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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
Romanian poet exiled after a visit to America, known for her poetry, satires, and translations that capture her homeland's spirit.
Eight records
St Matthew Passion, BWV 244: "Ach, Golgatha!"Favourite
Michael Chance, English Baroque Soloists and John Eliot Gardiner
Because this masterpiece is somehow the essence of all music of all times. Bach is always. Above and beyond everything else, he stays there in his aura forever.
London Symphony Orchestra conducted by Sir Charles Mackerras
So that sorcerer's apprentice opened my my mind and my imagination to poetry and music together.
Vingt Regards sur l'Enfant-Jésus
I love Messian because he is incredibly vital. He has his spirituality and his mystic and whatever, but the approach and the the the sound is so tremendously vital and terrestrial. And I like the combination.
Music for Strings, Percussion and Celesta
Chicago Symphony Orchestra conducted by Pierre Boulez
I think that Bartok together with Shostakovich are somehow the two Beethovens of the twentieth century. ... That's why I like Baltok to be with me on the desert island.
It's a love peace. It's about a love ma but it's la plucalante. It's about a special love. A love of um nuances. It's not y like this, I love you. It's I love you in a very special way.
The Young Person's Guide to the Orchestra
London Symphony Orchestra and English Chamber Orchestra conducted by Benjamin Britten
I was very impressed not only for its uh didactical side, because it tr truly teaches you orchestra and orchestration, but for its wit and um humour. It makes me laugh.
Mazurka in A minor, Op. 17, No. 4
I think that he's still partly misunderstood. Uh the um people consider him, you know, sentimental uh romantic. He is romantic, but he's also extremely rigorous. This mazulka proves his subtlety and his vanguard spirit.
This speak low is also an insinuating song. As you see, I prefer from the expression of love, not the plain one, not the most direct one, a little aside, a little insinuating, like that speak low.
The keepsakes
The luxury
Well, of course everybody says I would like to have paper and a pen and a small piano. That would be nice. Uh but uh if that's not quite uh a luxury, I would like to have uh cigarettes and whisky.
In conversation
Presenter asks
You were declared a non person overnight. You were just written out of everything in your homeland. That must have been a paralysing experience.
Actually I uh went to America to teach a course of creative writing at New York University. And it's during that period of three months that I found out that my friend Georgie Ursu ... was arrested and finally that he died. ... I thought the moment was too hot for me to go back right away, but I didn't want to ask for political asylum because I knew what will happen. I mean that they are going to erase me as a person and taking away all my my library and my belongings and whatever. So I hesitated for one year and a half, but I had no choice finally.
Presenter asks
That kind of experience and having nowhere to go back to, being cut off and having lost everything, it must be a kind of death.
I felt like being trapped, literally, like being trapped, I mean, in a foreign country, surrounded by foreign people, by a foreign language. And as a poet I you can't imagine yourself, but expressing yourself in your mother tongue. It's uh it seems an impossibility. ... to uh change voices, you know, like uh boys in adolescence when they change voices. It it seemed impossible at first. Finally I did it.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. For rights reasons we've had to shorten the music. The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety nine, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My Castaway this week is a poet. Born, brought up, and persecuted in Roumania, her life reflects her homeland's frightening uncertainties. An idyllic childhood on the banks of the Danube led to the Bucharest pogrom, the terrors of the Stalinist era, and in the nineteen seventies, the cruel and absurd regime of Ceausescu.
Presenter
Throughout this time she wrote. She's published more than fifty books, fantasy, satires, poems, and written music. And then, thirteen years ago, on a visit to America, she was forbidden to return home. In exile, her mastery of the English language and her ability to translate the spirit of her homeland have made her a passionate and lively literary figure. Poets, she says, never leave country, territory, or language of their own free will, but I had no choice. She is Nina Cassian. You certainly had no choice, Nina. You were declared a non person overnight. You were just written out of everything in your homeland. That must have been a paralysing experience.
Nina Cassian
Actually I uh
Nina Cassian
went to America to teach a course of creative writing at New York University. And it's during that period of three months that I found out that my friend
Nina Cassian
Georgie Ursu?
Nina Cassian
who was an engineer and also a poet, who kept a diary for forty years I don't know how many thousands of pages. Nobody read it, by the way, not even his wife.
