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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
An actor known for his stage Hamlet and film roles as a Nazi, a count, and a Quiz Show cheat.
Eight records
He always used to speak about Kathleen Ferrier, and how how moved he was by her singing, and how how tragic it was that she died of throat cancer.
I remember buying it in WH Smith in Salisbury after school. I felt like I had bought something slightly illicit.
Requiem in D minor, K. 626: Benedictus
Ileana Cotrubaș, Helen Watts, Robert Tear, John Shirley-Quirk
I think I must have bought it once in a record shop, but I played it a lot and in my first and only motor car.
Piano Sonata No. 32 in C minor, Op. 111
On my travels I've taken I've always have carried the complete Beethoven piano sonatas, played, all of them by Alfred Brendel, so they've become, if you like, a sort of talisman or a s a safety net when one is feeling a bit bruised, battered or just needs to put one's mind into another place.
When My Sugar Walks Down the Street
Gene Austin, Jimmy McHugh, Irving Mills
Because the character I play, Count Olmashi, the English patient, has a private obsession with with uh jazz music or swing music or dance band music of that time, thirties, forties, Saul sent me a whole batch of C D's of different artists. And I played this a lot um during the filming.
Fidelio, Op. 72: Mir ist so wunderbarFavourite
Martha came to me when we were discussing what music we should use and she said, I just want to use this piece of Beethoven, this Fidelio, I think it's wonderful and I said, Oh my god, that's I kn I know, I th this piece is extraordinary.
Anthony Newley, Leslie Bricusse
This is about feeling good. It's Nina Simone and uh Feeling good?
St Matthew Passion, BWV 244: Mache dich, mein Herze, rein
Dietrich Fischer-Dieskau, Munich Bach Orchestra, Karl Richter
One of the a ge a wonderful gesture that he made was to give me some music, some of which is in the film, but he this this piece of music is not in the film. I know it's one of it's been one of his choices on this same programme. Coincidentally, it's also mine.
The keepsakes
The book
Marcel Proust
Well, I've just in fact, next week, I'm starting a a a very unusual B B C programme about Proust based on a book that I had not heard of until I was asked to do this by Alain de Botanc on How Proust Can Change Your Life. And because I'm going to be. In fact playing Proust in this. I think I would take all rechef de tempes du in English.
In conversation
Presenter asks
Was Schindler's list the big break, the one that made you bankable, as they say?
Yes, I suppose it must have been. Uh I um had in fact done one television film playing T E Lawrence and a version of Wuthering Heights which didn't go down particularly well. And i I think at that time I I had thought I'd blown it. That's it. It's not I'm going to go back to the theatre and… It's not gonna work for me on film. Then I was asked to meet Stephen.
Presenter asks
Why would [Steven Spielberg] think of you for [Amon Göth]? I mean, were you amazed?
I I don't I knew when I knew that he had spook I actually I I suppose the connection I made was I knew he had seen me play this Heathcliff, which which wasn't great, but I think I played Heathcliff in a particularly violent and quite sadistic way, and that's what I believe that's that's what I what I believe Heathcliff is Heathcliff is actually.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 2
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs archive. For rights reasons we've had to shorten the music. The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety nine, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My Castaway this week is an actor. In a range of important roles, he's demonstrated a versatility and breadth of talent which has attracted the admiration of Hollywood and the London stage alike. He calls the theatre his base camp, and in classic roles, including a much-acclaimed Hamlet, he secured it safely. Beyond this, as the psychopathic Nazi in Schindler's List, as the passionate count in the English patient, and as the fraudulent academic in Quiz Show, he's shown that he knows how to be a star as well. The eldest of six children, his decision to become an actor didn't crystallise until quite late, but that's proved no obstacle to his success. Of acting, he says, I like the hideawayness of it. I've often thought that I feel more secure in a part than I do in everyday life. He is Rafe Fiennes. It's all happened quite quickly, Rafe. The films one mentions in conjunction with your name have all been made in the 1990s. Was Schindler's list the big break, the one that made you bankable, as they say?
