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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
A clarinetist and early music pioneer, disabled by thrombosis, who became a leading guest conductor of Stuttgart Opera.
Eight records
Final movement of London Symphony (Symphony No. 104)Favourite
Orchestra of the Eighteenth Century; Frans Brüggen (conductor)
Haydn is of all people ... he was really writing for everybody.
Overture to La Finta Giardiniera
English Northern Philharmonia; Alan Hacker (conductor)
This demonstrates the excitement when one's in the pit and all the audience are there.
Hymn to the Sun (First Interlude)
It's the only record that features me ... I'd like you to hear this interlude of Harry Burt whistles.
I was absolutely entranced by it. It was again the fact that somebody was playing an instrument in such a vocal way.
Opening chorus from St. John Passion, BWV 245
Vienna Concentus Musicus; Vienna Chorus; Nikolaus Harnoncourt (conductor)
I think I'd like this on the desert island because it's so awesome ... the whole heaven and earth and sea or universe.
Raindrops Keep Fallin' on My Head
When my two daughters were at primary school ... They played for the school concerts ... to kind of make up for it really.
I have to play a record of Tony Cohen selection ... he's a great musician.
Return of Ulysses (excerpt: Minerva's aria)
Rotraud Hansmann; Vienna Concentus Musicus; Nikolaus Harnoncourt (conductor)
The reason why I'd like Monte Verdi ... they so describe the human experience in such a touching Shakespearean way.
The keepsakes
The luxury
Hovercraft wheelchair with a cappuccino machine
I think I'd actually like maybe I could have a hovercraft wheelchair that would get across the jungle quite easily... and maybe I could have a sort of cappuccino machine fixed to the wheelchair.
In conversation
Presenter asks
Do you think your career has been richer and more varied as a result of your disability?
I think it's very true, actually. After all, it's quite possible that although playing in an orchestra is very glorious, I still might be doing that. I mean, I had to leave the L P O because of my disability, and that meant I got involved with my own groups, and then I had time, you see. If I'd been principal clarinet of a major London orchestra, I could have only really done that.
Presenter asks
What exactly happened to you then, Alan? You were twenty-eight years old and in reasonably decent health.
Yes, one day I had a pain round me which is rather like a beer barrel being tightened round your chest. And it got rather worse. And I mentioned it to players in the orchestra, and they said, Oh, well, we've got trouble with our backs ... And it got worse and I was teaching in a school and felt rather embarrassedly, rather kind of drunken. And I just had to to leave. ... So it it was effectively your back was broken by this motion.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs archive. For rights reasons, we've had to shorten the music.
Speaker 1
The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety four, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My castaway this week is a musician. He began his professional life as a clarinetist with the London Philharmonic, but at the age of 28 he was permanently disabled by a thrombosis on his spinal column. Although confined to a wheelchair, he's been determined to prove that his disability isn't a handicap, just a nuisance, and that's what he's done: teaching, conducting, and forming his own musical groups. A pioneer in the study of early music, as well as a passionate fan of Mozart, he's also a leading guest conductor of Stuttgart Opera. He is Alan Hacker.
Presenter
In fact, reading about your career, Alan, it almost seems as if it's been
Presenter
Perhaps richer and more varied as a result of your being disabled. Do you think there's some truth in that, or is that? I think it's very.
Alan Hacker
To think it's very true, actually. After all, it's quite possible that
Alan Hacker
Although playing in an orchestra is very glorious, I still might be doing that. I mean, I had to leave the L P O because of my disability, and that meant
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Speaker 1
I mean I
Alan Hacker
I got involved with my own groups, and then I had time, you see. If I'd been principal clarinet of a major London orchestra, I could have only really done that.
Presenter
So you were forced into into discovering a new kind of freelance career, really?
Alan Hacker
Yes. I'm forced actually. It's I mean I've enjoyed it, you know, it's been terrific. It gets better and better.
Presenter
But you might never have have perhaps tried conducting, or felt that you could, if you
Presenter
If you hadn't in the end set up your own groups and
Alan Hacker
Yep.
Alan Hacker
Double
Presenter
Yes.
Presenter
But obviously m music is a very fundamental part of your life.
Alan Hacker
Yes, it most certainly has been a lifeline to me.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
How difficult was it then sorting out these eight records? I mean, presumably as impossible as all musicians would find it.
