, well not just like them, of course not. We had better clothing, better equipment, better everything, we had knowledge, so we were only kind of touching the surface, but we wanted to respect their commitment and their isolation. And I feel it's wrong with people who call themselves explorers going off into the great unknown and then ringing up for help ten minutes later. So on the South Pole we carried nothing. No radios, no backup, no equipment, satellite stuff, nothing.
Presenter
So, you were your own dogs, as it were. Well, we were our own dogs.
Robert Swan
Well, we were our own dogs. I was the main dog because, um, you know, I was with the top, top people, Roger Meer and Gareth Wood. I mean, they're the best in the world. All I have to do is pull the sledge.
Presenter
Okay, so you're the dog. But if that dog then becomes a bit insensitive and a bit thick skinned, uh when you have nothing but each other, then every tiny act of selfishness must magnify.
Robert Swan
We had luckily, because we did it all traditionally, the South Pole. We went down on our own ship, we lived in a hut, five of us in a box no bigger than this studio, for nine and a half months. We kind of got through quite a lot of that.
Presenter
But you had some huge battles of
Robert Swan
Oh, unbelievable. And you know, it's interesting to look back on it and see how from that experience one did actually learn about things like insensitivity, in my case, maybe trying to be nice to everybody and failing across the board. But the key was the power to achieve the poll often came from that friction.
Presenter
Why? Can you explain that?
Robert Swan
Because it kept us on the edge. We were very, very different people coming together to to crack out a small piece of history. And I think that edge that was created between us, although it was difficult, ghastly and horrible, and it was difficult, it kept an edge. And that edge, when you're in a place that wants you dead, it's worth keeping that edge, otherwise you don't come home.
Presenter
Number three.
Robert Swan
Right, I think a bit of Hebrew slaves work from Verdi would would go down nicely. When we go to the North Pole, it's eight from seven nations. And the leader of the expedition, again, isn't me, it's our fantastic Russian doctor, Dr Misha Malakov, who the way he operated is very much like this record, very disciplined, and in many ways our team of eight from seven nations were slaves to the place we were in, the Arctic Ocean.
Robert Swan
Uh
Presenter
Chorus of the Hebrew Slaves from Verdi's Nabucco, performed by the Chorus and Orchestra of the German Opera of Berlin. So we've gathered, um, Robert Swann, that you didn't exactly sail through these expeditions. Is it true that even before you set out from the South Pole that you tried to blame John Mills in person for being there, for your being there?
Robert Swan
Well, absolutely. I mean, I was sitting in a hut in the Antarctic
Robert Swan
I hadn't seen a lady for eight months. I'd spent years putting an expedition together, and then on top of that, we as a team had to walk nine hundred miles to the South Pole. So I thought, well, I'd better tell John Mills.
Robert Swan
Now we couldn't really get many letters in and out, but I wrote him a letter saying, Dear John Mills, it's all your bloody fault that I'm sitting in a hut, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. You should have some recognition that your acting skills can have far reaching and rather painful results. Yours, Robert Swann.
Robert Swan
And I thought nothing had happened. Great. He sent me back a photograph of him in full Captain Scott kit in Ealing Studios, kind of fake snow, goggles. And he wrote across the top, and I I've still got it, If you don't look like this, Robert, after a while, you'll know you're going the wrong way. Yours, John Mills. I thought this is my man.
Robert Swan
And we
Robert Swan
Reached the pole and um I went to go and see him afterwards. Did you?
Presenter
And
Robert Swan
Well, because walking to the pole, as I tried to say at the beginning of the programme, is actually the easy bit. At the end of our expedition, we lost our ship. Southern Quest got crushed by ice. That meant leaving three people there, organising aeroplanes, ships to go and collect rubbish. Massive problems, big debts. So I went to John Mills and I said, John, you know, I owe a lot of money.
Presenter
You hadn't met him before.
Robert Swan
No, I hadn't. No, I went to go and see him. And he and we had just a fantastic conversation. I sort of thought, well, I'll tell him at the end, you know, I've got this huge debt. I've never had a job. How am I going to pay off the debt?
Robert Swan
And he looked at me and he said, You'll have to talk your way out of it, boy. And I said, I can't. I owe the bank the money. He said, No, no, no. Stand up and speak about it, Robert. And I said, I can't do it. And brilliantly he said, I'll teach you how. Did he?