Presenter
But it was a diary criticising
Nina Cassian
It was a diary in which he yes, he inserted all the events for forty years in a critical way, with comments whatever.
Nina Cassian
For the last period, the Ceausescu period, he didn't mention their names, but called Ceausescu the paranoic and his wife the sow.
Presenter
So they'd seized these diaries of his from his
Nina Cassian
Yes, at first he was only under investigation when he came to my place and told me, Listen, you are frequently mentioned in my diary.
Nina Cassian
With your political opinions, with your sarcastic words concerning the
Nina Cassian
excuse me, royal couple. But I still I got my passport and I went to America and I thought and during that period I found out that he was arrested and finally that he died. The details about his death we found about uh out about them uh afterwards, that he was tortured and beaten to death.
Presenter
But you were then effectively cut off. You couldn't go back. You would also have been tortured, presumably.
Nina Cassian
I've been
Nina Cassian
I thought the moment was too hot for me to go back right away, but I didn't want to ask for political asylum because I knew what will happen. I mean that they are going to erase me as a person and taking away all my my library and my belongings and whatever. So I hesitated for one year and a half, but I had no choice finally. I couldn't get a job. I couldn't prolong my visas. I mean to have a status. So finally I had to ask for political asylum. But it must be
Presenter
That that kind of experience and and having nowhere to go back to, being cut off and having lost everything, it must be a kind of death.
Nina Cassian
I felt like being trapped, literally, like being trapped, I mean, in a foreign country, surrounded by foreign people, by a foreign language. And as a poet I you can't imagine yourself, but
Nina Cassian
expressing yourself in your mother tongue. It's uh it seems an impossibility.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Nina Cassian
to uh change voices, you know, like uh boys in adolescence when they change voices. It it seemed impossible at first. Finally I did it.
Presenter
You've done it. There's a lot of humour. There's a lot of love, but there's also a
Presenter
A pervading sense of loneliness underneath it all. It is.
Nina Cassian
It is, uh especially after the death of my husband. So I was deprived of e everything coming to America. I found myself uh lonely like uh a rusted coffin nail. I don't know.
Nina Cassian
Terrible.
Presenter
Can I ask you perhaps to to read us an example of that? Because there's a poem I I know that you've written since you were stranded in the States, and it's the image of you, a a woman in her sixties, t travelling on the New York subway.
Nina Cassian
Please give this seat to an elderly or disabled person.
Nina Cassian
I stood during the entire journey. Nobody offered me a seat, although I was at least a hundred years older than any one else on board.
Nina Cassian
Although the signs of at least three major afflictions were visible on me pride,
Nina Cassian
Loneliness and Art.
Presenter
Tell me about your first desert island disc.
Nina Cassian
Yes, I chose this part of Bach's Matthew's passion.
Nina Cassian
Because this masterpiece
Nina Cassian
Is somehow the essence of all music of all times. Bach is always.
Nina Cassian
Above and beyond everything else, he stays there in his aura forever.
Speaker 4
Silly score at
Speaker 4
And never have a heart or since you
Speaker 4
A zee in wont a silent avenge, yet has thy fruit and quite restored.
Speaker 4
He shook the handle, swooped and
Speaker 4
The teeth would see their flame.
Presenter
Michael Chance, singing Ach Galgetter from Bach's St. Matthew Passion, with the English Baroque soloists conducted by John Elliott Gardner. You mention uh music quite often in your poetry, Nina. Uh Bach drops into a poem called It Was Love, it was a love like a chord from Bach you wrote. Um a lot of love poems, most of them perhaps about your second husband to whom you were married for thirty-five years. Readers a poem, I think it's an early one you wrote about his kisses.
Nina Cassian
Yes, that was in our early um
Nina Cassian
Marriage
Nina Cassian
But that doesn't mean that the sensation didn't last even after that.
Nina Cassian
Kisses
Nina Cassian
Our kisses hundreds, thousands, even millions, who knows? I never counted them.
Nina Cassian
They're battles all kisses, heavy, slow, hurtful, where blood, voice, and memory all take part.
Nina Cassian
Oh, how jealous I am of the water you drink, and of the words you speak, of your blue sighs, jealous of those unjust partings of our mouths
Nina Cassian
Yeah.
Presenter
And he saw you through it all, through these the ghastly experience of these totalitarian regimes that you lived under.