Alan Hacker
Yes, and also I think it's been pointed out to me several times that
Alan Hacker
When I'm involved in a particular piece,
Alan Hacker
like, for example, when I was doing La Finte Jardiniere of not a terribly well known opera of Mozart, that seemed to me Mozart's best.
Presenter
Yeah, and you've got quite a varied selection here. I mean, some modern stuff as well. But tell me about the first one. Tell me about your the Haydn.
Alan Hacker
About the foot
Alan Hacker
Something that
Alan Hacker
Really is right at my root. Is I do like to share music with others. I mean, that's why.
Alan Hacker
I got involved with old instruments because I wanted to
Alan Hacker
take music to more people. Haydn is of all people and certainly when he was writing towards the end of his life, he was really writing for everybody. And I think these London symphonies were written for everybody. And
Alan Hacker
You know, they're written in a in a truly popular style. In fact, the material is so popular that the tune in the last movement of this symphony could be a Croatian folk tune, or it could be a London street seller's song. So it's quite a clever way of me getting a bit of folk music into this selection, too.
Presenter
Part of the final movement of Haydn's London Symphony played by the orchestra of the eighteenth century conducted by Frantz Bruggen.
Presenter
What exactly happened to you then, Alan? You were twenty eight years old, and, as far as you knew, in reasonably decent health.
Alan Hacker
Yes, one day I had a a pain round me which is rather like a beer barrel being tightened round your chest.
Alan Hacker
And it got rather worse. And I mentioned it to players in the orchestra, and they said, Oh, well, we've got trouble with our backs you know the Alexander technique was becoming popular then, and even Sir Adrian, the conductor of the orchestra, had written an introduction to a book on it, so I left it.
Alan Hacker
And it got worse and I was teaching in a school. I was actually thinking of leaving the LPO at that time. And I was teaching in a school and felt
Alan Hacker
rather embarrassedly, rather kind of drunken.
Alan Hacker
And I just had to to leave. I staggered out. I could just about push the pedals of my Skoda car. They were, you know, pretty heavy, as you can imagine, with a Skoda. And I I just about got to my doctor's. And anyway, by that evening, I couldn't get out of the chair I was sitting in.
Alan Hacker
So they took me to the Middlesex Hospital.
Alan Hacker
by ambulance, of course, and uh following day did a laminectomy. I think they thought I had polio, but in fact it was a blood clot and uh this
Alan Hacker
lodged itself against my spinal cord and broke it from what's known as T3 downwards, which is just above your chest.
Presenter
So it it was effectively your back was broken by this motion.
Alan Hacker
Yes, exactly, yeah.
Alan Hacker
You see, compared with people who have car accidents, I didn't have to lie for months in bed in traction.
Speaker 4
Hmm.
Alan Hacker
I got back as soon as I could to playing.
Presenter
And uh But you've never been able to move again since. Fr from from how high up is your paralysis?
Alan Hacker
Well, it's it's just above my chest.
Presenter
Hmm.
Alan Hacker
Uh
Presenter
So it it's it's quite high up.
Alan Hacker
Ugh.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Presenter
And and it must have been a terrifying experience. I mean, you you presumably thought for a while you might be able to move again. You didn't know it was a permanent condition.
Alan Hacker
I don't think you really do think actually when that happens to you.
Alan Hacker
Traumatized. When I was in the Middlesex, there were doctors. In fact,
Alan Hacker
A couple of them were students of mine and they were housemen, you know, they'd come to me and say, We you probably won't be able to
Alan Hacker
Do so much play. You know, they're not terribly good like that, but they did their best.
Alan Hacker
But anyway, eventually
Alan Hacker
When I was getting a bit of strength back from the operation, a man called Pringsheim, who ran a music shop in Great Marlborough Street, brought me an old clarinet to restore. And when I'd restored it, you know, sitting up in bed, they put me in a wheelchair, you know, my first journey in a wheelchair to the OT room. I was in the in the
Alan Hacker
intensive care unit, and for some strange reason I started to play the opening of the Mozart clarinet quintet, which, as you know, is a sort of upward arpeggio.
Alan Hacker
and I could just play a couple of notes and really felt like dropping dead out of the wheelchair, and then the next day I could play just a little more, and by the end of the week I could go right over the top, back down again.
