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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
Opera singer and leading bass baritone who established his reputation at British national operas and Covent Garden, best known for his acclaimed portrayal of Po
Eight records
My first record is one that I find uh quite amazing. It's an Elvis Presley um. Well, a rendition, let's call it. It's an amazing situation where the performer is about to perform and something goes just a little bit off the plan.
I remember one particular day that I was feeling very sore at my stepmother. So I started um singing. Smile, though your heart is aching. My heart was aching. And I didn't know exactly what I what it would do. But I had been stirred by singing in the past, and this time I was using it as a definite attempt to just change my feeling about my experience.
In my preparation for this great journey, one thing that was recommended was an aria from Don Carlos, El La Jamaimamo. And I remember listening to Nikolai Gyarov singing this aria. And um it actually just blew my mind.
My next record is from a great great performer, a great lady, whom I actually met face to face at the jewel yard, Maria Carlis. She was running master classes there, and I was one of the the um participants and um she uh was very strong, very beautiful woman and um her artistry was is something that is still unmatched.
Cello Suite No. 6 in D major, BWV 1012: I. Prélude
I find these suites liberating. The sound that that comes from the the cello and the way that Bach has has set up the melody is It's something that is not held. It's something that is freeing.
I find this particularly interesting because. The way he sang it and when I heard it many years ago, I thought, what a challenge that is because it's very difficult to sing. And that is one of the things that I'd have to um equip myself to in order to perform in this world of opera.
Piano Concerto No. 21 in C major, K. 467: II. AndanteFavourite
In my days in in New York, in the early days when I had to listen to a lot of classical music in order to train my ears to appreciate the style, one of the things I listened to um was um Mozart's uh s piano concerto in C major, and I remember even dancing to it.
Bob Thiele and George David Weiss
My last record is a very well special rendition. It's It's moved me to tears, um, the first time I Not real the first time I heard it, but I was actually looking out on a particular scene. It struck me that. There is always this choice between the horrible world for many of us and the wonderful world.
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The Power of Positive Thinking
Norman Vincent Peale
As a reminder in this desolate time that there is a possibility to turn … at next corner.
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In conversation
Presenter asks
Why [was playing Porgy] painful?
I broke down crying one day in rehearsals. Because um the emotion was so great and it touches parts that um most other situations in your life don't allow you to touch.
Presenter asks
How different was acting [in Shakespeare's Othello] as opposed to opera on the stage for you?
The acting is um pretty much the same about feeling, but the delivery um of the whole situation was Quite a shock. Having been sort of in the definite um guidelines of music where you have four beats or three beats to the bar and there is a conductor who's giving you the whatever tempo he decides that it should go out, uh you get to the situation with the play. And I remember actually the first read-through that um we had and Othello's first line was'tis better as it is. And I thought I could say it about fifty three different ways. Which one do I choose? Nobody's going to give me the cue. There's a long pause I could use before the line. How long do you wait? and so on and so forth. And suddenly I I felt a sort of imprisonment because what I dreamt as freedom Was actually a huge restriction. You make the choice, the total choice.
The recording
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Speaker 2
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. For rights reasons we've had to shorten the music. The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety nine, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My castaway this week is an opera singer. In a difficult childhood in Jamaica, he learned to escape through singing. His rich talent took him to the Juilliard School of Music in New York, where he wrestled with French, Italian, and the cold weather to emerge on the stage of the city opera. Nearly twenty-five years ago, he came to Britain, and it was here at the English, Scottish, and Welsh national operas and at Covent Garden that he established his reputation as a leading bass baritone. He's played many famous roles, but his Porgy in the Gleinborn production of Porgy and Bess stands out as possibly his greatest performance. Singing, he says, is about reaching peace. It does something for my soul. He is Willard White. I don't know if you object to my saying Porgy was possibly your greatest performance, Willard, but I remember a critic at the time saying it was as if you were born to the role. You have a sort of sense of ownership about it.
Willard White
No, I have no sense of ownership about it at all. It's something that I enjoy doing and.
Willard White
It was an exploration that I found um very pleasurable, very painful in in many areas, but it was good.
Presenter
Why painful? Because I know I mean there were stories of you actually weeping offstage at at certain points during it.
Willard White
Yes, I broke down crying one day in rehearsals.