Ralph Fiennes
Yes, I suppose it must have been. Uh I um had in fact done one television film playing T E Lawrence and a version of Wuthering Heights which didn't go down particularly well. And i I think at that time I I had thought I'd blown it. That's it. It's not I'm going to go back to the theatre and
Presenter
Um
Ralph Fiennes
It's not gonna work for me on film. Then I was asked to meet Stephen.
Presenter
Steven Spielberg.
Ralph Fiennes
Stevens Pielberg.
Ralph Fiennes
And then I think at the end of the interview he said the part that that I'm interested in you for is not Oskar Schindler, it's for the commandant of the labour camp, Armand Gerd.
Presenter
But why would he think of you for that? I mean, were you amazed? Why would he think of I mean, let me say a you know, an an a neat, small featured, very English Englishman for this Gross in both size and character Nazi.
Ralph Fiennes
I I don't I knew when I knew that he had spook I actually I I suppose the connection I made was I knew he had seen me play this Heathcliff, which which wasn't great, but I think I played Heathcliff in a particularly violent and quite sadistic way, and that's what I believe that's that's what I what I believe Heathcliff is Heathcliff is actually.
Presenter
is that darkness.
Ralph Fiennes
Darkness very, very dark.
Presenter
Hmm.
Ralph Fiennes
animal and primitive and and and the latter part of the book
Ralph Fiennes
Sadistic, actually.
Presenter
You did have to become very fat, you felt in the end. How how did you put on all that weight?'Cause you had a real gut.
Ralph Fiennes
Do you feel
Ralph Fiennes
Lots of pasta, ice cream and Guinness.
Presenter
And did it work?
Ralph Fiennes
Uh no, it didn't really work. I I got some generous love handles, but well otherwise not much. Uh and then in the end I went to my local chemist and bought some f very dubious looking weight gain powders. And you mix it with milk and it's like liquid cement.
Presenter
But from playing this evil German, you went on to play this this cheating American white Anglo Saxon Protestant in Quiz Show, and then the Hungarian Count in in in in the English Patient, and then the neurotic gambler in Oscar Lucinda. It's a huge range, and it does seem, watching you in all of those roles, that you do
Presenter
change your your you change physically, you say physiognomy every time. It I suppose I suppose that's the job, is it? That's the talent, is it?
Ralph Fiennes
I don't know, it's it it's it's funny because I think that when I wanted to to be an actor it was because of language.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Ralph Fiennes
We as children were always surrounded by books and recordings of poetry or plays, etcetera. My mother was a very articulate woman who would encourage us to talk and she'd read to us and we'd be encouraged to read poems and um
Ralph Fiennes
And I was alwai I from an early age I was excited by by language.
Ralph Fiennes
And I suppose
Ralph Fiennes
That was that's what turned me on actually as an actor. But then when I started
Ralph Fiennes
Bimoff would work in films.
Ralph Fiennes
It wasn't language, it was it was something more physical.
Ralph Fiennes
I worked with brilliant costume designer Jim Atcherson on Wuthering Heights actually, but the process of finding this wardrobe of battered old rags for Heathcliff that then turned into finer garments as he comes back to Wuthering Heights was wonderful because he
Ralph Fiennes
He sort of worked the clothes around your body and now we're sitting and we're talking about it and analysing it, but I think sometimes some will say, wear this coat or put on this uniform, put on this S S uniform. Hmm.
Speaker 4
Good.
Ralph Fiennes
And it was a very peculiar, unsettling feeling that the costume made you feel powerful and strong.
Ralph Fiennes
And that was very disturbing.
Presenter
Tell me about your first record.
Ralph Fiennes
Well, when we were young my father had been in Australia and he had a whole string of
Ralph Fiennes
Of ballads that he sang, obviously included things like Waltzing Matilda.
Ralph Fiennes
And though I haven't got a recording of him singing any of those.
Ralph Fiennes
He always used to speak about Kathleen Ferrier, and how how moved he was by her singing, and how how tragic it was that she died of throat cancer.
Ralph Fiennes
And so my first record is Kathleen Ferrier.
Ralph Fiennes
Singing Blow the Wind Southerly
Speaker 4
Southerly, southerly Blow the wind south, O'er the bony blue sea.
