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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
An actor of enormous versatility and profound craft, first gaining international prominence in On the Waterfront and later acclaimed for The Pawnbroker, In the
Eight records
Help Me Make It Through the Night
Nothing is as frightening. Alone and psychologically not quite in command, you think. And you wake up in a strange room that you can't'identify quick enough because it's a hotel room, in some place you've never been, going somewhere you don't know what. That's what that song comes out.
One for My Baby (and One More for the Road)
I used to sometimes come in the pub at four in the morning and there is a loneliness and a smell. That you'd rather not participate in. It's as if like the agony of everybody there left some kind of a scent behind. And also I have gone in and had that particular lonely drink. that I didn't want to have, but I didn't know what the hell else to do. And this song touches me for that and other reasons.
I don't understand half the words she's singing, but her ability to put her emotions and herself personally in your heart is proven by such records.
Because I knew her, I liked her, she was a great artist, and when she's happy she sang better than anybody who ever sang.
Send in the ClownsFavourite
It has a sweet sadness that we all kind of feel at times. And who are we calling for? We're calling for ourselves. Send in the clowns. I am a clown. I know how that is. I've been there.
Well, this man I think was one of the greatest lyricists and songwriters that ever Harry Nielsen that ever lived. And he has a looseness and a freedom and a poetic imagery in his lyrics which have always kind of astounded me and I always remembered him.
And these songs anybody hears em millions of people have never forgotten. And the highest form of reward an artist can get is when he gives you something becomes part of your brain, part of your life, part of your memory, therefore part of you.
When something lasts as long as this does in any form of art it must have something to it. This song is soft. Soothing Sentimental and nostalgic and another thing. It captures your attention immediately.
The keepsakes
The book
E. E. Cummings
Because he's one of my favorite poets, because I've been writing poetry since I'm nine, and it's really my best and deepest love. And most personal to me, poetry is basically like music in a way and visional. and touches me all the time every time I hear it.
The luxury
In conversation
Presenter asks
Is it a kind of fear that keeps you on your mettle, a kind of fear of not doing the job properly?
Well, the fear of failure is a very good source of energy. If you can conquer the terror, the fear of failure in any profession, it gives you more strength for your performance. I think the main thing in my case, it's a psychological thing. … my family was laughed at and joked about because of alcohol, my mother especially, and I had to go and get her out of pubs and stuff when I was about eight, nine years of age. … I said, Well, I think one of the reasons I work so hard is I don't want anybody to laugh at the name of Steiger again. You want respect. That's it.
Presenter asks
Do you think [The Pawnbroker] was one of your best performances?
I think that might be my best. I knew what isolation meant from my childhood and that. … And that to me was a f I cut one third of all my lines. And they said, What are you cutting? I said, Well, if I'm trying to hide for the world, I don't want to speak unless I have to because if you speak, people look to see who's talking.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. For rights reasons we've had to shorten the music. The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety nine, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My castaway this week is an actor. His versatility is enormous, his devotion to his craft profound. He first came to international prominence in Elia Kazan's On the Waterfront, an actor's film if ever there was one, and followed up this success with a long list of distinguished performances, most memorably in The Pawnbroker, In the Heat of the Night, and Waterloo.
Presenter
Through a long career and four marriages he's known both great success and deep depression. But his love of his work has kept him going. If I was in a room with nothing but an automatic camera and the studio cat, he says, I'd worry that the cat was being entertained. He is Rod Steiger. So it it's a kind of fear, is it, that keeps you on your metal, uh a kind of fear of not doing the job properly.
Rod Steiger
Well, the fear of failure is a very good source of energy.
Rod Steiger
If you can conquer the terror, the fear of failure in any profession, it gives you more strength for your performance. I think the main thing in my case, it's a psychological thing. Of course, that word's worn out. But what I'm trying to say is my family was laughed at and joked about because of alcohol, my mother especially, and I had to go and get her out of pubs and stuff when I was about eight, nine years of age. And people laughed and said things, and the children were terrible.
Rod Steiger
And I didn't realize until I got a Lifetime Achievement Award in Chicago. By the way, Lifetime Achievement Awards are saying it's nice to know you're on the way out.
Rod Steiger
Anyway, I said, Well, I think one of the reasons I work so hard is I don't want anybody to laugh at the name of Steiger again. You want respect. That's it. That's a big thing with me because of the lack of respect for my family when I was a young child.
