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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
Composer whose first opera was a hit at 21, later fell from favour, retired to grow mushrooms, then rediscovered, now a successful composer.
Eight records
Violin Concerto in D major, Op. 35: I. Allegro moderato
I just love that work and of course Heifitz was what violinists call the sans parai. He was the ultimate in violin playing and uh this is a great record.
I was commissioned by the Arts Council to write one of the three operas for the Festival of Britain... the idea was that this would go all over England to cheer people up a little bit.
Symphonie Fantastique, Op. 14: IV. Marche au supplice
I just fell in love with brass and drums and everything. And uh bailios meant a tremendous amount to me in those days.
I think that that uh that should cheer me up sitting on my desert island. I say, Well, I may be here for thirty years, but eventually I'll get out of it.
Rigoletto: Bella figlia dell'amore
Luciano Pavarotti, Joan Sutherland, Huguette Tourangeau, Sherrill Milnes
I must have a bit of Verdi, and I believe that Rigoletto is one of his greatest. The thing that I like most with this record, which is a quartet, is his ability to delineate characters through the melodic line.
I'd become very interested in the piano... John Ogden... he was absolutely shattered.
Symphony No. 2 in E-flat major, Op. 63: I. Allegro vivace e nobilmente
I think that the greatest symphony that an Englishman has ever, ever written, or ever likely to write, is Elgar's Second Symphony.
Jesu, Joy of Man's DesiringFavourite
I just think that he plays this like nobody else I've ever heard... if I'm in a bad temper or I've been very agitated... it sort of soothes me down.
The keepsakes
The book
William Langland
Ever since I was a boy I have loved Langland's Pierce Plowman and I like to read it in the original Middle English... I've never got to the end so as I'm going to have plenty of time I'm going to tap Pierce Plowman.
The luxury
Romney's portrait of Lady Hamilton
I might have Romney's portrait of um Lady Hamilton because she played the violin.
In conversation
Presenter asks
What's it like to be successful again after a quarter of a century in the musical wilderness?
It's really a wonderful way to uh to spend one's latter days. I sometimes think of uh people I've known. For instance, when I when I was just starting, I met Cyril Scott and he had been very, very, very famous at the early part of the century. People compared him to Debussy. But by the time I knew him, he was absolutely thrown away. Nobody would look at him and he died uh in in obscurity. And I've often thought to myself, How lucky I am that uh I'm writing and uh full of life and and now people want to listen to my music.
Presenter asks
Tell me about your early success. You must have been a very precocious young man to have had an opera staged in London at the age of twenty one.
I don't know whether it was being precocious. I'd been doing all my sort of normal studies, studying violin with Albert Salmons, and I did my composition and all the rest of it. But at the same time, my father used to put me through the ropes with opera because he was uh a person who had an enormous uh knowledge about particularly all the very early operas. He would say, Now, here's a scene from some play or other. Now, you go and set that. So I'd have to go and set that uh and of course I ... I'd get stuck and then he'd say, Well, let's see what Rossini would have done in that situation So I was sort of also brought up in the opera world so it it seemed to me perfectly natural that I should write an opera.
The recording
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Speaker 2
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs archive. For rights reasons, we've had to shorten the music.
Speaker 2
The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety five, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My Costaway this week is a composer. Early in his life he enjoyed huge success. His first opera received rapturous acclaim in London when he was only twenty one. Illness and misfortune followed. His music fell out of favour, and he retired to Dorset and grew mushrooms. But the musical establishment rediscovered him. Today, at the age of eighty one, he is one of this country's most successful composers. His latest work, A Symphonic Mass, was received at its premiere with what one newspaper called monster raving loony ecstasy. He is George Lloyd.
Presenter
So despite a a quarter of a century in the musical wilderness, your your work is now published, it's recorded, it's being performed to sell out audiences. What's it like to be successful again?
George Lloyd
It's really a wonderful way to uh to spend one's latter days. I sometimes think of uh people I've known. For instance, when I when I was just starting, I met Cyril Scott and he had been very, very, very famous at the early part of the century. People compared him to Debussy. But by the time I knew him, he was absolutely thrown away. Nobody would look at him and he died uh in in obscurity. And I've often thought to myself, How lucky I am that uh I'm writing and uh full of life and and now people want to listen to my music.
Presenter
But does that kind of success go to your head, or have you been snarped?