Robert Swan
And we went and stood in his bathroom. I think Mary, his wife, thought we'd gone completely mad and
Robert Swan
He spent quite a lot of time, several days, teaching me as best he could, because I'm a slow learner, how to speak in public. And actually that's not only what paid off our debts once I managed to get reasonably good at doing it, it's actually the engine room of all we do now. So bless him. Not only was he responsible for the madness in the beginning, he's been responsible for helping achieve what we're now doing.
Presenter
So that's how you you you fund things? I mean, you raise lot um I you don't have to answer this question, but I mean, what do you get then for standing on your hind legs in front of what, a bunch of accountants, I presume, or or a b businessman of some kind, do you?
Robert Swan
Yeah, I mean it it started at two hundred and fifty
Robert Swan
pounds to schools and things and I've built it up over the years. And yes, I get paid over ten thousand pounds to go to America for an hour. Uh why? Because it's a story about people.
Presenter
Yes, but I wond how how deep is there anything beyond the simple metaphor that business is like walking to the pole, you know, leadership, courage, meeting your achievements, setting goals for yourself? Is it does it run any deeper than that?
Robert Swan
It has to,'cause that's all balls to me. All that sort of tarry on people.
Presenter
It's alright.
Robert Swan
The main thing I think people take from our story is that
Robert Swan
It's been, on the whole, a series of major catastrophes and disasters, and how did we overcome those? But it's just a great story, and people love it.
Presenter
Yeah, but do any of them give in their notes?
Robert Swan
Yeah, well sometimes it's a bit tricky. I think they come back and it's always difficult when they come on one of our trips, not to the Pole, but to the Antarctic. And they come back and telephone rings, I'm giving up, I'm going, you know, and all that. I have those problems. I said, well, look, hang on in there.
Robert Swan
stick with the program, otherwise the boss is going to kill me. And nearly always they stay and hopefully make a contribution in all seriousness in a much more positive way to the company, we hope.
Speaker 2
Uh
Presenter
Nearly always they
Presenter
Record number four.
Robert Swan
For well, I think a bit of underworld work now, this was my introduction really to to young people today. It opened a a door for me.
Presenter
Yeah. Empty.
Speaker 2
Good boy and all in your inner space boy ahead and good boy and feel
Presenter
underworld and born slippy. Let's um talk environment, uh Robert, because um you're a keynote speaker at the Rio Earth Summit, you're a special envoy for UNESCO these days, but you've had some very direct experience of global warming, haven't you?
Robert Swan
Young people really want to hear how it is rather than what people think it is. And when you've had incidents like we've had walking to the North Pole, hundreds of miles from the nearest land, you're in the middle of a frozen ocean and the damn place melts and it's never melted before at that time of year in Arctic history, it's a bit of a shock. So they need to hear those things. In our small way, what we try and do is to try and inspire young people on these absolutely desperate issues of ice caps melting, all these issues.
Presenter
So
Speaker 3
Under the feet.
Presenter
Uh
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
And clearing all that rubbish from the South Pole. Well, I don't quite understand what the rubbish is. Why is it what is it? Why is it there? Who put it there?
Robert Swan
Well, nobody owns Antarctica.
Robert Swan
But there are forty-four nations who govern and are part of the Antarctic Treaty. And in 1991, Jack Cousteau managed to get a treaty signed which preserved Antarctica on an environmental level for about fifty years, from 191 to 2041. And part of that treaty is all the governments signed up, rightly, to remove any of their existing rubbish. And all the richer nations, our country, done a fantastic job.
Speaker 3
What is the rubber?
Robert Swan
The rubbish is just stuff that's accumulated over the years at base camps, scientific base camps. What we try and do as part of our programme is to take on the removal of a thousand tons of rubbish from a Russian station in the Antarctic. That's part of the programme.
Presenter
But was it what again, what is this old oil drill?
Robert Swan
It's just drums and stuff, things, machines, things that people have left there over the years. We're just going to do the Russian rubbish for now. Uh, I think we'll just keep working on inspiring young people. We kind of owe it to them.
Presenter
Record number five.
Robert Swan
This is Yellow Ocean Club. This record sums up for me the moment where I arrived back and I had no idea who I was at all. This was the beginning of a mad period in my life.
Presenter
That was yellow, an ocean club. So, um, tell me about it, Robert. You were thirty-three, you'd walk to both poles, you were fated as a hero, and then
Presenter
Come.
Robert Swan
Well
Robert Swan
I think when you achieve as a team, but there was a personal achievement there, to be the first in history stupid enough to walk to both polls and you're standing out some outside number ten with the Prime Minister and all those sorts of things, it it's a bit a bit of a shock.
