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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
A percussion virtuoso who, profoundly deaf from twelve, achieved international acclaim performing on hundreds of instruments.
Eight records
The keepsakes
The book
The Way of the Peaceful Warrior
Dan Millman
It's a book that was first introduced to me by another percussionist, and um since then I've read it about a hundred times. It's basically a self-awareness book, and I spent a while where I read nothing but self-improvement books, and I found that, you know, I I really got a lot of enjoyment out of that, and this was one of my favourite ones.
The luxury
I'm I'm addicted to chocolate and so I really, really would have to have just stacks and stacks of chocolate bars an endless supply of chocolate.
In conversation
Presenter asks
How can it be an irrelevance, Evelyn? Surely music is written to be heard?
I think music is an experience, it's an emotional experience. Music is oral, it's visual, it's something that quite often we can't actually explain, we can't actually find the words to explain it. And for me, I find that I get great satisfaction in trying to work out a score, in actually becoming one with my instruments, actually finding out the voice of the instrument, if you like, or the spirit of the instrument. But you can pick up a score, can you, and read it like a book? Yes, I can pick up really any score. Of course, the more contemporary it is, you know, if it's really squeakygate-type music, then that can be quite hard. But basically, I can pick up a score and make sense of it, and that's absolutely vital. So, basically, my listening repertoire is very small, but I can quite quickly read a score and really make sense of that.
Presenter asks
Your voice is very well modulated, which is unusual for someone who's hard of hearing. How do you explain that?
First of all, music is used a lot in schools for the deaf, and of course the earlier you can experience music, the better. Music really does help speech. And it's interesting that many of my friends who are deaf and who are musicians have very, very good speech, even if they've been born deaf. The remainder of my friends who are deaf but who are not musicians have fairly poor quality voices. And I think that we're so aware of vibration, so in tune with sound and what it means to us, that we're very aware of phrasing, of modulation, of accenting.
The recording
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Speaker 2
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. For rights reasons, we've had to shorten the music.
Speaker 2
The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety three and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My castaway this week is a musician. A farmer's daughter from north east Scotland, she began to lose her hearing at the age of eight. By the time she was twelve, she was profoundly deaf.
Presenter
Nevertheless, she was determined to pursue a musical career, and at the age of sixteen won a place at the Royal Academy of Music, where she carried off several of the major prizes.
Presenter
Today, although only twenty seven years old, she has an international reputation as a percussion virtuoso, giving more than a hundred concerts and recitals a year, playing hundreds of different instruments, from the tambourine and the tubular bells to the tom tom and the Chinese gong.
Presenter
She shrugs off her deafness as an irrelevance. If anything she says, it's a musical advantage. She is Evelyn Glennie.
Presenter
How can it be an irrelevance, Evelyn? I mean, surely music is written to be heard?
Presenter
I think music
Evelyn Glennie
Is an experience, it's an emotional experience. Music is oral, it's visual, it's something that quite often we can't actually explain, we can't actually find the words to explain it. And for me, I find that I get great satisfaction in trying to work out a score, in actually becoming one with my instruments, actually finding out the voice of the instrument, if you like, or the spirit of the instrument. But you can pick up a score, can you, and read it like a book? Yes, I can pick up really any score. Of course, the more contemporary it is, you know, if it's really squeakygate-type music, then that can be quite hard. But basically, I can pick up a score and make sense of it, and that's absolutely vital. So, basically, my listening repertoire is very small, but
Evelyn Glennie
I can quite quickly read a score and really make sense of that.
Evelyn Glennie
But how deaf are you? You're not stone deaf, you're not completely deaf. No, that's quite unusual. I'm classed as profoundly deaf, and that means that basically I have residual hearing. But I'm able to use my
Evelyn Glennie
Body, if you like, in order to perceive sound. And so, therefore, because I soak myself with musical sounds, where the frequencies vary greatly, the dynamics vary, the timbre varies so much, that my body is just so, so aware of the different feelings that it receives from the instruments. And of course, because I actually produce the sound, I know exactly what I want to produce before I produce the sound on the instrument, and so therefore I have full understanding of what I'm actually giving.
Presenter
But also when you went as you did a few years ago to Rio for the carnival, which is a a a cacophony of sound, some of that sound gets through to you, does it? Or yes, orally.