George Lloyd
Oh, I I no, I think at my age one's uh has seen too much disasters of one sort or another. No, it doesn't go to my head. At least I hope it doesn't.
Presenter
Apparently snatches of your music are played in pubs and discos these days. In what form?
George Lloyd
Well
George Lloyd
Well, I don't know. I don't go to discos and pubs, so I've never heard it. But it is perfectly true that a few years ago when I was looking through my Performing Rights Society quarterly statement, they do it with signs and symbols, and this was a sign I'd never seen before. And I looked it up. I said, My God, I've succeeded. I'm being played in a disco.
Presenter
Uh
George Lloyd
First time it's really
George Lloyd
Really, I thought that was fabulous.
Presenter
But you're a tunes man, really, aren't you?
George Lloyd
Oh, well, yes, of course I suppose I am a tunes man because uh music without uh without melodies, without tunes, without s uh singing phrases, to me is just not music.
Presenter
And so so you believe that that music is
Presenter
Totally. To feed the soul, is it? There isn't a uh any intellectual purpose in it.
George Lloyd
Well it's difficult to be too hard and fast over that. If it's just, just, just what do you call the soul, it can tend to be perhaps a bit sloppy. You've got to use your wits and use your brains, although that's not enough by itself.
Presenter
Let's find out what what what will feed your soul or whatever on on a desert island. What's your first record?
George Lloyd
Well, my first record is um a part of Heifitz playing Tchaikovsky's violin concerto and uh I just love that work and of course Heifitz was what uh violinists call the sans parai. He was the ultimate in violin playing and uh this is a great record. It's uh with the Chicago Symphony Orchestra at their peak uh and uh because I tried to be a violinist myself I I really appreciate this.
Presenter
Part of the first movement of Tchaikovsky's violin concerto, played by Jascha Heifitz with the Chicago Symphony Orchestra conducted by Fritz Reiner.
Presenter
Tell me about your early success, George Lloyd. You must have been a very precocious young man to have had an opera staged in London at the age of twenty one.
George Lloyd
I don't know whether it was being precocious. I'd been doing all my sort of normal studies, studying violin with Albert Salmons, and I did my composition and all the rest of it. But at the same time, my father used to put me through the ropes with opera because he was uh a person who had an enormous uh knowledge about particularly all the very early operas. He would say, Now, here's a scene from some play or other. Now, you go and set that. So I'd have to go and set that uh and of course I
Presenter
How old were you when you did that?
George Lloyd
Oh, uh about sixteen, seventeen and uh'cause I started studying seriously at music when I was fourteen and a half. And uh I'd get stuck and then he'd say, Well, let's see what Rossini would have done in that situation So I was sort of also brought up in the opera world so it it seemed to me perfectly natural that I should write an opera.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
But was it his idea? Because he wrote the libretto.
George Lloyd
Yeah, he wrote the libretto, yes. We were asked to do this. Well, we were asked to do this by a man who ran uh a man called Walter Barnes who ran all the music in Penzance and uh that was part of my world. I was born in St Ives, and we did it. It was an extraordinary piece of luck. The principal critic of the Times, Frank Howes, was there at the time and he came along and heard it.
Presenter
Was it his idea?
Presenter
But on holiday or something.
George Lloyd
He was on holiday, yes. And he walked in and he wrote a a really ecstatic one of the best reviews I've ever had in my life, I think. And then everybody said, Well, we can't let this die, it should be done in London and uh well, nobody would have looked at us if it hadn't been for that review that that just set us up.
Presenter
Hmm. So nineteen thirty five it went on in in London.
George Lloyd
Uh, that's right, at the old Lyceum theatre, Irving's Theatre.
Presenter
and a very distinguished audience, I gather.
George Lloyd
Oh, well, oh, all the big wigs came along. Beecham. Beecham came, yes, he came along, stroking his little beard. He walked into into the dressing room and said Very good, my boy, very good. You keep the interest going all the time. Well, that was a tremendous compliment from Beecham. But the greatest
Presenter
But the greatest accolade came from Vaughan Williams, didn't it?
George Lloyd
Yes, he he came in and uh unfortunately I was not an admirer of Vaughan William at that time. I do appreciate him now. At that time I I didn't because I didn't like all that sort of folk music uh business. And uh he walked in with his big black boots and uh said'tisn't fair, you know,'tisn't fair, I've been all my life trying to uh learn to write an opera, and here's this boy.
Presenter
Yeah.
George Lloyd
But uh you must have been
Presenter
You must have been bowled over.