Speaker 4
Oh the wind southerly, southerly, southerly
Speaker 4
Lovely breeze, my love.
Presenter
Kathleen Ferrier singing Blow the Wind Southerly, and that was recorded in 1949. I Wonder Why It Makes You Cry?
Ralph Fiennes
I suppose
Ralph Fiennes
something about maybe it's uh inevitable nostalgia about about hearing it when I was young, and also something about s a voice of that purity being cut off so so tragically.
Presenter
Your mother, who died of cancer six years ago, was obviously a formidable influence in your life. What was she like?
Ralph Fiennes
Well, as a mother primarily ex ex extraordinarily.
Ralph Fiennes
Loving and giving and able to encourage.
Ralph Fiennes
Her children all as individuals.
Presenter
Because there were six of you.
Ralph Fiennes
Well, there were seven, in fact, because when I was about one and a half or two she adopted
Ralph Fiennes
Uh mm I consider him my elder brother Mick.
Ralph Fiennes
who was eleven actually when he came to our house.
Presenter
You didn't resent him, you didn't mind.
Ralph Fiennes
No, because they were such a
Ralph Fiennes
Quite a big as ten year age cat.
Ralph Fiennes
I think the f my first competitor was my sister Martha, and the the store apparently I don't remember I stole her teddy bear.
Presenter
So it's a huge house full of children. I mean there were well, six of you were under seven at one point, and then there was Mick, as you say, uh older. Uh life must have been pretty crowded, lots of queuing for the bathroom.
Speaker 4
Uh Yeah.
Ralph Fiennes
There was, yes, when yes, there was, and and some of the houses we lived in, we moved my parents moved around quite a bit in the early seventies.
Ralph Fiennes
And some of the houses were quite small, often they were intermediary houses, while my father would work on doing up the house that we were going to live in.
Presenter
That's how he made his money, isn't it?
Ralph Fiennes
I think so, yes. My father is is is a photographer.
Ralph Fiennes
and he s started being a photographer quite l quite late.
Ralph Fiennes
And so those early, early years of establishing himself were quite difficult.
Presenter
But your mother taught you herself at one point, all of you, didn't she?
Ralph Fiennes
It was only for a short time, I think maybe just under a year, that she did it. It was all very arts biased, arithmetic and maths. Somehow, even though she tried not to, they they definitely became s second string. And she got in a local retired army intelligence officer to come teach us Latin. But my brother Magnus and I were more interested in asking him about his
Ralph Fiennes
Experiences during World War Two.
Presenter
But it all obviously worked. She obviously stimulated you all because I mean, well, we know that your brother Joseph is an actor, memorably a Shakespeare in love, and then your sister Martha is a director, and so you've all ended up really being rather artistic and very successful. So the whole thing worked.
Ralph Fiennes
It worked, but it often there were moments of.
Ralph Fiennes
She was often exhausted, she wanted to find time to write, and always the concerns about schooling and money.
Ralph Fiennes
Well quite difficult, so I have
Ralph Fiennes
I have memories of great freedom and being inspired and encouraged, but there were times when it was it was ver you know, I also remember times of great stress and anxiety.
Presenter
Record number two.
Ralph Fiennes
Well record number two is Ziggy Stardust by David Bowie, and I remember buying it in WH Smith in Salisbury after school. I felt like I had bought something slightly illicit.
Speaker 4
So where were the spiders?
Speaker 4
While the fly tried to break her bow
Speaker 4
Or just a very light to guide us
Speaker 4
So we bitched around his pants and shoved with crutches with him.
Presenter
David Bowie and Ziggy Stardust. What were the theatrical influences in your childhood, Rafe? Did you listen to radio drama or television drama or something?
Ralph Fiennes
No, I think I think my m my mother put on a record of of Laurence Olivier speaking soliloquies and speeches from Hamlet and Henry V with inter mixed in with the um William Walton score from both the films.
Ralph Fiennes
And I didn't un I can't I didn't understand everything that was being said, but there was something about the effect of that voice and that music.
Presenter
It hits a spot, obviously.
Ralph Fiennes
Yeah, it did.
