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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
Anglican Archbishop of Cape Town and Nobel Peace Prize winner who fought apartheid and helped shape South Africa's multiracial future.
Eight records
We Are the WorldFavourite
That was incredible because uh listening to all those children singing made you say it's it's beautiful to be human.
This was a great favorite just after the war, I mean the Second World War, and and we used to jive, and this is tremendous.
Alicia de Larrocha (piano), London Symphony Orchestra, Michael Tilson Thomas (conductor)
When I listen to this, two things. How is it possible that such incredible beauty could come from one man? … He was deaf. And because I'm disabled to some extent too. It's such a great inspiration and the piano concerto. I love playing Beethoven real loud.
It was played when I … was made bishop in nineteen seventy six. Ever since, whenever there's been an important occasion in my life, I've wanted it played.
Academy and Chorus of Saint Martin in the Fields, Sir Neville Marriner (conductor)
Whenever I drove from my office in town going to Soweto, I would have a deck playing … often these solemn pieces of music were just the right mood for the kind of situation we were in.
Ulster Orchestra, Yan Pascal Tortelier (conductor)
I just love this. It sounds almost African in its repetitiveness.
A choir … that's been playing, singing at many of the things that were important in my life … This is a piece in Khorsa, my home language. … Father, forgive me.
The keepsakes
The luxury
May I may I tea. An ice cream making machine. and one that produces my favorite rum raisin.
In conversation
Presenter asks
You've spent a lifetime fighting the evil of apartheid, and this year in April, as we all know, black South Africans queued up to vote in their country's first democratic elections. Was that day a miracle for you, or was it something you had always known would happen?
No words anywhere in the world would ever be able to describe adequately how we all felt … on that day. … It was a miracle.
Presenter asks
How much has life changed for you now that the major part of the battle is won? On May the ninth you stood on the balcony of the City Hall in Cape Town and introduced President Mandela. Were you not [handing] over the mantle?
I was hoping, hey, now take over, man, and let's be able to do most of the kind of things that one should be doing. But we've got to be very careful that we don't give the people the impression that the things we were doing were not part of what it means to be a Christian. … people think that South Africans now have a formula. Come to Liberia. … They think you can perform the miracles.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs archive. For rights reasons, we've had to shorten the music.
Speaker 1
The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety four, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
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My castaway this week is a priest. His father was a schoolmaster, his mother a domestic servant. He wanted to be a doctor, but his parents couldn't afford the fees, so he trained as a teacher and then transferred to the priesthood in his mid-twenties. In itself, it's not a particularly unusual story, except that this priest was a black South African brought up in the system of apartheid. For the past 30 years, he's used his position in the Anglican Church to speak out against the injustices which oppressed his people. Awarded the Nobel Peace Prize in 1984, he's today recognized as one of the principal architects of South Africa's multiracial future. He is the Anglican Archbishop of Cape Town, the Most Reverend Desmond Tutu.
Presenter
You've spent a lifetime fighting the evil of apartheid, and this year in April, as we all know, black South Africans queued up to vote in their country's first democratic elections. Was that day a miracle for you, or was it something you had always known would happen?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
No words anywhere in the world would ever be able to describe adequately how we all felt uh on that day. And of course, I mean, we
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Recognize now. Yeah, it was a miracle.
Presenter
But it has to be said, uh in I think it was 1979 you predicted that Nelson Mandela would leave South Africa when I mean you were five years out. Yeah.
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And I mean you
Presenter
But that's what you said. So you were were you always so convinced that that the unbelievable would happen, or were you just understandably being encouraging?
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That's what you
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Said he.
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Yeah, I just
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Most of the time one had this as an article of faith.
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You know, the issue is not in doubt. If God be for us, who can be against us? But there were times when you had to hold on to that belief by the very skin of your teeth. And sometimes you repeated things like, we are going to be free, very much like whistling in the dark to keep your courage up.
Presenter
But what are what are today on the streets of South Africa the physical manifestations? What do you see around you that again you might never have witnessed?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
In some ways, it's the same things that were there. You know, before April the twenty seventh, the white people owned eighty seven percent of the land. After April the twenty seventeen they still owned eighty seven percent of the land. But
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You are looking at some of these realities.