Presenter
So it really was therapy occupational therapy.
Alan Hacker
Yes, so as you can imagine, I mean, if I do find myself on a desert island, Mozart would have to be with me because he's been.
Alan Hacker
With me anyway.
Presenter
But is it was it something of a miracle that you could do that? After all, if your paralysis is as high up, as you say, practically under your armpits, the fact that you can m move your diaphragm, which presumably is what you use to play the clarinet, is that not something of a miracle?
Alan Hacker
And
Alan Hacker
Well, yes, it is actually. Mind you, your diaphragm works from a nerve that branches off high up in your neck.
Alan Hacker
But even so.
Alan Hacker
People or doctors that is still can't quite understand how I do.
Alan Hacker
Play.
Alan Hacker
So i it it took me a little time, but
Alan Hacker
I made it anyway.
Presenter
Record number two.
Alan Hacker
Well, you might have thought that I would have chosen the Mozart quintet, but it seemed more appropriate actually to have the beginning of an opera. And I mean, this Fintejardiniera really uh demonstrates the the excitement when one's in the pit and all the audience are there and we're waiting for the curtain to go up and it's a it's a youthful piece of Mozart. In fact, it was the first Mozart opera I've conducted in England, and I did this with Opera North.
Presenter
Part of the overture to Mozart's La Finta Giardiniera, played by the English Northern Philharmonia, conducted by my castaway, Alan Hacker. So it was Mozart and the clarinet who kept you going in that bleak period immediately after you discovered you were paralysed. In fact, you went on to reconstruct some of the original solos, didn't you? Parts of the the clarinet concerto and and and Mozart's
Speaker 1
It is shortly after.
Alan Hacker
Boom.
Speaker 1
Uh
Alan Hacker
Yeah.
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Alan Hacker
Yes, yes, you're absolutely right.
Presenter
Uh
Alan Hacker
Uh
Presenter
Uh Yeah.
Alan Hacker
Uh
Presenter
I mean, where do you
Alan Hacker
Uh
Presenter
But a
Alan Hacker
Well, when I was a student I couldn't understand why so many of the musical phrases kind of had their bottoms locked off.
Alan Hacker
And to cut a long story short, I found that Mozart was actually writing for a clarinet that went on sort of Heineken style further than
Alan Hacker
any others would reach.
Alan Hacker
In the mid sixties, um Ted Planis and myself set
Alan Hacker
to to reconstruct one of these instruments, and then it was possible to reconstruct the music of the concerto. So it was actually very exciting in the late sixties to
Alan Hacker
play this piece of Mozart, as it were, for the f what in a way was like the first performance in modern times of the real piece.
Presenter
Exactly how he had made it to something.
Alan Hacker
I mean, well, not exactly, because there's no manuscript. But I mean, that this is often the case. You know, you have to do quite a bit of uh musicology really to put a piece straight.
Presenter
Wait.
Presenter
So you created a whole new instrument, really, a sort of alto clarinet?
Alan Hacker
That's right. Yes, a um well, a soprano clarinet that stretched on further down. The bottom note of the A clarinet was no longer uh a sounding C sharp, but a low A. So of course when Mozart wrote a concerto in A, the low A was actually going to be quite an important
Presenter
And this was called the Bassett clown. Yes, yes. As easy to play as the Orthodox clown.
Alan Hacker
Yes, yes.
Alan Hacker
Well, somewhat different actually. I mean, first of all, you've got to use your thumb,'cause you've got more holes to cover. And when you're playing in the upper register, it's harder to get that vocal quality that you associate with the clarinet. So it it was actually that part of the instrument I had to spend most of my time on rather than the extended new notes at the bottom of the instrument. And th there there's quite a nice point in that it's quite a difficult instrument to play standing up.
Alan Hacker
So I had an advantage over everybody else.
Alan Hacker
Yeah.
Presenter
We better have your th
Alan Hacker
Uh
Presenter
Thirdly.
Alan Hacker
Go there.
Alan Hacker
Well, this is good value. It's a record called Hymn to the Sun, which is quite an appropriate record to have on a desert island. It's the only record that features me, uh, if you don't mind me presenting it.
Alan Hacker
I'd like you to hear this interlude of Harry Burt whistles. I think it demonstrates the closeness that we have.