Presenter
Your first book, as I understand it, under uh Stalin, you wrote just after the war, it it was not only banned, it was burned, wasn't it? What was so terrible about it?
Nina Cassian
I suppose so. Uh I I don't know exactly the facts. Anyway, it disappeared. And it was such an innocent book, I think. It had, in my opinion, nothing subversive. It was a book of uh fantasy, of uh joy, uh colorful, full of uh metaphors and so on, in the orbit, if you want, of Apollinaire, Marc Jacob, the fantasist, Les Poet Francesiste, Franci, because as you know, we almost almost all uh the Romanian poets grew in in the orbit of the French modern poetry.
Nina Cassian
Uh that was our second language.
Presenter
So was it ever defined under these regimes what you could and couldn't write? Did they say surrealism is out? Fantasy is out. Out.
Nina Cassian
Out by all means. That was decadent. That uh belonged to a uh declining uh human society. It wasn't written for the people to understand. Now here I must underline something. What they thought people understand or don't understand was a proof of their uh ignorance and their despising the people because people understood more than they thought. Of course. They uh obliged us to use a limited vocabulary as if uh all people around us were illiterates and not to use metaphors, which is uh absurd because our folk poetry is full of metaphors or adjectives. Okay, I wrote a poem about the sea and I said that the sea was yellowish in the the twilight because of the sun, etcetera. And I said, No, the sea is blue.
Presenter
Tell me about your second record.
Nina Cassian
Oh, uh that has to do with my childhood actually. Isn't that a fantastic childhood to grow up
Nina Cassian
surrounded by music and poetry, as I was, and I heard first in my early childhood The Sorcerer's Apprentice, based on a Goethe poem.
Nina Cassian
So I had a mixture of those two arts, uh you know, combining and uh befriending each other.
Nina Cassian
So that sorcerer's apprentice opened my my mind and my imagination to poetry and music together.
Presenter
Part of The Sorcerer's Apprentice by Paul Ducas, played by the London Symphony Orchestra conducted by Sir Charles Macaris.
Presenter
So it was a very happy childhood, uh that that early part of it, and quite a a cultured one. You were listening to this kind of music, you were aware of poetry, you apparently wrote your first poem and composed a a waltz on the piano, aged five.
Nina Cassian
Yes, a pretty stupid one, I must confess. But anyway, that uh shows that it wasn't my choice to become a poet or a composer or whatever. It just happened or maybe if I wu if I'll be uh very um cocky, I would say I was chosen.
Presenter
But you were, what, about eleven when the family moved to Bucharest, nineteen thirty five. And um that was really the end of um an idyllic childhood, wasn't it?
Nina Cassian
Yeah, 1935.
Nina Cassian
That was uh the the end of the f temporarily, the end of the fairy tale, yes, because uh my father was unemployed, we were very poor.
Presenter
What were your first impressions of the city?
Nina Cassian
Passion
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I didn't like it. It was flat.
Nina Cassian
I adored Brashov, Kronstadt. It had hills and mountains and uh four very well delimitated seasons. I mean, spring was spring and summer was summer and winters. The winters were absolutely sumptuous with the snow and so on. Bucharest was ugly, but uh I became ugly too.
Nina Cassian
Because at first I was a cute little girl with a small nose and a round chin, and at eleven
Nina Cassian
Things changed.
Nina Cassian
like in an earthquake.
Presenter
You also, I think, began to feel the effects of anti-Semitism, didn't you?
Nina Cassian
Oh, yes. Uh, actually, uh, even in Brashov I uh had a feeling that
Nina Cassian
I I was beginning to be attacked and pointed at. I don't know if you read uh that Max Frisch's um play called Andorra.
Nina Cassian
Uh the main character is a young man who is not Jewish, who was only raised by a Jewish family.
Nina Cassian
But he is persecuted as a Jew and almost crucified.
Nina Cassian
Uh the the idea of the play is that you are not born Jew, you are made.
Nina Cassian
A Jew
Presenter
And is that how you felt?
Nina Cassian
That's how I felt because my parents were not religious. I I had no feeling of really being Jewish. Of course, according to the papers, I probably am. But I'm not attached to this s specific community. I'm much more international and
Presenter
The
Nina Cassian
Much more open what they made me.
Presenter
They pointed at you.