Willard White
Because um the emotion was so great and it touches parts that um most other situations in your life don't allow you to touch.
Presenter
It's'cause it's a a a wonderful story, isn't it? It it about this this terribly d decent but desperately crippled man who lives in a tenement in South Carolina, who falls in love with a local beauty and she messes him about something rotten. But how how did you play it? Because Gershwin, of course, wrote that that Porgy should uh be pulled around on a goat cart, didn't he?
Willard White
He did, and um
Willard White
When I did it at Leinbourne, the question between myself and Trevenant, well, Trevenant proposed the question, I felt it before, and he said, How do we do this? Do we want him on his knees? And I said, Well, um my knees are not the greatest knees in the world, and um I've heard of many injuries suffered by poor gis on their knees and he says, Great.
Willard White
I don't want him on his knees because it kills the drama. I think it it inhibits the drama anyway.
Willard White
I said, Okay, we'll find a way to do it.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Willard White
So, um I spoke with the props department and we um
Willard White
devised, I suggested two sticks, one shorter than the other, to give a sort of twisted feature, and it was very acceptable.
Presenter
But did you
Presenter
You know, call on your experience at all, you know, your childhood in Jamaica and so on. Did did you feel something for the part, something from inside you?
Willard White
Oh, yes, absolutely. Um one particular experience that I had was watching a man when I used to go to the market with my mother, stepmother.
Willard White
In Kingston there was a man who used to get around on roller skates. That's all he had on a small piece of board, and he was so badly deformed he uh sat on this little device that he had put together and uh propelled himself through the streets, and he had a a very strong set of eyes, and if you had some money uh to give him, he'd be very grateful and he'd smile.
Willard White
but never like he was begging or inadequate in any way and in this interpretation of Porghi, um there it came flooding back.
Presenter
Hmm.
Presenter
Another a great black dramatic role is, of course, Othello, which you couldn't play in operatic terms because Ferdi's Othello is a tenor, but you have played Shakespeare's Othello at Stratford. How different was acting as opposed to opera on the stage for you?
Willard White
The acting is um pretty much the same about feeling, but the delivery um of the whole situation was
Willard White
Quite a shock.
Willard White
Having been sort of in the definite um guidelines of music where you have four beats or three beats to the bar and there is a conductor who's giving you the whatever tempo he decides that it should go out, uh you get to the situation with the play. And I remember actually the first read-through that um we had and Othello's first line was'tis better as it is.
Willard White
And I thought
Willard White
I could say it about fifty three different ways. Which one do I choose? Nobody's going to give me the cue. There's a long pause I could use before the line. How long do you wait? and so on and so forth. And suddenly I I felt a sort of imprisonment because what I dreamt as freedom
Willard White
Was actually a huge restriction. You make the choice, the total choice.
Presenter
Tell me about your first record.
Willard White
My first record is one that I find uh quite amazing. It's an Elvis Presley um.
Willard White
Well, a rendition, let's call it. It's an amazing situation where the performer is about to perform and
Willard White
Something goes just a little bit off the plan.
Speaker 4
I do the chairs in your parlour Seem empty and bare
Speaker 4
Do you gaze at your ball head?
Speaker 4
And wish you had hair.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Speaker 4
Filled with pain.
Speaker 4
Shall I come back?
Speaker 4
Look at
Speaker 4
Tell me, dear.
Speaker 4
Why you
Presenter
What a trooper she was in the background there. Mrs. Presley and
Willard White
Uh
Speaker 4
But yeah.
Presenter
Are You Lonesome Tonight? Well, at least one version of it. But, Willard, you used to sing Elvis at school, I think, did you?
Willard White
I did dabble a bit with the Elvis Preslip. And who else? Uh, Pat Boone, Dean Martin, Bing Crosby, Perry Como, Billie Eckstein. The the four tops I yeah, tried everything.
Presenter
And who else?
Presenter
You always then had a big voice, did you? You're always a big fella.
Willard White
Well, yes, I was a big fellow, um big voice, yes. People used to um be scared of my voice. I I I didn't understand um why they were jumping sometimes when I would speak, you know, suddenly after a silence. Or like the first day in um high school. I was just thirteen and I had to give my name.
Willard White
and all heads in front of me sort of went forward in this sort of ducking action as if something had hit them from the back, and uh then they turned and like a um conductor it said one, two, three, laugh and everybody laughed.
