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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
A rugby player who became England's youngest captain at 22, leading the team to a World Cup final and two consecutive Grand Slams.
Eight records
I listen to this on the coach and and when we arrive at Twickenham or whichever game we play, I always listen to these songs, there's about three of them. People seem to think oh it must be heavy metal because I always have a walkman on, but it's not and I find them very calming before actually playing.
I remember it when I when I was at school. It was basically when I was first picked to play for Sedba, which for me was the highlight of of my life. And I remember listening to this'cause I thought it was quite a mature record at the time.
Steve Winwood and Will Jennings
I remember this at university when I when I first got there really, and when I started listening to a few of his albums and it was the when you I suppose you you compare Sedba to Durham, it was the freedom really that that I remember and actually having to uh make a choice whether I went to lectures or not.
the World Cup was such a a brilliant experience and for me even now whenever I hear it it uh still brings back amazing memories for me.
it reminds me of a of a period um after the the Scottish defeat in nineteen ninety in the Tour to Argentina when things were were hard in terms of results weren't coming. It's quite a sad song and it reminds me of that period really.
Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic
I remember this wa when I was at school. I just started playing for England's schools. And I absolutely loved this song, and I remember I had to rational myself to listen to it only once a day. But it was a great period of my life I'd actually got an England shirt.
I remember the actual video of it, which uh has got all sorts of uh mess ups in in sport, and it was just I had so much fun at university. It reminds me of um sort of summer days in in the bar at Durham.
What a Wonderful WorldFavourite
Bob Thiele and George David Weiss
I really got into listening to it when I actually made the decision to leave the army. And I was staying with a friend in Hereford at the time and I remember walking round and round this little walk when I realised that I was going to leave and it was quite sad. And also now whenever, you know, I sometimes think, oh, life's a bit hard, I listen to this, I think it's just a brilliant record.
The keepsakes
The book
J. R. R. Tolkien
When I read it when I was young, or younger, I just thought it was brilliant. The little idea of this Bilbo Baggins wandering off on his adventures. I thought his adventures were brilliant. His treks around the place and through the forests and the spiders and golem in the caves. I just from then on whenever I went anywhere, I was at prep school or whatever, you know, I was just on an adventure as well. Used to walk to the classroom and I was on an adventure. It was brilliant. And I loved it.
The luxury
It's a tank basically with about a foot of water but saline solution. It's sound proof, obviously and there's no light. You get in there, you just float, and it is incredibly relaxing. Because after a while you just can't feel any part of your body. You just it's not like lying down or anything like that. And it would just give me a chance to think.
In conversation
Presenter asks
From the very beginning you were really, really competitive, naturally competitive, were you?
I think I was, yeah. I I remember um at cricket once I was given out, and obviously I didn't agree with it, and I stormed into what we had, a little pavilion, and threw my back down. Turned round to see my mother, who had come storming after me, and she gave me uh one of the hardest slaps I've ever had. But uh yeah, I I just I was when I was young, I just I couldn't stand losing.
Presenter asks
How difficult did you imagine it was going to be, that journey from schoolboy rugby into international rugby?
I happened to play for England's schoolboys and and that was great, but I could never realistically see myself playing for England. ... during my year off, he got picked for England. And that's when I first thought, well, ... there must be a chance to bridge the chasm, but before then I could I could never see it.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 1
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. For rights reasons, we've had to shorten the music.
Speaker 1
The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety two, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
My castaway this week is a rugby player. Three and a half years ago he fulfilled a dream he'd had at the age of six and became captain of England. He was only twenty two, the youngest player in the team and the youngest to hold the captaincy for decades. But youth has proved no obstacle to achievement. England wasn't enjoying much success when he took charge, but since then they've reached the final of the World Cup and of course they've won the Grand Slam for the last two years running. Here's Will Carling.
Presenter
A dream since the age of six, Will. I mean, could you actually play rugger at the age of six?
Will Carling
I think I started playing rugby at the age of six and a half or seven. You know, it's hard to say exactly when, but it was before I went to prep school because all I know is when I got there I just wanted to play rugby.
Presenter
But it was always the oval ball, was it? You never considered the round one.
Will Carling
No, I didn't. I don't know why. And my father used to play a lot, but he he he never forced me, but I think it was the fact that I watched internationals and I used to love them. So it was you know, rugby was was was it I don't know whether it was'cause it was slightly more physical and I when I was young I thought that was great.
Presenter
And were you quite a chunky chap?
Will Carling
Oh, at that age I was quite big, yeah.
Presenter
So when you got to prep school you just kind of pushed the others out of the way and ran with the ball, never passed it, I suppose.