Nina Cassian
Yes, they pointed at me.
Presenter
And as a result of all of that, you turned away and you embraced communism.
Nina Cassian
It's not because of that. That would have been a too narrow uh goal or target for me. I wanted it all. I was very greedy, as I say in a poem.
Nina Cassian
Communism for me was a kind of a golden sphere.
Nina Cassian
harmonious which abolished all the the bloody antagonisms between the races, classes, genders. It was the big, big, big embrace.
Presenter
Tell me about record number three.
Presenter
Yeah.
Nina Cassian
Well
Nina Cassian
I love Messian because he is incredibly vital. He has his spirituality and his mystic and whatever, but the approach and the the the sound is so tremendously vital and terrestrial. And I like the combination.
Presenter
Joanna McGregor playing part of Messien's Vanguard sur l'Enfant Jesus.
Presenter
The fact is, of course, Nina Cassian, that you went along with the Stalinist view of life, as you said you wrote for the people in the way that they decreed should be written.
Presenter
Looking back, why do you why do you think you were so gullible? Why do you think you didn't spot that it was all about control and dictatorship?
Nina Cassian
Well, at first
Nina Cassian
When I was told how to write, I thought they are right.
Nina Cassian
that that it should be and the party knew better because I was too young and unexperienced and whatever. But uh I realized very quickly that it um
Nina Cassian
made me dry, it emptied me of all um joy of writing, so I stopped.
Nina Cassian
And I turned to music, which was a wonderful refuge. I composed music in the time and to books for children. I mean, my obsession with the fairy tales. That was my uh solution for the time, for the time being. But did you realize
Presenter
I did
Presenter
I found it.
Nina Cassian
That you
Presenter
were you you were being heavily compromised, obviously. Thi did and did you not stop to think?
Presenter
Why is this happening?
Presenter
Can this be right?
Nina Cassian
Not at first, all I realized was that I became incapable of going on, so I I just was was empty.
Nina Cassian
I know now that it was a gigantic lie, that those wonderful ideas which keep their halo in some way
Nina Cassian
They are logical, they are uh beautiful, uh
Speaker 1
There
Nina Cassian
They were just taken as pretext to install bloody dictatorships all over. And probably Communism will probably remain a utopia never to be achieved.
Presenter
Next piece of music.
Nina Cassian
Well
Nina Cassian
I think that Bartok together with Shostakovich
Nina Cassian
are somehow the two Beethovens of the twentieth century. I know this might sound like a blasphemy in some ways, but why should it? Geniuses go on. I mean, i it's not at the end of the line it doesn't stop with Beethoven, of course. That's why I like Baltok to be with me on the desert island.
Presenter
The Chicago Symphony Orchestra playing part of Bartok's music for strings, percussion, and celesta, conducted by Pierre Boulez. You wrote many poems, Nina, about the privations that you and the people of Roumania suffered under Charlescu.
Presenter
Um l let's hear one of them. What about a a dream of drought, which I think you wrote in the early eighties? Okay, a dream
Nina Cassian
Time of drought.
Nina Cassian
Water's getting dearer.
Nina Cassian
I'd better learn to swim in dust and drink mud.
Nina Cassian
Birds leave in the autumn and don't return in the spring.
Nina Cassian
Blue cloth's getting dearer. I'd better get used to wearing black.
Nina Cassian
Even fish scales of any size have registered a rise.
Nina Cassian
Uh
Presenter
Fish scales, which were used for making soup. Scales. Yes, exactly. So hunger, cold.
Nina Cassian
Hunger, yes. Cold and darkness. They uh turned us into moles, into I mean, we lost all dignity.
Nina Cassian
being always afraid, you know, about the cold, actually he stopped the electricity not according to a specific schedule.
Nina Cassian
Uh but randomly. So babies, newborn babies, died in incubators because of that. Well he's stopping.
Presenter
Turned it off willfully.
Nina Cassian
Turned it off willfully.
Nina Cassian
I was sleeping with my fur coat and under blankets and with a hood, but my eyes were freezing.
Presenter
Is that what you mean when you say that um although Stalin terrorized you as a nation, Ceausescu exterminated us?
Nina Cassian
Yes, yes, I have that feeling because in Stalin times, you know, if you were put in prison, of course I don't agree with putting people in jails and executing and so it was cruel and terrible. But those people could keep somehow their inner convictions or beliefs or whatever. In Ceaușescu's time the process was so perverse.