George Lloyd
Not really, because when people used to say all these nice things to me, I'd sort of go home and say, Well
George Lloyd
Silly old fool, don't they know I'm not Verde? You know, because I I thought nobody could ever write uh music except Verde. And what was I? Just trying my best to write a tune or two.
Presenter
Let's have your second record. It's one of yours, in fact.
George Lloyd
Yes, um uh John Sockman. I was uh commissioned by the Arts Council to write one of the three operas for the Festival of Britain. Vaughan Williams uh did one for Covent Garden, Pilgrim's Progress, Benjamin Britton did Billy Budd for Saddler's Wells, and they asked me to do an opera for the Carl Rosa Company. Carl Rosa Company of course doesn't exist now, but at that time it was the principal touring company and uh the idea was that this would go all over England to cheer people up a little bit and uh that was partly why it has a cheerful end. Of course I've been sworn at since then because you know we don't have cheerful ends nowadays, very bad taste.
Presenter
That was Sibyl's aria from George Lloyd's opera John Sopman, sung by Janice Watson, with the Philharmonia Orchestra conducted by the composer, my castaway, George Lloyd. So there was never any doubt that music was to be your life. It was your life from when you were very small.
George Lloyd
Well, yes. There was always a tremendous amount of chamber music uh going on. My father was an excellent amateur flute player. My mother played piano and viola and uh all sorts of things. I grew up with quartets and trios and uh Bach being played on the flute.
Presenter
And you were gonna you were gonna be a fiddler.
George Lloyd
Yes, when I was about five I started uh learning the fiddle with my mother. But uh when I was uh eight, nine years old, when I should have been building up more of a technical foundation, I had a series of illnesses. In fact, I had rheumatic fever three times. Uh I spent nine months in bed at one time and that rather put me back. But even so, by the time I was fourteen or so, I put a pistol to my father's head and I said, you know, it's time I started studying music because I'm going to be a musician.
Presenter
But in the end composition took over, and and and you wrote your first symphony, I think, when you were nineteen, and you sent it off to to the Bournemouth Municipal Orchestra.
Presenter
And heard not a thing, so you went after it.
George Lloyd
Yes, well, Sir Dan Godfrey was the big man. He ran the orchestra and did all the conducting. And after about a month, I hadn't h had an answer to my letter, and I thought this was outrageous. So I got on the train, went down there, and I told the secretary who I was, and she said, Well, wait a minute, I'll go and see if Sir Dan will see you. I waited about five minutes. Suddenly the door opened and a great big, massive, bald, sort of red, bald head. He looked like a bull, and he had a score in in his two hands. And he came right up to me, and he said, Can't they teach you how to write triplets? How can my musicians play those when the snow went? You know, I was, oh yeah, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Sir Dan. Will you play my symphony? Oh, yes, yes, yes, yes. So I then plucked up courage and said, Would you let me conduct it? Oh, if you want to, yes, come along down. He was an extraordinary man.
Presenter
Shall we have record number three?
George Lloyd
Well, as you've gathered, although I was very uh operatically orientated, I was also completely uh seduced from the chamber music that I'd been brought up with, and I just fell in love with brass and drums and everything. And uh bailios meant a tremendous amount to me in those days. So uh this record I'd like to play the march from the Symphony of Fantastique.
Presenter
Part of the fourth movement of Berlio's Symphonie Fontastique, played by the B B C Symphony Orchestra, conducted by Andrew Davis. So by the time you were twenty five, George Lloyd, you'd written two operas and three symphonies, although your second opera was not a successful production.
Presenter
But then war intervened, and rather disastrously for you. Can you tell me what happened?
George Lloyd
Well, I tried to join the navy actually, but uh they didn't want to have me. I think my heart was a little bit dodgy. So um I went into the marine bands. Now at that time all ships from cruisers upwards, cruisers and battleships uh they had a marine band of fifteen, sixteen players. When the ship was in port uh they entertained and did all the rest of it, ceremonial stuff. But um when at sea they were down in the bowels of the ship doing all the gunnery stuff, all the clever stuff, you know they weren't computers but they were like computers and uh all the information came in and that went up to the turrets and uh we were doing the uh Arctic convoys.
