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Desert Island Discs
Presented by Sue Lawley
A world-renowned tenor who began his career as a head herdsman before winning a scholarship to the Guildhall School of Music.
Eight records
Der Neugierige (from Die schöne Müllerin, D. 795)
Peter Pears and Benjamin Britten
This is the first music outside of Sankey and Moody and the Methodist hymn book which I really had any contact with and it was like being hit over the head with a sledgehammer.
Ich bin der Welt abhanden gekommen (from Rückert-Lieder)
Christa Ludwig with the Philharmonia Orchestra, conducted by Otto Klemperer
This comes straight out of my student times. I I I can remember sitting or laying on my student bed somewhere in Highgate early in my time at the Guild Hall and listening to Christel Vig singing this and thinking, Okay, come and get me now. I'm I'm ready to go.
Dies Bildnis ist bezaubernd schön (from The Magic Flute)
Fritz Wunderlich with the Berlin Philharmonic, conducted by Karl Böhm
The magic flute is there for several reasons. I've sung it many times myself. I've even recorded it. But for me the person who who sings the part of Tamino better than anybody I think has ever aspired to. is Fritz von der Rich.
Gloria in excelsis Deo (from Mass in B minor, BWV 232)Favourite
Academy of St Martin in the Fields, conducted by Sir Neville Marriner
I made that announcement, as it were, because it's one way of taking my my lovely. Lady with me. Um we met on an academy tour in Germany singing the Mozer Requiem and we've never been apart since and uh this is wonderful to take this with me.
Serenade for Tenor, Horn and Strings, Op. 31
Peter Pears, Dennis Brain and the Boyd Neel String Orchestra, conducted by Benjamin Britten
It is a a masterpiece, and I have so much fun seeing it. Um I've recorded it and sung it many times and uh It never ceases to to amaze me that the musical structure of The insight that this man had. were tremendous.
Symphony No. 9 in D minor, Op. 125 'Choral' (Slow Movement)
Leipzig Gewandhaus Orchestra, conducted by Kurt Masur
These wonderful people are our recent friends, no less dear but recent, and they I'm afraid they follow the the same pattern as everybody else really. They are mates. And uh I'd just love to hear that. And this movement sensational.
Goldberg Variations, BWV 988 (Variation No. 2)
This is the record I suppose I play more than any other. I love Bach very much. I love his invention and the joy that comes from this music.
Duo Seraphim (from Vespro della Beata Vergine 1610)
John Elliott Gardner and the Monte Veddi Orchestra and the English Baroque Soloists have been a huge part of my life for a long time. We work wonderfully together and We've produced a whole lot of Very interesting records, I think.
The keepsakes
The book
This took a long time to decide, but I thought in the end what I would like to do ... It's taken me the biggest Welsh English dictionary I can find, and some tapes, which I already have. and learn to speak the language, so that if I ever did get rescued, I wouldn't then have to spend my time in the back kitchen down in Lamberta. Reading the newspaper while everybody else talked over my head.
The luxury
Parquet flooring, tap shoes, and tap dance instruction book
since I can't take Liz. I thought that what I might do is to ask if I might take a couple of square metres of parquet flooring. and an inexhaustible supply of tap shoes and an instruction book. And then I could learn to tap dance and get fit at the same time.
In conversation
Presenter asks
How much do you miss your former life, the farming and the open air?
Not too much, because uh fortunately I have parents in law who live in the country down in Wales, and we have a little house there, a sort of Tudor shack, really. And we have nothing but farmland and trees all around, so whenever I'm missing it I try and get down there and take a fix.
Presenter asks
Were you aware, though, when you were farming, or when you were at Agricultural College before that, that there was part of you that was unfulfilled?
Yes, I I think all my life I've been someone to whom things happen. I never regard myself as as a prime mover. And I suppose when I was at college, farming college, I did feel a little bit out of water. But the academic side of that took care of that for me, and it got buried, and it didn't re-emerge until quite a lot later.
The recording
Timestamps play the recording from that turn
Speaker 3
Hello, I'm Kirsty Young, and this is a podcast from the Desert Island Discs Archive. For rights reasons, we've had to shorten the music.
Speaker 3
The programme was originally broadcast in nineteen ninety two, and the presenter was Sue Lawley.