Nina Cassian
So uh surreptitious.
Nina Cassian
You destroyed us inside.
Nina Cassian
Did you ever meet him?
Nina Cassian
Just once uh we had an interview a group of writers, but he was so evasive he didn't look you in the eyes, and he was stuttering all the time when he was emotional.
Presenter
Did you have uh the courage to speak out? Did you really tell him what you felt?
Nina Cassian
You sat across
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
You sat across the table.
Nina Cassian
I mean, he didn't jail us for uh telling the truth, but he didn't change uh a bit. So that was it. That was his uh being smart. He let us talk.
Nina Cassian
We could also write somehow subversive poems, so called, and they were published.
Presenter
Like the one you've just read.
Nina Cassian
Like the one I just said. That was published, because he said, Let them play. You know, that kept us quiet in some way. We didn't start any turmoil, socially speaking. We wrote what we wanted and we saw it published. So this was for us the supreme satisfaction.
Presenter
That would have been possible.
Presenter
Mech would number five.
Nina Cassian
I'm rather attached to uh
Nina Cassian
music for piano because I'm playing myself the piano. And one of my uh favorite short piece is WC. Okay, he's a great, great, great composer, but this
Nina Cassian
Piece called La Plucke Lante, which I mentioned, by the way, in one of my last poems.
Nina Cassian
It's
Nina Cassian
A love peace. It's about a love ma but it's la plucalante. It's about a special love.
Nina Cassian
A love of um nuances. It's not y like this, I love you. It's I love you in a very special way.
Presenter
Catherine Stott playing part of Debussy's La Plucolante. You've been very uh disparaging about your looks, Nina. You talk about there having been a a cross to Carrie, and how you've suffered. Do you want to read a couple of stanzas self portrait, you call this one? What about the first two stanzas there?
Nina Cassian
That's two stars.
Nina Cassian
Yes, the self portrait. I was given at birth this odd triangular face, the sugared cone that you see now.
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The figurehead jutting from some pirate prow.
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framed by trailing strands of moonlike hair.
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This jointed shape I'm destined to carry around And thrust out steadily through endless days, Wounding the retinas of those who gaze On the twisted shadow I cast upon the ground.
Presenter
Very harsh on yourself.
Nina Cassian
Uh
Presenter
Yeah.
Nina Cassian
That is scary.
Presenter
It doesn't seem to have affected your relationships with men, though. It has to be said. I mean, you've had your share.
Speaker 4
Per Joshua.
Nina Cassian
No, uh eventually it did not. Probably I compensa compensate with some other uh qualities. I don't know. There must be some balance in my existence.
Presenter
But that poem, along with others spanning some forty-five years of your life, w was published here in the States and here in a collection called Life Sentence in nineteen ninety. They were translated, of course, from the Roumanian, some a lot of them by other people, and some by you. Are you happy with them? Do they lose in the terms?
Nina Cassian
Uh more or less. Mainly I am happy because I I was lucky to enjoy the participation of uh very good poets and translators, uh to mention only Richard Wilber,
Nina Cassian
and um um um Caroline Kaiser and Stanley Kunitz and uh here in England Fleur Adcock for one of my poems and
Nina Cassian
But what I did, because uh those people didn't speak Romanian, they don't know Romanian, I uh offered them.
Nina Cassian
Already a possible version.
Nina Cassian
of the poem.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Nina Cassian
And you know, for me it's easy when I cannot find well, I translate myself into English. If I cannot find the perfect translation, I look for an equivalent or I change the original. I do whatever I want with myself. But of course I'm my own master.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
Of course, but also obviously what you need to do is capture the spirit of what's in the
Nina Cassian
That's it, the general atmosphere and the punch of it. That's all.
Presenter
But your your English obviously must have improved a lot over the past thirteen years.
Nina Cassian
I suppose so I hope so.
Presenter
Yeah.
Nina Cassian
Well now
Presenter
Are you right in English?
Nina Cassian
Yeah, I do.
Presenter
And how easy is that for you? Are you enjoying that?
Nina Cassian
Are you enjoying it? Because I didn't do it, you know, with a certain application and perseverance and didactically or like it just came. And it wasn't an ambition for me to write in English. I thought it will I will never be able to do so. But you translated Shakespeare, you translated from English to Romanian.