Evelyn Glennie
Orally.
Presenter
Yeah.
Evelyn Glennie
Oh yes. The basic it's sometimes difficult to distinguish the difference between something that you feel physically and orally, funnily enough. If I'm outside taking a walk, for example, and if I see a tree move, I assume it's rustling. Therefore I assume it's making a rustling noise. Or if I see a bird flying, I assume it's chirping. So I imagine all those sounds within myself. Because you once heard them.
Presenter
as I once heard them.
Evelyn Glennie
Yeah.
Presenter
However, an old-fashioned wind-up gramophone sitting on the beach on this desert island is not going to be a lot of use to you, is it? Dear I say
Evelyn Glennie
No.
Presenter
Yeah.
Evelyn Glennie
I'd rather have the scores, perhaps. I find that quite often if I listen to music through a record player or something, then it it is distorted. And if I know the work, then it's better because I know what I'm listening out for. But how can you do that? Do you turn it up? No, I don't turn it up, then it becomes more painful. I take the covers off the speakers and I place the speakers next to my tummy or between my legs or somewhere next to my neck so that I can actually feel it. And then I get the basic dynamics and the basic rhythm. But to say whether a performance is a good performance or a very good performance is irrelevant. The subtleties you cannot pick up.
Presenter
But how can you
Presenter
Full volume.
Presenter
Let's have your first record that you'll play on your desert island. I think we'd better give you special equipment so you can hear it with the with the speakers.
Evelyn Glennie
Yeah.
Presenter
Uh
Evelyn Glennie
Uh
Presenter
So
Evelyn Glennie
So
Presenter
Uh What what will it be?
Evelyn Glennie
Well, I'm so, so fond of Elgar's Enigma variations, and in particular Nimrod. It's just such a simple, such a moving theme, and I play it on the marimba, where I can really delve into the lower end of the marimba, where the breadth of sound is just so incredibly warm, and this is always a favourite piece of mine.
Presenter
Nimrod, one of Elgar's Enigma variations, played by the Philemonia Orchestra conducted by Sir John Barbaroli.
Presenter
You've been told it many times, I know, Evelyn, but it it is very difficult to believe that you're deaf. Your lip reading, obviously, is perfect. But it's something more than that. Your voice is very well modulated, which is unusual for someone who's hard of hearing. How how do you explain that?
Presenter
I think, um
Presenter
First
Evelyn Glennie
First of all, music is used a lot in schools for the deaf, and of course the earlier you can experience music, the better. Music really does help speech. And it's interesting that many of my friends who are deaf and who are musicians have very, very good speech, even if they've been born deaf. The remainder of my friends who are deaf but who are not musicians have fairly poor quality voices. And I think that we're so aware of vibration, so in tune with sound and what it means to us, that we're very aware of phrasing, of modulation, of accenting.
Presenter
But obviously you are very good at and very convincing and a lot of people need not know day upon day upon day that you're
Evelyn Glennie
Ex exactly. I mean, I'm basically a musician. I'm not a deaf musician. I just happen to be a musician who's chosen this career and I happen to be deaf, just as I happen to have brown hair. That's the sort sort of feeling
Presenter
That I want to get across. In the beginning as a percussionist, you played mostly with an orchestra, didn't you? Which you don't do any more.
Evelyn Glennie
No, I don't do that at all.
Presenter
No.
Presenter
But these days you're usually on your own. Although there are pieces for a cushion and a piano, how do you manage then? Where where are the clues that the pianist has to give you?
Evelyn Glennie
When I work with a pianist, I don't regard it as a solo accompaniment situation. It really is a duo that we have. And so it's essential for my pianist to see me and to see my instruments and sticks so that he has visual clues. And also, it's essential that I see his keyboard, his face, his feet, and inside the piano. Can you get into a position where you can see all of that? Oh, yes, oh yes, absolutely. We have it all worked out. This means that basically we have total communication. The pianist that I use for most of my concerts, we've worked together for so long, for so many years now, that we're in a position where we can actually take chances in performances. So sometimes my pianist will go off and do something totally different that we've never done in rehearsal before or something, and I think, uh-oh, here we go, and I would do something myself. Does it frighten you?