Presenter
But at what point did you m make the transition then from'cause you were surrounded p by pop, as you say, and by reggae. At what point did you go classical?
Willard White
Well, it was in school that um a music teacher started introducing classical music.
Willard White
And um we dabbled, we had to take this diet, it was sort of forced feeding.
Willard White
One day, though, I was singing out very loudly.
Willard White
but hiding behind somewhere so that I wouldn't be noticed. And at the end of the class she
Willard White
singled me out and said, Willard, I must speak to you.
Willard White
and she entered me in a competition. I sang um of all things Valentine's Aria from Gunnel's Faust in English.
Presenter
It's got quite high notes in it.
Willard White
It's quite high note and I had to squeeze it out. And then I sang um
Willard White
Where is Silvia? But in English also, who is Silvia?
Willard White
And there was a joke. Who is? Sylvia? Is she?
Presenter
And you won!
Willard White
And I won and um I had a scholarship and I dabbled with it and then it turned into um a love for this way of expression.
Presenter
Tell me about your second record.
Willard White
Oh, um Nat King Cole singing
Willard White
smile. And I remember one particular day that I was feeling very sore at my stepmother. So I started um singing.
Willard White
Smile, though your heart is aching. My heart was aching.
Willard White
And I didn't know exactly what I what it would do.
Willard White
But I had been stirred by singing in the past, and this time I was using it as a definite attempt to just change my feeling about my experience.
Willard White
and I started singing. It was low toned at first and slow.
Willard White
But then something started to move inside me.
Willard White
And it got louder.
Willard White
And I found this whole melody changing in the tempo got stronger and so on, and then
Willard White
my whole body was changed and I started using it as a tool almost uh at her. But then I thought, why use it as a tool? Just sing for me and and and I let it out and I sang louder and louder and
Willard White
It was like a gear was engaged.
Speaker 4
That's the time you must keep on trying.
Speaker 4
Smile, what's the use of crying?
Speaker 4
You'll find that life
Speaker 4
Is still worthwhile.
Speaker 4
If you
Presenter
Just smile.
Presenter
Nat King Cole singing a smile.
Presenter
So you you found your escape, Wylard. Singing kind of purged you. What was it I mean, you you've mentioned, you know, that there was a lot of pain in you. What was it in your family set up that brought about such unhappiness?
Willard White
My longing was for my mother,'cause I didn't actually I spent my first, um, few years with my mother, but then I had to go to school.
Willard White
In Kingston, a choice made by my parents without consulting me, but who consults a child?
Presenter
So your mother was left behind you lay you were taken away, as it were, aged five. She was left in the countryside, and you were taken to Kingston.
Willard White
Yeah. Um it was uh she was left behind in my eyes by running a little farm and my father was working in Kingston. And um that was the idea that in Kingston it would be a better school for me and I'd be with my father in the week anyway.
Presenter
And then there was another woman that was your stepmother then. So you had sort of effectively.
Willard White
And then
Willard White
Yeah.
Willard White
Well I mean, it wasn't my stepmother, so I mean, she my mother was still alive, my father hadn't married her, my father didn't marry either women, and this is one of the things that I lived with in my life that I was embarrassed by.
Willard White
Um, I'm not embarrassed by it any more because all of these things in my life is what has brought me to where I am now, whatever you want to look at it and call it.
Presenter
Oh.
Presenter
But effectively you you were a little boy who'd been taken away from his mother, really, weren't you?
Willard White
Yeah.
Presenter
And that broke your heart.
Willard White
That broke something.
Presenter
Did they encourage you with your singing when they realized you had a talent?
Willard White
I don't know if there was a realization that I had a talent. I sang and it was enjoyed. And.
Willard White
The encouragement I had was from
Willard White
was much later on when my when I said to my father that I wanted to explore singing further.
Willard White
And he said, You like it?
Willard White
Then try it, even though he wanted me to become a dentist.
Presenter
Did he?
Willard White
Yes.
Presenter
But the catalyst in all of this, I gather, was, strange to say, um Evelyn Barbarolli, Lady Barbaroli, who came by, I think, at some point I don't know how or why, but said to you, You've got a talent, you ought to be doing something about it.