Presenter
But it obviously goes back to the beginning of your career as well. It's always been there, because I know you've talked before now about fear when you were acting with Marlon Brandouin on the waterfront, in that scene that everybody remembers, the two of you sitting in the back of the cab.
Rod Steiger
Well, that's a that uh that was an ordinary fear, the fear of failure, the fear of disappointing. I mean, mister Brando at that time I had just seen him in a streetcar named Desire, and he was magnificent. And uh
Rod Steiger
Between your ego and yourself, you didn't want to disappoint them, but you wanted to keep up.
Presenter
But there was a kind of chemistry between you therefore, wasn't there?
Rod Steiger
Well, I think it's uh was best described by uh
Rod Steiger
The director was Elia Kazan, whose I heard him say.
Rod Steiger
This is like watching the two young bulls lock home.
Presenter
But is that why it's such a memorable scene, do you think? Because it's not a good idea.
Rod Steiger
Oh, I have no idea about that. I I am amazed about that scene because uh
Rod Steiger
Well, first place, it wouldn't have come about
Rod Steiger
If uh Sam Spiegel, the man at Purdue's waterfront, didn't try to cheat on the budget. What happened is when we came in to shoot it, Kazan was screaming at Spiegel, What are you doing? and Spiegel had the Russian acts of gadget, you have to understand it's only a small scene, doesn't it? He says, I can't move my camera to shoot through the side of the cab. It was a big closet.
Rod Steiger
So he was forced to go in on the actors.
Rod Steiger
and stay there. So if the actors weren't any good
Rod Steiger
we're in a lot of trouble. And somehow that tension, the competition between myself and mister Brando on a healthy professional competitive level and also the confines
Rod Steiger
It focused things, I think, for the audience much sharper than if he had done all over shot. How long did it take? Key to shoot.
Presenter
Yeah.
Rod Steiger
That's
Presenter
It's what a four-minute scene, I would think, something like that is.
Rod Steiger
Well, it's a peculiar sur it took about eleven hours.
Presenter
Why did it take a while?
Rod Steiger
Well, uh he started improvising.
Rod Steiger
which is fine with me, because I do that all the time.
Rod Steiger
And we both came from the same way of acting the actor's studio now.
Rod Steiger
And uh
Rod Steiger
We get in the first time for the first tick, and I'm a nervous wreck, but you don't look like it, of course,'cause you don't want anybody to know you're scared.
Rod Steiger
And uh he said uh
Rod Steiger
How's mom?
Rod Steiger
And that's not in the script.
Rod Steiger
But I figured well, he's looking for something. I said, She's fine, as far as I know. He said, I was worried about her.
Rod Steiger
I said, what's wrong with you? You're talking about mother. You have a phone number. I have a phone number. You put 10 cents in the machine. You call up and say, hello, Ma, how are you? So we cut.
Rod Steiger
And we start again, and he says to me
Rod Steiger
What do you think of the Yankees?
Rod Steiger
I said, What's wrong with you? The Yankees we come from Brooklyn, remember? Our father used to drag our rear ends to the Dodgers, and we used to see so many of the cheap hotcores we used to get sick and you're asking me about the Yankees? We're Dodger fans. Anyway, gradually we got through it. And the only thing I didn't like was acting is basically reacting. And they did the two shot, which means he and I together. Then they did him alone, me off camera. You act your nut off when you're off camera.
Presenter
True.
Rod Steiger
Go crazy just to help the other actor.
Speaker 3
Uh
Presenter
Uh
Rod Steiger
And when it came my turn, he wasn't there.
Presenter
So you did it for him, but he didn't do it for you.
Rod Steiger
She went home.
Presenter
Tell me about your first record.
Rod Steiger
Christopherson and helped me through the night. I know Christopherson is a friend of mine, my best friend.
Rod Steiger
And uh
Rod Steiger
Nothing is as frightening.
Rod Steiger
Alone and psychologically not quite in command, you think.
Rod Steiger
And you wake up
Rod Steiger
In a strange room that you can't'identify quick enough because it's a hotel room, in some place you've never been, going somewhere you don't know what.
Rod Steiger
That's what that song comes out.