George Lloyd
And they were always very difficult, a tremendous amount of loss. And uh there was a a bit of a scrap one day and uh the ship was hit. Well, uh on one side of our position uh was the magazine and on the other side were the oil tanks. And the the oil tanks uh were broken and down came all this oil and uh most of the people were uh were just drowned in horrible thick black oil. But uh I was a lucky one and somehow or other I survived. Uh I survived but uh I was a total wreck after that.
Presenter
You were put ashore, weren't you?
George Lloyd
Uh well, yes, I I eventually after a month or so I landed up in um a naval hospital near Aberdeen and I was there for quite some time and finally the doctors uh saw my wife and they said, Look, uh we can't do anything with your husband They tried all their different tricks of this and that, even hypnotism and everything but they
Presenter
So you were shell shot.
George Lloyd
I was just shell plain shell shocked, yes. I hadn't lost a limb or anything, I was just playing shell shocked. I I think this this extraordinary business of being uh no, we had to climb up these ladders with all this oil coming down, and I think the exertion of that or something it just uh burnt out my nervous system. Anyway, um I I couldn't do a thing, I was just like a doll on the end of a a string and a and they told my wife I'd have to spend the rest of my life uh in hospital, and that was that. So, yeah, quite deafly.
Speaker 2
Anyway.
George Lloyd
And uh well, my wife, she's a brave soul and she said, Well, if you can't do anything, uh why don't you let me have a try? I said, Well, you don't know what you're taking on At any rate, uh she took me away and I lived in the country for three years.
George Lloyd
And it was an absolute nightmare for her. But little by little by little I started to recover a bit. And then she took me out to her home in Switzerland, where I lived for another three years. And uh of course I always wanted to get better, you know, and nothing was going to stop me. And I started uh doing little exercises, writing little tunes, trying to get my head to work on notes again.
George Lloyd
And eventually I wrote a symphony. It was pretty agonizing, but I wrote it and um it has a cheerful end, which uh a lot of people they they they can't understand this. They think it it's very cheap really. That here was I I I had seen some of the nasty side of the war and why wasn't I writing something really grim, you know, just to show everybody. Uh but uh I took a a different attitude. Uh here well, I was alive and everything was good again, so I wrote a rather buoyant type of ending.
Presenter
And and that's your
George Lloyd
That's my fourth that was my fourth symphony, yes.
Presenter
And it's your fourth desert island disc?
George Lloyd
Oh yes, yes, so it is, yes.
Presenter
The finale of George Lloyd's fourth symphony played by the Albany Symphony Orchestra conducted by George Lloyd, which stayed in the cupboard for thirty five years, you say.
George Lloyd
Yes, it did. Nobody wanted to know it, but uh it came out eventually. I think that that uh that should cheer me up sitting on my desert island. I say, Well, I may be here for thirty years, but eventually I'll get out of it
Presenter
Stick around long enough.
George Lloyd
Yeah, stick around long enough.
Presenter
So so your confidence though was obviously restored by being discovering you could still write music despite your awful experiences?
George Lloyd
Uh well, yes and no. I was still a bit very diffident about everything. I couldn't meet people, I couldn't do anything, you know, I wasn't fit for the music uh world really. Uh but I I had to write uh
Presenter
Mm-hmm.
Presenter
And then you got the commission from the Arts Council.
George Lloyd
Then I got the commission for writing an opera. I managed to deliver it on time. And well, there again, I'm afraid this sounds as if it's just one sequence of disasters. It wasn't well produced. Unfortunately, the conductor and the producer they didn't merely not get on very well together. They literally hated each other and they wouldn't even talk. So you can imagine the atmosphere. The only form of communication they had was through Sir Edward Downes. It was his first job in an opera house, and he'd been engaged to teach the cast this new opera. And these two coots, they had to communicate through him. I was never allowed to a rehearsal at all. And
George Lloyd
That really finished me.
Presenter
To be fair, your story is borne out by the Times critic, which was again Frank Howes, I think, as he I've got a quote here from him. He said the performance was too rough to do justice to the orchestral score.
George Lloyd
I think he realized that uh they weren't really hearing what what should happen. However, I I've more or less uh wiped the slate clean over that because last summer I was able to do a whole disc, about seventy-eight minutes of music, which we call Highlights from John Sottman, and I had a lovely time. I had some marvellous singers and the Philharmony Orchestra, and so I sort of put everything right.
Presenter
But the sad thing was, of course, that it was the last opera you wrote. It was your third opera, and you haven't ever written another one. Now, that seems terribly sad to somebody whose natural antecedents are are varied. I mean do you blame yourself? Do you think you were oversensitive?