Willard White
Uh
Willard White
That was an important um catalyst, yes, but there are so many catalysts in in our
Willard White
Lives and um but she certainly wrote a letter saying that this I'm at the age where something needs to be done.
Willard White
I had just sung for her.
Willard White
and um that I should go to England or America.
Willard White
And in my mind, um, England was so far away, America was much closer, and also cheaper to get to.
Willard White
So, um
Willard White
Let's try America.
Presenter
What did you do?
Willard White
Yeah.
Willard White
My father heard of a place called the Juilliard School of Music in New York.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Willard White
And um
Willard White
I went to New York on the I think the thirty first of August.
Willard White
I'm nineteen sixty eight.
Presenter
With a one-way ticket.
Willard White
with a one way ticket and a hundred dollars in my pocket, given by my father, both.
Presenter
Record number three. Tell me about that.
Willard White
Record number three. Um in my preparation for this great journey, one thing that was recommended was an aria from Don Carlos, El La Jamaimamo.
Willard White
And I remember listening to Nikolai Gyarov singing this aria.
Willard White
And um it actually just blew my mind.
Presenter
Nikolai Giarov as Filippo singing Ella Gia mi mamo from Verdi's Don Carlos with the orchestra of the Royal Opera House conducted by Sir George Schulte. That's what you sang, Willard White, in your audition at the Juilliard School in New York, and you got in. They gave you a scholarship. They obviously recognised that you you know you couldn't afford it otherwise.
Willard White
I yeah, I I don't know what the system was. Um, you know, lots of people are applying for scholarships.
Willard White
Maybe they thought this poor boy from Jamaica needed some help.
Willard White
I don't think they think like that. Th it's a talent maybe they recognize and they figure, well
Willard White
That's it. But I had a girlfriend at the time who said to me that you know why you got a scholarship. It's because you're black.
Willard White
I didn't believe that.
Willard White
And I still don't believe that.
Presenter
You nearly gave up and went home, didn't you, in those first six months?
Willard White
Yeah, so um there are lots lots of difficulties um in New York.
Willard White
For one thing, I'd never really heard a full orchestra, symphony orchestra, play and I'd never spoken Italian. Okay, I'd learnt um El L'Ajama Mamo phonetically with some assistance from somebody who had some knowledge of Italian and also listening to the record. But the standard that I found at the Juilliard was so daunting.
Willard White
that I felt that I I just could not live up to this.
Presenter
Because the other students were so much more practised than you. I suppose they could cite, read, and all the things that matter.
Willard White
Oh yes, they they had everything. I mean, Juilliard is a f like a finishing school for young professionals to just do
Willard White
the last leg before venturing into this big wonderful world waiting to, you know, embrace them.
Presenter
And you were just starting.
Willard White
And I was just starting.
Presenter
And then there was the weather.
Willard White
Well, the weather, I mean, coming from a s a country where you have daily sunshine and if it's overcast it's for a short time and a a heavy downpour of rain will take place and then it's sunshine again.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Presenter
I have
Willard White
And to be in New York and seeing one day, complete day of overcast and
Willard White
second day there was thick grey clouds and nobody was looking up thinking that the world was coming to an end, but just myself thinking that what's going on here? It's this is not normal. And then uh later on when it started becoming cool,
Willard White
the sort of coolness that I had only experienced from a a fridge door left open in Jamaica or a block of ice that would be delivered to cool some drinks. I remember one evening going home from college and turning down A Hundred and Fifty fifth Street, going towards Riverside Drive. It was down a hill.
Presenter
Two
Willard White
and the wind was so strong and cold that I felt that I
Willard White
must go home.
Presenter
So why didn't you go? Where did you find the courage to stay?
Willard White
The courage to stay came from I must go home, this is too much.
Willard White
And then
Willard White
But what will I say to my friends when I go home? Those who said, Oh, Willet, it's fantastic, you're going you're going to make it. Fantastic. Good luck, boy.
Willard White
But not them so much, but how could I face myself?
Willard White
And I thought
Willard White
I must.
Willard White
Try harder
Presenter
Tell me about your next record.
Willard White
My next record is from a great great performer, a great lady, whom I actually met face to face at the jewel yard, Maria Carlis. She was running master classes there, and I was one of the
Willard White
the um participants and um she uh was very strong, very beautiful woman and um her artistry was is something that is still unmatched.