Presenter
What about going to the theatre itself? Did you do that?
Ralph Fiennes
Yes, but my f my first memory of going to the theatre has actually been taking to see Hamlet at the Salisbury Playhouse.
Presenter
And, I mean, having done him yourself since, I mean, again,
Ralph Fiennes
Well I was just I remember this production, I remember very simple spare minimal grey sets. My parents were quite sniffy about it, but I I wasn't, I was just intrigued. What always interests me is the the spirit of that person coming through whatever they're doing, if they're playing um Portia or or a Pinta character, it doesn't matter, there's still something that I remember that first theatre performance and being interested and I that's why I suppose I understand why people are interested in actors outside being actors, because the actor thinks they're projecting something. They're saying, I want to project this character, this is what I'm sending out. But they're actually there's stuff they're sending out which they don't know about.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Ralph Fiennes
And I think that's a good idea.
Presenter
Which is of themselves.
Ralph Fiennes
Yeah.
Presenter
But you don't like it when people want to know more about it, do you? You prefer to be, as I said at the beginning, hiding away behind the character.
Ralph Fiennes
No, I don't.
Ralph Fiennes
I don't, but speaking as a punter.
Ralph Fiennes
One is fascinated by the different qualities of different actors, or even if they're singers or or even musicians.
Presenter
Record number three.
Ralph Fiennes
Well this is a mo from the Mozart Requiem.
Ralph Fiennes
I think I must have bought it once in a record shop, but I played it a lot and
Ralph Fiennes
In my first and only motor car.
Ralph Fiennes
Which is I still have just I bought it when I was went went to to to to start my first season with R S C at Stratford.
Speaker 4
With one with the forest, the forest is the same.
Presenter
Part of the Benedictus from Mozart's Requiem, sung by Iliana Kotrubasch, Helen Watts, Robert Teer, and John Shirley Quirk.
Presenter
Um Ray Fienes, you auditioned for the Royal Shakespeare Company, as you say, I think in the mid eighties, and Adrian Noble, the artistic director, said you gave one of the three best auditions he'd ever seen. Can you remember what you did for him?
Ralph Fiennes
I actually did uh a speech f by the character Barone from Love's Labour's Lost.
Ralph Fiennes
I remember it being
Ralph Fiennes
A r a relaxed audition, but I I didn't know that I had.
Ralph Fiennes
Apparently scored so high.
Presenter
But you did go on, as as we've indicated, have a very successful time there. But it has to be said you had had a few failures before. You'd played Romeo, I think, in Regents Park in the open air theatre. Didn't go down well, did it?
Ralph Fiennes
Yeah.
Ralph Fiennes
Um I think Romeo is a infamously difficult part.
Ralph Fiennes
And
Ralph Fiennes
I remember an actor came to me afterwards and said, I don't think the balcony scene was successful, because it's such tender, delicate language of of first love and that mixture of speaking your mind, but also worrying about what the other person thinks of you, lurching into
Ralph Fiennes
how much you love someone and and and then worrying that they they've misread it and
Ralph Fiennes
And I think that I in that big arena I think I probably shouted it or ran I remember running around but feeling great doing it, but I think that the intensity of that
Ralph Fiennes
Interaction. I think I missed it.
Presenter
It it is interesting that that one would think of you as playing romantic leads, but what you've made your your name doing very much character parts. We haven't talked about Oscar Hopkins in Oscar and Lucinda because he's very
Ralph Fiennes
Yeah.
Presenter
Very sweet, very vulnerable, very excitable, and and he, as we know, is a bit neurotic and a and a gambler.
Presenter
You have said, let me quote you to yourself again, that he is the nearest you've come to playing yourself.
Ralph Fiennes
I never regret that quote, because I think I said it off the top of my head.
Ralph Fiennes
I read the screenplay of Oscar and Lucinda before I read Peter Carey's book, and there's something about the idealism of Oscar Hopkins in Love when he he offers this mad scheme to the character Lucinda. There's something about his faith, actually.