Will Carling
It never passed the ball, no. Things uh things haven't changed, but uh
Presenter
So from the very beginning you were really, really competitive, naturally competitive, were you?
Will Carling
I think I was, yeah. I I remember um at cricket once I was given out, and obviously I didn't agree with it, and I stormed into what we had, a little pavilion, and threw my back down. Turned round to see my mother, who had come storming after me, and she gave me uh one of the hardest slaps I've ever had. But uh yeah, I I just I was when I was young, I just I couldn't stand losing.
Presenter
And when you dreamed of of running through the tunnel and out on to the pitch to the roar of the crowd, were you simply playing for England, or were you leading them? Were you the captain, even at the age of six?
Will Carling
I think I was the captain. We used to have a long, long run out at prep school and it was it was an incredibly long tunnel because I used to imagine as I ran out that this was for England, you see, and and when we got changed we were changing for England and the colour was a bit wrong, but uh other than that it was all the same, but I think it was that I w that I was captain and uh
Will Carling
You know, I s I certainly, uh, when I played when no one else was there, scored some great drummers.
Presenter
And did the reality live up to it when it eventually came? Did it live up to the dream?
Will Carling
Oh yeah, more so really. Certainly when I first played and I walked off I it was I sat in the chamber and I thought I just can't believe that.
Presenter
And do you still get the goose pimples, and does the heart still pound?
Will Carling
Very much so. I remember sitting with Wade Dooley,'cause he's got, you know, fifty caps before in Paris this this year. And we were sitting there on Friday night, it was about eleven o'clock, and I said, Wade, I said, Are you nervous? He said, Yeah.
Will Carling
He said, Are you? I said, Oh, yeah. He said, Oh, it makes me feel better. And it does, you sort of, you know,'cause I still get as nervous as when I first played.
Presenter
Yeah.
Will Carling
And I think we all do, which is great, really.
Presenter
Uh
Presenter
Let's begin with your desert island discs then. What what's the first record that you're going to play?
Will Carling
First record is from the film The Mission, and it's actually uh called Gabriel's Oboe because I listen to this on the coach and and when we arrive at Twickenham or whichever game we play, I always listen to these songs, there's about three of them. People seem to think oh it must be heavy metal because I always have a walkman on, but it's not and I find them very calming before actually playing.
Presenter
Gabriel's oboe from the film The Mission, played by the London Philharmonic Orchestra, and part of Will Carling's pre-match ritual.
Will Carling
Yes, it is. It's I I sort of made um before I played I made a one of those little compilation tapes with music from the Mission and and and other music which I listen to on on a Friday night, especially when we're at the the Petersham in Richmond and we usually have the last team meeting at about seven thirty or whatever and then we have dinner. And I usually go for a walk at about ten and I listen to this kind of music and just wander around for about half an hour, forty-five minutes.
Presenter
And are there any other prematch superstitions that you have, things that you always do?
Will Carling
I always listened to Grandstand.
Will Carling
um, which is on about twelve fifteen, I think it starts. So I'm always in my room then and I have the volume right up because I love that music. And that reminds me of internationals,'cause when I was young that was it, you know, when that was on I was in a in a state of absolute tension. But, um, that's the only other thing.
Presenter
The big superstition for England, of course, until January last year was that they'd never beaten Wales at the Arms Park, the Welsh home ground, and then last year you did it for the first time in twenty eight years.
Presenter
Was that an enormous thing to overcome? Did you feel that?
Will Carling
You tend to be selfish in the sense that I'd played there once and lost once, so it wasn't it wasn't a massive thing for me.
Presenter
You're a bit dismissive of all that Welsh hype, eh?
Will Carling
Well, I think you have to be'cause if you start, you know, s reading it all and listening to it, you think, Well, maybe there is something here, but
Presenter
But, nevertheless, it must be a huge experience r running out into that that wall of Welsh noise, not even being able to hear your own national anthem, you know,'cause they never shut up, do they?
Will Carling
No, they don't, no. I mean, it is an amazing it's an amazing stadium. I mean, certainly in eighty nine we went down there. When we came out and listened to them sing, it is uh quite incredible.
Presenter
But how do you prepare your men to cope with that, for that that kind of great passion that's roused against them when they get out there? It must throw you.
Will Carling
Luckily we've got a very experienced side, so so the guys really know w what's coming. But even with young guys, it's a question you just you just switch off because you hear it when you when you run out. You obviously hear it at the anthems, but then it's the game. And surprisingly, you really don't hear much.
Presenter
Don't you?
Will Carling
Now, when the ball's in play you don't hear anything.