Presenter
Okay.
Evelyn Glennie
No, it's that's the sort of thing that I love. It's that real kind of where you're sort of walking on a tightrope all the time. That I think is great. It keeps you on your toes. It's also showing off.
Evelyn Glennie
Yeah.
Evelyn Glennie
Should we have record number two? Well, I'm such a fan of Glen Gould's playing. I've read his books and I've listened to many of his recordings, and um I just find him the most remarkable human being. I think he was so eccentric. And for me, he's just
Evelyn Glennie
Probably what I want to be.
Evelyn Glennie
As a musician, so I've chosen J. S. Bach's Prelude in Fugue number twenty-one in B-flat major.
Presenter
Glenn Gould playing part of Bach's Prelude and Fugue No. Twenty One in B-flat major.
Presenter
You were born twenty seven years ago on a farm not far from Aberdeen.
Presenter
And you were obviously quite a musical child, I think, weren't you?
Evelyn Glennie
I don't know, really. We happened to have a piano in the house, and it was perhaps more of an ornament than a musical instrument. And I was just really intrigued. You know, I would do the usual thing by playing with two fingers, and but I had a very, very good ear. I would pick anything up, really, and probably the most remarkable thing was that I would play it at pitch as to w what I heard it at. And so this is called perfect pitch, really, and I was able to recognise all sorts of sounds and the keys of certain pieces and so on. But nevertheless, my parents didn't push me at all. I mean, I really had to ask and ask a lot before I was able to have even piano lessons. Is it possible for you still to have perfect pitch, or will that be? Oh, yes, yes. Yes, it is. Bus conductors may have it without really realising. And so it's something that doesn't disappear. It's just that I don't use it in the same way. When I look at a score now, then if I see a certain chord or notes or whatever, then I immediately know the pitch within myself. But if someone played a note to me on the piano, for example, that would be a very distorted sound, so it's impossible to really say.
Presenter
It's impossible.
Presenter
Yeah. But you can walk along playing pieces of music to yourself in your head. Oh, yes. That's not a problem. That's not a problem.
Evelyn Glennie
That's not a problem.
Presenter
When did you first notice that your
Evelyn Glennie
Or there was something wrong with your ears.
Evelyn Glennie
Well, as a youngster, at about the age of seven, eight, I was really experiencing very sore ears, and I could hardly bear to go outside. They would become quite inflamed. I was not a child who used to complain about anything, and we never went to the doctor, so my parents were at first a little reluctant to do anything about it, but eventually I went to the doctor, and of course the visiting school doctor noticed that I wasn't quite so attentive orally as perhaps I should have been, and so she reported this to my parents and so on. So it really built up like that. But perhaps during that time you'd actually been teaching yourself to lip read. Perhaps so. Perhaps maybe even I wasn't aware of it. All I knew was that over the next four years or so I was becoming very, very reliant on people's faces and people's movements, and I just found that I had to look at a person in order to understand them.
Presenter
Do you remember the moment when it was finally diagnosed and you were told that you would be, or were about to be, profoundly deaf?
Evelyn Glennie
Yes, I think it was a pretty hard situation on my mother especially. She took it quite badly. Whereas for me nothing had really changed. I mean it wasn't well suddenly one day you could hear and the next day you couldn't. It was all very gradual, which is great. And of course when you're young, I mean you can adapt to anything. And of course the older you become, the harder it is really. So for an adult to suddenly be told, well, your daughter is profoundly deaf, then that's quite hard to take, especially when it's so bluntly told to you.
Speaker 1
Uh
Evelyn Glennie
So you've never felt yourself angry or frustrated about it or? Not really, because
Evelyn Glennie
Fortunately I've been able to cope. If for some reason things became so hard or or if I hadn't been able to find
Evelyn Glennie
something in life that I enjoy so much, perhaps then I may be frustrated or angry or bitter, but I honestly can say that you know I love my music so much that this for me is the most important thing in my life. I don't have time to think about not being able to hear or whatever.
Presenter
But what happens, for example, um your parents still live in Scotland and you've made home here down south. You can't, as many daughters do, ring their mum up and have a quick chat. How do you do that?