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With different eyes.
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It's like when you are in love.
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Suddenly this flower, which was beautiful before.
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is exquisite now.
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There is a texture.
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In the atmosphere, you can even smell.
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It is different to be free.
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Not to have to pet your pocket when you see a police officer and wonder whether he's not going to ask you, have you got your pass on you? It's.
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Hey.
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I'm a human being.
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And this has been recognized.
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I have a dignity.
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It's just fantastic.
Presenter
Well, as you know, what we do on this program is cast you away from it all on a desert island.
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from it all on a desert island.
Presenter
Tell me about your music. What's the first record you play when you get there?
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Unforgettable.
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Ned King Cole
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They said he had a voice like a cat walking on velvet, sort of smoky.
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Unforgettable
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That's what you are.
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Unforgettable
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Though near afar
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Uh
Presenter
Natkin Cole and Natalie Cole, his daughter, singing Unforgettable. Having threatened you, Archbishop Tooty, with this desert island, I know that you spend a lot of time alone anyway, don't you? You get up before dawn and spend hours without speaking, which must be very difficult.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
I was very fortunate in that I was trained for the priesthood by the Community of the Resurrection. And for the community, silence has always been a very important part of that life.
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I talk a lot.
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My young daughter, when she was three, she'd been annoying me because she she was chattering away and I said to her, Oh, Paul.
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You talk too much. Shut up
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Who says Daddy?
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You talk too much too. You talk all alone in church.
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Uh but I think it's an important thing for me that I try and get up fairly early, maybe four o'clock.
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And just try to be
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quiet in the presence of God.
Presenter
You're also an exerciser, aren't you? You're a jogger. I mean, is it is it easy for an Archbishop to jog around Cape Town?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
I've I've stopped uh jogging. Partly, I suppose it is decrepitude. I've got a treadmill now.
Presenter
But you don't attempt to prey on the treadmill
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You
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Uh
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Uh
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Yeah.
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Yes, I mean, that is when I usually am doing my intercessions. I I have in my m mind the the globe.
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And and I'm looking at the United States and Canada and pray for the people there that I probably know and and then move British Isles, uh Scandinavia, uh Europe, uh, Asia.
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Africa
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South America.
Presenter
But how much has life changed for you now that the battle, the major part of the battle, is won? I mean, this spring, on May the ninth, you stood on the balcony of the City Hall in Cape Town and to tumultuous applause you introduced President Mandela. Were you not in that moment, as it were, handing over the mantle?
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Speaker 3
Well you
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Uh
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Yeah.
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I was hoping, hey, now take over, man, and let's be able to do most of the kind of things that one should be doing. But we've got to be very careful that we don't give the people the impression that the things we were doing were not part of what it means to be a Christian. It's in fact a question of balance. But we still find
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people calling on us, certainly in other parts of Africa, in other parts of the world, especially I suppose because of what has happened in South Africa, people think that South Africans now have a formula. Come to Liberia.
Presenter
They think you can perform the miracles.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Yes, come to Liberia, come to Rwanda. For the sake of the world, I want to be able to say to Bosnia.
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You are going through a nightmare.
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South Africa had a nightmare, the nightmare of apartheid. It ended. Your nightmare will end.
Presenter
Let's have some more music. What's your second record?
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We are the world.
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That was incredible because uh listening to all those children singing made you say it's it's beautiful to be human.
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This compassion, this remembering that despite all the differences
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We are one.
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There comes a time when we heed a certain call when the world must come together as one.
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There are people dying.
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Oh, when it's time to lend a hand to life.
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Greatest gift of all
Presenter
USA for Africa and We Are the World, conducted and produced by Quincy Jones. Let's go back to your beginnings in the Transvaals sixty three years ago. Apparently you were a very sickly baby and they thought you wouldn't live.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Yes, um
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The end result is that now I I have a half paralyzed right hand. People don't usually notice this, uh but i if you if if you looked carefully you'd see that uh my right hand is uh a great deal smaller than uh my left hand. And and now I am left handed, but not maybe naturally so. And um
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Maybe as I was delicate, my grandmother gave me a name Mbilo, which means life. We want this child to pulsate with life. He is sickly, almost moribund. And it looked like it had not succeeded because much later I contracted TB. That's when I was so impressed by the caring of Trevor Harrelston. But the doctor told him on one of the visits that I was going to die.