Speaker 4
Ho Je po fine core.
Speaker 4
Middle E swan o
Speaker 4
Il mio cori voi jaindor
Speaker 4
Safe Fiago
Speaker 4
Sitting though on the hillside
Speaker 4
La vinchero si lito vil soro.
Speaker 4
No durai I
Presenter
Maria Callas singing Una voce pocofar from Rossini's Barber of Seville, with the theatre orchestra of La Scala Milan, conducted by Tullio Seraffine. Master classes with her apart. Did you ever have any kind of personal interchange at all? Did you ever sit down and just chat to her?
Willard White
No, I didn't. Um there was one time I remember being in the lift and in walked the great Maria Kallas with um the president of the school at the time.
Willard White
And I was so t she was so beautiful, so
Willard White
Yes, so powerful, this aura that she carried and everything and she was smiling at me, and the President was there both smiling at me, and I I I just went out and before I could get something out they had reached their destination, the lift doors opened,
Presenter
And you never spoke.
Presenter
And then one day along came perhaps the next big catalyst in your life in the shape of Lord Harwood, who was then managing director of the English National Opera here.
Presenter
What did he offer you?'Cause he heard you and he liked you, didn't he?
Willard White
He heard me in New York, and he then mentioned me to
Willard White
The agent that I still have, um Tom Graham.
Willard White
And he said, Okay, well, come over to England and do some auditions.
Willard White
One thing led to another. I had a meeting here with Lord Howard and talked about the contract, and so uh among other things I joined the English National Opera Company.
Willard White
As a contract singer.
Presenter
This was mid-seventies. And the parts have rolled in, well they rolled in from the beginning really, didn't they? From Monteverdi to Mozart to Shostakovich, from Seneca, Osman, Boris and so on. And eventually, of course, some years later, the Porgy. And you've sung too in, I know, Paul McCartney's Liverpool Oratorio. You've always kept it broad, haven't you? You've kept the range.
Willard White
I kept a a a broad range, yes, because I didn't want to specialize. I wanted to sing.
Willard White
Anything that I could sing.
Willard White
And so I I accepted a a variety of jobs.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Willard White
Because, you know, there are people who talk about favorites, for example.
Willard White
Um and I
Willard White
I had difficulty finding a favourite.
Willard White
and I thought that there was something missing, but I realized that if I had a fav favorite thing that I favorite opera that I ha would do,
Willard White
Then I'd be missing it when I was doing something else.
Presenter
Hmm.
Presenter
Next record.
Willard White
My next record.
Willard White
Is um
Willard White
from the Bach cello suites. And I find these suites liberating. The sound that that comes from the the cello and the way that Bach has has set up the melody is
Willard White
It's something that is not held.
Willard White
It's something that is freeing. Sometimes you don't know exactly which direction the melody will go.
Willard White
And
Willard White
It's some way that that speaks to the way I'd like to live and express music.
Presenter
Pablo Casal's playing part of the prelude of one of Bach's suites for unaccompanied cello, suite number six, in D major. Um, Willard White, there was a great b brou ha at the ENO surrounding you in the mid eighties, um, when the offer of a role in Jonathan Miller's Rigoletto suddenly was taken away. You were de invited, as it were, and the GLC said that it was racism at work and threatened to withhold its grant from the ENO. Did you feel you were suddenly being rejected because of your colour?
Willard White
No, not certainly it's not something new.
Presenter
So you did think you were being rejected because of your colour?
Willard White
It happens, you know, it it happens a lot in in in this life.
Willard White
Um there are situations where because of your colour um you're just looked at in a different way.
Presenter
In the world of opera.
Willard White
In the world.
Presenter
But I'm amazed that you say it it it's at work in the in the world of opera, really. I can't I find that very difficult to believe.
Willard White
Don't get me on a track where I can say well you're not black.
Willard White
You know, you don't know.
Willard White
Yeah.
Presenter
Mm-hmm.
Willard White
Whether you find it difficult to believe or not, it's there.
Willard White
Um and that's it.
Presenter
So do you think sometimes when people are saying, look, dramatically, this is not going to work? I know you played in Eugene Onyegin once, didn't you, as The Prince and the the the Russian girl Tatiana marries the prince.
Speaker 2
S
Presenter
And I think the Tatiana, the person playing that role, had difficulty, didn't she, with accepting.