Robert Swan
But also there was something in me that just collapsed. Up until the age of thirty three I couldn't spell the word depression. And suddenly there was just this emptiness inside me which just blew me away totally. And I was in pain, I had a bad back and all kinds of problems. But that was no excuse. To become one step off being a major alcoholic, that's no excuse. And down I went. I went down big time.
Presenter
How far down was a full-scale breakdown?
Robert Swan
Well, no, I'm I'm being rather strange in in this type of thing. It was a full scale breakdown between nine o'clock at night and six o'clock in the morning, but from six o'clock in the morning to nine o'clock at night I still played the game as it's supposed to be played. In other words, I didn't drink then. And gradually I felt this hand coming from way down below saying we're going to get this man. And it just it blew my marriage apart, it blew every single thing that I'd held close to me apart. And most importantly of all, I believed I was living a lie.
Speaker 2
Yeah.
Robert Swan
I was going round telling everybody to be this, this, and this in my lectures, but actually what was I inside? Nothing.
Presenter
Would it have happened, do you think, if you hadn't gone to the polls?
Robert Swan
honest truth, it would have happened probably when I was about fourteen and it wouldn't have been drink, it would have been something intensely heavier. I think I had an engine ticking in me from a very early age, and thank God, and I mean that, that I was able to go to both poles.
Presenter
But you feel a bit more in control of it than you did, obviously.
Robert Swan
Oh yeah, I'm in control because I'm back. I s I'm not sure.
Presenter
And because you're
Robert Swan
But Control
Presenter
Yeah.
Robert Swan
Probably.
Presenter
Record number six.
Robert Swan
This is the kind of fight back bit. This is The Power of Love by Frankie Goes to Hollywood.
Speaker 3
Burn desire, love with tongues of fire, burns the soul.
Speaker 3
Maybe.
Presenter
Uh
Speaker 3
Yo
Presenter
Frankie goes to Hollywood and Power of Love and that, Robert, you say, is your fight back. Why?
Robert Swan
Well, I've always had a bit of difficulty with the words unconditional love and when young Barnaby
Robert Swan
My son was born.
Robert Swan
I remember sitting sitting looking at him with a dreadful hangover and I saw him sitting there, you know how children with food all over their face in one of those chairs that move on the table.
Robert Swan
And I thought
Robert Swan
He doesn't deserve this.
Robert Swan
a father like this. And I thought, I've got to take the steps. I've got to be unmacho enough to ask for help. And I tell you, it was such a relief to actually go and talk to people about it and be told, you know, there's nothing wrong with you, Robert, you're not an alcoholic, you've just got an engine that's blowing your brains out. So I think it's best that you just
Robert Swan
Calm it down a bit.
Presenter
Is that what you tell your business men these days, or do you let them go on believing you're mister Macho?
Robert Swan
No, I don't think that people believe I'm that. I really don't.
Robert Swan
However, when I'm speaking to those big audiences, I know that the majority of men in the audience, quite a lot of them, are struggling with this problem of drink.
Robert Swan
dominating them in some way. And I think that it's a relief for them when I mention only don't go on about it, just say, well, I have I've had my difficulties and I asked for help and and I think it does help people to see a so called tough macho person like me in theory
Robert Swan
Maybe having the guts just to say, Well, I've been there.
Presenter
What about um Barney? He's now six, isn't he? Um, having a a hero for a father, or anyway, a father who's who's made history, and put it like that. It can be a problem that, can't it? I mean, it can be an awkward legacy.
Presenter
You would know that.
Robert Swan
Absolutely. Uh and I had the privilege, and it was a privilege, to talk to Sir Peter Scott, Captain Scott's son, Eddie Shackleton, Lord Shackleton, Sir Ernest Shackleton's son, and they both said to me, Robert, for goodness' sake, make sure that you don't push it on your son. I'm aware of it, fingers crossed, I hope I can make it easy for Barney, but whatever happens, it won't be easy.
Presenter
But I wonder what it is, because as we've said now, if everything's been done, the world is a small place, as you say, been photographed from the outside and the inside and the upside. And uh, you know, somebody's recently well David Hempleman Adams, of course, recently become the first man to balloon to the North Pole. I suppose you could balloon to both poles, but you know, essentially the great adventures have been had and done, haven't they?
Robert Swan
Well, good luck to them if they want to float around in balloons. I think the the last true greatest exploration left on earth is to survive on it. And I believe those people will come from industry, business and commerce actually. There's where our future heroes and heroines come. Because to look after our world, it's sad but it's true. We have to look at the environment perhaps as a business opportunity. And those people who can manage to engineer that, that people can improve all these boring things like bottom lines and budgets and all the things I don't understand. But if they can improve it by looking after the world, maybe that gives people an extra incentive.