Presenter
Mike Castaway this week is a singer. Brought up in a Methodist family in the East end of London, choral singing was a natural but by no means special part of his childhood. Indeed, it was to agriculture rather than music that he turned for a career, eventually becoming head herdsman on a farm in Sussex.
Presenter
It was there that a professional teacher spotted his natural gift while he was singing in a local choir. He was persuaded to apply to the Guildhall School of Music, won a scholarship, and embarked on a new career that's made him one of the most distinguished tenors in the world. He is Antony Rolph Johnson.
Presenter
I suppose the first question, Anthony, must be how much do you miss your former life, the the farming and the open air?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Not too much, because uh fortunately I have
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
parents in law who live in the country down in Wales, and we have a little house there, a sort of Tudor shack, really. And we have nothing but farmland and trees all around, so whenever I'm missing it I try and get down there and take a fix.
Presenter
Were you aware, though, when you were farming, or when you were at Agricultural College be before that?
Presenter
That there was part of you that was unfulfilled. Did you feel there was something more and you couldn't quite put your finger on what it was?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, I I think all my life I've been
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someone to whom things happen. I never regard myself as as a prime mover. And I suppose when I was at college, farming college, I did feel
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a little bit out of water.
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But the academic side of that took care of that for me, and it got buried, and it didn't re-emerge until quite a lot later.
Presenter
The popular story about you is that it was only the cows at that time who got to hear your voice at milking time, wasn't it?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Rather like Glengo, they used to hum in a bass key or or something while I was while I was working, and it seemed to please them.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
At least they didn't run frightened from the shed, so I guess it was all right.
Presenter
Did they milk the better for it?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
They do say that music and singing helps them along. I'm not quite sure what they're saying.
Presenter
But what did you sing to them?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Mostly hymns.
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Because that's all I knew.
Presenter
Well now what about your desert island discs? Do they all include the human voice? Or I mean is this a kind of sing-along choice for you?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I suppose that they do though the Beethoven that we'll hear later is part of a a great cycle of symphonies, and I certainly need my orchestral music to come along with me.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I suppose most of the s most of the music is is is to do with either parts of my life or they are friends whom I've known as all my career long. Um
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Or they are people who influence me very greatly, one way or another, they are pals.
Presenter
So what's the first one?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
The first one is uh the recording of Peter Peirce and Benjamin Britton performing Die Schoene Mullerin by Schubert, um the the song number six, Dernoi Giriger. This is the first music outside of Sankey and Moody and the Methodist hymn book which I really had any contact with and it was like being hit over the head with a sledgehammer.
Speaker 4
Is Fragain.
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I be kind of
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He's brought a time and stare.
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Siegenden Mirlen is all
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I see Jeff feels a care.
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He's been a timekeeper.
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Peace and resting to hope.
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Mine face I'd feel is stronger.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yeah
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Of raised my friends for
Presenter
Peter Peirce singing Schubert's Deschoene Muderin accompanied by Benjamin Britton.
Presenter
Now why was hearing that like being hit over the head with a sledgehammer?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
It was
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A kind of music and a kind of singing that I'd not had any contact with at all, and yet I was immediately.
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um at home with it, immediately sympathetic, in fact, when
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When Ma Rogers asked me what I thought of it, I said it was wonderful, it's exactly what I would do with it.
Presenter
Marl Rogers was the person who played it.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Margaret was the person who played it to me, a wonderful lady who's still alive and just celebrated her ninetieth birthday.
Presenter
So who was it who eventually then said to you, Look, you really do have a huge talent here and you've got to do something about it?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Well, when I went to work in Sussex, uh I joined a choir.
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And there were one or two people there who had actually been taking lessons from
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a teacher at the Royal Academy. And their recommendation was that I went to see this lady. And so I eventually went.
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rather grumpily, because I wasn't quite sure why I was there, and I was certainly not certain what I was going to feel if she had anything devastating to say.
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We talked, I sang, and there was a long silence, and then she said, Well, what do you want me to tell you?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
So what?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I don't really know, but I would like an end to this bazaar.
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hollow feeling that I have, uh, that something awful is going to happen and she said, Well, okay, you're in the wrong job. Is that straight enough for you? And I I said, Well, what does that mean?
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So well, y you shouldn't be farming, you should be singing.