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I wasn't going to pull through.
Presenter
You were in your teens by then, weren't you?
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Trevor Huddlestone w w was a parish priest then, wasn't he?
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In in in Sapphire Town, yes.
Presenter
In a it was a a Johannesburg slum.
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But some.
Presenter
And obviously he went on to become the the leading anti-apartheid voice in Britain.
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What's in Britain?
Presenter
When had you first met him? Can you remember that moment?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
I didn't know the first time that it was he. My mother, who was not very well educated, I mean, she didn't do more than a few years in uh primary school, uh was a cook for blind uh black women.
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And and she and I were standing on the veranda, the stoop of uh of the hostel which housed these uh black women. I was about maybe nine or so, when this uh tall priest uh with a flowing cassock uh swept past and he was wearing a big black hat. Uh he doffed his hat to my mother.
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That that was sort of mind-blowing for me because a white man
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greeting my mother with such courtesy.
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This can't be true.
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I discovered subsequently that it this was Trevor Harlison. I got a c to to to know him a great deal better when um I then went to high school and then lived in in a hostel that the C L Fathers had started up in Sofia Town.
Presenter
How aware were you as a small boy and then as a teenager that you weren't regarded as equal by the whites? I mean, what what were again your first impressions of that?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
We were living in a town called Fenterstop, and I was probably the only black kid who had a a bicycle, and and my father sent me to town often to buy him newspapers and things. And I I recall on one occasion going past a w a school for white children, a primary school.
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And and so
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black children scavenging in the waste bins uh of the school and and they're picking perfectly
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clean sandwiches and fruit which the the the white kids had thrown away because they were they were were they were being given
Speaker 1
Can do
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Free school feeding.
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Which they didn't want. They wanted to eat what their mothers had prepared for them. And here were most of the black kids whose parents couldn't afford, who didn't have free school feeding provided by the government. And maybe you didn't know then, of course, that this thing was etching itself on your consciousness. Well, there it was. Yet one other thing you would remember in later years.
Presenter
Let's have your next record, number three.
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In the mode
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Now you you can see my vintage uh because this this was a great favorite just after the war, I mean the Second World War, and and we used to jive, and this is tremendous.
Presenter
That was Glenn Miller and In the Mood.
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Well, you know
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I can just
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Still picture in my
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Mind I.
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the chuke boxes that we had in a number of the stores in in our townships. And and I can just see all these young people
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I was amongst them, driving away like crazy.
Presenter
Out of the front of the the
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I'm just a
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On the on the on the stoop of the the the veranda of the of the of the store.
Presenter
Of course, it was about that time, just after the war, when you were training as a teacher, that uh the the hardline government adopted apartheid, apartness, as its official policy. Did did you feel, I wonder then, any stirrings of the political activist in you, you know, the determination to challenge it?
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1948. No, I th there was just a deep sadness when uh General Smarts was defeated because we thought, yes, things were bad, but I mean, this this man was maybe the liberal. All these connections that he had with Great Britain meant that uh he he wouldn't be nasty to us. And here were these people who were coming to power, who were blatantly racist. They were saying when you put the black person in his place and they meant it.
Presenter
And indeed in the end it it it was because of the apartheid policy that you gave up being a teacher. You resigned in protest, didn't you?
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Yeah.
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You present.
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I was very fond of teaching.
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I enjoyed seeing children opening up and blossoming. And then when Doctor Farwood introduced Bantu education, which was an education decidedly inferior, no they made no points about it. They were quite clear they were going to teach black children just enough English.
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and Afrikaans, the languages of the white people, for them to understand instructions that they were going to be given by their employers, white employers. They were being prepared for servantude, perpetual servantude. And I said, sorry.
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I don't think I could possibly collaborate with the this kind of gruel that was being fed to uh our children.
Presenter
So you turned to the priesthood at that point. You would have been about twenty five. You you've described it since as like being grabbed, and I quote being grabbed by the scruff of the neck to spread the word, whether it was convenient or not.
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About 25.