Speaker 2
Bros and heroins.
Presenter
How
Presenter
Record number seven.
Robert Swan
Fine young cannibals, good thing it's.
Robert Swan
My father was a pretty tough guy actually, but he was very fair.
Robert Swan
And he said to me when I was quite young, he said, Robert, you'll only ever have really five best friends. When you're young you think, nah, I'll have twenty-five but no, he was right and I just feel that one must celebrate friendship because friends are what it's all about really.
Speaker 3
That's been near
Speaker 3
We had to go
Presenter
Good things sung by the fine young cannibals. What do you do for holidays, Robert? Or don't you take them?
Robert Swan
I go to Norfolk, uh north west Norfolk, um buckets and spades, sailing, sand, and sometimes good weather, nearly always bad, but we love it.
Presenter
I thought you climbed mountains and ran marathons.
Robert Swan
Well, I do a bit of that in my spare time to keep fit, try and keep a bit of edge on.
Presenter
Keep a bit of edge on. This phrase that keeps cropping up. Why don't you take a bit of a drink?
Robert Swan
Yeah.
Robert Swan
Because I actually come on let's cut to the bone here. I'm actually one of the laziest people you'll ever meet.
Presenter
Really?
Robert Swan
Yes.
Presenter
Why'd you say that?
Robert Swan
Cause I am.
Robert Swan
I could do nothing professionally and that's why I can't wait to go to this desert island. I can't tell you how much I'm looking forward to it because that's really what I am. I'm really a very lazy person. Last record. This is Better Off Alone by Alice DJ.
Speaker 2
Your
Presenter
Alice D J and Better Off Alone.
Presenter
What about if you could only take one of those eight records with you to this island? Which one of all of them would you have to have?
Robert Swan
Oh, definitely. I'd take the last one better off alone, because obviously I'd be isolated on my island and I'd be thinking
Robert Swan
Come on, guys and girls, back there, you're the future, you've got the power, get on with it.
Presenter
And what book would you like to have with you?
Robert Swan
No question I would take the a giant special version please of the Times World Atlas so I could see where I'd been in my life, which is just about everywhere and just for once know where I was on my desert island. It'd be just fantastic just to sit there and say right, that's where I am and I'm not moving.
Presenter
And your luxury.
Robert Swan
Luxury
Robert Swan
I think definitely it has to be.
Robert Swan
A course and a very good course on accountancy.
Robert Swan
Because
Robert Swan
Accountancy in theory runs in my family.
Robert Swan
And I obviously didn't pick up those jeans. And everybody, all my brothers, especially my elder brother, has always been saying, Robert, will you please try and understand how money works and how companies work and all these things? So it'll be a great luxury for me to sit there on the desert island and think, right, at last I understand what all these people have been telling me for the last 40 years.
Presenter
Robert Swann, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your Desert Island discs.
Robert Swan
Great to be here.
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Robert Swan
Uh
Presenter asks
How far down was [your breakdown]? Was it a full-scale breakdown?
Well, no... It was a full scale breakdown between nine o'clock at night and six o'clock in the morning, but from six o'clock in the morning to nine o'clock at night I still played the game as it's supposed to be played... And gradually I felt this hand coming from way down below saying we're going to get this man. And it just it blew my marriage apart, it blew every single thing that I'd held close to me apart. And most importantly of all, I believed I was living a lie.
Presenter asks
What about Barney? Having a hero for a father can be an awkward legacy, can't it?
Absolutely. Uh and I had the privilege, and it was a privilege, to talk to Sir Peter Scott, Captain Scott's son, Eddie Shackleton, Lord Shackleton, Sir Ernest Shackleton's son, and they both said to me, Robert, for goodness' sake, make sure that you don't push it on your son. I'm aware of it, fingers crossed, I hope I can make it easy for Barney, but whatever happens, it won't be easy.
“I am an obsessive person, I'm trying not to be... It's got me to both poles. It's also got me into a few problems in my life. But in order to pull off something... As big as that, you have to have a single focus, a single aim that you cannot move away from.”
“I think actually deep down it's it's that I have been... very isolated as a person but I suppose to stay alive under hostile circumstances it probably helps that you're a bit thick skinned uh and you are rather insensitive.”
“I think the the last true greatest exploration left on earth is to survive on it. And I believe those people will come from industry, business and commerce actually. There's where our future heroes and heroines come.”