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But you can't do that unless you take a full-time course.
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That means you've got to go w up to London and you've got to
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Spend three or four years full time because you know nothing, you can't read music.
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You don't know any history of music, you don't know any background of music, you you know style. So it's a total saturation that you need. That takes three or four years at the minimum, and really the rest of your career. But if you do
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And you
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Stick with it. I reckon that in five years you could be well known nationally, and in ten years
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You could, who knows, be anywhere, probably international.
Presenter
And did that make you feel any less hollow, or more hollow?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
It terrified me. Uh I was married with two children.
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And it was not good news.
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In the end I simply once I'd heard those fatal words that that that haunted me and I just had to do it in the end.
Presenter
The fatal words You're in the wrong job.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Mm-hmm.
Presenter
You could be famous.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Mm.
Presenter
The sacrifice in the end, of course, was your marriage, wasn't it?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Which wasn't it?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
It came very quickly and uh
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I was travelling from Sussex to London every day to work, to go to the Guildhall.
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After about eighteen months it became clear that there there were major problems, mostly because my wife married a farmer and suddenly found herself looking after a singer. They aren't the same at all.
Presenter
Record number two.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, this is Christeludwig singing Mahler's Ich binderweldt abhandenkekommen.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
It's the orchestral version and.
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This comes straight out of my student times. I I I can remember sitting or laying on my student bed somewhere in Highgate early in my time at the Guild Hall and listening to Christel Vig singing this and thinking, Okay, come and get me now. I'm I'm ready to go. This is the most amazing emotional
Presenter
I'm ready.
Presenter
This is
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Singing. That's a terrific example, and it's stayed with me ever since. So I have to take this with me.
Speaker 4
Greatness with sight for God.
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We ought to follow
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Lisht for never
Presenter
Krista Ludwig singing Mahler's Ichbinder Welt Appandenge Common with the Philharmonia Orchestra conducted by Otto Klemperer. You you were twenty nine when you went to the Guild Hall, uh therefore a lot older than the other students, but also
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Turn
Presenter
Just really, as you were indicating earlier, very ignorant in comparison with most of the students. How did you cope with that kind of ignorance about music?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
One of the things it's been my observation as as
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I've become a little involved in education myself now. It's been my observation that people who are
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Of that.
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sort of vintage with that kind of disadvantage are very much more motivated than the majority of young students going in at twenty, twenty-two. Um and it's something which only, I think, years and experience and and the need to comes to you. I was so
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focused on what I needed to do.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I I went to the Guild Hall every morning when the doors opened at nine and I left at nine at night. I used to hover constantly in corridors, waiting for somebody to finish in a room so that I could get in there for half an hour or a quarter of an hour, and professors of piano teaching and professors of singing
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
and uh conducting professors and music uh general musicianship, they would all see me and indicate either yes, it it's worth waiting or buzz off and so I just I just worked every moment I could.
Presenter
And had you ever been to the Opera before you went to the Guildhall?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Nope.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I hadn't. Uh I went to the opera
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for the first time as a student and I I sat
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or rather stood in Covent Garden and looked straight down
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Onto the stage.
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and heard Aida, and that was the first opera I'd ever heard um certainly the first opera in a foreign language.
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and I was spellbound. It was very loud.
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And no, that that rather daunted me.
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But
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So many of the things that I did during that period as a student were all for the first time.
Presenter
Well, there's no Verdi on your desert island. There is, however, some Mozart, I think, opera, isn't there? Next.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, indeed. Uh, Fritz von der Lich.
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But
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The magic flute is there for several reasons. I've sung it many times myself. I've even recorded it.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
But for me the person who who
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sings the part of Tamino better than anybody I think has ever aspired to.
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is Fritz von der Rich. Um a great tragedy. He died when he was in his mid forties through a stupid accident, and I think he had he have gone on he would have been
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Certainly one of the greatest singers we've ever ever produced in this world. Um this is Mozart's singing of
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The very, very best. Um, particularly nurtured and nursed along by Carl Birm, who was one of
Speaker 4
Mine older yeagers
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Reef.
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Perceive
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First freedom, spat or reach.
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Mm-hmm.
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Her tea to Lord Glory.
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That's me.
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My Lord Reed.