Evelyn Glennie
Yeah. No. Well, I use a fax machine. Also, if I do ring my mother up, then it's a it's a one sided conversation. So I just talk away to her and she just has to listen, which is great. But how do you know?
Presenter
But how do you know she's there? Can she do anything?
Evelyn Glennie
She taps on the phone with a pencil and then I can receive that, so I know she's there. But um now, because I'm engaged, my fiancé can listen up for me. But um I like to be independent, so I normally do it myself. Record number three.
Evelyn Glennie
Well, I was, of course, very influenced by Scottish music as a youngster, and it's still something that I absolutely adore, and of course it's in my blood. And so I'd like to choose Max Houliston and his Scottish band, and um he's going to play the Isle of Skye
Presenter
Max Hooderston and his Scottish band playing the Isle of Skye Real.
Presenter
I can imagine that the pressure on you not to pursue a musical career was was huge. People must have thought
Presenter
You were mad to want to. What sort of things did they say?
Presenter
Well, why don't you become an account?
Evelyn Glennie
or something. It was more
Evelyn Glennie
Looking back now, I think they were just very, very concerned, first of all, and also they
Evelyn Glennie
Perhaps assumed that music was about hearing. And of course, that's the assumption that we all make. And of course, it isn't. I mean, I really can't express that enough. We think it is, because we hear music when we go into a supermarket or a clothes store or something, or into a hotel, and music is just there all the time. It's in the background. And so it's really a rare thing to actually listen to music. We hear it so often, but to really listen to music is quite a rare thing.
Presenter
And it's hard work. Do you go to operas and to concerts, Kenny? Do you do that?
Evelyn Glennie
I love going to live concerts. Unfortunately, I can't do it as often as I'd like, but certainly I do. Because for me, you know, a performance is a whole performance. It isn't just about the musician playing the dots on the page. It's about what do they look like? How do they walk on the stage? What's the rapport like between them and the audience? Or the orchestra and the soloist, or the orchestra and the conductor, or whatever. You know, it really is the whole performance and the feeling that is created in the whole. That's what I'm after.
Presenter
I I take your point that that uh listening to music is a is a total experience and that you sense it in many ways, but
Presenter
Just explain to me in a little bit more detail how you hear with your body, because I know you you hear, for example, your timpani with your feet, don't you?
Presenter
Basically
Evelyn Glennie
I plow my whole body into the instrument. So low sounding instruments such as tympani or bass drum, even orchestral cymbals, you know, the clash cymbals really set your whole body off. And eventually you begin to recognise those sounds and recognise exactly where you're feeling them to such an extent that you can almost tell perhaps the interval of a third or a fourth or something, you know, so it's quite close. Depending whether it's in your big toe or your instep. Exactly. I mean, literally that. When I was a youngster, I would place my hands on the wall, and my teacher would play two drums, and I would say where I was feeling you know, through the wall, and coming through my hands, I'd say where I was actually feeling the notes that he was playing. And so he may have said, okay, which is the higher drum? And so I would say which one it was and why. So we would work like that until the intervals grew closer and closer together. And that was a great way of becoming so aware of another
Evelyn Glennie
Dimension, if you like, a sound.
Presenter
San
Evelyn Glennie
Next piece of music
Evelyn Glennie
Well, my musical tastes are so diverse, and I love pop music. I'm very aware of what's happening in the charts at the moment. And one of my favourite artists just now is Seal, and he's going to sing Killer.
Speaker 1
Will you give it
Speaker 1
If we try
Speaker 1
Where we live
Speaker 1
Or will we?
Speaker 1
Da
Speaker 1
Uh
Presenter
Um
Presenter
Seal singing killer
Presenter
One of the disadvantages, Evelyn Glennie, of being a percussionist with an orchestra is presumably, and I shall offend some people here that you have to wait for ages and ages in order suddenly to go boom or ping.
Evelyn Glennie
Well
Evelyn Glennie
Sometimes that is the case, but wow, it's so rewarding when you come in in the right place. Awful of you to
Presenter
Oh, wow. But um But is that one of the reasons that you became a soloist? That it that to be frank, it is a bit boring waiting for your big moment.
Evelyn Glennie
And
Evelyn Glennie
Yeah.