Presenter
And I think it's a threat.
Presenter
I see.
Nina Cassian
But not vice versa.
Presenter
But your your your Shakespeare your Hamlet has been performed at the National Theatre in Roumaine. That's true.
Nina Cassian
That's true, but especially my masterpiece, if I might say so, is Midsummer Night's Dream. A masterpiece I did in this translation with a great help from the author. But I did it.
Presenter
Wait, is it
Presenter
Record number six.
Nina Cassian
I was when I first heard uh the young person's guide, I think Sir John Barbirali was in Romania at some point and he played it, I was very impressed not only for its uh didactical side, because it tr truly teaches you orchestra and orchestration, but for its wit and um humour.
Nina Cassian
It makes me laugh.
Presenter
Benjamin Britton conducting the London Symphony and English Chamber Orchestras playing his Young Person's Guide to the Orchestra.
Presenter
People will be asking, of course, Nina, why doesn't she go back? Why doesn't she reclaim her territory, her language, her life, her people?
Nina Cassian
Uh I went back, actually. I was eight times in Romania after the revolution. But I have no place to stay here. I think I have to say in a parenthesis.
Nina Cassian
The authorities never liked me. Absolutely never. Not the former ones, not the current ones. And by authority I mean starting with the doorman, up to the prime minister or to the the the king, I don't know. So I wanted to have a place to stay stay. They forbade me, they uh kicked me out, I found a place, they kicked me out from that place, so I was literally and practically I was banned from Romania twice, once before the revolution and the second time after.
Presenter
One
Presenter
This is since you still you can't really go back.
Nina Cassian
Uh I can, but I have no place to stay. I can stay on the street if I want. They they they don't
Presenter
And why do you think that is?
Nina Cassian
I don't know.
Nina Cassian
Maybe because of my looks.
Presenter
I've no idea. But you have a a very good reason for not going back now, of course, which is that you've married again an American called Maurice.
Nina Cassian
Well, an American Cold War in the meantime. But even so, I would like to stay part-time in Romania and part-time in America. Yes, now I have a new husband.
Presenter
I'm in
Presenter
And and is that relationship responsible as much as anything for giving you back your appetite for life?
Nina Cassian
Um partly, yes. You hesitate to say so.
Presenter
You hesitate to say so.
Nina Cassian
Uh
Presenter
You hesitate.
Nina Cassian
But I yeah, I hesitate because my suicidal training I acquired after my second husband's death is still there. I feel that I'm uh very uh well acquainted with death, you know, very well. Um uh w when I was around fifty
Nina Cassian
I had an encephalitis due to a virus. I was paralyzed on the right side and speechless, and I entered a coma for three days. And I must tell you that I enjoyed it.
Presenter
Record number seven.
Nina Cassian
Yeah.
Presenter
Yeah.
Nina Cassian
Yeah.
Nina Cassian
As a Faux Chopin.
Nina Cassian
I think that he's still partly misunderstood.
Nina Cassian
Uh the um people consider him, you know, sentimental uh romantic. He is romantic, but he's also extremely rigorous.
Nina Cassian
This mazulka proves his subtlety and his vanguard spirit.
Presenter
Vladimir Ashkenazi playing part of Chopin's Mazurka in A minor, opus seventeen, number four. Do you think you'd survive on a desert island, Nina?
Presenter
Uh
Presenter
Yeah.
Nina Cassian
Um
Nina Cassian
Since I told you that I was suicidal, I don't know why I should survive. But anyway, I think I could, yes.
Presenter
And you're not afraid of death, as you said, but you you
Nina Cassian
I'm afraid of a long painful sickness, but not of death.
Presenter
I think we should um finish by asking you to read one more poem. And and what about one about your present husband, um the one called Singing and Barking?
Nina Cassian
Hmm.
Nina Cassian
He sleeps in my bed like an enormous lizard, he says. He says a lot.
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He is full, like a hive, of golden brown, humming, stinging words.
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I answer with words, they marry, they divorce, they remarry, they kiss and bite each other, they sing and walk.
Nina Cassian
He says, Instead of weightlifting, I lift your breasts and exhaust myself with ecstasy.
Nina Cassian
He is good at words and at breathlifting. Take my word for it.