Rod Steiger
And one begins to evaluate themselves in the dark sometimes like that as being a failure or frightened. And and you get to a point where you're perspiring. I know this from my depression. And you know you're what you're really saying is whatever God you believe in, please.
Rod Steiger
Just get me through to night, will you? Just get me through it, and I'll be all right to morrow morning.
Speaker 3
Come and lay down by my side.
Speaker 3
Till the early morning light
Speaker 3
All I'm taking is your time.
Speaker 3
Help me make it through the night.
Presenter
Chris Christofferson and Helped Me Make It Through the Night. The film for which you might have won an Oscar but you didn't was of course the pawnbroker, Sol Nazerman, who survived a Nazi concentration camp and hadn't been able to look the world in the eye ever since. Do you think that was one of your best performances?
Rod Steiger
I think that might be my best.
Rod Steiger
I knew what isolation meant from my childhood and that.
Speaker 3
Hmm.
Rod Steiger
And that to me was a f I cut one third of all my lines. And they said, What are you cutting? I said, Well, if I'm trying to hide for the world, I don't want to speak unless I have to because if you speak, people look to see who's talking.
Presenter
But the most memorable scene, of course, the one that everybody remembers is when Naziman puts his hand on the bottom of the corner.
Rod Steiger
where he flagellates himself out of guilt.
Presenter
The pawnbroker's not a good idea.
Rod Steiger
Yeah, that's what he's doing. He's punishing himself still. Well, that's a funny thing that happened because I was at home practicing. I had a thing I bought with a spike, and I'd press as far as I could go, so I got a sense of pain.
Presenter
But you
Rod Steiger
And I practised and I practised and I practised. I felt pretty good by it. And I came in, and there it was. The camera starts to roll, and I I start to press down, and all of a sudden my voice said, You jackass
Rod Steiger
You never practice taking it off.
Rod Steiger
I was so involved getting it right, putting it in, that way. And the only thing that saved me, I happen to remember, at times when you're in terrible pain, and that is uh oh, trying to hold your breath. So I went
Rod Steiger
And when I finally took it off, I went to the
Rod Steiger
Nobody knew what I was going through, you know.
Presenter
What about Gillespie, the the redneck police chief in the heat of the night?
Rod Steiger
Well, that's a different thing. That was Sidney Porchet was a friend of mine for many years before we did that.
Presenter
He was the homicide detective in it who had a lot of money. Yes, he was the black detective. He was the.
Rod Steiger
Yeah, he was the black guy, he was the detective, and we were friends long before we did the picture, so that kind of fell into the picture. But the real story of that picture is you have to think of two great gunfighters from the West. One is like Wyatt Earp, the other is Wild Bill Hickcock, and they meet.
Rod Steiger
And of course, like good gunfighters, they're watching every b the each other's move and they're very aware of each other, and as their relationship goes on,
Rod Steiger
Not what they say convinces them that the other one's really a man, but how they do things.
Rod Steiger
And these two guys from different races are watching each other all of a sudden they're beginning to say, I don't care what his color is, this is a man.
Rod Steiger
This is a man and Gillespie
Rod Steiger
recognized that, and so also did Sidney's character.
Rod Steiger
You're no
Presenter
So mister Poitier was easier to um act with than mister Brando, was he?
Rod Steiger
I would say he was more cooperative, yes.
Presenter
A huge range, of course. I mean, we can't talk about all the parts that you've played.
Rod Steiger
Why not? Why not? We have a long night, my darling.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
But I mean, from the Jewish pawnbroker to the police chief to Mussolini to Rudolf Hess to W. C. Fields. But they're all.
Presenter
Characters, you've never really been a romantic hero. I wonder if that has ever rankled with you, that you were.
Rod Steiger
No, because if I wanted to be a romantic hero.
Rod Steiger
I would have to give up my wine and my food. Let us face it, my dear, there is no role in the world.
Presenter
Let it
Rod Steiger
That fits a good dinner as far as I'm concerned.
Presenter
Well, you say you'd have to lose weight to be the romantic hero, you mean?
Rod Steiger
Oh, yeah, yeah. In first place, I wouldn't want to be a romantic leader. They're the dullest parts in the world, right?
Presenter
Tell me about your second record.
Rod Steiger
Sinatra I knew mister Sinatra I knew
Rod Steiger
And
Rod Steiger
Maybe'cause I delivered ice to pubs.