Presenter
Well, I just finally
Evelyn Glennie
I found that that that was part of the reason was having to wait, but also it was more the fact that I couldn't really express my playing how I wanted to in that the tempo of the piece and the dynamics and so on was all being dictated for me. But are there that many pieces written for a solo percussionist? Well, believe it or not, there are many, many pieces. However, many of them are not published. In my repertoire at the moment, I would have about thirty-four percussion concertos that I can actually play and that I have performed. But in my library at home, I'd have about two hundred. And I know that there are many more out there. But people have written specially for you, haven't they? Well, it's a very important part of my work to encourage composers to write for me. So I've had some tremendous composers who have written some very, very interesting pieces, such as James Macmillan, Richard Ronnie Bennett, Dominic Muldowney, John MacLeod, and many others who have written for actual recitals. Johnny Dankworth, I think. Johnny Dankworth has written one just recently, which is great, a very different style.
Presenter
Which is
Evelyn Glennie
For me
Presenter
And you obviously, as you've said, enjoy performance for its own sake. How do you
Evelyn Glennie
For its own sake.
Presenter
Uh how do you feel the audience then? Obviously you see them put their hands together at the end, but what what more is there for you to sense and to feel?
Evelyn Glennie
Yeah.
Presenter
Yeah.
Evelyn Glennie
I think it's just basically the atmosphere that you create and generate during a performance that's crucial. It isn't just the end clapping, really. Can you feel it during audience? Oh, yes. I mean, one of the reasons why I like to speak during my recitals is to get to know my audience. You know, they've paid money to be there to see me, and I want to present Evelyn Glennie.
Presenter
Failed.
Evelyn Glennie
And there's more to Evelyn than just being a percussionist or just a musician. And so I really want to present Evelyn. And so this means that I I feel comfortable talking to them. Also, I need
Evelyn Glennie
To relax in between each piece because it can be quite physical.
Presenter
Echo number 5.
Evelyn Glennie
Well, I'd like to choose Richard Strauss's Alpine Symphony, the very beginning of that. For me it depicts such an incredible picture where one can imagine the Alps and gradually the sun emerging from the Alps and you see these sort of shapes of the great mountains and suddenly you begin to see all the details and so on. And the music is just so incredibly descriptive. It's just fantastic.
Presenter
Part of Richard Strauss's Alpine Symphony, Opus Sixty Four, played by the Concert Gebar Orchestra of Amsterdam, conducted by Bernard Heitink.
Presenter
Of course, one of the reasons that people want to compose for you, Evelyn, is that you have such a huge repertoire of instruments. Have you any idea how many you can play?
Evelyn Glennie
Yeah.
Evelyn Glennie
No, I haven't counted yet, but um many of the instruments, the actual techniques of playing the instruments are related. So, you know, I would probably play about two hundred, but of course many of them are very portable. So, you know, it doesn't sound quite so stunning really. But where do you find them all? I mean, you you travel about the world looking for them. Yes. Well, whenever I go around the world performing, then I try to pick up the traditional instrument of that particular country. And then I love to meet with the natives, if you like, to see how it's used. And so this allows me to capture the real spirit of the music and the instrument.
Speaker 1
Next question.
Evelyn Glennie
I've seen it.
Presenter
I've seen you describe yourself as the David Attenborough of the instrument world. The trouble is, of course, that you don't want to just go and look at these rare species in their habitats. You want to bring them home. Absolutely. Do they always survive? Or perhaps they don't like our temperature?
Speaker 2
Eight den
Evelyn Glennie
Most of them are actually okay, but you're absolutely right in that it is quite often essential to keep them in a fairly regular temperature and if suddenly they're stuck out in the cold or something, then you'll damage them. You know, you have to be very, very careful. Have you got a favourite instrument? I don't really have a favourite. They're all my favourites. I love to play Marumba, but that's because there's a lot of repertoire written for it. Also, it has a terrific range. The the sort of depth and the warmth of the the bass end is wonderful. It can sound like an organ or it can be like bullets. It can be so percussive.
Presenter
Tell me about your next record.