Alan Hacker
still have, I think.
Presenter
And he wrote this specially for you on the Bassett Clarinet.
Alan Hacker
That's right. Yes, I had a recital.
Alan Hacker
in London and uh
Alan Hacker
These interludes were meant to be played at four corners of the concert. You see, so you had your basic clarinet on one side of the stage and you played your Brahms and your Vaughan Williams and so on round the piano, and then you or marched over or me wheeled over to the basset clarinet and played this rather strange piece.
Speaker 4
Uh
Alan Hacker
It has an electronic tape, which we kind of chose like wallpaper, and the tape gets louder and then softer.
Alan Hacker
And parallel it parallels the shape of the melody, which begins loud.
Alan Hacker
goes higher and louder, and then lower and quieter.
Presenter
And that was one of the interludes that were.
Alan Hacker
That was the first interlude.
Presenter
And together they're called Hymn to the Sun, written in the whole rhythm.
Alan Hacker
Well the whole the whole record the whole record is called Him to the Sun.
Presenter
Right. Tell me about your musical roots, Alan. Do they go deep? I mean, is it in the family?
Alan Hacker
Yes, my mother, she can still play actually, and she's one of these people who can play things by ear rather beautifully. And I think my dad
Speaker 1
Ear.
Alan Hacker
He's very moved by music.
Alan Hacker
Played the cello when he was a student.
Alan Hacker
They kind of
Alan Hacker
left me alone. I'm in the nicest possible uh liberal way when I was a boy. And uh I actually joined the choir, had a duff piano teacher.
Alan Hacker
unfortunately. And I also made my own wind instruments. I don't really know why, but you remember those shops called Dryad, where you could buy bamboo and wa w raffia and things like that? Well, they sold a kit for making bamboo pipes. So I made those and I made used old gas pipes for things. I it's odd, isn't it, how things appear in your
Alan Hacker
Youth, and you don't know why they do, but anyway, cubes did, as far as I was concerned.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
When did the clarinet appear?
Alan Hacker
when my grannie told me I wasn't allowed to play the oboe, and I wanted to play the oboe because we had a record of Leon Goosens. I thought it was wonderful because although it was an instrument,
Presenter
It sounded like somebody singing.
Alan Hacker
Pink.
Presenter
But why was Granny so against the Ober?
Alan Hacker
Well, she thought she knew about instruments because we had a relation called Arthur, who played the harp in the New York Philharmonic, and so she thought I get consumption if I play the oboe. So I played the clarinet and became a paraplegic.
Presenter
Were your parents happy that you should become a musician, and did they go along with it all?
Alan Hacker
Well, I had petty mal, you see, which kept me out of the army, you know, national service.
Presenter
What is that a kind of epilepsy?
Alan Hacker
That's right, yes. some blackouts and that kind of thing. And the neurologist said uh I should let him follow his own devices.
Alan Hacker
So it was through him, really, that I was allowed to be a musician.
Presenter
So you you followed a musical career?
Presenter
With the help of your parents you won lots of prizes, you've studied at the Royal Academy,
Alan Hacker
This you
Presenter
You're obviously jolly precocious. You were awarded a professorship there when you were barely twenty. What did that mean?
Alan Hacker
Well, Reginald Kell, a great English clarinetist, returned from America and taught at the Academy for a few years, and I was one of his pupils. And when he left he said I'd like Allan to take over. But I was only nineteen at the time and I'd got a job in the LPO.
Alan Hacker
And
Alan Hacker
I think the authorities thought, well, we can't really call him a professor at this age, but they paid me the professor's money and
Speaker 1
I mean the author
Alan Hacker
I taught myself to teach.
Presenter
But you also, as you say, at nineteen you were offered this job with the London Philharmonic. That in itself was was was quite an achievement, and you stayed with them for seven years.
Alan Hacker
Money.
Alan Hacker
And you stay.
Alan Hacker
Oh, more than that. In fact, I the only reason I left was when I was more or less forced to leave by
Alan Hacker
becoming disabled. I was quite angry about it, actually.
Alan Hacker
Go ahead.
Presenter
You were edged out, were you?
Alan Hacker
Well, I no, no. It was simply that they said, was I capable of doing a German tour? and I said yes, but I thought it was important to travel in a car rather than be lifted by my colleagues into a coach.