Rod Steiger
And I used to sometimes come in the pub at four in the morning
Rod Steiger
And there is a loneliness and a smell.
Rod Steiger
That you'd rather not participate in.
Rod Steiger
It's as if like the agony of everybody there left some kind of a scent behind.
Rod Steiger
And also
Rod Steiger
I have gone in and had that particular lonely drink.
Rod Steiger
that I didn't want to have, but I didn't know what the hell else to do.
Rod Steiger
And this song touches me for that and other reasons.
Speaker 3
So make it one for my baby
Speaker 3
One more for the room.
Speaker 3
Let long, long
Presenter
Frank Sinatra and one for my baby. So, Rod Stager, your childhood, from everything you said about it, sounded pretty unhappy.
Rod Steiger
Yeah, I guess so.
Presenter
Fishing your mother out of pubs.
Rod Steiger
Well yeah.
Presenter
Yeah, all the rest of it.
Rod Steiger
Well, she pulled herself out in the last eleven years of her life she joined Alcoholics Anonymous and sh you know, I learned to love her again, which at one time I didn't at all.
Presenter
What about your father?
Rod Steiger
Never known'em, I don't know, you know.
Presenter
He went.
Rod Steiger
He's probably long gone now.
Presenter
What about school?
Rod Steiger
Well, I went I had one year of high school.
Presenter
One year.
Rod Steiger
Yeah, and I was uh
Rod Steiger
Living with some neighbors because I was kinda on my own on and off since I was about twelve.
Rod Steiger
And I found my mother in a lousy, terrible rooming house and I made her actually physically forced her to sign a paper. I remember we both were crying to sign a paper that says I was seventeen so I could get in the Navy.
Presenter
And you therefore must have seen action because this was what was going on.
Rod Steiger
Oh yeah, but in in the Navy it's different. I was on destroyers, so I never went through the terror and all that of what an infantryman went through.
Presenter
So you never saw the enemy, really? I mean, you know, no, I saw.
Rod Steiger
No, I saw
Rod Steiger
The only we sank a submarine.
Rod Steiger
And uh the all I saw was all of a sudden the bow of the submarine came straight up, you know, like a big fish, and then just slid back down.
Presenter
What about people or civilians? Did you ever
Rod Steiger
Oh, well that was another thing. Yeah, we I was on the first with the first group, uh General Doolittle, when he attacked uh Tokyo. And as we approached there were these sandpans and there would be the children and the mother and the father.
Presenter
Yeah.
Rod Steiger
and we were ordered to shoot em and sink em.
Rod Steiger
And you'd be firing a twenty millimeter at something about a hundred yards away.
Rod Steiger
with children running and screaming and people jumping.
Rod Steiger
Because they carried radios.
Rod Steiger
And we had to get rid of the radios because the Japanese didn't know we were doing this.
Rod Steiger
And I'll never forget that.
Rod Steiger
There is not even an unmanly grief about there there seems to be an animalistic horror connected to that.
Presenter
Tell me about your third record.
Rod Steiger
This is Idith Piaf singing La Vienrose. I don't understand half the words she's singing, but her ability to put her emotions and herself personally in your heart is proven by such records.
Speaker 3
Does you keep all this?
Speaker 3
A real disappearance of one of the portraits of a tour
Speaker 3
Dol Marquel, la Palpia.
Presenter
The voice la Vion
Presenter
Edith Piaff and La Vie Henrose.
Presenter
So out of the navy, into civilian life, you were twenty one. You hadn't thought seriously about being an actor before then, had you? So what what happened?
Rod Steiger
No.
Rod Steiger
Well, what happened? I went to work in civil service.
Rod Steiger
And we noticed that all the attractive girls were busy on Thursday night. And somebody said, Well, that's because this was a building a whole block square with about eight thousand employees, civil service. They had organized a theater group.
Rod Steiger
So, needless to say, we descended like vultures on the theater group because we wanted to get lucky with the girls. And the woman saw us coming through the door and was so relieved because they had no men. And I did one or two things, and she said to me, You know, I think her name was Palfrey, yes, Mrs. Poffrey said, You ought to take this serious. I said, You've got to be out of your mind. What do you mean? I mean, if I when I was a kid, if I washed the dishes or dried them and took out the garbage, I got ten cents. I went to see these golden people on the screen. But I never th
Rod Steiger
Oh, she said you should I said I can't I said for well, she said you should study I said I don't have the money. And now I must take time to point out one of the most brilliant things the government ever did, if they ever do any.