Presenter
I take from that that it wasn't just a vocation to serve God, but also to take on the system. And was that the turning point?
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I I have to be quite honest that
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when I abandoned teaching, I didn't go into the priesthood because I had a high sense uh that God was calling me. It is only much later that you realized, I mean, that there were some things that
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Although yes, we all have a the the freedom to choose, there are times when, yes, it is almost like God grabbing you by the scruff of the neck and saying, That is what you are going to do, whether you like it or not.
Presenter
Next piece of music.
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Beethoven.
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When I listen to this, two things.
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How is it possible that such incredible beauty could come from one man? I mean, you listen to all the pieces of music he's done, the other is
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He was deaf.
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And uh be because I'm disabled to some extent too. It's such a great
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Inspiration and the piano concerto. I love playing Beethoven real loud.
Presenter
Part of Beethoven's Piano Concerto No. 1, played by Alicia de la Rocha, with the London Symphony Orchestra conducted by Michael Tilson Thomas. You came to England, Archbishop Dutu, in the sixties, and you studied and worked here in London and in Surrey. The contrast between life as a second-class citizen, third-class, fourth-class in South Africa, and swinging London in the sixties must have been colossal.
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Unbelievable.
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Mind-blowing.
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to walk the streets of London, and we did that with Leah.
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Just to savour this thing of being free uh and and it would be we.
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who would cross the street to accost a police officer and and and in the early days we would walk even very, very late.
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Which would have been careful time in South Africa.
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Us
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for directions, I always told people we we would ask for directions even when we knew where we were going, just for the incredible fun of having a police officer and a white police officer at that.
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speaking to you courteously, Sir, Madam, and that he was not going to ask, Why are you here? Where is your pass that gives you permission to be here at this time? Incredible. I mean again, how do you describe it to someone who's never had the experience, the other experience?
Presenter
But you you had to go back to South Africa obviously eventually and and you lectured and then you you travelled again very widely in Asia and Africa.
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Yeah.
Presenter
But in nineteen seventy five, when you were forty four, you became the Anglican Dean of Johannesburg, and within a year it was, you wrote that letter to the Prime Minister, BJ Forster, an open letter, and it its message was was pretty straightforward, wasn't it?
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I just felt an incredible foreboding that uh things were going to explode unless the government did something pretty quickly, s pretty dramatic. It happened that I was in a retreat
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And it seemed like God was saying.
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Maybe if you write this letter
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This man may
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respond and and this catastrophe may just be averted.
Presenter
But he didn't.
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Uh
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Yeah.
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He treated it with contempt and and in fact said that I couldn't have thought this up myself. I I had been put up to it by the white opposition party.
Presenter
But the following month, of course, your prediction came horribly true.
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Yeah
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These children who revolted they showed us up, we, the adults, because we had opposed apartheid, but we had not been ready like they seemed to be, to be ready even to die.
Presenter
But they were the children of Sueto, and indeed six hundred of them died, didn't they?
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The children died.
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The children died, but I mean you think now of what our Lord said about the grain.
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which, if it does not fall to the ground and die, remains alone but when it does fall to the ground and die, it germinates and blossoms.
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And it is in part because those children and others.
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did what they did that now the desert that was South Africa.
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is blossoming.
Presenter
More music.
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Jesus Joy of Man's Desiring. I I've I've always just loved this. It it was played when I or sung when I I was made bishop in nineteen seventy six. Ever since, I mean, whenever there's been an important occasion in my life, I've I've wanted it played.
Speaker 3
Until the end of the day,
Presenter
The Mormon Tabernacle Choir singing Jesu Joy of Man's Desiring
Presenter
From then on, of course, as everyone knows, you became an extremely effective fawn in the side of the white South African Government, openly criticising it, calling for sanctions against the country. How much did you therefore fear for your own life and those of your family?
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I don't think you you spend a great deal of time being o overwrought, as it were. You are aware that you are in a struggle and there are going to be casualties.
Presenter
But there were death threats when
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Yes, uh and and you get scared, yeah, but you have to say, Well, if I am going to be killed.
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Hey God
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I'm doing your work, and you jolly well are going to have to look after me if you don't.
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Tough luck.