Alan Hacker
And they wrote back to me.
Alan Hacker
A couple of weeks later said We don't think you can manage it.
Alan Hacker
So, um
Alan Hacker
I said the sort of things you're not supposed to say on the B B C and left.
Presenter
Because you were playing as well as ever by this stage again. I mean you were perfectly capable of doing the job.
Alan Hacker
Oh, yes, yeah. Mind you, I mean, when I look back on
Presenter
Uh
Alan Hacker
Many years of my life
Alan Hacker
It was quite a sort of nightmare, actually, really. But one has to keep going, otherwise you stop.
Presenter
But so you don't blame the LPO so much in hindsight. You'll you feel more understanding at this distance in time, do you?
Alan Hacker
Um, I've I have an aggressive side to me, actually.
Alan Hacker
I don't think people should do that.
Alan Hacker
I don't think disabled people uh should be fired.
Presenter
Tell me about record number four.
Alan Hacker
I was on tour with the L Pi O in Delhi.
Alan Hacker
And some neighbours of mine suggested that I visit some friends of theirs. And this was dinner before the concert, and a taxi driver drove me through the streets of Delhi and dropped me in my tail coat. You can imagine it was pretty stifling, even though it was evening. Dropped me at the wrong block of flats. Well,
Alan Hacker
I knew where I had to go, so I ran through these streets, and when I got to this place I was absolutely dripping.
Alan Hacker
And we sat down at this rather formal dinner table, and there was one of those very, very slow moving fans in the roof. But musically what happened was they said you really must hear this recording of this famous Indian oboe player, Bhismullah Khan.
Alan Hacker
and I was absolutely entranced by it. It was again the fact that somebody was playing an instrument in such a vocal way.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Presenter
Biz Miller Khan playing the Shennai, an Indian oboe. You formed various music groups over the years, Alan Hacker, the Pierrot players in the beginning who became Fires of London, and then your own group Matrix and later the Classical Orchestra.
Alan Hacker
This is a
Presenter
So that was how you arrived at conducting, was it by by popular request, as it were, of your own decision?
Alan Hacker
Yes, I suppose it was, actually. I mean, after all, in classical music
Alan Hacker
Quite a number of the pieces don't include the clarinet. So colleagues of mine said, Well, why don't you conduct? And of course I had pupils who were playing on the old clarinet, so yes, that's how it happened.
Presenter
But how naturally did you take to it? Did you find it very easy?
Alan Hacker
I didn't really think very much about it.
Alan Hacker
And the more I do it,
Alan Hacker
The more
Alan Hacker
I get involved rightly so in the technique of it.
Presenter
So do you often feel the lack of uh when you're conducting a conventional orchestra now, do you feel the lack of an old instrument on occasions? Do you think, I wish there was a basset clarinet there?
Alan Hacker
No, I don't think so, really. I mean, I think that
Alan Hacker
It's very exciting conducting an orchestra that one night'll be playing.
Alan Hacker
Berg, and the next night we'll be playing Puccini, and then perhaps after a night off, we'll be playing Mozart.
Alan Hacker
It's a living musical.
Alan Hacker
thing to do that.
Presenter
And do you find that um the members of a conventional orchestra accept you very easily? Or does your reputation for having been involved with authentic instruments and early music and very modern music, Harrison Burtwhistle, Peter Maxwell, Davis, that sort of thing, does it Mm-hmm.
Presenter
To put it bluntly, they can be a bit snotty about you, can't they?
Presenter
Because there are certain members of certain orchestras maybe feel there's only one way to play Bach or Mozart, and that's the way they've always done it in the accepted twentieth century traditional
Alan Hacker
Yes it is.
Alan Hacker
But you see, that's the problem now with people who play on old instruments. They can be as rigid as the people who play on modern instruments.
Presenter
Let's have record number five.
Alan Hacker
I think I'd like this on the desert island because it's so awesome.
Alan Hacker
I mean, with great music, you can give many kind of pictures, but I mean, there is really the whole heaven and earth and sea or universe or whatever you however you like to view it in this first chorus from the St John Passion. It was the first bach I ever heard. My first girlfriend took me to St Bartholomew the Great, where it was always this or the St Matthew was played every year. And when I was about fifteen, I think I heard this.