Ralph Fiennes
It's his faith that for all his awkwardness and his eccentricity, he's actually a very strong character. So although he's th thin and his clothes don't fit and he's he's quite i idiosyncratic, there's something at the heart of him to do with his faith that is very, very s strong and
Ralph Fiennes
I don't know that I have that strength, but I was inspired by the strength of Oscar Hopkins, and thought what a wonderful set of things to to play.
Presenter
Which one of all the characters you've played do you like best? Do you have a favourite?
Ralph Fiennes
I don't have a favourite. No, I've I've
Ralph Fiennes
They've been the only thing in my life at the time that I've done them.
Ralph Fiennes
And then I suppose you you bid them farewell and they go out they get sent out into into the world and people you know, people either accept them or they don't.
Presenter
Next I code
Ralph Fiennes
Well
Ralph Fiennes
On my travels I've taken I've always have carried the complete Beethoven piano sonatas, played, all of them by Alfred Brendel, so they've become, if you like, a sort of talisman or a s a safety net when one is feeling a bit bruised, battered or just needs to put one's mind into another place.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Presenter
Alfred Brendel playing part of Beethoven's piano sonata number thirty-two in C minor. Tell me about um quiz show, Rafe, in which you were directed by Robert Redford. You played Charles Van Doren, the uh the good-looking, clean-cut American son of famous academic who colluded with the producers of uh of a nineteen fifties television show um to win. It's a true story. He was he was told the answers beforehand. Did you research it heavily?
Ralph Fiennes
Quite. There's lots of material about it, lots of and certainly I I watched the old footage of the shows. You can see Ch Charlie Van Doren giving these answers and
Ralph Fiennes
That he actually has known beforehand or the trees.
Presenter
What did you tell he was acting?
Ralph Fiennes
Redford said, Oh, he's a terrible actor, you can see it. I have to say I thought he was quite good. I I I met Robert Redford, I was asked to meet him in the middle of shooting Schindler's List and I had to fly, I had some days off and I had to fly to meet him in New York, first time ever in America, to play up for playing a very waspy American part. I'd never played American before.
Presenter
Uh
Presenter
Why would he have thought you could do it?
Ralph Fiennes
I don't know. I know that he had seen.
Ralph Fiennes
I attempted to play T. E. Lawrence for television.
Ralph Fiennes
And I suppose Lawrence is hating publicity and yet being drawn to it. It seems that De Lawrence posed for portraits and photographers and wrote a hu huge book, Seven Pillars, about his experiences, and at the same time retreated completely from the limelight. And I suppose maybe Redford saw in De Lawrence that sort of confusion at the heart of someone. Maybe, I don't know. But I think that in Charlie Van Dorn, someone
Ralph Fiennes
who comes from a background of of principle. His father's a very famous lecturer in English at Columbia University, and and then drawn to this tacky world of television and getting the audience figures up and manipulating the audience and, you know, winning a lot of money and getting a lot of recognition and being recognized in the street. And I suppose there's a link between
Ralph Fiennes
In the kind of qualities an actor might have to play in both parts there's a link.
Presenter
Huh.
Presenter
How did working for Redford as a director, in the end, work out differently from working for Spielberg? How do they compare?
Ralph Fiennes
Well the obvious difference is that Redford is Robert Redford's an actor.
Ralph Fiennes
I love working with both of them, but they I mean, Steven Spielberg comes with an extraordinary at his fingertips knowledge of the technical.
Ralph Fiennes
Aspects of filming. If you put that lens on, it'll have this effect. If you move the dolly this way, it'll have. Whereas I felt.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Ralph Fiennes
With Robert Redford, that was less in the forefront of his mind. He really wanted to find ways of teasing out of the actors sort of different nuances of
Ralph Fiennes
performance. Not to say that Stephen didn't also, but um just the vocabulary is different, that's all.
Speaker 2
Next record.
Ralph Fiennes
I met Antony Mangela for the first time.
Ralph Fiennes
to talk about the English patient, but also shortly after meeting him I met the wonderful producer of the English patient, Saul Zantz. And because the character I play, Count Olmashi, the English patient, has a private obsession with with uh jazz music or swing music or dance band music of that time, thirties, forties, Saul sent me a whole batch of C D's of different artists. And I played this a lot um during the filming.