Presenter
Fritz Vunderlich singing part of the Picture Aria from Act One of Mozart's Magic Flute with the Berlin Philharmonic conducted by Carl Berm.
Presenter
You said, Anthony Rolph Johnson, that that music was a very natural part of your early life. How natural? Your parents were very musical, were they?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, um mum and dad were the st
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Mainstay of the music making in the the Methodist church, which was our local.
Presenter
In the east end of London. Yes.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, in in Eastham. East Ham High Street Methodist.
Presenter
And did you sing in the choir?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
No, I didn't sing in the choir because it was a non-conformist church, the choir was adult, so I never sang in the choir. I only ever sang in the little local festivals, and on a Sunday I think we managed to go to church most days of the week, and certainly three times on Sunday. And so.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
One of my greatest
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Enjoyments was to sing every month we had a after the on the first Sunday of the month we had a hymn singing.
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um session after the main service. So my mother played the organ, my father conducted the choir and consequently conducted the the whole process. And uh I really had a good great time singing my head off in those those those uh sessions. But I never sang as as an adult for my parents, under my parents as it were.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Um
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Although we sang a great deal at home.
Presenter
You mentioned local competitions, so did you win those?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Oh yes, I got banned in the end. Um I won them too often. Everybody got bored with me and I found I started uh doing the elocution um competitions instead.
Presenter
So so everybody recognized that you had an impressive voice, a g a good voice. Were you not under pressure from your parents, both of them being musical, to to to concentrate on it, to develop it, to do something with it?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
To do something.
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Quite the reverse. Um my parents, especially my mother, felt that it was something which was a gift, uh a God-given gift, and and I must
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Um treat it as such and and with respect and with
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as a as a a form of worship really. And therefore, although I was allowed to enjoy it, it was never something which I was encou I was at all encouraged to do as as a as a living.
Presenter
Record number four.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Oh, record number four is is uh
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Bach, I I suppose, if I was pressed, I would have to admit that Bach was probably my favourite composer. And this is part of the Mass in B minor, performed by the Academy of Saint Martyrs in the Fields.
Presenter
And your wife is singing.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, I I was going to explain that I made that announcement, as it were, because it's one way of taking my my lovely.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Lady with me. Um we met on an academy tour in Germany singing the Mozer Requiem and we've never been apart since and uh this is wonderful to take this with me. It's also a wonderful piece of music.
Presenter
Part of Gloria in exchelsis Deo from Bach's Mass in B minor performed by the Academy of St. Martin in the Fields, conducted by Sir Neville Mariner.
Presenter
Tell me about th the voice, Anthony. When you first arrived at the Guildhall twenty three years ago, what was it like? Can you describe it to me?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
It was very sweet.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Um very small and not very high.
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Not promising really.
Presenter
They certainly spotted something there. But training expanded it, it developed. Did that all happen very quickly?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, it did. One of the benefits of being twenty nine or so when you start this lark is that you are physically okay, you're physically mature. And that's one of the problems that younger people do have, is that they've got to wait to grow up.
Presenter
And what about actually going on the stage and singing in public? Did you immediately like that?
Presenter
Long draw.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, I liked it. Well, I liked it. I also did it with great trepidation.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
There's something which uh when you sing especially s a role or or a um a part which with which you can identify very closely, that you lose something of yourself when you do this. Uh you give and of course you get many things back, but you never get back what you give. So you have to regenerate that.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
And as I've grown up, as it were, through my work, I've found that the energy which I use in the performance is is increasing and the loss is greater and the regeneration is is more necessary.
Presenter
So you've uh you've made many friends. You've obviously enjoy it all in many ways. You knew uh Peter Peirce and and and Benjamin Britton, didn't you?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, I knew Peter quite well, Ben less so. Um
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They were both very kind to me and
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Peter was very influential.
Presenter
You sang the part of Aschenbach in in Britain's Death in Venice some, what, eight years ago, when you were forty-three.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Some
Presenter
Which of course is a a part that Peter Piers had made his own when he was sixty-three, I think.
Speaker 4
Yeah.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yeah.
Presenter
That must have taken some guts, because you know, when a part has been made so publicly by someone else.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes.
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It takes a signal.
Presenter
It takes a certain audacity on your part.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Uh
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I was really very touched to be asked to do it.
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Peter came.