Presenter
The opening of Bach's St. John Passion with the Vienna Consentus Musicus and the Vienna Chorus conducted by Nicholas Arnon Court.
Presenter
Um but just tell me a little bit more about the job of conducting, Alan. How does sitting down to the job affect it? I mean, surely it must affect the the tempo or the attack of your conducting, does it?
Alan Hacker
No, I think sitting down makes you conduct in a much more economical way. I mean, you don't actually need your knees and arse, you know, which
Alan Hacker
Most conductors do use
Alan Hacker
All you need is just a clear
Alan Hacker
battle and occasionally using the other hand for
Alan Hacker
Extra dynamics or expression.
Presenter
But you use a a an extended baton, don't you?
Alan Hacker
Well, I use a long stick, but
Alan Hacker
So did the old conductors, too.
Presenter
And you obviously have balance in your upper body. I mean, you don't have to be.
Alan Hacker
You don't have to I don't have balance in the way that a normal person does, but I can just about balance. I mean, I tend to hang on actually and if I get rather spasmy
Alan Hacker
Um you may have noticed when I came into the studio I've got straps round my feet. I mean sometimes your trunk and your legs and your feet will move involuntary. And when that happens, especially if it's in the middle of a uh accompanied recitative, uh nobody knows this, I don't tell anybody, but I sort of hang on with one hand and conduct with the other. And actually, oddly enough, I feel quite confident doing that. I know I'm not going to fall out of the chair or or anything. And just to know that everything is invested in in the clarity, or hopefully the clarity of one hand, can only be good from a conducting
Alan Hacker
Technique point of view.
Presenter
And what about pain? Are you in pain?
Alan Hacker
Well, my back aches all the time and my
Alan Hacker
Legs are my feet.
Alan Hacker
Sting rather like if you've been sitting on the Louvre too long with a good book. I mean, I can remember things like that, even though I've been like this for about twenty-eight, twenty-nine years.
Presenter
Because you can't feel your feet, can you?
Alan Hacker
Not on the outside, but I can feel this kind of fizzy pain inside me. It's rather curious. I mean, I could actually.
Alan Hacker
I suppose I could sort of knock a nail into my knee and I wouldn't I wouldn't feel pain in that respect. Probably cause a spasm, but I wouldn't actually feel the nail
Alan Hacker
Touching.
Alan Hacker
My knee.
Presenter
But you can feel an ache inside and
Alan Hacker
Yes.
Presenter
But it's also something obviously that you learn to control and lear and learn to be confident in spite of.
Alan Hacker
Confident in spite of the majority of the Hmm, hmm.
Presenter
With a lot of effort.
Alan Hacker
I think so, really, yes. Yes, I mean I've
Alan Hacker
I do tend to make light of it, but on the other hand I did say to you earlier on that
Alan Hacker
Life was a bit of a nightmare to begin for quite a long time actually.
Alan Hacker
More music.
Alan Hacker
When my two daughters were at primary school, one of them was playing the clarinet and the other was playing the piano.
Alan Hacker
And they played for the school concerts, Raindrops Are Falling on My Head, or My Head, or however you pronounce it.
Alan Hacker
Sadly, my wife and I couldn't go to it because I had a concert abroad somewhere and she was accompanying me and I've always felt remorseful. You know, right back to those days, I still feel bad and and miserable that I didn't hear them. To kind of make up for it really, and because this piece has always been on my mind connected with them, when Sophie the Younger One got married, I arranged the piece for
Alan Hacker
clarinet and for Katie, she's a soprano, and we played and sang at Sophie's wedding.
Speaker 4
Drops keep falling on my head
Speaker 4
And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed.
Speaker 4
Nothing seems to fit.
Speaker 4
Hello.
Speaker 4
Raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling.
Speaker 4
So I just didn't need some talking to the sun.
Presenter
Raindrops keep falling on my head from Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid, and thoughts of your daughters, Alan. And you have a son, too, called Alcuin. Is he musical?
Alan Hacker
Yes, he's a rock drummer. He's. Nearly seventeen.
Presenter
And you're able to help him with that too, are you?
Alan Hacker
Yes, yeah.