Speaker 4
And in the evening when the sun goes down
Speaker 4
Never dark whence he's around.
Speaker 4
He's affected.
Speaker 4
I'll say this, that when she kisses me, I sure stay kiss.
Speaker 4
When my sugar walks down the street, all the birdies go tweet, tweet, tweet.
Presenter
Turk Murphy and his jazz band with When My Sugar Walks Down the Street recorded in Los Angeles in nineteen forty nine.
Presenter
And now Rafe finds we're about to see Onyagin, Yevgeny Oneegin, the nineteenth century Russian dandy and cynic who rebuffs the love of a beautiful girl and then only to fall madly in love with her years later and get rebuffed himself. Tchaikovsky wrote the opera, of course, as we know. Why did you want to make this film? This has really been a passion, hasn't it?
Ralph Fiennes
Yes, it's been a sort of quiet passion that's that's sort of
Ralph Fiennes
Here we get it.
Ralph Fiennes
obsessed myself and my sister Martha, who is who's directed it. I first read Eugene and Yeegan by Pushk Alexander Pushkin. I didn't know the opera. I read it when I was at drama school.
Ralph Fiennes
and became just intrigued by this character, Oneegin. He's the first of a Russian literary type called Lelishnichelaviek, or superfluous man, a man who has no role, who's lost. He's quite well off, he's a bachelor, but he's he's taken himself almost out of the world and he has a sort of cynical stance on things, and he's a narcissist and an egoist, and but not stupid. He's sort of removed himself, or in in mentally somehow removed himself from really emotional involvement or interaction with the world. And definitely he's based on types created by Byron, like Child Harold.
Speaker 4
Huh.
Presenter
It's a wonderful part. It's a demanding part.
Presenter
Why did you want to do more than just play that part and exec produce it as well and take on board all of those kind of
Ralph Fiennes
It came about because we had well principally the the the the key producer initially on the film who really was responsible for for helping us find the money Eileen Mazell she uh said to me that I you know I think you should be executive producer I didn't quite know what that would involve it turned out to involve and I think it involves different things on different films in this case I think it involved really having a say creatively particularly on on the screenplay the development of the screenplay.
Presenter
But are you saying you exec produced it because no one else did? Are you saying you were pushed into it? Or was it that you actually wanted to have that kind of control for the first time?
Ralph Fiennes
I wanted to have involvement com involvement in creative decisions.
Presenter
Did you enjoy having that kind of control over yourself, as it were?
Ralph Fiennes
Over your
Ralph Fiennes
Yes, but it's I came away from the whole thing with a hu uh a completely different respect and admiration for anyone who makes a film, who gets the finance, who works on the script, who fights the battle with people who want to change ideas, change the initial vision, often often because there are voices that appear in the process who says the audience won't like it, the audience won't this, the audience wants such and such, the audience want emotional music.
Ralph Fiennes
And
Presenter
You've got to go with your gut and you've got to trust your gut.
Ralph Fiennes
Well I think I think one of the things was that Martha and I
Ralph Fiennes
You know, ninety-nine percent of the time had the same gut feeling about it and
Presenter
And the other one percent was was creative tension.
Ralph Fiennes
Creative, healthy, healthy creative expression.
Presenter
Healthy, noisy.
Ralph Fiennes
Not too noisy in there.
Presenter
Record number six.
Ralph Fiennes
Well, in the film of Onjeegen we
Ralph Fiennes
I'm sure the purists maybe will think why have they why have they put Beethoven in the film about Russia? But it's from Fidelio, and it's the quartet Mie Istzo vundo Bar. And m Martha came to me when we were discussing what music we should use and she said, I just want to use this piece of Beethoven, this Fidelio, I think it's wonderful and I said, Oh my god, that's I kn I know, I th this piece is extraordinary.
Speaker 4
We pass the post this year.
Ralph Fiennes
Uh
Presenter
Ingeborg, Hallstein, Christa, Ludwig, Gottlob, Frick, and Gerhard Unge singing the quartet Meer Istso Vundeba from Beethoven's Fidelio, with the Philharmonia Orchestra conducted by Otto Klemperer.