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to Geneva, where it was all happening. He wasn't very well, in fact he was really quite poorly, but we had a great time.
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And uh I was
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encouraged eventually, after a great deal of hesitation, to ask him what he thought.
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and he he was very kind.
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Um and then he said to me very puzzledly,
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Tony, it's it's it it's wonderful, but
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Where's the well?
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Noel is one of the one of the places to which which Ashenbach rushes when he's in delirium and and and uh crashes over onto and
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It was it's a it's a production feature, it's it's a stage stage scenery feature, but
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It doesn't have a great deal to do with the music.
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And it took me a long while to realize what he meant by where the well was.
Presenter
So you dropped the well, had you in Geneva friend? And had you listened to his recording of it before you sent it?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
No, absolutely not. Uh this would have been fatal.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I don't
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As a general rule, listen to other people's performances when I'm learning the role, because I do feel that I I would be very susceptible to them. And also I think most singers f feel this, that when they listen to other people singing, they will all think always think that they're a great deal better than one can ever be oneself. And so I defend myself from those two things, and I only listen afterwards.
Presenter
Next record.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
This is uh Peter Pearce.
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and Dennis Brain, the great duo.
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performing
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the serenade for ten horn and strings.
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Um
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Benjamin Britton conducting his own great piece. It is a a masterpiece, and I have so much fun seeing it.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Um I've recorded it and sung it many times and uh
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It never ceases to to amaze me that the musical structure of
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The insight that this man had.
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were tremendous.
Speaker 4
Please let me know.
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Now the sun is late to see, Seated in thy silver chair, State it won't dead man the king, Esperus and feast thy light. Test for the century's thy night. Gondis, goldness, goldness, excellent definite.
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Earth and not thy end your shame
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Uh
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Yeah.
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There it's of the winter pose Since the shiny hole was made.
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Yeah.
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Heaven proclaim when they declaw Bless us then with wishes I Bless us then with wishes I God bless God, that's God bless
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Patients are
Presenter
And we should talk.
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I
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Peter Piers and Dennis Brain performing part of Benjamin Britton's Serenade Opus thirty one for tenor, horn and strings, with the Boyd Neal String Orchestra, conducted by Benjamin Britton.
Presenter
It was five years ago that disaster struck Anthony Rolfe Johnson. You were about to make your debut at the New York Met, and the voice disappeared. Can you describe to me what happened that day?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Well
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It had been happening really for probably three or four years before that.
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And there's one does.
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I was ignoring it.
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and trying to deal with it.
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Um
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It seemed only to happen when I was singing opera, when the voice was being worked really hard.
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And it would stop, simply stop.
Presenter
But no sound came.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
No sound. It would be a kind of click.
Presenter
Could you speak?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Um yes, but very gruffly.
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I went to the Met to make my debut, and it was around Christmas time.
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and I sang for perhaps ten days before Christmas, and it was quite clear that the voice was already beginning to suffer. And I came back after Christmas, having spent three or four days with my family, and started rehearsing again.
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and within five or six days it had gone completely, and showed no prospect of returning.
Presenter
So you went to a doctor.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I went I was recommended to to go and see two rather special gentlemen uh in New York.
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And they said immediately that they knew what was wrong, the symptoms were very clear, and that.
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Before they could do anything they had to see it. They actually had to physically see the problem. And the nature of the problem was that it kept itself hidden.
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And I went to them every day for ten days, and each day I'd been been to them I reported back to the Met and said, Sorry, not today and and we got closer and closer to the performances, and eventually the performances came.
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and I was still not able to sing and on the final day, when I was packed and ready to go home, because I'd run out of money and I was desperate, miserable, and so on,
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I went down for my examination, and they found it.
Presenter
Uh
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yeah.
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Yeah.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Well, it was something very extraordinary, a tiny thing.
Presenter
What is it?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Um it was a polyp.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Now
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Most people, I think, in the profession go, don't talk about it, don't talk about it. I see no reason why not. But a little growth. It was a little.
Presenter
What you're listening
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Soft
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A sea anemone shaped thing.
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with a long thin neck and a little round head, and it waved about.
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and it strangled one cord and beat the other one to a pole.
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And that's why I couldn't sing.