Presenter
But you you obviously need help from other people to to get around. Oh, absolutely. But but as a personality you're reasonably self you're very self-sufficient by the sound of it. Do do you actually like the idea of being on a desert island mentally?
Alan Hacker
And
Alan Hacker
I think if you're disabled you're more on your own.
Alan Hacker
So I suppose if you're disabled you're rather more prepared for it perhaps than others.
Presenter
Do you think you could control you mentioned earlier on that you uh you had some aggression in you. I mean, is that aggression because of your disability? I mean, and c can could you control that?
Alan Hacker
Yes, I think it is, actually. In fact, I mean, to go back to to musical points, in the sixties when uh Peter Maxwell, Davis and Burke Whistle were writing very
Alan Hacker
fierce white red and white hot expressionist music, I couldn't understand why I was able to play this music over and over again.
Alan Hacker
But to put it in um kind of South London terms, I was actually getting rid of dirty water because I was just disabled.
Presenter
Uh But you found a obviously a snap and a palm.
Alan Hacker
Yes, that was a good idea.
Presenter
It's just taken those years.
Alan Hacker
Hmm.
Alan Hacker
Yeah.
Presenter
So there you are alone on your desert island. I mean what are you going to do there?
Alan Hacker
I'd have to cook. I don't think I'd have much problem with that.
Alan Hacker
I actually I think I'd like to teach myself to compose.
Alan Hacker
Yes, that's something I'd do.
Presenter
Let's have record number seven.
Alan Hacker
Well, I have to play a record of Tony Cohen selection.
Alan Hacker
Firstly, because he's a great friend of mine, and secondly, because
Alan Hacker
although some people might not know of him.
Alan Hacker
Uh he's a great musician.
Alan Hacker
He's he's a well known tenor player. I mean, he's the tenor player who plays the Pink Panther tune. Anyway, this is from Neil Ardley's suite, A Kaleidoscope of Rainbows.
Presenter
Tony Coe playing part of A Kaleidoscope of Rainbows
Presenter
Conducting, then, Alan Hacker is your principal occupation these days Vienna, Barcelona, Paris, Stuttgart.
Presenter
Where next?
Alan Hacker
Well, I've just come back from Berlin.
Alan Hacker
Doing Messiah
Alan Hacker
And
Alan Hacker
I've got more Don Giovanni in Stuttgart, and then I go to Vienna to the festival there to do the whole of Peer Gynt.
Presenter
So how far ahead are you booked?
Alan Hacker
About three years.
Presenter
So, you're a performer. I mean, whether you're playing the clarinet as you used to, or now you're on the conductor's roster, how much do you see it as your job to please your audience, and how much to present them with new music or new interpretations? I mean, after all, a large section of the music going public is pretty compartmentalized in its approach in your book, I would have thought. I mean, it will adore Mozart and Bach, it will shun Bertwhistle and Maxwell Davis. I mean, you're a performer who loves both. Well, I think we're very
Alan Hacker
Vol
Presenter
Yeah.
Alan Hacker
Uh
Presenter
In
Alan Hacker
compartmentalizing in this country. When I play on the continent, I mean, I play free jazz, I arrange Monteverde, I conduct
Alan Hacker
Mozart, I play Boulez, I I do everything. I mean, they just consider me a musician. Then they're not concerned in putting me in categories. And actually we had somebody round to the house who was keen on brass bands.
Alan Hacker
And we played him the Stuttgart recording of Mai and Clifford Bartlett's realization of of Monte Verde's Ulisse, and he was absolutely entranced.
Alan Hacker
Now
Alan Hacker
He was coming out of one compartment and getting thoroughly involved i in another.
Presenter
So in an ideal world the audience should move as freely across the range as you do.
Alan Hacker
Yes, if they want to.
Presenter
But not if they don't.
Presenter
No.
Alan Hacker
Oh, they'll miss something.
Presenter
We better have you a last record.
Alan Hacker
Well, actually, the last record is the Monte Verde I was talking about. Happens to be another recording by.
Alan Hacker
Arnenko because we haven't recorded our version in Stuttgart yet.
Alan Hacker
I suppose the reason why I'd like Monte Verdi, the reason I had
Alan Hacker
Haydn at the beginning of the programme is because they so describe the human experience in such a touching Shakespearean way. This is just one little excerpt from it. A suitable desert island piece in a way.