George Lloyd
Well, I blame myself to a large extent because it was partly a weakness of character, but also circumstances in that all this shell shock h did have a very serious effect on my character. I couldn't stand up to people. Whereas when I first started, I was quite aggressive and everybody was going to play my music, and that was fine. But after that, I just became very timid and lost confidence where other people were concerned. I still had confidence about writing my music, but not where the rest of the world was concerned.
Presenter
More music.
George Lloyd
Well, my next record is uh the quartet from Rigoletto. And of course, I must have a bit of Verdi, and I believe that Rigoletto is one of his greatest. The thing that I like most with this record, which is a quartet, is his ability to delineate characters through the melodic line. This is something which has completely gone out of modern composition. And in the quartet you'll hear, first of all, there's the tenor singing his lovely cantalina, and then you you have the mezzo coming in with little quick chirpy notes, and then in contrast, there's the soprano Gilda lamenting at the top, and underneath there's Rigoletto groaning away to himself. And these four characters are perfectly shown in this one piece. It's a great piece of technique.
George Lloyd
Uh
Speaker 4
Well not so hard, is it?
Presenter
The quartet from Rigoletto, Bella Figglia della More, sung by Luciano Pavarotti, Joan Sutherland, Huguette Turanjot, and Cheryl Milnes, with the London Symphony Orchestra conducted by Richard Bonning. So you turned away from music, this was the early fifties, and you farmed carnations first in Dorset. Was that profitable?
George Lloyd
Well, we did manage to build up quite a successful carnation nursery, but unfortunately one day we we'd had some very bad returns from the market and so uh we got on the phone and said, you know, what's going on? The market man said, Well, he said, It's these South Africans uh they're sending in wonderful blooms, I mean better than any English grower could possibly grow because they've got the sunlight and everything, you know.
George Lloyd
And all they want is the cost of the transporter. I said, well, how are they making their living? Oh, they don't want to make money on the flowers. They want pounds. They want sterling. And then they sell the sterling. So I saw the red light. I said, well, we can't compete with that. We've got to do something else. And I looked around and thought, well, there was still a good opening for mushrooms. So what a dreadful life. Fancy spending all one's life there, locked up inside these black places. But do you know? My wife and they became absolutely fascinated. Extraordinary things. And they suited my character also because if something went wrong with the carnations, well, it stayed wrong for about nine months. But with mushrooms, every week there was a new crop coming in. And well, if the previous crop had been very, very bad, because things are never perfect when you're growing things, by the time you were ready to cut your throat, you got a new one, and that would be a great success. So it was lovely.
Presenter
So you did all that for about twenty years, didn't you?
George Lloyd
We did that for a good many years. By the end of the sixties we were hoping that we could get out of this and all of a sudden in the very early seventies there was an explosion in land prices. In one year the value of land trebled in Dorset. So we thought, ah, well now's the time. And we were very fortunate. We sold in 1973, we came to London.
Presenter
And back to the music scene.
George Lloyd
And uh back to the music, yes. But uh I was totally unknown and uh nobody wanted to do a thing for me. It was absolutely hopeless.
Presenter
Record number six.
George Lloyd
Record number six i i is quite different to anything else. It's the Carnival de Vienne played by Moritz Rosenthal and it's been recorded off a piano roll. Now I'd at that time, this is I'm talking about sort of mid-sixties, I'd become very interested in the piano. I'd written a piano concerto. That was about the only thing of mine which was played for 20 years or so. And John Ogden did it in Liverpool. And we sort of struck up a friendship. He liked what I wrote and I thought his playing was absolutely fabulous and just suited me. And he used to come down and stay with me sometimes. And I'd just heard this piano roll, Rosenthal, and a lot of other wonderful pianists as well. So I sat him in a seat and I said, now John, you just listen to this because you pianists, you think you know how to play, but see what you think of this one. And he was absolutely shattered. After that, he went home and he told me later that for the first time in his life he actually started practising. He never practised. He was just born as a pianist.
Presenter
Carnival de Vienne, played and composed by Mauritz Rosenthal.
Presenter
You've said publicly that the reason one of the main reasons, anyway, you were out of favor for so long was that you were on a B B C Radio three blacklist. Uh do you need proof of that?
George Lloyd
Do you need proof of that?