Presenter
And then you sang again your next professional engagement. You wept and you
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I certainly did. I certainly did. It was such a funny little concert. It was over in Geneva, and it was a Bach Maas, and the voice was huge.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
It's sort of settled down a bit now, but it's still quite mu quite a great deal bigger than it used to be.
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Um and it was like a flame thrower, and I I blasted my way through this mass in the most unstylistic way possible, and everybody was grinning from ear to ear, including myself, and afterwards I just did have a good old weep, yes.
Presenter
Yeah.
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More music.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Well this is
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
My dose of orchestral music because although I have
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So much of my time is spent
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with the voice and with other people's voices. Um I do love orchestral music too. And this is part of the Beethoven symphony cycle.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Uh ironically it's it's the slow movement from the ninth, which is the choral symphony. And this is played by the Leipzig Gewantaus Orchestra and conducted by Koet Mazur. These wonderful people are our recent friends, no less dear but recent, and they I'm afraid they follow the the same pattern as everybody else really. They are mates. And uh I'd just love to hear that. And this movement sensational.
Presenter
Yeah.
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Part of the slow movement of Beethoven's Choral Symphony, No. nine, in D minor, opus one hundred and twenty five, played by the Leipsic Gewanthaus Orchestra, conducted by Court Mazur.
Presenter
I see you're not taking any of your own recordings, Anthony, to this island.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I know what I sound like. I don't and I can make make noises on this island, and um that'll do. I just need all my friends with me.
Presenter
Yeah.
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How much of your family do you manage to see? As successful professional singers notoriously have diaries that are booked five years in advance, and you're always away from home.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, this is a ve this is a very big problem.
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And we try
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The the slightly unholy triumvirate of my wife and my agent and myself get done.
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to rather desperate sessions uh every now and then to try and plan how I can spend enough time at home to watch the children growing up and to be part of their lives, not just be a visiting celebrity.
Presenter
And do you ever find time to go to other people's concerts and hear other people sing, other people's operas?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Not very often. Oddly enough, this comes best when I'm um away from home already and perhaps working in an opera house, and then I just by myself at the end of the day will stay on at the opera house and sit in the music box and listen to as much or as little as I can stand, and then go away.
Presenter
Go away.
Presenter
So so the listening life on the desert island will suit you down to the ground, and I think that's a good idea.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Oh, absolutely, yes.
Presenter
Looking forward to it.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yes, indeed.
Presenter
Record number seven.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Well this is Glenn Gould playing.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
The Goldberg variations. This is the record I suppose I play more than any other.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I love Bach very much. I love his invention and the joy that comes from this music.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
From all accounts he could be a very grouchy old person and uh difficult. But I forgive him everything. And these
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
These variations played by Glengould.
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Are extraordinary because the man also sings from time to time.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
He sings in the way that I think I would if I could play. I just at uh en enhancing the bass line sometimes and sort of humming.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
happily to himself, a man happy in his work. This is the second variation.
Presenter
Glenn Gould playing part of Variation Number Two from Bach's Goldberg Variations. You're now fifty one. Ulysses you're playing you're singing next at the Coliseum. That's right.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yeah.
Presenter
You've sung with many of the world's finest orchestras and conductors. Who or what are left for you? What what what role do you covert with whom?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
That's a difficult one. Uh until recently I I yearned to sing Peter Grimes, and I've got my wish now.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
and in two months time I I actually get to record it.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I've never sung it on stage, which is a big disadvantage, but I'll manage. Um and I think
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I would love to sing that on stage. I I know that there are two opportunities for this to happen coming up.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Um one, I think, in Scotland, and the second one definitely on the stage at the Met.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
And
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yeah.
Presenter
I can wait for that.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yeah.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
That's in nineteen ninety four five.
Presenter
That's yours, is it, that part?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
That's mine. Slightly mad. Um misunderstood. Something of a
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Alona
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
But needing people. Yes.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Not a bad description.
Presenter
Last record.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
The last one uh
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
A way of taking
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Pretty well, all the other friends that haven't been included so far.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
John Elliott Gardner and the Monte Veddi Orchestra and the English Baroque Soloists have been a huge part of my life for a long time.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
We work wonderfully together and
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
We've produced a whole lot of
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Very interesting records, I think. But we've had a great time.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
One of the roles that I've never sung with them is is is the tenor
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part in in one of the tenor parts in Monteverdi's
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Vespers
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
1610, and they made an absolutely splendid recording, both video and and uh audio.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Last year in in in Venice, in in Saint Mark's.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
And I just like to hear that. I love the music so much, and whenever I hear it, I shall think of all the times that we've had together.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
And I love hearing other tenors sing, so hear about four of them.