Presenter
But you must hear it when you're really running for a try, when you suddenly see your moment and the crowd swells behind you. You must hear it.
Will Carling
You don't know you don't. If you manage to score, then you suddenly hear the crowd. But when you're running, you don't. It's amazing.
Presenter
But then at the end you not only hear them but you you feel them'cause they come rushing on. You you usually lose your boots, do you?
Will Carling
I lo yeah, I lost my boots last year. Yeah, but those were amazing scenes.
Presenter
You don't mind that. I mean, sometimes one looks at it and one thinks, My God, they're going to get, you know, completely crushed in all of that.
Will Carling
It was actually quite frightening. You're shattered after the end of a game.
Presenter
Mm-hmm.
Will Carling
And they lift you up and and that's quite embarrassing anyway. And I was quite a long way away from the edge of the pitch and I said, Come on, you know, I've got to get in. They said, No, no, you're going to stay with us.
Presenter
Hmm.
Will Carling
And there's actually nothing you can do.
Presenter
Record number two.
Will Carling
Record number two is uh is Layla by uh Eric Clapton. Because I remember it when I when I was at school. It was basically when I was first picked to play for Sedba, which for me was the highlight of of my life. And I remember listening to this'cause I thought it was quite a mature record at the time. I probably still do actually.
Speaker 4
Dutch give you consolation.
Speaker 4
The new old man can let me
Presenter
Eric Clapton and Layla, and a reminder of being picked for your public school first 15. How old were you, Will?
Will Carling
I was fifteen when I when I played my first game.
Presenter
Looks very young.
Will Carling
It was actually because I was still only in the fifth form and that was something that they'd never done before. It was the last game of the season they and they had an injury and they just and they picked me. I have honestly never been as as nervous or frightened before a game in my life. For me that was just
Will Carling
The most petrifying experience I've ever had on a rugby field.
Presenter
Yeah, you were at Sedborough, which is in the the Lake District, said to be a very tough school, fell running before breakfast.
Will Carling
Do you send
Will Carling
Well, I never actually did a fell running before, but it was it was very mu it's an outdoor school. I mean, it is right in the middle of the fells. We used to think nothing of of a five mile run over the fells. In the afternoon you you didn't have anything, you used to go for a five mile run.
Presenter
So was your whole school career dedicated r I mean, was academic matters were pushed rather to one side by you, were they?
Will Carling
They tended to. I mean, I think it became more important at Sedborough. I realized that you you had to get O levels, you had to get A levels. But everything was geared around sport.
Presenter
And you became captain eventually of the England Schoolboys. How difficult did you imagine it was going to be, that journey from schoolboy rugby into international rugby? Did you think it was a fairly direct line?
Will Carling
I happened to play for England's schoolboys and and that was great, but I could never realistically see myself playing for England.
Presenter
What you thought there was a huge chasm between
Will Carling
Yeah, which which I was never gonna cross anyway. And and it really sort of got broken by I played my first year with a man called Kevin Sims.
Presenter
But the two cross
Will Carling
Then I had my year off. I paid another year for England school, was had a year off. During my year off, he got picked for England. And that's when I first thought, well,
Will Carling
You know, there there must be a chance to bridge the chasm, but before then I could I could never see it.
Presenter
More than
Presenter
Well indeed there was. I mean you went you then went to University, to Durham and got into the university team. You played for the Northern Division and you joined the Harlequins and then
Presenter
You were asked to play for England, and you were just about twenty two, so it must have seemed quite easy when it eventually happened.
Will Carling
A lot of people will say that, yeah, I had no trouble.
Will Carling
Playing for England, I have had a very easy run in, and I suppose I have been incredibly lucky. I suppose the only disappointment I've had is I didn't make the last World Cup. They didn't take me. But compared to what other people have been through, yeah, it's been remarkably easy for me.
Presenter
You were in the army, of course, at the time, because you'd gone to university on an army scholarship. But then the army got in the way, didn't they? Tell me what happened.
Will Carling
Well, I think for me the rugby was was the dream, and I got picked, and I knew that uh in the September I'd have to go back to Sandhurst for a six month course.
Will Carling
So all the way along the line I've been saying to people in the army, is there going to be a problem with the rugby? Can I still play? And they had said absolutely no problem at all. And then literally I went on tour to Australia with England, got back and about a month before I was meant to go to Sandhurst I heard through my father, he said, Well, I think the rumour is that while you're at Sandhurst there they don't think you're going to be able to play representative rugby, which was a change, a sudden swing. So I thought, well, I organised for an interview, went down there and spoke to the man who was in charge and he said, well,
Will Carling
We don't think, you know, you're going to have the time to play Representative Rugby while you're here, and it looks like, you know, six months off, which is a whole season for me.