Presenter
What a wonderful poem. Tell me about your last record.
Nina Cassian
I like jazz and I like folk music and I like pop music. But I have a special relationship with Bertolt Brecht and through Bertolbrecht with Gudweil. These words are by Ogden Nash, which is also one of my favourite poets for his wit, for his humour, for his linguistic inventions. And this speak low is also an insinuating song. As you see, I prefer from the expression of love, not the plain one, not the most direct one, a little aside, a little insinuating, like that speak low.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Speaker 4
Ooh, when you speak love.
Speaker 4
Our summer day withers away Too soon, too soon Speak low when you speak love Our moment is swift Like ships adrift We're swept apart too soon
Presenter
Lottalenia singing Speak Low from the musical One Touch of Venus, words by Ogden Nash, music by Courtweil. If you could only take one of those eight records, Nina, which one would you take?
Nina Cassian
Probably uh Matthew's passion.
Presenter
The Bach.
Nina Cassian
Yeah.
Presenter
What about your book? You've we give you the Bible and we give you the complete works of Shakespeare in English. Well, you can have them in Romanian if you want to translate them. What extra book would you like?
Nina Cassian
Boom.
Nina Cassian
Well you can have them in Romanian if you want to translate them.
Nina Cassian
I was uh thinking either of um Les Champs de Marder.
Nina Cassian
By Le Comte de Lotramont, his real name was Isidore Ducas.
Nina Cassian
Uh I know it's n he's not well known uh here, but he's a fantastic stylist. Like, I don't know to whom to compare him to.
Nina Cassian
to Melville, to James Joyce, I don't know. Or if I cannot take this one, I will take we need the proof.
Nina Cassian
Well, who's going to choose?
Presenter
Ha ha ha ha ha ha. And what about your luxury?
Nina Cassian
What about
Nina Cassian
Luxury. Well, of course everybody says I would like to have paper and a pen and a small piano. That would be nice.
Nina Cassian
Uh but uh if that's not quite uh a luxury, I would like to have uh cigarettes and whisky.
Presenter
Nina Cassian, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your desert island discs.
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Presenter asks
Your first book, as I understand it, under Stalin, you wrote just after the war, it was not only banned, it was burned, wasn't it? What was so terrible about it?
I suppose so. Uh I I don't know exactly the facts. Anyway, it disappeared. And it was such an innocent book, I think. It had, in my opinion, nothing subversive. It was a book of uh fantasy, of uh joy, uh colorful, full of uh metaphors and so on
Presenter asks
So was it ever defined under these regimes what you could and couldn't write? Did they say surrealism is out? Fantasy is out.
Out by all means. That was decadent. That uh belonged to a uh declining uh human society. It wasn't written for the people to understand. ... They uh obliged us to use a limited vocabulary as if uh all people around us were illiterates and not to use metaphors, which is uh absurd because our folk poetry is full of metaphors or adjectives.
Presenter asks
Looking back, why do you think you were so gullible? Why do you think you didn't spot that it was all about control and dictatorship?
Well, at first When I was told how to write, I thought they are right. that that it should be and the party knew better because I was too young and unexperienced and whatever. But uh I realized very quickly that it um made me dry, it emptied me of all um joy of writing, so I stopped.
Presenter asks
Why doesn't she go back? Why doesn't she reclaim her territory, her language, her life, her people?
I went back, actually. I was eight times in Romania after the revolution. But I have no place to stay here. ... The authorities never liked me. Absolutely never. Not the former ones, not the current ones. ... they forbade me, they uh kicked me out, I found a place, they kicked me out from that place, so I was literally and practically I was banned from Romania twice, once before the revolution and the second time after.
“I felt like being trapped, literally, like being trapped, I mean, in a foreign country, surrounded by foreign people, by a foreign language. And as a poet I you can't imagine yourself, but expressing yourself in your mother tongue. It's uh it seems an impossibility.”
“Communism for me was a kind of a golden sphere. harmonious which abolished all the the bloody antagonisms between the races, classes, genders. It was the big, big, big embrace.”
“I know now that it was a gigantic lie, that those wonderful ideas which keep their halo in some way They are logical, they are uh beautiful, uh They were just taken as pretext to install bloody dictatorships all over. And probably Communism will probably remain a utopia never to be achieved.”