Evelyn Glennie
Well, I've chosen the Black Dyke Mills band playing Blitz. The quality of playing, the actual technical side of playing, is absolutely stunning. I mean, it can just be so perfect. And for me, whenever I experience a brass band, I it just gives me incredible oomph, if you like, incredible hope that, well, perhaps one day I can play as technically perfect as them, and hopefully I can put the music in too.
Presenter
The Black Dyke Mills band playing part of Derek Bourgeois's Blitz.
Presenter
How will you be on the desert island, Evelyn? Are you you're very practical, are you? Yes, I am. What would you miss most, do you think?
Evelyn Glennie
Many, many things, I'm sure, but I think perhaps variety in scenery. Funnily enough, one thing that I have
Evelyn Glennie
because of my travelling is that I just marvel at the the type of scenery that I can come across. There was one month about two years ago where I experienced within one month I experienced summer time in Australia, I experienced extreme winter in the north of Norway and of course I experienced the English weather and it was just so incredible to really have that feeling within one month and I think I would really miss the seasons and I'd miss the variety in scenery. However, I love water but I desperately, desperately love the hills.
Evelyn Glennie
And you'd miss your fiancée, whom you're marrying. Is he in the business?
Evelyn Glennie
Well, my my fiancé at the moment is a recording engineer. We've just built a commercial recording studio, and so he's developing that project.
Presenter
And is married life going to mean a a a great deal of difference to your professional life, do you think? Do you think you'll stop globetrotting quite so much?
Evelyn Glennie
Probably not. Certainly not, in fact. That would just keep going. I think if ever we decided to have little nippers running around, have kids or something, then perhaps obviously we would rethink. I mean, I've had such a secure upbringing myself that I wouldn't want anything less than that for my own children. Record number seven.
Evelyn Glennie
Well, I'm a a great admirer of Annie Lennox. For me she is a really raw musician, but I mean that as a compliment in that she can stand up, use her own voice and create such an incredible atmosphere and feeling, and she has just such command over her music. And um I would love to choose her song Why?
Speaker 1
That's why it hurts so bad to hear the words that keep on falling from your mouth.
Speaker 1
Oh man
Presenter
Annie Lennox and Y.
Presenter
I come back really to where we began, Evelyn, and your statement that your deafness is an irrelevance. Let me ask you bluntly, if you could be granted one wish, surely it would be to have your hearing back?
Evelyn Glennie
I don't think so. I think if losing my hearing happened later in life, much, much later in life, it would have been perhaps much harder to cope with because, of course, you're set in your ways and it's very, very difficult to adapt, really, when you're older. So i in a way, you know, if you're going to lose anything, then the best time to lose it is is when you're a child, really, because you can always adapt. So I can't really say that having my hearing back would be the greatest wish on earth. I've developed
Speaker 1
Billy
Evelyn Glennie
a sense I've developed Evelyn, if you like, by being as I am. I mean, I'm a musician who in a way sees music from two different angles, and that for me is a gift, you know, and I don't want that to be taken away from me.
Evelyn Glennie
Uh
Presenter
I suppose, though, the reverse of my question is
Presenter
Would you be as good a percussionist if you weren't deaf?
Evelyn Glennie
Uh
Evelyn Glennie
That I can't answer. I would have to have my hearing back to really know. I have no idea.
Evelyn Glennie
Let's have your last record.
Evelyn Glennie
Well, one composer whom I absolutely adore, and I always have to make sure I have a packet of Kleenix beside me, and that's Rach Maninoff, and I'd like to choose his piano concerto, number two in C minor.
Presenter
Part of Rachmaninoff's concerto number two in C minor, played by Arto Rubinstein, with the Chicago Symphony Orchestra, conducted by Fritz Reiner and Not a Dry Eye in the studio.
Speaker 1
Yeah.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
So if you could only take one of those records, Evelyn, which one would it be?
Evelyn Glennie
I would choose the Rachmananoff piano concerto because there we have the colour of the orchestra, we have a a wonderful concerto with a fantastic instrument that is incredibly emotional. We have musicality, we have technique, it creates or disturbs, I don't know, it really activates every kind of emotion really within myself and um it really has to be the Rachmananoff.
Presenter
You persuaded yourself.
Evelyn Glennie
Oh, it's hard.
Presenter
It's hard.