Presenter
The fact that you were black because she didn't think dramatically the young peasant girl would fall in love with a man who was black.
Willard White
Yeah.
Presenter
Do you believe that is racism, or do you accept that that was her dramatic objection for it, that it wasn't to do with you personally?
Willard White
I accept that it was her objection I mean, dramatically, and so on. That's fine. Um it turned out that I was actually there personally. I'm not Prince Gremin she is not Tatiana it's a whole make believe world, and the colour business is not that important.
Willard White
It is made to be that important is made as a stumbling block.
Speaker 4
Oh.
Willard White
I haven't sort of lived my life focusing on on racism because it's very destructive.
Willard White
But I know that there have been many situations where I mean, even people have thought of it kindly and not say, Well, you know, we can't have a Mephistopheles who is black because um it's fostering this feeling of of the black devil. I mean, you know, there is that too.
Willard White
And so it's it's because of my colour. And now that's is that racism or what? What is it? What is that?
Willard White
You know, um
Willard White
I think in this world there is this wonderful fabric of colors.
Willard White
And um maybe it's easier for me to say so because I'm of a certain distinctive quality that makes me noticeable and um
Willard White
in a in a in a field of um
Willard White
White people
Willard White
I stick out. But I also stick out in Jamaica there. I don't know what it is about me.
Willard White
But, um I don't blend very easily.
Willard White
And it's very important in this world that we
Willard White
appreciate our differences and make a a valid contribution to whatever aspect of life we're dealing with.
Willard White
and the differences are fantastic.
Presenter
Record number six.
Willard White
Number six, um, Cesare Sieppe singing.
Willard White
De Vienna la finestra, the serenade from Don Giovanni. I find this particularly interesting because.
Willard White
The way he sang it and when I heard it many years ago,
Willard White
I thought, what a challenge that is because it's very difficult to sing.
Willard White
And that is one of the things that I'd have to um equip myself to in order to perform in this world of opera.
Speaker 4
Bienia Lafin estra for meotestoro Verbienia cum sola biam.
Speaker 4
Ser meamidora quietly.
Speaker 4
The hunting wind. More.
Presenter
Oh
Presenter
Cesare Sieppe singing De Vieni alla finestra come to the window from Mozart's Don Giovanni, with the Vienna Philharmonic conducted by Josef Kripps, and that was recorded in nineteen fifty five.
Presenter
You're about to sing in the London Jazz Festival, Wyllard, in a a tribute to Paul Robeson. Is he somebody who perhaps originally inspired you?
Willard White
The inspiration goes back to Jamaica. A friend of mine, Denzel Southwood Smith, played a recording of I think it was a piece called Trees.
Willard White
which I haven't heard since, and so maybe I think that I had the title wrong, but uh it was fairly clear in my head, trees. I thought, wow
Willard White
This is terrific, and he is black.
Willard White
You know, um this is one encouragement,'cause I hadn't heard a a black man singing that sort of repertoire, ballad, or anything like that before. So I thought, well, this is nice, um, yes.
Willard White
I like that. Yes, therefore I can do it too. So from that point, from that standpoint, um, he was an inspiration.
Presenter
Did your father ever come and see you sing in public? You know, in opera?
Willard White
In opera, no, he never heard me and my mother never heard me either. Um my mother couldn't read and write and she um certainly wouldn't find it possible to sign a passport document to get the required papers. And I have to say that
Willard White
As a young boy, young man, I was also embarrassed.
Willard White
Um the fact that my my mother was
Willard White
Like this.
Presenter
Illiterate.
Willard White
Illiterate.
Willard White
But now
Willard White
I recognize that illiteracy is
Willard White
is just one of these things that can happen in this life. My mother was the most beautiful, wonderful, generous person that I've ever known.
Willard White
She didn't find the need to say I love you.
Willard White
And I never told her I loved her.
Willard White
It was just there.
Willard White
My mother would make a meal, for example, as as I look back now and she and she wouldn't say Time to eat. She'd say, You're hungry?
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But she never
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knew or understood her son's great talent.
Willard White
No, I I spoke with her about it. Um, I remember once when I was back in Jamaica and she was still alive and um it they were making a big fuss about my being there and doing some concert and she she didn't particularly want to come. To to dress up and to go to a public function like that
Willard White
Um, it was just too much for her.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Willard White
It's not something that she longed for anyway. I would say it's too much. It's not it wasn't her burning desire.