Rod Steiger
It was a GI Bill of Rights, which meant if you went
Rod Steiger
After the war for four years, you could pick any school if you qualify.
Rod Steiger
And go for four years. You went for three years, you go so I figured, what the hell, I might as well pretend I'm going to be an actor. It's better than working in civil service. And then within two months, I became fanatic. They used to call me the the the theatrical library'cause I had one of these cases that the pilots on the airplane carry on. And then it was the history of theater and the history of it was Bolosovsky, Stanislav, Ivektangov, Reinhold, all the stories and biographies of great people of the theater. And it became for me.
Rod Steiger
And this is the accident that worked for me.
Rod Steiger
I realize now
Rod Steiger
An exciting avenue
Rod Steiger
in which to pursue respect.
Presenter
You mentioned Stanislavski and of course you took to what's become known as the method. I know you don't like the term, but how would you define it in the way that you have a message?
Rod Steiger
Well, I defined it very simply. Up until about nineteen thirty five
Rod Steiger
Or forty, the actor generally did what he thought the character would do.
Rod Steiger
And he'd always talk about what was happening to the character.
Rod Steiger
And came along this idea, they said, no, no, no, no.
Rod Steiger
It says in the script his mother died.
Rod Steiger
It's no longer his, it's your mother.
Rod Steiger
Let's see what happened.
Rod Steiger
Anyway, between the fifties and sixties the actors changed the acting of the world.
Rod Steiger
Now, today acting is more personal. When I used to work, I used to get condemned in the beginning for overacting.
Rod Steiger
Because I came in, my daughter was dead, and I broke down. I said, What do you want me to do? I tap dance.
Presenter
Record number four.
Rod Steiger
All right, the next record is that magnificent lady Judy Garland singing The Man That Got Away.
Presenter
And why do you want that?
Rod Steiger
Because I knew her, I liked her, she was a great artist, and when she's happy she sang better than anybody who ever sang.
Speaker 3
The night is bitter, the stars have lost their glitter, the winds grow colder, suddenly you're older, and all because of the man that got a world.
Presenter
Judy Garland and the man that got away
Presenter
Part of the method is also the development of the ability to improvise, which is fine, of course, when directors like it, like Sydney.
Rod Steiger
Well, the ability to improvise depends upon everything. Let's forget about method, schmeth, anything else.
Presenter
Uh
Rod Steiger
I don't care if you use the Menostanoslavski, Poloslavsky, I don't care what you use, Radhashmata, Central School, Actors' Studio, if you don't have imagination and nobody can teach you that, forget it.
Presenter
But it didn't happen like that with David Lean in Doctor Givago, did it?
Rod Steiger
Uh well with David Lean.
Rod Steiger
On the first day I made my mistake with him.
Rod Steiger
We're shooting a scene where we're coming back from the ballroom, Julie Christie, a lovely, wonderful, talented lady, and my par uh, my character Kamarovsky. And we come around and we as we pass the camera,
Rod Steiger
I'm supposed to suddenly kiss her and shock her.
Rod Steiger
And we're coming on, we're doing it, and for some reason or other, Julie's anticipating it, it don't know it, anticipating it, and don't know it.
Rod Steiger
Sure.
Rod Steiger
I said Mr Lynn, could I talk to you for a moment?
Rod Steiger
About what?
Rod Steiger
Suitor.
Rod Steiger
With the cigarette holder.
Rod Steiger
I said I'd like to talk to you about Oh, the scene! Oh, you wanna discuss the scene, do you?
Rod Steiger
Now don't forget he and Rabbit Bull had worked for three centuries on that.
Rod Steiger
And they were slightly overprotective, right? I said, yes, could I too?
Rod Steiger
I said, I said, Private. All right, of course. What is it? I said, Well, you see, we come around the corner.
Rod Steiger
And we get to the camera, we kiss, and Julie knows that. So what if we come around the corner, put a little track on your camera, I'll kiss her, she'll think the scene is over, then I'll put my tongue down her throat about a yard and a half on, and you'll get what you want, right?
Rod Steiger
We did it in one take.
Rod Steiger
He never thanked me?
Rod Steiger
He never forgave me.