Presenter
Mm.
Presenter
You said that the theatre is your base camp, Rafe. Um do you despite all this great success in films, do you find it more thrilling still the stage?
Ralph Fiennes
Well the process f I think for an actor is more a bit more pure in that the process of filmmaking is very chopped up.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Ralph Fiennes
After a while I th you you you long I've longed to to have that sort of open that open run, if you like of rehearsing and then then playing, playing playing a part right through.
Presenter
And getting that instant reaction from the audience which is there.
Ralph Fiennes
Yeah, and yeah, that instant that interaction is is is what you miss, I think, when you're when you're filming.
Presenter
Suze.
Presenter
But more of an excuse to to go home and and beat yourself up every night, as it were, because you can't redo a performance. And and I think you do agonise, don't you do fret.
Ralph Fiennes
Whereas one of the worst feelings is feeling y that that night you missed it.
Ralph Fiennes
And it's a it's a horrible feeling knowing that that night people were in and you you feel you messed it up.
Presenter
But do you always, Fred, do you find it very difficult to find professional peace?
Ralph Fiennes
I think I'm probably naturally a bit over anxious and a a worrier.
Ralph Fiennes
Yes, it's it's not a help. Being anxious is can be a hindrance, I think.
Presenter
Your your mother died, as I said earlier on, of breast cancer in 1993.
Presenter
She didn't really live to see you become a big bankable star. The big bankable star that you are, did she?
Ralph Fiennes
Well, she didn't live to see Joseph become a Banque star, sadly, nor did she live to see Martha directing Oneagin. But her own novel last novel, Blood Ties, we managed to publish thank you to Liz Calder of Bloomsbury Books, and that I wished she had seen.
Presenter
You were thirty one when she died and um you had a a pretty turbulent time of it, one way or another around around then. Have you come to terms with all of that now? Have you formed
Ralph Fiennes
Well, we we all have, all of us all I mean, I think, you know, I think it's not unique to us as a family if if a family loses a a parent or or any member of a family that is much loved, then then for anyone I think it's turbulent and we've all
Ralph Fiennes
I think come as a family have I think become stronger because of it and closer.
Presenter
And if you if if professional peace continues to elude you, have you found personal peace?
Ralph Fiennes
Uh slowly, but uh
Ralph Fiennes
I swear.
Ralph Fiennes
I I suppose I think they're some they're intertwined.
Presenter
And you might find peace one day.
Ralph Fiennes
How well this some of this music that we've been playing gives me peace.
Presenter
Let's have another piece of it.
Ralph Fiennes
This is about feeling good. It's Nina Simone and uh
Ralph Fiennes
Feeling good?
Speaker 4
Fish and you see, you know how I feel.
Speaker 4
River running tree, you know how I feel.
Speaker 4
Blossom on the tree, you know how I feel.
Speaker 4
New dawn, it's a new day, it's a new life.
Speaker 4
And I'm feeling good.
Presenter
Nina Simone and feeling good. So um off to a desert island with you, Rafe Fienes. Um to an extent you ought to be able to cope. I mean you had this, as you say, rather nomadic
Presenter
Childhood, lots of people around you must have you must know how to fend for yourself.
Ralph Fiennes
Oh yes, I think my father would be very disappointed if I couldn't.
Presenter
Would you miss an audience or is is um is acting
Presenter
More to do with intellectual fulfillment than that.
Ralph Fiennes
No, I don't think acting I don't think acting is at all intellectual activity. In fact, going back to what we were saying, I think more and more it's a it's a physical thing. It's closer. It uses the part of the brain that that you use if you're I'm a terrible sportsman, but I think it's a it's a physical activity. You can have lots of
Ralph Fiennes
analyses of performance or in rehearsal but
Ralph Fiennes
The moment of commitment to a part, whether it's in front of an audience or a camera, I think it's.
Ralph Fiennes
It's more physical, really, or sensual.
Presenter
And
Presenter
Back on the Desert Island.
Presenter
You seem to me to say that an audience is important for you in the theatre in that interactive sense, but as far as public admiration is concerned, you don't need it.