Speaker 4
Feel
Speaker 4
It is friends and people disillusion
Speaker 4
Nothing.
Speaker 4
Get a troll
Speaker 4
Barely, I'm not sure.
Presenter
Rotrand Hansman singing the part of Minerva from Monteverdi's Return of Ulysses, with the Vienna Consentus Musicus again conducted by Nicholas Arnoncourt.
Presenter
So if you could only take one of those eight records, Alan.
Alan Hacker
Well, I take the Haydn. I think there's something very
Alan Hacker
Modest and solid and comforting about Haydn.
Presenter
Haydn's London Symphony.
Alan Hacker
Yeah.
Presenter
And uh what about your book?
Alan Hacker
Oh, I think I'd take Middle March.
Presenter
Hmm.
Alan Hacker
And your luxury?
Alan Hacker
Well
Alan Hacker
It's always difficult getting around if you can't walk.
Alan Hacker
So I think I'd actually like maybe I could have a hovercraft wheelchair that would get across the jungle quite easily. And it did strike me that if you went on a little expedition
Alan Hacker
When you got to the other side of the island, it would be nice to turn the switch off and
Alan Hacker
relax a bit and maybe I could have a
Alan Hacker
I could have a sort of cappuccino or a Weizenbeer machine fixed to the wheelchair. Well, cappuccino would do fine actually.
Presenter
Which is the first time?
Presenter
Alan Hacker, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your desert island discs. Thanks.
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Presenter asks
And it must have been a terrifying experience. You presumably thought for a while you might be able to move again. You didn't know it was a permanent condition.
I don't think you really do think actually when that happens to you. Traumatized. When I was in the Middlesex, there were doctors ... they did their best. But anyway, eventually ... I started to play the opening of the Mozart clarinet quintet ... and by the end of the week I could go right over the top, back down again. So it really was therapy occupational therapy.
Presenter asks
Tell me about your musical roots, Alan. Do they go deep? Is it in the family?
Yes, my mother, she can still play actually, and she's one of these people who can play things by ear rather beautifully. And I think my dad He's very moved by music. Played the cello when he was a student. They kind of left me alone ... I actually joined the choir, had a duff piano teacher ... I also made my own wind instruments. I don't really know why, but ... it's odd, isn't it, how things appear in your youth, and you don't know why they do, but anyway, cubes did, as far as I was concerned.
Presenter asks
You were awarded a professorship at the Royal Academy when you were barely twenty. What did that mean?
Well, Reginald Kell, a great English clarinetist, returned from America and taught at the Academy for a few years, and I was one of his pupils. And when he left he said I'd like Allan to take over. But I was only nineteen at the time and I'd got a job in the LPO. And I think the authorities thought, well, we can't really call him a professor at this age, but they paid me the professor's money and I taught myself to teach.
Presenter asks
And what about pain? Are you in pain?
Well, my back aches all the time and my legs are my feet stinging rather like if you've been sitting on the Louvre too long with a good book. I mean, I can remember things like that, even though I've been like this for about twenty-eight, twenty-nine years. ... I do tend to make light of it, but on the other hand I did say to you earlier on that Life was a bit of a nightmare to begin for quite a long time actually.
“I started to play the opening of the Mozart clarinet quintet, which, as you know, is a sort of upward arpeggio, and I could just play a couple of notes and really felt like dropping dead out of the wheelchair, and then the next day I could play just a little more, and by the end of the week I could go right over the top, back down again.”
“Well, no, no. It was simply that they said, was I capable of doing a German tour? and I said yes, but I thought it was important to travel in a car rather than be lifted by my colleagues into a coach. And they wrote back to me a couple of weeks later said We don't think you can manage it. So I said the sort of things you're not supposed to say on the B B C and left.”
“I was absolutely entranced by it. It was again the fact that somebody was playing an instrument in such a vocal way.”
“I think if you're disabled you're more on your own. So I suppose if you're disabled you're rather more prepared for it perhaps than others.”
“Yes, I think it is, actually. In fact, I mean, to go back to to musical points, in the sixties when uh Peter Maxwell, Davis and Burke Whistle were writing very fierce white red and white hot expressionist music, I couldn't understand why I was able to play this music over and over again. But to put it in um kind of South London terms, I was actually getting rid of dirty water because I was just disabled.”