Will Carling
And at the end of the day I wasn't willing to take the risk. I said, Well, thank you, but no, thank you. I want to carry on playing for England or try to.
Will Carling
And I'll do something else rather than the army.
Presenter
So you bought yourself out.
Will Carling
Yeah, which was very sad actually. Very sad.
Presenter
How much would it cost?
Will Carling
Quite a lot.
Will Carling
Quite a lot.
Presenter
Throws them.
Will Carling
Yeah.
Presenter
Do you think they missed a trick, though? I mean, after all, your your England colleague Rory Underwood has brought an enormous amount of publicity to the RAF.
Will Carling
I think so. I mean, I literally I I bought my way out of the army. A month later I was made captain of England. I think there was a lot of talk in the army as to whether they had made the right decision or not.
Presenter
So you were twenty two, on your own, ex-army, no job, but an England cap, so it was worth it, huh?
Will Carling
I think it was worth it, yeah.
Presenter
Yeah.
Presenter
Record number three.
Will Carling
Record number three was uh is by Steve Winward, um Higher Love, because I remember this at university when I when I first got there really, and when I started listening to a few of his albums and it was the when you I suppose you you compare Sedba to Durham, it was the freedom really that that I remember and actually having to uh make a choice whether I went to lectures or not.
Speaker 4
I don't know.
Speaker 4
Make me love
Speaker 4
Come on.
Presenter
Stevie Wynwood and Higher Love. It was in January 1988 that you were picked to play for England, and nine months later, in October, you were invited to be captain. The rugby world was astonished. Were you?
Will Carling
Oh yeah. Not as astonished as the England team, I don't think. I was because um when Jeff Cook rang me up.
Will Carling
I honestly thought it was, you know, to drop me. And then he said, you know, I I want you you know, would you like to captain the side?
Will Carling
And obviously you would, and I said I'd love to, um but at the same time you put the phone down and you suddenly think, Well, I'm twenty two, I'm the youngest And I don't think age was the major problem. It was I was, as you say, nine months since my first cap, and that's not long at all.
Presenter
And you think of somebody like Wade Dooley, who's kind of hugely experienced, six foot eight, eighteen st is he going to take orders from you?
Will Carling
Well, exactly, and that's the thing that amazed me more than anything when Jeff told them. And there must have been, and and quite rightly in in a way, there must have been people sitting in the room saying
Will Carling
Well, hang on, what about me?
Will Carling
I'm more experienced, I've been around longer, I've got a track record, I could captain England. But they never show that to me at all.
Will Carling
Never? No, which was incredible. They were so keen, I think, to be successful, they said, Okay, Jeff's made this decision.
Speaker 1
Member.
Will Carling
you know, try and help them and that really has been the case that for four years uh or three and a half years they've looked after me rather than the other way round and um
Will Carling
It's it's been a great experience, but there must have been times early on when they thought, What on earth has Jeff done to us?
Presenter
And there must have been times for you as well when you thought, How can I set about winning their confidence? What did you say to yourself? How did you approach it, knowing what you knew?
Will Carling
And there's no way, obviously, as you say, with these big guys, I was going to go in, thump the table, and say, Right, I'm Captain, this is what you're going to do.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Will Carling
Um, because I think they would have just laughed at me. But I said, you know, this is what I honestly this is where I believe we can get to. They already had the attitude of mine to say, Yeah, we want to get there too, so it was
Presenter
But you also had something else that an England captain hadn't had before, and that was the the powers of a selector, wasn't it? You could you could recommend dropping some of these guys if you felt like it.
Will Carling
Exactly.
Presenter
How hard was that to cope with?
Will Carling
I think that's been the hardest bit, really.
Will Carling
Although it it's nice to be able to have a say in the team, it's such a double edged sword when people are dropped. They're so upset, and quite rightly. And it's been very hard to to drop people who are your friends. Um it's very hard to pick people, and you've got to be so unbiased when you sit there.
Speaker 1
Mm.
Will Carling
And it puts me in a quite a difficult position because you're not just a player, but you're not management. You sort of float in the middle because they know you sit on selection. But it does leave you in that sort of limbo land where where players know it's you're slightly different and that's that's been very hard and it's it's in a way quite lonely.
Presenter
Next piece of music.
Will Carling
Next piece is uh is Dame Kiritakanawa's World in Union theme because the World Cup was such a a brilliant experience and for me even now whenever I hear it it uh still brings back amazing memories for me.
Speaker 4
As we fly to reach our destiny
Speaker 4
Are you raised first?