Ralph Fiennes
Oh, n n I mean, I think everyone who wants to get up on the stage and be looked at wants to be liked somehow, but you I think you have to sort of accept that and get beyond it and value that the moment that you do it for what it is. And I I I feel more and more that if in choosing a any any job, any any character, any part to play,
Ralph Fiennes
the process of now, that's your life, so the process of making that work and bringing that together is what important as and and and the odds are it'll if the process is thorough and enriching and inspiring and enabling, then that will show in in the finished result, in the final performance.
Presenter
As your mother used to say, you've got to get your guts into it.
Ralph Fiennes
Not to get your guts into it, that's right.
Presenter
Last record.
Ralph Fiennes
Well
Ralph Fiennes
I had a wonderful collaboration with Anthony Mingella on the English patient and
Ralph Fiennes
One of the a ge a wonderful gesture that he made was to give me some music, some of which is in the film, but he this this piece of music is not in the film. I know it's one of it's been one of his choices on this same programme.
Ralph Fiennes
Coincidentally, it's also mine.
Speaker 4
Uh
Presenter
Dietrich Fischer Diskau singing part of the Aria Mache diechmein Herze Rhein from Bach St. Matthew Passion with the Munich Bach Orchestra conducted by Karl Richter. Now, if you could only take one of those, Rafe, which one would it be?
Ralph Fiennes
Ultimately, if I had to choose, I'd take the Fidelia because the layering of those those voices and the intensity of emotion, I think it would
Ralph Fiennes
It lifts my spirits.
Presenter
And what about your book as well as the Bible and Shakespeare?
Ralph Fiennes
Well, I've just in fact, next week, I'm starting a a a very unusual B B C programme about Proust based on a book that I had not heard of until I was asked to do this by Alain de Botanc on How Proust Can Change Your Life.
Ralph Fiennes
And because I'm going to be.
Ralph Fiennes
In fact playing Proust in this.
Ralph Fiennes
I think I would take all rechef de tempes du in English.
Presenter
What about your luxury?
Ralph Fiennes
A pan with
Ralph Fiennes
I think it have to be limited supplies of ink and paper because I think it would make me focus.
Presenter
Ray Fienes, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your desert island is.
Ralph Fiennes
Thank you very much.
Speaker 2
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Presenter asks
What was [your mother] like?
Well, as a mother primarily ex ex extraordinarily. Loving and giving and able to encourage. Her children all as individuals.
Presenter asks
How did working for Redford as a director, in the end, work out differently from working for Spielberg? How do they compare?
Well the obvious difference is that Redford is Robert Redford's an actor. I love working with both of them, but they I mean, Steven Spielberg comes with an extraordinary at his fingertips knowledge of the technical. Aspects of filming… Whereas I felt… With Robert Redford, that was less in the forefront of his mind. He really wanted to find ways of teasing out of the actors sort of different nuances of performance.
Presenter asks
Why did you want to make this film [Onegin]? This has really been a passion, hasn't it?
Yes, it's been a sort of quiet passion that's that's sort of obsessed myself and my sister Martha, who is who's directed it. I first read Eugene and Yeegan by Pushk Alexander Pushkin. I didn't know the opera. I read it when I was at drama school. and became just intrigued by this character, Oneegin.
Presenter asks
Do you despite all this great success in films, do you find it more thrilling still the stage?
Well the process f I think for an actor is more a bit more pure in that the process of filmmaking is very chopped up. After a while I th you you you long I've longed to to have that sort of open that open run, if you like of rehearsing and then then playing, playing playing a part right through. And getting that instant reaction from the audience which is there.
“I like the hideawayness of it. I've often thought that I feel more secure in a part than I do in everyday life.”
“I think sometimes some will say, wear this coat or put on this uniform, put on this S S uniform. And it was a very peculiar, unsettling feeling that the costume made you feel powerful and strong. And that was very disturbing.”
“I think I'm probably naturally a bit over anxious and a a worrier. Yes, it's it's not a help. Being anxious is can be a hindrance, I think.”
“I don't think acting I don't think acting is at all intellectual activity. In fact, going back to what we were saying, I think more and more it's a it's a physical thing.”