George Lloyd
I think probably there wasn't an actual physical list, uh, but uh it it amounted to the same thing, and there were other composers also in the same boat as me. I I was just told that if I sent a score to them, uh they didn't even uh look at it. But I I don't want to dwell on that too much, because they did make amends. They made amends very handsomely. It was mainly due to John Ogden. One day he'd been down to see me and he went back with uh two or three of my symphonies.
George Lloyd
And unbeknownst to me, one of these got sort of slipped through the net. And the first thing I knew was, because he he never told me, the first thing I knew was that the BBC wrote to me and said that in due course they would play my Eighth Symphony. Well, that was fine. I waited a couple of years and nothing happened, so I thought, well, I'd better find a conductor. So I wrote to Ted Downs, who was then conducting in Australia at the opera house, and it took him about a year to answer the letter. In actual fact, from the time they said that they would play this, it took them eight years. They played it in 1977.
George Lloyd
I'd become totally disillusioned about everything at that time. And so I thought, oh, well, you know, they'll play this and that'll be the end of that. But what happened was I had so many letters from the public saying how they'd enjoyed this work that I said to myself, well, I've just got to pick myself up and try again.
Presenter
So that was 1977. That was 977. And this was the big turning point.
George Lloyd
That was designed in seventy seven.
George Lloyd
Yeah, this was the big this was a really turning point in my life. So I got around and uh I I thought, well, I must I must see all the orchestras again and not one of them w would do anything until I went to the Philharmonia.
George Lloyd
And there was an extraordinary young man who was the manager. He he was only twenty-eight at that time, Gavin Henderson, and he was one of these rare people who says yes before he says no. And he listened to the tape of the symphony and he liked it and he said, Now, what we're going to do is I'm going to get Larita, Mr. Itter, and La Rita at that time was a very, very prestigious record label, meant a tremendous lot.
George Lloyd
And I'm going to get him to record it and we'll play it at the festival hall.
George Lloyd
And lo and behold, that actually happened. And then he managed to persuade uh Uh, BBC to do my fifth symphony and my fourth symphony, and and then all of a sudden.
George Lloyd
People had to change completings. He said a symphony.
George Lloyd
Recording
George Lloyd
He said two symphonies recorded. Three symphonies recorded. And after that it sort of snowballed.
Presenter
Hm. They call it your Indian summer. Do you resent that slightly?
George Lloyd
I don't mind the very slightest bit as long as they go on playing things for me.
Presenter
I don't mind the
Presenter
Record number seven.
George Lloyd
Although I did start loving operas and everything, I also loved uh uh all the English orchestral music, and I think that the greatest symphony that an Englishman has ever, ever written, or ever likely to write, is Elgar's Second Symphony. So I'd like to have that.
Presenter
Part of the first movement of Elgar's Symphony No. Two in E-flat, played by the Halley Orchestra conducted by Sir John Barbaroli.
Presenter
A desert island would of course be the ideal place to write another opera. I mean, how do you write? Could you sit on a desert island and do you feel the music in in inside your head? And and and or is it a more intellectual process than that?
George Lloyd
No, I I'm afraid it's not an intellectual process with me. Something comes along inside me and uh if I don't write I actually fall ill. It's almost a physical thing uh with me. It it sort of takes the whole of my body, it takes everything.
Presenter
So what are you going to do on your desert island?
George Lloyd
Well, I have no writing paper. I have nothing.
Presenter
No.
George Lloyd
I have nothing. So, well, this will be a very good exercise. I shall have to try to learn.
Presenter
Yeah.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
George Lloyd
to write my music and store it in my memory and that's going to be very hard, so I shall occupy myself for months, years learning how to do that.
Presenter
Tell me about your last record.
George Lloyd
Well, the last record in some ways I think is almost the most beautiful one of the lot because it's uh uh Lee Patty playing Bach's uh Jesus Joy of Man's Desiring. And I just think that he plays this like nobody else I've ever heard. And and I want to have this because I find that even now if I'm in a bad temper or I've been very agitated or if everything's gone wrong for me during the day, if I play that piece uh it sort of soothes me down. So if I'm on the desert island and I get very irritated by uh all the awful things, I mean I I can imagine there'll be fleas and insects and all sorts of things which will come and uh uh make me very cross. Uh so then I'll just uh play this wonderful piece.
Presenter
Bach's Jesus Joy of Man's Desiring played by Dinu Lipati. Now, if you could only take one of those eight records, which one would you choose?
George Lloyd
Well, if you had to play a thing a hundred times, which one lasts the best? I almost think that Bach would last uh better than anything else.