Presenter
Dame Kiri Takanu is singing World in Union, the theme music for the nineteen ninety one Rugby World Cup.
Presenter
Which international team
Presenter
is the most formidable. I suppose what I really mean is who plays dirtiest?
Will Carling
I don't think any side really you look at them and say they're the dirtiest team. I mean, a lot of them are very hard. But at international level now, with um with touch judges intervening as well, there is actually not a lot of of dirty play that goes on. Isn't there?
Presenter
Isn't there?
Will Carling
It's very hard and very physi. Well, I don't know. I try and stay out of there. But you have to ask them.
Presenter
But there is isn't I mean fingers stuck in eyes, quick jab in the kidneys, I mean it does go on, doesn't it?
Will Carling
But yeah, I mean there are always little things which unfortunately do go on. But as I say, I honestly don't really get involved in that.
Presenter
The fans often mutter about the French being the dirtiest players, but that may be just xenophobia.
Will Carling
The sound
Will Carling
I think the French law is quite volatile, um and when things are not going well for them they tend to get a bit a bit worked up, a bit excited. But that's the way they play their rugby. You know, that's it's all or nothing for them, and once it's gone they uh they explode.
Presenter
But I suppose when I mean when there is that intense competition and that kind of pain and agony and desire to win, there's bound to be desperation and therefore some dirty tricks.
Will Carling
Yes, unfortunately.
Presenter
Don't tell me you've never stuck your finger in somebody's eye.
Will Carling
I'm not I'm just as you talk to the big boys, we're just pretty boys in the backs, you know, we do nothing really anyway. Um but I haven't I mean they're all bigger than me, I wouldn't dare do something to to any of them. I'd have to run away, but I think there there are obviously incidents, but they are far less than people imagine because the game's so fast that if all you're thinking about is I want to hurt this guy, then your mind's off the game and suddenly, you know, you're out of position, so
Presenter
European
Presenter
How do you then as the captain give orders on the field? I mean, do you suddenly yell at one of your teammates? Do you say, Come on, concentrate, or run fast? Or do you have kind of code words?
Will Carling
If I if I ever shout at someone, I'd I'd prefer it to be encouragement rather than just come on, you know, which doesn't really mean anything.
Presenter
Which
Presenter
So how, then, before the match have you prepared them psychologically? Do you talk to them individually as well as as a team?
Will Carling
I can afford to to sit and watch and if I think someone for some reason is very tense then I might sit down, we'll chat a few things through and I'll try and find out what it is. And I think it's a little like that. I don't make a point of of in the build up from a Wednesday to an international of sitting with every single person every time because then it just gets oh will sitting with me again. I think it's if you can see a reason for doing it then I'll do it. But we we do have a very definite build up from a Wednesday, a Thursday is very much concentrating on the opposition. And we switch that to a Friday and concentrate very much on ourselves and all the good things that we've done. So we watch video of the good things we've done and we basically tell ourselves how good we are. So that on Saturday we'll go out in a very confident mood, positive frame of mind and play.
Presenter
But nevertheless, there are nerves, as you said earlier. I mean, and you go on feeling nervous and and as you say, a a good thing too. But the different players have different requirements, don't they? Some people need to kind of really make a lot of noise right up until the last moment, and other people need to be very quiet in anticipation of something that terrifies them.
Will Carling
Yeah, it's quite interesting sitting in the even sitting in the changing room, how different it is. You'll get two or three guys who will just sit there quietly, will change very quickly and just sit. There will be others, as you say, talking the whole time, and I now know how each one wants to prepare.
Will Carling
It's very hard when you come into a team and it's new to know who likes to make the noise, who likes to get, you know, sort of hit themselves while they go out and pump themselves up and who likes just to be very, very quiet.
Presenter
What do you like to do, left to your own devices?
Will Carling
I'm not a ranter and raver. I don't like to listen, as I said, to heavy metal. I don't like to to hit myself or bang my head against the wall. I just like to think about something and go out and play.
Presenter
Record number five.
Will Carling
Record number five is Sacrifice by Eldon John.
Will Carling
Because it reminds me of a of a period um after the the Scottish defeat in nineteen ninety in the Tour to Argentina when things were were hard in terms of results weren't coming. It's quite a sad song and it reminds me of that period really.
Speaker 4
And it's now sacrificed.
Speaker 4
Just a seller
Speaker 4
Two hearts flavor
Speaker 4
Into Sephiroth
Speaker 4
But it's not sacrificed Lot sacrifice
Speaker 4
It's not like you find
Presenter
Elton John and Sacrifice, and a reminder for Will Carling of England's defeat in march nineteen ninety at Murrayfield. Was that the lowest point of your career?