Presenter
Echo number seven
Willard White
Record number seven.
Willard White
In my days in in New York, in the early days when I had to listen to a lot of classical music in order to train my ears to appreciate the style, one of the things I listened to um was um Mozart's uh s piano concerto in C major, and I remember even dancing to it.
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Robert Cadesu playing part of the andante from the piano concerto number twenty one with the Cleveland Orchestra conducted by George Sell.
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So tell me, Willard White, about you on a desert island, left to your own devices, no one to help you, no one to console you, completely alone.
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Could you cope?
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practically and psychologically.
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Would you be all right?
Willard White
I would be desperately lonely at the start.
Willard White
But I'm a survivor, and I would find ways of coping. Yes.
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and as you sit there on the beach at sunset.
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Looking back across it all, your life, your career.
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Any great regrets?
Willard White
A life lived does not need regrets.
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Last record.
Willard White
My last record is a very well special rendition. It's
Willard White
It's moved me to tears, um, the first time I
Willard White
Not real the first time I heard it, but I was actually looking out on a particular scene.
Willard White
It struck me that.
Willard White
There is always this choice between the horrible world for many of us and the wonderful world.
Speaker 4
I see trees of green.
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Red and rose is June.
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I see them blue.
Speaker 4
Fabi and you.
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And I think to myself.
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What a wonderful world!
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Louis Armstrong's and What a Wonderful World. If you could only take one of those eight records, Willard, which one would you take?
Willard White
That stumped you, isn't it?
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That stumped you, isn't it?
Willard White
You know, there's something um quite special about music without words. It leaves a r leaves room for you to
Willard White
Just allow your imagination to.
Willard White
to go.
Willard White
So maybe I'd take the mozzare.
Presenter
What about your book?
Willard White
A book called The Power of Positive Thinking.
Willard White
by Vincent Peel, I think was the is the author.
Willard White
And that I would take with me.
Willard White
As a reminder
Willard White
In this desolate time.
Willard White
that there is a possibility to turn.
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Yeah.
Willard White
At next corner.
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And what about a luxury?
Willard White
Luxury
Willard White
I think I'd take seeds.
Presenter
Willard White, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your desert island discs.
Willard White
Thank you, Sue.
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What was it in your family set up that brought about such unhappiness?
My longing was for my mother,'cause I didn't actually I spent my first, um, few years with my mother, but then I had to go to school. In Kingston, a choice made by my parents without consulting me, but who consults a child? ... my mother was still alive, my father hadn't married her, my father didn't marry either women, and this is one of the things that I lived with in my life that I was embarrassed by. Um, I'm not embarrassed by it any more because all of these things in my life is what has brought me to where I am now, whatever you want to look at it and call it.
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Where did you find the courage to stay [in New York]?
The courage to stay came from I must go home, this is too much. And then But what will I say to my friends when I go home? Those who said, Oh, Willet, it's fantastic, you're going you're going to make it. Fantastic. Good luck, boy. But not them so much, but how could I face myself? And I thought I must. Try harder
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Did you feel you were suddenly being rejected [from Jonathan Miller's Rigoletto] because of your colour?
No, not certainly it's not something new. ... It happens, you know, it it happens a lot in in in this life. Um there are situations where because of your colour um you're just looked at in a different way.
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Did your father ever come and see you sing in public?
In opera, no, he never heard me and my mother never heard me either. Um my mother couldn't read and write and she um certainly wouldn't find it possible to sign a passport document to get the required papers. And I have to say that As a young boy, young man, I was also embarrassed. Um the fact that my my mother was Like this. [Illiterate.] ... But now I recognize that illiteracy is is just one of these things that can happen in this life. My mother was the most beautiful, wonderful, generous person that I've ever known.
“I haven't sort of lived my life focusing on on racism because it's very destructive.”
“I think in this world there is this wonderful fabric of colors. And um maybe it's easier for me to say so because I'm of a certain distinctive quality that makes me noticeable and um in a in a in a field of um White people I stick out.”
“My mother was the most beautiful, wonderful, generous person that I've ever known. She didn't find the need to say I love you. And I never told her I loved her. It was just there.”
“A life lived does not need regrets.”