Presenter
But when it so, you know, when it works, it's wonderfully effective. Uh uh tell me about you in No Way to Treat a Lady, because I think that's one of your favorite films as well.
Rod Steiger
Yeah, and I loved it because it was uh
Rod Steiger
One of the few times, even though it was very black comedy, I got to do anything that was in any way comedic, you know.
Presenter
Were you a homosexual hairdresser?
Rod Steiger
I had this I was playing this homosexual hairdresser, and he had sold these wigs to these women, telling them they get him free if they win the contest, and they read the lines that small print it turns out they don't get anything, they still have to pay something. So they're throwing him out of their house and one of them shouts Homo
Rod Steiger
And I said it takes one to get one.
Rod Steiger
It takes one to know one. That would be better. It takes one to get one. I should have thought of that. Takes one to know one. They said cut print. And I said to the director, who was very nice, Jack Smite, I said, no, we're not going to do that. He said, what do you mean? I said, that's a cliche line. That line's been around for 50,000 years. So I go to dinner that night, and there's a guy who's very gay and a good friend of mine.
Rod Steiger
And we used to kid each other. He said, Hi, darling, how are you? I said, I'm fine, sweetheart, how are you?
Rod Steiger
Isa, you look like you're flying I said, don't talk flying to me, darling. You haven't touched ground in years. You've got your own squadron.
Rod Steiger
And he says it doesn't mean you're a bad person.
Rod Steiger
So everything stopped we got serious. I said Charlie he said what?
Rod Steiger
What wine do you like? He says, What the hell are you talking? I said, Wa if you could have a case of wine.
Rod Steiger
What wine could you have if you could have any? he said, like Audrey on forty nine. I got it for him.
Rod Steiger
Now I come in the next day and they're waiting.
Rod Steiger
And of course I'm playing games. I won't tell him. Jack, the pr come on, Rod Jack saying the director. I didn't know. I said, when I hit the doorknob, you just say homo. So I hit the doorknob, I go to turn it and he says homo. I says, well it doesn't mean you're a bad person. Well we we ruined the first four takes. I mean we n we had a finally the fifth take we could control ourselves. So you never know where something's coming from.
Presenter
Record number five. Tell me about that.
Rod Steiger
Send in the clowns.
Rod Steiger
It has a sweet sadness that we all kind of feel at times.
Rod Steiger
And who are we calling for? We're calling for ourselves.
Rod Steiger
Send in the clowns. I am a clown. I know how that is. I've been there.
Speaker 3
Sandy.
Speaker 3
The club.
Speaker 3
Presented bleed.
Presenter
Sarah Vaughan and the Count Basi Orchestra with Send in the Clowns.
Presenter
Four marriages, Rod's Tiger, and the one of course we British know best was to Clare Bloom, with whom you had a daughter, Anna, who's an opera singer.
Rod Steiger
That's true, yeah.
Presenter
And now you have a son who's six.
Rod Steiger
My son Michael is sixth, Joe.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
He's from your fourth marriage.
Rod Steiger
He's from Paula, Saigo, yo.
Presenter
and that that marriage is now also over.
Rod Steiger
Oh, it's over almost two years now, yeah.
Presenter
Uh these things are very complicated, obviously and you can't sum them up easily, but how much do you blame the failures of your marriages on the need for you to be successful in the marriage?
Rod Steiger
Oh, never, none of'em.
Rod Steiger
None of them. When we were together, my family came with me wherever I worked,'cause I learned from watching my family what happens if you were separated too much. No, no, no. My career never had anything to do with any of them, thank God, you know. I think my last marriage, my wife, was thirty five years younger than I was.
Rod Steiger
I had a uh
Rod Steiger
clinical depression for eight and a half years which made
Rod Steiger
A sexual life almost nonexistent.
Rod Steiger
She began to approach forty. I think she got a little panicky. Was she still desirable? Was she wasn't? Meanwhile, I'm seventy, seventy one, seventy two.
Rod Steiger
And uh
Rod Steiger
That led to it. That's definitely the uh basis, I think.
Presenter
And the depression went on that long, did it?
Rod Steiger
Well, yeah. The problem with that was to find the right person to talk to and fight and find the uh the right chemical to adjust your chemical imbalance. See, there are various types of depression, but basically I categorize them, I'm not a medical expert, on what I call a social depression. You work for twenty years, you're going to get a pension, you come in at nineteen and a half years and they say you're fired.