Will Carling
Yes, I think so. In in terms of the team and everything. Sitting in the change room afterwards was definitely the worst worst time for the team. It was uh it was awful.
Presenter
You came in for a tremendous amount of criticism after that match. It wasn't just uh criticism about the game, because you can always analyse that again and justify decisions and so on. But it was personal criticism against you as well, wasn't it? They said you were cocky and you were arrogant and all those things. How difficult has it been for you to cope with that?
Will Carling
It is hard. I mean, you you make I think you make mistakes in in terms of the media things that you might do and then they say, Well, you know, he he's doing it for his own good or, you know, he's just arrogant and
Will Carling
Um I find I'm I'm quite sensit I'm very sensitive to criticism in that sense. Um and it hurt a lot. And it was it was a very hard time for me'cause it it makes you think, you know, am I doing the right thing? Am I doing it for the right reasons? And have I have I got everything in in the right proportion? So
Presenter
Have you found yourself sort of wooed by the fame of it all, you know, and the idea of people wanting to put photographs of you on the front of magazines and so on? I mean
Presenter
Have you been guilty of perhaps falling for a bit of that and then realizing that it perhaps wasn't the best thing to do?
Will Carling
The brief that was, I think, given when I was made captain was to give a captain the highest profile so that he would raise the profile of the game and everything. So there's this incredibly thin line between doing publicity, which is going to be good for rugby, and then there's that you cross the line when people say well he's only doing it for himself. And whatever I do, I suppose I'm never going to please everyone. But certainly there are mistakes that you make in terms of doing things for magazines when people could just say that's that's over the top. And I admit, you know, I've got those wrong, but you know, you learn.
Presenter
And you've tried hard to keep your personal life private, haven't you, as well? And you've managed, really. I must say, compared with people in football and and cricket, people like Gazza, or both of them, you you've got away quite lightly, haven't you?
Will Carling
Okay, I mean
Will Carling
Yes, I have. I've actually been very lucky with the media, generally. I've they've treated me very well. I try not to get myself in the situation where my my private life is is going to come into uh contact with the media. I don't see any reason why it should.
Presenter
Another piece of music.
Will Carling
Yeah, the next piece of music is uh From the Police and it's Every Little Thing She Does Is Magic. And I remember this wa when I was at school. I just started playing for England's schools.
Will Carling
And I absolutely loved this song, and I remember I had to rational myself to listen to it only once a day. But it was a great period of my life I'd actually got an England shirt.
Speaker 4
He is a good man, long before I reach the home.
Speaker 4
Men will always be a lady.
Presenter
The police and every little thing she does is magic.
Presenter
The other big difference between rugby and cricket and soccer is of course money. You don't get paid, and they do. You're amateur, they're professional. You said you don't want to be paid for playing rugby. Why not?
Will Carling
There's never been the idea for me to play rugby for money. And I want a career, that's the thing. I want something that, you know, I'm going to do till I'm sixty.
Will Carling
I think there's still major problems in the game.
Will Carling
Um as to the rules as players now, there's so much pressure on them that they can't actually pursue a career and play international rugby.
Presenter
Not without having very sympathetic employers.
Will Carling
But even then, you see, I mean, they have and and the England team are very lucky with the people that employ the side. They basically sponsor the player because he's been away so long, especially over the last eighteen months. But even so, he still cannot pursue his career as hard as someone who's there the whole time.
Presenter
But you don't have any misgivings, do you, about players earning money from commercial activities like opening supermarkets or making a speech or doing an advert. You think that's fair, right, and proper?
Will Carling
The ruling at the moment is you you can advertise, you can endorse, but it mustn't be rugby related. I just cannot see everything is rugby related. You're a rugby player. If uh Gavin Hastings or Jerry Gusket's in an advert, people immediately think of him as as the rugby player. So to say that you can't stand there in an England or a Scottish or a Welsh shirt because that's rugby related I I really can't see the logic and I and I can't see what damage it does if if you are standing there in an England shirt.
Presenter
I suppose the fear is that in the end, if that turns into very big money, which it can do, it destroys the amateur spirit of the game. It's the thin end of a very nasty wedge.
Will Carling
I think players are are fairly intelligent beings and they will never play rugby for money.
Presenter
What about other teams round the world, the teams you're competing against? Do they have to abide by the same rules or different ones?
Will Carling
Well the international board sort of drew up a a series of rules and and then said it's up to each country to interpret them, which I find slightly strange that they meant the international board surely should lay down the rules for world rugby. It's a world game. So why New Zealand should interpret the rules differently from England or Scotland? We're meant to be playing the same game. I think we should abide by the same rules.