Presenter
But it must be very difficult as a father also to feel that for your children. And some of those death threats came through your children. Your children were used when.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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I I have said to people that I don't usually think there are things that are unforgivable, but I'm very close to saying the attempts by the apartheid system and those who supported it
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uh to get at me by getting at my family.
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Unnear things that I'm I find unforgivable.
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Plus, I choose, to the extent that one has chosen, I choose.
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This particular life, and chose it with my eyes open.
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I couldn't sort of drag my wife and children and say that willy nilly they are fortunately, yes. I mean, I I once asked Leah,
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Would you like me to shut up?
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And it's been an incredibly affirming thing that she said, I'd much rather you were happy on Robin Island, the prison.
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Than unhappy
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I would say.
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I don't think I've I could ever be able to thank her for for that. But I mean
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Your child picks up a telephone.
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And it's a call meant for you. And you'd have thought that if someone wanted to give you a death threat,
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And they heard that it wasn't you answering the telephone. They'd they'd say, Where is your father? I had wanted to talk to him and and and no, they would say, We're going to kill your father and I mean, you'd see your child almost seize up.
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Bye.
Presenter
Uh
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And that has made me very, very angry.
Presenter
Record number six.
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The requiemist, whenever I drove from my office in town going to Soweto, I would have a deck playing and and and often these solemn pieces of music were just the right mood uh for the kind of situation we were in.
Speaker 3
Some people
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His song.
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Excellent.
Presenter
Uh
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Beautiful.
Presenter
The Sanctus for Mozart's Requiem Mass with the Academy and Chorus of Saint Martin in the Fields conducted by Neville Mariner.
Presenter
You never, of course, Archbishop Tutu, advocated violence, but you are no pacifist either, are you? You you do believe that killing can be justified.
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Oh yes. Uh that is the position of the the Church. I mean, otherwise you would never have been able to go to war against Hitler.
Presenter
Uh
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Do you think there is a lot in common between Nazism and apartheid?
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Well, I I I myself thought so. I said I mean, here was a a deliberate policy of a government not only just to denigrate a people. They they were seeking to destroy us. They may not have killed us off as in guest chambers.
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But I mean, when when a child starves and they are stunted as a result of malnutrition.
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What are you doing? I mean, maybe Hitler's was more efficient.
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But these guys were determined to be setting out to do the same thing, and we we said so to them.
Presenter
And at the end of the day, if violence was the only catalyst for change, then violence you would advocate.
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Um
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We we said.
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Our last non-violent
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option was sanctions. And and we came here, begged your government here, please help us apply economic sanctions to force the Saddam Government to the negotiating table. They they they they were not particularly impressed, but oh, the people were marvelous. I I doff my cap to them and and say you are tremendous. I mean you you should have seen nineteen eighty eight when they were celebrating.
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Nelson Mandela's seventieth birthday, you remember?
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Quarter million of youngsters who had never seen Nelson Mandela. Many of them had not even been born when he went to jail. They all
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Converged on Hyde Park to celebrate the birthday of this prisoner. Credible!
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Exhilarating.
Presenter
There there is a I mean, on a personal level, there is a lot of the showman in you, isn't there? I mean, you you enjoy all that, being up front, being popular.
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I love being loved.
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And and and one of the most traumatic things for me was to be the ogre, the m the the man most white South Africans love to hate. It was a traumatic thing.
Presenter
Let's have some more music.
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Polero. Um I I just love this. It sounds almost African in in its repetitiveness.
Presenter
Part of Ravel's Bolero, played by the Ulster Orchestra, conducted by Jan Pascal Tortellier. We prepare then, Archbishop, to cast you adrift for this desert island. How resourceful are you in the practical sense? I mean, can you fish? Can you swim? Can you build a shelter?
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Yes.
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Oh, I'm totally useless. Uh Leah is the one who is she's she's quite brilliant. I mean, if our car stopped and we were stuck, she's the one who will look under the bonnet. I just sit there and I'm totally cast adrift. Uh I really am.
Presenter
But I'm sure you you'll sit there on your desert island and and contemplate the tumultuous lifetime that you've had and
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And
Presenter
Certainly the six months of true democracy which you've just experienced. The ongoing experiment.