Evelyn Glennie
Well, I've chosen a book called The Way of the Peaceful Warrior by Dan Milman. It's a book that was first introduced to me by another percussionist, and um since then I've read it about a hundred times. It's basically a self-awareness book, and I spent a while where I read nothing but self-improvement books, and I found that, you know, I I really got a lot of enjoyment out of that, and this was one of my favourite ones. And your luxury.
Evelyn Glennie
A little secret which will no longer be a secret, but I'm I'm addicted to chocolate and so I really, really would have to have just stacks and stacks of chocolate bars an endless supply of chocolate.
Presenter
Chuck.
Evelyn Glennie
Clit.
Presenter
Evelyn Glennie, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your desert island discs. Pleasure.
Evelyn Glennie
Thank you.
Presenter
Yeah.
Speaker 2
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Presenter asks
When you perform as a soloist with a pianist, how do you manage? Where are the clues that the pianist has to give you?
When I work with a pianist, I don't regard it as a solo accompaniment situation. It really is a duo that we have. And so it's essential for my pianist to see me and to see my instruments and sticks so that he has visual clues. And also, it's essential that I see his keyboard, his face, his feet, and inside the piano. Can you get into a position where you can see all of that? Oh, yes, oh yes, absolutely. We have it all worked out. This means that basically we have total communication. The pianist that I use for most of my concerts, we've worked together for so long, for so many years now, that we're in a position where we can actually take chances in performances. So sometimes my pianist will go off and do something totally different that we've never done in rehearsal before or something, and I think, uh-oh, here we go, and I would do something myself. ... No, it's that's the sort of thing that I love. It's that real kind of where you're sort of walking on a tightrope all the time. That I think is great. It keeps you on your toes. It's also showing off.
Presenter asks
Do you remember the moment when it was finally diagnosed and you were told that you would be, or were about to be, profoundly deaf?
Yes, I think it was a pretty hard situation on my mother especially. She took it quite badly. Whereas for me nothing had really changed. I mean it wasn't well suddenly one day you could hear and the next day you couldn't. It was all very gradual, which is great. And of course when you're young, I mean you can adapt to anything. And of course the older you become, the harder it is really. So for an adult to suddenly be told, well, your daughter is profoundly deaf, then that's quite hard to take, especially when it's so bluntly told to you.
Presenter asks
Just explain to me in a little bit more detail how you hear with your body, because I know you hear your timpani with your feet, don't you?
Basically I plow my whole body into the instrument. So low sounding instruments such as tympani or bass drum, even orchestral cymbals, you know, the clash cymbals really set your whole body off. And eventually you begin to recognise those sounds and recognise exactly where you're feeling them to such an extent that you can almost tell perhaps the interval of a third or a fourth or something, you know, so it's quite close. Depending whether it's in your big toe or your instep. Exactly. I mean, literally that. When I was a youngster, I would place my hands on the wall, and my teacher would play two drums, and I would say where I was feeling you know, through the wall, and coming through my hands, I'd say where I was actually feeling the notes that he was playing. And so he may have said, okay, which is the higher drum? And so I would say which one it was and why. So we would work like that until the intervals grew closer and closer together. And that was a great way of becoming so aware of another dimension, if you like, a sound.
Presenter asks
If you could be granted one wish, surely it would be to have your hearing back?
I don't think so. I think if losing my hearing happened later in life, much, much later in life, it would have been perhaps much harder to cope with because, of course, you're set in your ways and it's very, very difficult to adapt, really, when you're older. So i in a way, you know, if you're going to lose anything, then the best time to lose it is is when you're a child, really, because you can always adapt. So I can't really say that having my hearing back would be the greatest wish on earth. I've developed a sense I've developed Evelyn, if you like, by being as I am. I mean, I'm a musician who in a way sees music from two different angles, and that for me is a gift, you know, and I don't want that to be taken away from me.
“I'm basically a musician. I'm not a deaf musician. I just happen to be a musician who's chosen this career and I happen to be deaf, just as I happen to have brown hair.”
“That's the sort of thing that I love. It's that real kind of where you're sort of walking on a tightrope all the time. That I think is great.”
“I don't have time to think about not being able to hear or whatever.”
“If you're going to lose anything, then the best time to lose it is is when you're a child, really, because you can always adapt.”