Rod Steiger
You could be depressed for a couple of months, you could be depressed for a year. But a chemical imbalance you can do nothing about.
Rod Steiger
And I had a chemical balance, a clinical depression, and it just went on and on. Meanwhile I was looking for the right doctor and the right medicine. The right medicine means something I could take that would rebalance
Rod Steiger
the incorrect balance that was making me depressed.
Presenter
And how did because it became public knowledge, your depression, didn't it? How badly do you think it affected your career?
Rod Steiger
Those years.
Rod Steiger
Uh I don't know that phrase height of your powers, but those years when I might have been able to do some of my best work were gone. I never know, you know. I hardly worked at all.
Presenter
And that's what that's the only thing that really
Rod Steiger
And that's what that's the only thing that really bothers me.
Rod Steiger
But then I know that the tomorrow can be a poison if you concentrate on it, so uh, you know, it's too late, there's nothing to do about it.
Presenter
Record number six.
Rod Steiger
Well, this man I think was one of the greatest lyricists and songwriters that ever Harry Nielsen that ever lived. And he has a looseness and a freedom and a poetic imagery in his lyrics which have always kind of astounded me and I always remembered him.
Speaker 3
She made perfume.
Speaker 3
In the back of her room Well me and my group Would sit out on the stoop And we'd play for her The songs she liked best to have us play
Speaker 3
On the
Presenter
Harry Nielsen and Vine Street.
Presenter
High profile careers are always picked over by people who analyze these things and moments are identified as being turning points or wrong moves.
Presenter
What they say about you is you should have played Patton in nineteen sixty nine instead of George C. Scott, and that was a big mistake. Do you agree?
Rod Steiger
What happened was I had just won the Academy Award and you know, whether we like it or not, the healthier you are mentally and physically, the stronger you are in anything, it means whatever.
Rod Steiger
Crazy philosophy you be believing is very strong that day, that particular moment. So, what happened? I had won the award and I read Pat and I said, I'm not going to glorify war, I'm a pacifist, I'm not going I was a schmuck.
Rod Steiger
I mean, it would have given me so much more power not to select what I want. See, that's the only thing.
Rod Steiger
I ever was worried about.
Rod Steiger
was to select or do what I really wanted and love, and I'm lucky I fell into acting.
Presenter
But as you look back across your career now, are you satisfied with it? Are you pleased with it? Or are you tormented by the things that might have been?
Rod Steiger
For a fellow who was kind of on his own in his early teens and grew up in Newark, New Jersey with one year of high school, I am fortunate that I fell into a profession that gives me the false sense of freedom my romantic mind wishes I had and at the same time makes me monetarily independent enough to do almost what I want, when I want, where I want. And as long as everybody respects that accomplishment, I'm a happy bunny.
Rod Steiger
Next record.
Rod Steiger
And these songs anybody hears em millions of people have never forgotten. And the highest form of reward an artist can get is when he gives you something becomes part of your brain, part of your life, part of your memory, therefore part of you.
Speaker 3
Not if you care for me Stay little Valentine Stay Each day is Valentine's Day
Presenter
Ella Fitzgerald and my funny Valentine. This is some casting away time. This is when we send you away to this desert island.
Speaker 3
Yeah.
Rod Steiger
Yeah.
Speaker 3
Yeah.
Presenter
Do you think you'll survive? Are you as tough as you look, or will you crumple?
Rod Steiger
I'm not tough.
Rod Steiger
I'm not tough at all. I think one of the things that saves me is uh
Rod Steiger
I, you know, I kind of bend with things.
Rod Steiger
I think I could cope physically for a while, but mentally I would be very, very, very sceptical and worried about it.
Presenter
And obviously you'd miss people. I mean, it's the first thing we all think about, cast away into that kind of solitude. But people apart, what do you think you would miss most about your existence?
Rod Steiger
You'd miss understanding,'cause you wouldn't have anybody to understand it with.
Presenter
Would you miss an audience? You like an audience, don't you?
Rod Steiger
No, not that I mean, not when we come down to the nitty-gritty, no.
Rod Steiger
No.
Rod Steiger
I mean, I if if a multicolored parrot landed on my tree and didn't give me any respect, I'd be outside.
Presenter
Tell me about your last record.