Presenter
So what advantage does that give to say the all blacks? Presumably they can earn an awful lot of money and have an awful lot of time to practise.
Will Carling
Well, certainly if if you go to New Zealand you will see all blacks in adverts in all black gear or posters wearing all black shirts advertising products. Over here we can't do that uh and that leads to a a certain amount of frustration and confusion as to you know why on earth should they be able to do it over there and it can't be done up here. I think it uh makes the game look silly really.
Presenter
And you're not playing on a level playing field.
Will Carling
No, we're not. And I think that's really what the English players are saying, is to the administrators, look, let's have some sensible rules. We could have these rules where you can advertise and endorse, but you don't get paid for playing rugby. Other than that, you can advertise in an England shirt or whatever. That's, as far as I'm concerned, a sensible logical decision.
Presenter
But when you say things like that you come in for criticism which you have done as being money motivated. Will Carling is in it for the money.
Will Carling
Yeah, um you know you're always going to get that accusation. I think if I was in it for the money I would have taken a million pounds and gone to rugby league. I'm not in it for the money, as I said. I never have been. It's not what interests me. But I think the game itself is moving towards that area. Once you put a league structure on the game which the administrators have, that is a professional structure. Once you have a World Cup which gives so much media coverage and you go for huge sponsorship, I think you are already attracting business and money into the game. To think that you can exclude players totally from that, because that's really what fascinates business. That's what fascinates people who want to play rugby, is the players. You know, the game really is the players.
Presenter
Another piece of music.
Will Carling
Number seven is uh Walk of Life by Dire Straits. I remember the actual video of it, which uh has got all sorts of uh mess ups in in sport, and it was just I had so much fun at university. It reminds me of um sort of summer days in in the bar at Durham.
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John is singing, I got a woman Down in the tunnel tryna make it play He got the action and he got the motion Well yeah yeah, the boy can play
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Dedication
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Oh shit, turning on a night time and in the game about a seat or a roll
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You saw up as a name
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Ready to the wall
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You do what I
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Get it to the walkout.
Presenter
Dire straits and walk of life. Uh there's no rugby this summer, Will Carling. How hard is it to hold on to the fitness? Um, you know, there's being fourteen stone and being fourteen stone, isn't it? It depends whether it's kind of muscle or fat.
Will Carling
Um no, there isn't there's there's no rugby, there's actually quite a nice break, but uh we get given our training programme for the summer, which in a way is actually harder than the training programme during the season, so
Will Carling
Um
Presenter
But you like eating out in good restaurants, Santo?
Will Carling
Oh yeah, but I'm not allowed creamy sauce, I'm not allowed uh all these things.
Presenter
Can it be true that you prefer a glass of wine to a pint of beer?
Will Carling
Unfortunately it is. I've just never been able to drink a lot of beer.
Presenter
But you were right on champagne.
Will Carling
All right on champagne, although it, you know, does tend to give me a a headache.
Presenter
So there's no you're disappointing a lot of fans out there, you know?
Will Carling
I know, I know, I always do.
Presenter
So there's no rugby this summer and then off you go again and you're all working towards the next World Cup which is in 1995. Do you go on being captain?
Will Carling
Although people sort of said, oh, I was made captain for the nineteen ninety one World Cup, they get the idea that I was made captain whatever. And I think there was a press conference when Jeff has been appointed manager to the next World Cup, and obviously the press said, Well, what about captaincy?
Will Carling
And I think he just said, Well
Will Carling
As far as I'm concerned, as long as Will wants to do it and this form remains, I don't see the need for change.
Presenter
But then you could be captain of England rugby for six years, which must be unheard of.
Will Carling
It must be. It must be a very depressing thought for the players as well. It's three more years of Will Carlin's team talks, but yes, I suppose I I could be.
Presenter
And then you'd be twenty nine. Would you have another World Cup in you after that, do you think?
Will Carling
No, no, I don't think so.
Presenter
Does the body start to crack under the strain?
Will Carling
The body is already starting to crack at the end of the strain.
Presenter
Is it?
Will Carling
Yeah, I would I mean, I'd be delighted to get to the next World Cup. But that would be basically eight years of uh of international rugby. And I don't think it's your age necessarily, it's how long you've been there and what it takes out of you. Um
Presenter
What does it take out of you?
Will Carling
Well I think it is it's the knocks and the bangs, it's the commitment to training and the fact that after a while you're bound to get worn down slightly by it. I mean I I love it, but I think if you if you lose your edge then it's only fair that you know you stop. From a personal point of view it's better that then you get dropped. And there are so many good young players now who are pushing that the slightest weakness and crack that appears and they're in there.