Speaker 3
Yeah.
Speaker 1
You
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In human relations that's going on in South Africa. And would you sit there and believe completely in its ultimate success?
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Absolutely.
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The word
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wants us to succeed.
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There are not too many success stories around.
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God wants us to succeed as well, so that God can hold us up precisely because we don't deserve to be held up and say, Rwanda,
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You're not you're not too many ethnic groups. Look at South Africa, man.
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Look at all the languages that they've got there. Look at the differences in culture, etc., etc., etc.
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They're welding into one. You will too.
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Posh, dear?
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Look at the different faiths in South Africa.
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And
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Extraordinary, improbably.
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They're working together.
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Don't you think
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It can happen here in Bosnia.
Presenter
So you are in that sense a
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A beacon of light to the world, you are proof that good can come of evil.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
God has used us, God is using us.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
And all of you have been just marvellous.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Making it happen.
Presenter
Let's have your last record.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Imilonjigantu is a choir that's been playing, singing at many of the things that were important in my life when I was made Bishop of Johannesburg, enthroned as Archbishop of Cape Town. They were prominent when the President was inaugurated. And this is a piece in Khorsa, my home language.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Baundi Kole.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Father, forgive me.
Speaker 3
Now we're all not
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About the beauty of your
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It's on May 11.
Speaker 3
It's an American war.
Presenter
Bawau undikole, sung by the Imlonjikantu Choral Society.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Beautiful.
Presenter
Your last drag what did I pronounce it wrong?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
How wonderful.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
Now if you could only take one of those eight records, which one would it be?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
We are the world.
Presenter
And what about your book? We give you the Bible and we give you the complete works of Shakespeare. What other book would you like?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
What are
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Parting the Waters by Brunch Taylor, which is a description of the American civil rights struggle. Incredible.
Presenter
And then of course you have one luxury, one luxurious item on this island.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
Uh
Presenter
What would you like?
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
May I may I tea.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
An ice cream making machine.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
and one that produces my favorite rum raisin.
Presenter
A rum raisin ice cream making machine is yours. Archbishop Desmond Tutu, thank you very much indeed for letting us here on Desert Islandists. Thank you.
Archbishop Desmond Tutu
God bless you.
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Presenter asks
How aware were you as a small boy and then as a teenager that you weren't regarded as equal by the whites? What were your first impressions of that?
We were living in a town called Fenterstop … and I recall on one occasion going past a school for white children … black children scavenging in the waste bins … picking perfectly clean sandwiches and fruit which the white kids had thrown away … free school feeding which they didn't want. … And here were most of the black kids whose parents couldn't afford, who didn't have free school feeding … Maybe you didn't know then … that this thing was etching itself on your consciousness.
Presenter asks
You turned to the priesthood at about 25. You've described it as being 'grabbed by the scruff of the neck'. Was that the turning point?
when I abandoned teaching, I didn't go into the priesthood because I had a high sense that God was calling me. It is only much later that you realized … there are times when … it is almost like God grabbing you by the scruff of the neck and saying, That is what you are going to do, whether you like it or not.
Presenter asks
How much did you therefore fear for your own life and those of your family?
I don't think you spend a great deal of time being overwrought … You are aware that you are in a struggle and there are going to be casualties. … there were death threats … you get scared, but you have to say, Well, if I am going to be killed … I'm doing your work, and you jolly well are going to have to look after me if you don't. Tough luck.
Presenter asks
On a personal level, there is a lot of the showman in you, isn't there? You enjoy being up front, being popular.
I love being loved. And one of the most traumatic things for me was to be the ogre, the man most white South Africans love to hate. It was a traumatic thing.
“Most of the time one had this as an article of faith. … The issue is not in doubt. If God be for us, who can be against us? But there were times when you had to hold on to that belief by the very skin of your teeth.”
“It's like when you are in love. Suddenly this flower, which was beautiful before … is exquisite now. There is a texture in the atmosphere, you can even smell. It is different to be free. … I'm a human being. And this has been recognized. I have a dignity. It's just fantastic.”
“Your child picks up a telephone. And it's a call meant for you. … they would say, We're going to kill your father … you'd see your child almost seize up. And that has made me very, very angry.”