Rod Steiger
This is green sleeve now.
Rod Steiger
You know, s people say, well, they're all cliché.
Rod Steiger
When something lasts as long as this does in any form of art it must have something to it.
Rod Steiger
This song is soft.
Rod Steiger
Soothing
Rod Steiger
Sentimental
Rod Steiger
and nostalgic and another thing.
Rod Steiger
It captures your attention immediately.
Presenter
Greensleeves, played by the Elizabethan Consort, directed by Dennis Nesbitt. Now, if you could only take one of those eight records with you, Rod Steiger, which one would you take?
Rod Steiger
It's a toss-up between Garland and Vaughan. I think send in the clowns,'cause it's a softer presentation.
Presenter
Sarah Vaughan, and send in the clowns.
Rod Steiger
And send in the
Presenter
You're also allowed a book. We've got the Bible and we've got the complete works of Shakespeare waiting for you on the beach. What other one book of your choice would you?
Rod Steiger
Can I replace this?
Rod Steiger
All right, I will take uh
Rod Steiger
The Poetry Complete Poetry of E. E. Cummings.
Presenter
Why?
Rod Steiger
Because he's one of my favorite poets, because I've been writing poetry since I'm nine, and it's really my best and deepest love.
Rod Steiger
And most personal to me, poetry is basically like music in a way and visional.
Rod Steiger
and touches me all the time every time I hear it.
Presenter
And what about a luxury? We allow you one luxury.
Rod Steiger
A self-contained
Rod Steiger
Eternal
Rod Steiger
Electric fan
Presenter
Rod Steiger, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your Desert Island discs.
Rod Steiger
Thank you for having me.
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Presenter asks
How much do you blame the failures of your marriages on the need for you to be successful in the marriage?
Oh, never, none of'em. None of them. When we were together, my family came with me wherever I worked,'cause I learned from watching my family what happens if you were separated too much. No, no, no. My career never had anything to do with any of them, thank God, you know. I think my last marriage, my wife, was thirty five years younger than I was. I had a uh clinical depression for eight and a half years which made A sexual life almost nonexistent. She began to approach forty. I think she got a little panicky. Was she still desirable? Was she wasn't? Meanwhile, I'm seventy, seventy one, seventy two. And uh That led to it. That's definitely the uh basis, I think.
Presenter asks
How badly do you think [depression] affected your career?
Uh I don't know that phrase height of your powers, but those years when I might have been able to do some of my best work were gone. I never know, you know. I hardly worked at all. And that's what that's the only thing that really bothers me. But then I know that the tomorrow can be a poison if you concentrate on it, so uh, you know, it's too late, there's nothing to do about it.
Presenter asks
What they say about you is you should have played Patton in 1969 instead of George C. Scott, and that was a big mistake. Do you agree?
What happened was I had just won the Academy Award and you know, whether we like it or not, the healthier you are mentally and physically, the stronger you are in anything, it means whatever. Crazy philosophy you be believing is very strong that day, that particular moment. So, what happened? I had won the award and I read Pat and I said, I'm not going to glorify war, I'm a pacifist, I'm not going I was a schmuck. I mean, it would have given me so much more power not to select what I want.
Presenter asks
As you look back across your career now, are you satisfied with it? Are you pleased with it? Or are you tormented by the things that might have been?
For a fellow who was kind of on his own in his early teens and grew up in Newark, New Jersey with one year of high school, I am fortunate that I fell into a profession that gives me the false sense of freedom my romantic mind wishes I had and at the same time makes me monetarily independent enough to do almost what I want, when I want, where I want. And as long as everybody respects that accomplishment, I'm a happy bunny.
“Well, the fear of failure is a very good source of energy. If you can conquer the terror, the fear of failure in any profession, it gives you more strength for your performance.”
“I think one of the reasons I work so hard is I don't want anybody to laugh at the name of Steiger again. You want respect. That's it. That's a big thing with me because of the lack of respect for my family when I was a young child.”
“I don't care if you use the Menostanoslavski, Poloslavsky, I don't care what you use, Radhashmata, Central School, Actors' Studio, if you don't have imagination and nobody can teach you that, forget it.”
“I'm not tough. I'm not tough at all. I think one of the things that saves me is uh I, you know, I kind of bend with things. I think I could cope physically for a while, but mentally I would be very, very, very sceptical and worried about it.”