Presenter
Last record.
Will Carling
My last record is by Louis Armstrong. What a Wonderful World. I really got into listening to it when I actually made the decision to leave the army. And I was staying with a friend in Hereford at the time and I remember walking round and round this little walk when I realised that I was going to leave and it was quite sad. And also now whenever, you know, I sometimes think, oh, life's a bit hard, I listen to this, I think it's just a brilliant record.
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They'll learn much more than I've ever known.
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And I think to myself.
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What a wonderful man
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I think to myself
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What a wonderful.
Presenter
Louis Armstrong singing What a Wonderful World. Well, if you could only take one of those eight records, Will, which would it be?
Will Carling
I think it would have to be the the last one, uh Louis Armstrong. It's a lovely record.
Will Carling
I love his voice as well, and his voice is amazing.
Presenter
And a book, as well as the Bible and Shakespeare, on your island?
Will Carling
I would take The Hobbit. When I read it when I was young, or younger, I just thought it was brilliant. The little idea of this Bilbo Baggins wandering off on his adventures. I thought his adventures were brilliant. His treks around the place and uh
Will Carling
through the forests and the spiders and golem in the caves. I just you know, from then on whenever I went anywhere, I was at prep school or whatever, you know, I was just on an adventure as well. Used to walk to the classroom and I was on an adventure. It was brilliant. And I loved it.
Presenter
Tolkien's The Hobbit and Your Luxury.
Will Carling
My luxury would be uh a flotation tank.
Will Carling
Despite the fact that I'll be surrounded by water.
Presenter
What is it?
Will Carling
It's um it's a a tank basically with about uh a foot of water s but saline solution. It's sound proof, obviously and there's no light. You get in there, you just float, and it is incredibly relaxing. Because after a while you just can't feel any part of your body. You just it's not like lying down or anything like that. And it would just give me a chance to think.
Presenter
Will Carling, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your Desert Island discs.
Will Carling
For pleasure.
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Presenter asks
Tell me what happened [with the army scholarship and Sandhurst].
Well, I think for me the rugby was was the dream, and I got picked, and I knew that uh in the September I'd have to go back to Sandhurst for a six month course. ... about a month before I was meant to go to Sandhurst I heard through my father, he said, Well, I think the rumour is that while you're at Sandhurst there they don't think you're going to be able to play representative rugby ... went down there and spoke to the man who was in charge and he said, well, We don't think, you know, you're going to have the time to play Representative Rugby while you're here ... And at the end of the day I wasn't willing to take the risk. I said, Well, thank you, but no, thank you. I want to carry on playing for England or try to. And I'll do something else rather than the army.
Presenter asks
How did you approach it, knowing what you knew [about winning the confidence of the older players]?
And there's no way, obviously, as you say, with these big guys, I was going to go in, thump the table, and say, Right, I'm Captain, this is what you're going to do. ... because I think they would have just laughed at me. But I said, you know, this is what I honestly this is where I believe we can get to. They already had the attitude of mine to say, Yeah, we want to get there too
Presenter asks
How hard was that to cope with [having the powers of a selector and dropping players]?
I think that's been the hardest bit, really. Although it it's nice to be able to have a say in the team, it's such a double edged sword when people are dropped. They're so upset, and quite rightly. And it's been very hard to to drop people who are your friends. ... And it puts me in a quite a difficult position because you're not just a player, but you're not management. You sort of float in the middle because they know you sit on selection. But it does leave you in that sort of limbo land where where players know it's you're slightly different and that's that's been very hard and it's it's in a way quite lonely.
Presenter asks
How difficult has it been for you to cope with [personal criticism after the Scottish defeat]?
It is hard. I mean, you you make I think you make mistakes in in terms of the media things that you might do and then they say, Well, you know, he he's doing it for his own good or, you know, he's just arrogant and ... I find I'm I'm quite sensit I'm very sensitive to criticism in that sense. Um and it hurt a lot. And it was it was a very hard time for me'cause it it makes you think, you know, am I doing the right thing? Am I doing it for the right reasons? And have I have I got everything in in the right proportion?
“I have honestly never been as as nervous or frightened before a game in my life. For me that was just The most petrifying experience I've ever had on a rugby field.”
“I'm not a ranter and raver. I don't like to listen, as I said, to heavy metal. I don't like to to hit myself or bang my head against the wall. I just like to think about something and go out and play.”
“I think if I was in it for the money I would have taken a million pounds and gone to rugby league. I'm not in it for the money, as I said. I never have been. It's not what interests me.”