Presenter
Part of the duo seraphim from Monte Vi's Vespers of the Blessed Virgin, sung by Mark Tucker, Nigel Robson, and Sandro Nahlia, with the Monteverdi Choir and the English Baroque Soloists, conducted by John Elliott Gardner.
Presenter
So if you could only have one of those eight records, Anthony, which one would it be?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I think it would have to be the Massimby minor from from Saint Academy of Saint Martin's, because I understand your rules say that I can't take my wife, even though she says she won't be useful, she promises not to be, it just won't wash. So that's the only way I can take her with me. I shall miss her so much.
Presenter
And your book, as well as the Bible and Shakespeare?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Ah, my book
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Well?
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
This took a long time to decide, but I thought in the end what I would like to do
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
It's taken me the biggest
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Welsh English dictionary I can find, and some tapes, which I already have.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
and learn to speak the language, so that if I ever did get rescued, I wouldn't then have to spend my time in the back kitchen down in Lamberta.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Reading the newspaper while everybody else talked over my head.
Presenter
And being a man who's already, since changing careers, mastered German and French and some Italian, that shouldn't be too difficult for you.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
No, I think it would be a great pleasure.
Presenter
And your luxury.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Well, again, as I say, since I can't take Liz.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
I thought that what I might do is to ask if I might take a couple of square metres of parquet flooring.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
and an inexhaustible supply of tap shoes and an instruction book.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
And then I could learn to tap dance and get fit at the same time.
Presenter
It's going to be very busy on this item for you.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Yom is hiding for you.
Presenter
You can have exactly that. And I shall say Anthony Rolf Johnson, thank you very much indeed for letting us hear your desert island discs.
Anthony Rolfe Johnson
Thank you.
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Presenter asks
Who was it who eventually then said to you, Look, you really do have a huge talent here and you've got to do something about it?
Well, when I went to work in Sussex, uh I joined a choir. And there were one or two people there who had actually been taking lessons from a teacher at the Royal Academy... We talked, I sang, and there was a long silence, and then she said, Well, what do you want me to tell you?... she said, Well, okay, you're in the wrong job. Is that straight enough for you? And I I said, Well, what does that mean? So well, y you shouldn't be farming, you should be singing.
Presenter asks
The sacrifice in the end, of course, was your marriage, wasn't it?
It came very quickly and uh I was travelling from Sussex to London every day to work, to go to the Guildhall. After about eighteen months it became clear that there there were major problems, mostly because my wife married a farmer and suddenly found herself looking after a singer. They aren't the same at all.
Presenter asks
How did you cope with that kind of ignorance about music [at the Guildhall]?
I was so focused on what I needed to do. I I went to the Guild Hall every morning when the doors opened at nine and I left at nine at night. I used to hover constantly in corridors, waiting for somebody to finish in a room so that I could get in there for half an hour or a quarter of an hour... and so I just I just worked every moment I could.
Presenter asks
Can you describe to me what happened that day [when your voice disappeared in New York]?
Well It had been happening really for probably three or four years before that. And there's one does. I was ignoring it. and trying to deal with it... within five or six days it had gone completely, and showed no prospect of returning... they found it... Um it was a polyp... a sea anemone shaped thing. with a long thin neck and a little round head, and it waved about. and it strangled one cord and beat the other one to a pole. And that's why I couldn't sing.
“I think all my life I've been someone to whom things happen. I never regard myself as as a prime mover.”
“my wife married a farmer and suddenly found herself looking after a singer. They aren't the same at all.”
“There's something which uh when you sing especially s a role or or a um a part which with which you can identify very closely, that you lose something of yourself when you do this. Uh you give and of course you get many things back, but you never get back what you give.”
“I don't As a general rule, listen to other people's performances when I'm learning the role, because I do feel that I I would be very susceptible to them. And also I think most singers f feel this, that when they listen to other people singing, they will all think always think that they're a great deal better than one can ever be oneself.”