Presenter
Super.
George Lloyd
Depends on one's mood, doesn't it?
Presenter
Dinu Lipati, you hold on to the middle of the middle.
George Lloyd
Yes, all right, we'll keep that one.
Presenter
What about your book?
George Lloyd
Ever since I was a boy I have loved Langland's Pierce Plowman and I like to read it in the original Middle English and you have to have a dictionary with you because it's very, very difficult. But the sounds are simply gorgeous. And I've never ever managed to get to the end. I start and I say this is great and and after a certain length of time something rather comes along. I've never got to the end so as I'm going to have plenty of time I'm going to tap Pierce Plowman.
Presenter
And your luxury.
George Lloyd
I imagine that uh I would have been able to build a little cabin of some sort, and so inside it I want a good picture any one of the great English portrait painters of the eighteenth century, which would uh sort of remind me of of civilization.
Presenter
Which is your favourite?
George Lloyd
Because we started this programme with violins, I think I might have Romney's portrait of um Lady Hamilton because she played the violin. And so I'll have this lovely portrait. I'll help her.
Presenter
George Lloyd, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your desert island discs.
George Lloyd
Thank you, Zoo. Thank you.
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Presenter asks
But then war intervened, and rather disastrously for you. Can you tell me what happened?
Well, I tried to join the navy actually, but uh they didn't want to have me. I think my heart was a little bit dodgy. So um I went into the marine bands. ... And there was a a bit of a scrap one day and uh the ship was hit. Well, uh on one side of our position uh was the magazine and on the other side were the oil tanks. And the the oil tanks uh were broken and down came all this oil and uh most of the people were uh were just drowned in horrible thick black oil. But uh I was a lucky one and somehow or other I survived. Uh I survived but uh I was a total wreck after that.
Presenter asks
So your confidence was obviously restored by discovering you could still write music despite your awful experiences?
Uh well, yes and no. I was still a bit very diffident about everything. I couldn't meet people, I couldn't do anything, you know, I wasn't fit for the music uh world really. Uh but I I had to write uh
Presenter asks
Do you blame yourself for not writing another opera? Do you think you were oversensitive?
Well, I blame myself to a large extent because it was partly a weakness of character, but also circumstances in that all this shell shock h did have a very serious effect on my character. I couldn't stand up to people. Whereas when I first started, I was quite aggressive and everybody was going to play my music, and that was fine. But after that, I just became very timid and lost confidence where other people were concerned. I still had confidence about writing my music, but not where the rest of the world was concerned.
Presenter asks
You've said publicly that one of the main reasons you were out of favor for so long was that you were on a BBC Radio 3 blacklist. Do you need proof of that?
I think probably there wasn't an actual physical list, uh, but uh it it amounted to the same thing, and there were other composers also in the same boat as me. I I was just told that if I sent a score to them, uh they didn't even uh look at it. But I I don't want to dwell on that too much, because they did make amends. They made amends very handsomely. It was mainly due to John Ogden. One day he'd been down to see me and he went back with uh two or three of my symphonies. ... And unbeknownst to me, one of these got sort of slipped through the net. ... the first thing I knew was that the BBC wrote to me and said that in due course they would play my Eighth Symphony. ... from the time they said that they would play this, it took them eight years. They played it in 1977.
“I sometimes think of uh people I've known. For instance, when I when I was just starting, I met Cyril Scott and he had been very, very, very famous at the early part of the century. People compared him to Debussy. But by the time I knew him, he was absolutely thrown away. Nobody would look at him and he died uh in in obscurity. And I've often thought to myself, How lucky I am that uh I'm writing and uh full of life and and now people want to listen to my music.”
“Silly old fool, don't they know I'm not Verde? You know, because I I thought nobody could ever write uh music except Verde. And what was I? Just trying my best to write a tune or two.”
“I was just like a doll on the end of a a string and a and they told my wife I'd have to spend the rest of my life uh in hospital, and that was that.”
“I blame myself to a large extent because it was partly a weakness of character, but also circumstances in that all this shell shock h did have a very serious effect on my character. I couldn't stand up to people.”
“Something comes along inside me and uh if I don't write I actually fall ill. It's almost a physical thing uh with me. It it sort of takes the whole of my body, it takes everything.”
“Well, if you had to play a thing a hundred times, which one lasts the best? I almost think that Bach would last uh better than anything else.”